Daria
My head is spinning after being hit by the front of a Volvo, but I'm not dead or injured. I'm lying on my back while this stranger, an older woman, is scanning me for wounds with darting eyes. Worry is written all over her face.
But I can't take in the rest of her features.
I'm having a hard time focusing. For a long time, I'm just watching the birch trees sway from side to side in this ghostly way. A headache is building behind my temples, but my tumor has made me accustomed to pain. I don't mind it that much.
With slouchy movements, I turn my attention to the lady. She is wearing a purple shawl over clean white clothes. Her skin is tanned dark from too much time in the sun, and her lips are wrinkly from what I can only assume is years of smoking. But she is omitting this kindness, and her brown eyes are as warm as chocolate on a snowy day.
"Are you hurt anywhere?" She asks.
"No..." I take a deep, calming breath. There is no reason to shake up this woman by admitting I'm in agony. I'm not sure which is from cancer and what comes from falling onto my back. "I'm just super dizzy. It feels like my head is floating."
"Oh, my goodness! That's such a relief!" The older woman is pressing one palm to my chest while the other is behind my neck, helping me sit up. She is much stronger than I thought. "You came out of nowhere—I didn't expect that! Are you alright, darling?"
I blink multiple times to stop seeing double. The older lady glances down at my underwear, then takes off her shawl with a knowing expression. Her eyes glimpse into mine, and a smile forms on her old lips.
"I came here to see one of my sisters." The older lady explains. "I've never understood her nun lifestyle, but who am I to judge?" She reaches out her hand, beaming at me in this mysterious old-woman-who-knows-secret way. "The name is Iris, and I welcome you to a new life."
"My name is Daria." I shake her hand, disoriented. I'm half-convinced that I'm hallucinating this conversation is even happening. "What did you mean by saying you welcome me to a new life?"
She nods at my clothes, or more like at my lack of them. "You've left your old one behind, am I correct?"
Smiling sheepishly, I drape her warm shawl over me, grateful to be covered, and Iris walks to her car while humming to herself.
With a yank, she opens the backseat door. I study her in silence. The older woman seems to search for something, throwing stuff while muttering to herself. I notice she is extremely short, like a dwarf, and I giggle when I see countless golden necklaces cover her wrists.
"Ah!" Iris exclaims, and then she walks over to me, holding up a black dress with green marijuana leaves. It's the ugliest thing I've ever seen, so terrible I wonder who could have designed it. "You can wear this until we get to our location! My sister can wait!"
My eyes widen into what I imagine must be the size of saucers—even my blood freezes over. I've never done drugs, and the mere idea of wearing this dress sends panic into my chest.
"I can't wear that!" I practically shout at her. "Drugs are bad, and I shouldn't be wearing that!"
A cold wind dances past my naked legs, and I chatter my teeth. It's freezing outside, and Iris gives me a smug smile. Her dark eyes are gleaming with mischief.
"Would you rather freeze?" She asks.
"No, I suppose not..." I mumble. "It is rather cold."
I'm more convinced to wear the marijuana dress after having experienced an Antarctic breeze. Winter is on its way.
"Excellent." Iris hands me the dress, and then she jumps into the car. She leaves the door open to talk with me. "My sister is a landlord over an apartment complex, and since I almost killed you, I can offer you shelter for tonight. I hate Elisabeth with a passion, but she owes me a favor, so consider it done."
My lips move into a hesitant smile as I'm pulling on the questionable dress. It's way too small for a woman with my curves—my boobs are trying to escape by fleeting over. Nevertheless, I'm grateful not to stand half-naked in the cold weather.
"You hate your sister, and yet you would convince her to let me stay the night?"
Iris nods. "I will pay her if I must."
A boost of happiness surges through my veins, resulting in me running up to Iris and hugging her. At first, she becomes tense, but then her frail hands find my back. She leans into me, closing her eyes, and allows me to show my gratitude.
"There, there, darling," Iris is speaking in her hoarse smoker voice—she even smells like cigarettes too. "I'm the one who ran over you. I owe you a favor, and this is easy."
I back away from her, drying a tear with my fingertip. My lips are twitching from Iris' shown kindness. Even if we had a bit of a rough start, I like her already. I've already long forgotten that I could have ended up in the hospital because of her careless driving.
"I would gladly accept a room for the night. Maybe I could convince your sister to let me stay, even if I can't pay her straight away."
Iris grimaces. "Don't get your hopes up, kid. My sister is the devil herself, but who knows? It doesn't hurt to ask her. Now, why don't you get into the car so we can leave this place behind us?"
I beam at her. "Sure!"
Daria I gap at Killian with blinking eyes, whispering. "You were my first crush! The sexy voice on the other side of the confession booth!" Killian snorts and then throws a fit of laughter. He seems massively amused by my statement. "The sexy voice on the other side of the confession booth? And wait, I was your first crush? Really? You weren't into someone famous like the rest of us?" Snorting, I shake my head. "No, you were my first crush! I'm not lying!" "I don't believe you!" Killian's lips are tightly knit in a smile. "You're only saying that to make me happy, and it's working, but I rather not have you lie to me, Daria!" "Killian, I'm not lying to you!" I slap his shoulder in excitement, smiling until I swear my face is about to break from nostalgia. "I used to lie down on my back late at night when the other nuns were sleeping, and then I would remember that sexy voice and touch myself—I came hard every goddamn time!" My words ar
DariaThe first time Killian open his eyes is on a Tuesday. His eyes flit through the room, and I drop a flower vase, staring at him until those familiar eyes once more close.At first, I thought I had imagined it, but the next time Killian opens his eyes, there are doctors there. He can barely talk and open his mouth without a sound coming out.But there is intelligence in Killian's eyes, a type of remembrance, and the doctors tell me he will need to learn how to walk, talk and eat again after so many weeks in a coma.Those words fill me with even more hope because I had it even when he wasn't awake. Now I'm always giddy, and when I'm left alone with Killian, I'm almost bursting from the seams.I take a seat next to his bed, and a small smile curls his lips. His blue eyes scan my face, and I giggle—I'm so bubbly."Good morning," I say, barely able to contain myself. I want to jump the man, plant kisses all over his face. "How are you?
DariaI'm holding Killian's hand. It's been days, and he still hasn't opened up his eyes, but the flowers in his vase are exchanged. I thought yellow daisies would suit him and plucked some from outside."The yellow color makes me happy," I'm speaking, hoping Killian can hear my voice even with his severe head trauma. His room is filled with flowers from various fans, but mine are the ones on the table. "And even though you've received more expensive flowers from your fans and Wilder, I think you would prefer the ones directly taken from the street."I glance down at his long, dark eyelashes, fanned out over his cheeks as he breathes. Without meaning to, I shed a tear but immediately tell myself to brighten up. I squeeze his hand and peer out through the window behind his hospital bed.For days, I've cuddled up to his lifeless body when no one has been watching. My soul misses him, so I talk with him as if he can hear me, not caring if I'm mad. I brush hi
DariaWhen I wake up from surgery, I can tell something is wrong. There is a knot inside my chest that won't go away. No matter how hard I try to tackle my worries away, it's gnawing me alive.Now isn't the first time I open my eyes—I've done it twice already but fallen straight asleep after a few breaths. My limbs are tired and heavy, feeling like they belong to someone above the age of eighty and not a woman still in her early twenties.I glance to my left and right, tilting my head when I'm faced with the hesitant smile of Brooklyn. She doesn't look happy to see me, more like she is sheltering a secret, and now it's evident that something is wrong.My heart pounds against my ribcage, and I suck in a deep breath, asking myself twice if I'm ready to hear the answer to my question. I don't know why, but I think Brooklyn's response will break me from within."What has happened?" I ask her, entirely serious. I'm not wearing a smile or even cele
KillianThe day I've feared for has come, and every minute seems like an entire year.Daria is getting prepared for surgery. There is a heavy cloud hanging low over my head, raining and making the scene seem grey. If anyone can survive this operation, then it's Daria. Yet, I'm still worried and barely slept tonight.I held on to Daria for dear life, holding her close until she eventually fell asleep to the beating of my heart. It was sweet, but I regret not telling her how much I love her.I'm a weakling for not being able to say it. My brain seems to believe losing her won't be as painful if I haven't spoken the words burning at the tip of my tongue.I love her so much.I need her.I want a future with her.Why are those things so hard to put into words?I stare down at the floor, inhaling deeply at my phone acting up again. Ava hasn't left me alone all day. She sold the story about me dating Daria to the media without
DariaMy current state can only be described as pain. It's as if the blood in my veins has been replaced with lead, and every movement leaves me feeling exhausted. My head is a fuzzy cloud of migraine, and every breath that I take seems forced.I'm so tired.My eyelids are extremely heavy, barely open when Killian storms into the hospital. His hair is a pure mess, and his disguise has been thrown out the window. There isn't a fake beard, only his gorgeous face and widened eyes I'm met with—gosh, I want to kiss that face.The first thought that enters my head is "beautiful" because there is no better word to describe the man before me. Inside and out. The man has a heart of gold, and when his arms wrap around me, it gets a little easier to breathe.I love this man so much. Please, god, make him stay by my side. I need him right now, his humor, laughter, and incredible light pouring out from his soul with every octave spoken from his mouth.