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61: Sad for you
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For the Alpha 62: i am glad you asked
"Stacey?" I called, reaching for her hand which she immediately dodged, staring at Casper with a few tears, "why did you lie to me? you know when I woke up and you acted like the sweetest being ever, telling me you were ready to love me the way I deserve to be loved. Did I beg you to do that for me?" She cried, raising her voice at him."Casper this is how the cycle has always been you make me feel like I'm the best in the world one second and the next you are telling someone how you hate me and how you don't feel anything at all for me." She snapped her fingers on every word, looking like she needed more sleep although she had just woken up."Stacey don't say that, you know that I do not and I never will, come on that is not how I worded it. I want to love you I really do I don't know how to be in a romantic relationship with you I could not bring myself to say that to you when you had just woken up from a long trance that I thought I killed you and then you expect me to say stuff be
For the Alpha 63: Threats
"Meet me at Tim's..." he began but I cut him short."How do you even know about Tim? Who are you? How did you follow me?" I was infuriated at this point and he was not helping the situation of things."I'm ready to respond to whatever question you have at this point and you seem to have so many." He sighed. "And you will get your answers, just meet me at the Garden by noon tomorrow."Before I could say anything he had hung up on me. I stared blankly at the phone wondering what to do now I turned it back off and reread the letter once more as if there would be anything different about it.'I just know you are going to regret this so much.' Aela said. 'tell the alpha about it just get it over with.''I'm not crazy enough to go ahead and meet him, the last time something like that happened we both know how it ended. I'm not ignoring the offer but I'm also not getting involved with my mate. See, I just have a lot of things to do right now and I'm not going to add to it.'I went to lay on
For the Alpha 64: Creepy woods
Walking down the woods, I realised how bad of an idea it was to take this journey at this time of the night. I stuffed my habds into the pocket of the cloak I was wearing. I needed a break, I really needed to take this walk and even my wolf was not arguing with me.I tried to ignore the creatures of the night that kept howling and whistling. It was at times like this that I found it hard to remember that I was a werewolf and could protect myself from anything.I heard a rustle sound from behind me and stopped walking to look over my shoulder. I resumed walking when I was certain there was no one there and after moving forward, the sound came again. This time around, I spun on my heels, "who's there?" I cried, trying my best to hide the fear in my voice.I bent down to pick a piece of wood from the floor, not that it was going to do anything to protect me but it was better to be armed than not. "Trust me I will not hesitate to hurt you just show yourself whoever you are." Without warn
For the Alpha 65: what trap?
Answer Ryan stood to his feet sharply I wondered what he seemed so worried about."Doe?" I called with one raised eyebrow I was pretty sure that he told me she was gone. What on earth was she doing here again. "Why are you here again?""Answer me Doe? Why are you here?" Alpha Ryan spoke, cutting in.She took us by surprise when she went on her knees and placed her hands in a praying manner. "Alpha I know what I did was unforgivable please I am pregnant and I have no way to take care of myself or my child I need you to let me back into the pack please even if it is just for the time when I am going to give birth but I just need a place to stay. I cant survive on my own out there, please I promise I will be on my best behaviour."Her eyes welled with tears and she looked like she was genuinely in pain. I looked up at Ryan waiting for him to say something even though I despised Doe for what she used to do to me there was no way I was going to let her out there with a child.By now becaus
For the Alpha 66: Hasty
I was back in the woods but this time around I was aware that it was nothing but a dream "seriously?" I glared at the creature that had flown past me that I have never seen in my life."Look I know you're playing mind games with me and I don't have time for that what do you want from me can you just let me be." It was starting to frustrate me beyond what I could bear."I can see you have become smarter and Furious." I felt his hand around my waist from behind. It took everything in me not to yell at him and hit him across the face but I had to remember that none of this was real and it was nothing but a dream."How do you keep doing this? what kind of werewolf are you? How do you manage to keep slipping into my dreams and my reality what are you doing exactly?" I had asked these questions over again, it was tiring.'You speak so many words yet so little you say the same things over and over again and I have given you a way to get your response and you do nothing to get it and now I ca
For the Alpha 67: intimate
When Alpha Ryan left the room, I stood to my feet to get on with my day. I got rid of my clothes and stepped into the shower trying to wash away every one of my worries as if that would do anything. I thought back to my dream and my mate whose name I hadn't gotten yet and what he had said. What did he mean when he said this was my last chance.I wanted to be upset with the Alpha but I could tell that something was bothering him that he was not letting me know. I wished he would be more open and spoke about his problems rather than venting his anger out on everyone. It would bring us closer in our relationship and it will definitely fix a lot of the things that he had ongoing personally if he could trust me.I put the soap between my boobs and the sensitive part of them made me feel horny it is sad that the offer was acting up because I definitely needed someone's touch right now.For a second my mind flickered to my mate and the fact that he was ready to touch me in every pleasant way
For the Alpha 68: Mated for life
Alpha Ryan and I spent more time in the bathroom then we should have and when we were done he headed out, "I'm going to clean up and dress now, coming?"I shook my head. I still wanted to spend more time in the shower. He had fucked the life out of me. I needed the water to cool down.I was glad that we had resolved our issues really quick even though it was a sex resolve. I rinsed my hair and washed my private areas to get all the excess juice out of me. I reminded myself mentally to take the plan b pills that he had given me once I was out of here. Within a few minutes I was done and wrapped a towel around my chest.I walked into the bedroom and saw him sitting on the bed, his back to me. I crept up the bed and knelt behind him, wrapping my arms around him from behind but there was no movements from him. I kissed hischeek and furrowed my eyebrows, "is anything the problem Alpha?""What is this?" I diverted my eyes to what he was looking at and why saw that he had the phone and lette
For the Alpha 69: 6 and 9
"How much longer before we get to our destination?" I suddenly asked Alex. It seemed like we had been walking for hours now."We will find out so just be patient and trust me.""How can I trust you? You literally haunted my dreams and here I am. The only reason I'm going through is because I wanted to leave the pack. "Don't yell at me, it's not my fault your pretty alpha cheated on you. Your pretty perfect mate." The mockery in his voice was painful but I knew that he was right. I continued to follow him in silence thinking about Alpha and Doe.Alpha RyanI didn't know where she left so I tried to trace a scent wherever I could but it was all gone. I soon gave up and headed back to the room where Doe was still waiting for me. "Ryan I am so sorry, I didn't know she was going to walk in but anyways..." she was just saying when I suddenly slapped her across her face."Did not specifically want you to stay away from me ? Did I not tell you not to come back to the back and look at what
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For the Alpha 177: warm happy endings
Early the next morning we were up and ready to leave."You know how I was so tempted to get a driver for this journey." Ryan broke the silence all of a sudden as we loaded our items into the trunk of the car."Why?" I asked him in confusion, we were both in great states to drive, I didn't see any reason why we would probably need a driver."Just so that I can have the chance to have sex with you , car sex is always the best." He said, heading to the driver's seat after opening the passenger side for me."Tell me you're joking.""I'm not," he set the vehicle in motion and we made our way out of there."I hope Tim is ready for us, you informed him we would be coming over, right?""Of course." He nodded.I flashed a smile and held his thighs as he hit the road."That's dangerous, careful how you tight me you know my cock literally tracts to every single one of your touch in the most inappropriate way, an accident is the last thing we want to deal with right now."Come on," I shook my hea
For the Alpha 176: Warm feelings
Nadeline povI turned to Ryan who was by us with some of the Rd games he'd bought on his last trip to the store. "You know for some reason I kind of feel jealous of Danna and Devin, I know we just got back from our vacation but I got to admit it was too amazing, I kind of just want to do that all over again.""Hm-hm." He nodded, his full attention drawn to the game.I rolled my y eyes at him, "goodness, ever since you discovered this bull shit, it is literally all you spend your day doing, come on," I stood in front of him, blocking his view of the television."Dude!" He yelled and I widened my eyes."Did you just call me dude?" I tried to sit on his legs but he dodged me, trying to look past me and focus on the game instead.I sighed and turned to just walk away from him when he held my wrist to pull me back, "oh so now you pause the game.""I'm sorry ok it's just that this is so addictive but you know you are more addicted to me," he tried to coerce me with his with words and I jus
For the Alpha 175: Devanna again
Danna povIt has been a while since Devin and I fixed our fight with each other and in all truthfulness, going to see a couple therapist had worked. It was one thing to be fated to someone but even that uncontrollable instincts and attachment that came with it sometimes wasn't enough."finally feels like the pack is back to living in peace after what feels like forever." Devin said while I flipped some pancakes in the pan. My hair was sitting in a bun above my head and I was wearing one of his shirts.He stood to come and give me a hug from behind. "You know you're going to distract me that way," I playfully slapped his hand off with the spatula I was using as a scoop and he let go, feigning hurt."You're right though my love, I love how humans come up with these things and make their lives much easier. We werewolves sadly get to live such a montoke life, it can actually be really annoying." He said and I nodded in agreement, because I couldn't have agreed more."I wouldn't rely on th
For the Alpha 174: Make up or make out
So ... I lost my job and that was very expected.I honestly didn't want to explain the traumatising look on the man's face when he saw us.Ryan didn't care, it was too drunk to keep going just because it was too on the way to stop but I got to my feet and shamefully packed my clothes off the floor and started putting them on."I can't believe what you did to me." I shook my head in the car still in disbelief at what kind of trauma that man must have faced and oh my goddess the fact that there might have been cameras there. What was I even thinking about? How could I let myself get so lost."Yeah so now that we have more privacy in the car, shall we pick up where we left off?" He asked. I certainly wasn't expecting him to feel bad because this was what you wanted in the first place so that but I was shattered."I lost my job before I even got to start it, how can you not even feel bad about this?" I sniffed."Whoa, don't you dare cry on me, hey, I didn't mean for things to happen the w
For the Alpha 173: Damn
Getting myself a corporate outfit was not really a problem for me because I had access to all of that.Ryan had stated through his words and was now driving me to work.It was not a far ride from the packhouse to this part of the city where my job was ,"well we have gotten here right now if you can take your leave now.""O want to be sure that nothing bad goes wrong and whoever it is you're working for isn't some Ashoke that will treat you like shit.""I think you're forgetting who you are talking to I am not just anybody that's an a****** to treat me like crap. If he gives me bad energy I will replicate it in the most presentable way by 10 so don't worry I'm fine." I shook my head at him because I knew that it was intentionally stolen so that it would not go on time. "Ryan trustco bank now I will deal with things by myself okay the park probably needs you right now."I got into the company and it seemed like everything was fine. The man I was supposed to be working for was Nail Alexa
For the Alpha 172: New job, who this
When we got back to the packhouse, there was still nothing new that had occurred. It wasn't like I wanted something bad to happen to the park but at least there had to be some fun. It was just dead, everyone living like humans going to work coming back home. It really sucked. I missed the days we had Annual blood moon festivals, mating seasons and all those things that actually made us werewolves even though I had said it multiple times that I didn't care if we humanised ourselves. It really hurt my feelings.Ryan was in a pack meeting with Devin and Sean and I was expecting him so walking to the house but then it was none other than Danna"Hi my love." She walked in with a bowl of fruits and a newspaper, "how are you feeling now?""Much better than before.""That's amazing, I brought you a bowl of fruits, they're good for your health and stuff.""Thanks doc."She placed a newspaper in front of me and I saw that it was not the pack one, "why are you reading human news?""Coz I'm into
For the Alpha 171: Lovebirds
I thought that choosing to go ziplining was the worst decision that I ever made in my life until it was time for us to skydive. I screamed at the top of my lungs just wanting it to be over.Ryan on the other hand was having the best form of his life making jest of me."You needed to have seen your face." He slung his arm around my shoulder as we headed home from there."That's not funny, stop laughing.""Fuck, I can not tell you how much I was not able to capture that moment but it is a memory that will be in my head for the rest of my life I will make sure to tell our children about it." The mention of children made me wonder how much longer we're going to be in a relationship for sure. I wanted us to last forever but I never even talked about the future of us and where we were headed with having children.Once we got back to the hotel room I put on another series of Family Guy for us to watch together and ordered hotel dinner."Is this the type of luxurious lives humans live?" Ther
For the Alpha 170: London
We arrived in London and I realised that the people here were a lot different from the basic Americans we were used to and it started to seem to me like moving the pack here might have been ten thousand times better because they looked more civilised than I could explain. A part of me felt like they could be accepting of werewolves if they knew we existed."We did not go there at the pack airport this time around, we had booked tourist visas and so that kind of covered a lot of things for us."First of all, my intention was that the tourism covered all of my favourite parts that I wanted to see because lately I've spent time on the internet trying to see what was fun for humans to do. We were now close to the museum and Ryan with not stop holding my hand I couldn't even figure out why, "I'm not a child that if you let go of me I will stumble and fall." I had to say at one point when he wouldn't let go of me just to get rid of an itch that was bothering me."I just don't like the way
For the Alpha 169: final decision
The entire situation had caused a kind of chaos in the pack with Selene gone. Not too many people had been aware about the whole situation of things and so there was not so many reactions.All through the night Ryan would not just let go of me, "it is like you've become a whole different person," he'd said."Ryan I'm literally going to the bathroom for crying out loud, can I get some freaking privacy." I said when he was attempting to follow me inside."Right now I need the old Nadeline, at least, she wanted me to coming to her at all times.""Okay I refuse to understand why you're referring to her as she,' I burst out laughing.'you are basically acting like you are two different people.' he chuckled. 'no but tell me for real if they have memories of everything that transpired so why don't you feel the same way anymore? How did it even come back?'"It was spontaneous, something about seeing Selene triggered something in me. Maybe because I'm trying to recover from memory loss I'm
