DannaI had stood outside Devin's door for way too long, trying to practice how best I was going to present my apology to him.After that talk that I had with the Alpha I actually saw her in the wrong I was all you wanted was to spend time with me and you had every right to be upset if I was going to change that we are not been seeing each other properly in the past few days all because I was being too committed to my best friend that I was overshadowing the needs of my mate.'girl if you don't just turn that knob and walk in right now!' my wolf had grown impatient. She had not been on board with this in the first place so I completely understood her reaction, she was so drawn to Devin's wolf and genuinely suffered separation anxiety.'shut up and let me think, we separated on bad circumstances, he is probably still really mad at me, I can't just walk in there-" I let out a scream and jerked backwards when the door had come open abruptly."I thought I was being delusional when I caug
The next morning the pack run was filled with a lot of wolf scents I didn't like, even though I had accepted these figures to stay among us and they had pledged their loyalty to the alpha, their rotten scent was only starting to fade and so it still lingered plus a lot of them were still wild and didn't follow my directions sometimes which brought about a lot of distraction and having to stop to navigate then even when I was well aware they were doing it intentionally.By the time we returned to the packhouse for our morning routine training, I made a general announcement, "beta Sean will be in charge of training this morning." I nodded at Nadeline who had joined in for the pack run this morning, saying she didn't need any rest and was going to participate in pack activities regardless of what I had to say ."That was such a good run and it made me so full of energy." She wrapped her sweaty arns around me and i didn't even care."Why did you ask me to come out of the pack training i
DannaI was on my way to Devin's. I had gone ahead and booked us a couple therapy session without informing him because he still wasn't taking to me.But I was going to take him with me whether he liked it or not. I knew the end results would come out very worth it in the end.I didn't bother to knock on his door when I got to the porch, "yeah I know you can smell me so just come out here." His sense of smell was much more integrated than mine being the third in command and that could be annoying sometimes."I will have you know that ignoring me is not going to do anything to solve the problem." I was hesitant and knew I wasn't going to leave until he showed forth.I was grateful when he came to the door eventually, "what is it this time Danna?""I know you're still upset with me even though I have explained that breaking up with you was not what I meant I was just mad at that time and even though you sent me out of your house like some complete stranger I'm not giving up on us we are
**"That actually worked out way better than I expected it to," Devin said when it was time for us to leave, we hadn't spent too long in there and it was actually worth our couple money because it came with a small mini meal. I had a blast listening to advice from the therapist.He had not even been angry when I brought him to this location like I had expected him to be the just took it and said 'you know what we are actually do need this.'"I'm glad you think so." I said and was going to lean forward to hug him when I noticed the sudden change in his facial expressions."What's wrong?" I asked him really hoping that he was being dramatic with his facial expressions and that everybody was okay."Alpha, there's trouble with the rogues he said, something about Selene being a shape shifter and now he wants us to go looking for anadeline while securing the perimeters." He frowned. He was getting overused in my opinion at this point.This was exactly what he had been fighting me for becau
The entire situation had caused a kind of chaos in the pack with Selene gone. Not too many people had been aware about the whole situation of things and so there was not so many reactions.All through the night Ryan would not just let go of me, "it is like you've become a whole different person," he'd said."Ryan I'm literally going to the bathroom for crying out loud, can I get some freaking privacy." I said when he was attempting to follow me inside."Right now I need the old Nadeline, at least, she wanted me to coming to her at all times.""Okay I refuse to understand why you're referring to her as she,' I burst out laughing.'you are basically acting like you are two different people.' he chuckled. 'no but tell me for real if they have memories of everything that transpired so why don't you feel the same way anymore? How did it even come back?'"It was spontaneous, something about seeing Selene triggered something in me. Maybe because I'm trying to recover from memory loss I'm
We arrived in London and I realised that the people here were a lot different from the basic Americans we were used to and it started to seem to me like moving the pack here might have been ten thousand times better because they looked more civilised than I could explain. A part of me felt like they could be accepting of werewolves if they knew we existed."We did not go there at the pack airport this time around, we had booked tourist visas and so that kind of covered a lot of things for us."First of all, my intention was that the tourism covered all of my favourite parts that I wanted to see because lately I've spent time on the internet trying to see what was fun for humans to do. We were now close to the museum and Ryan with not stop holding my hand I couldn't even figure out why, "I'm not a child that if you let go of me I will stumble and fall." I had to say at one point when he wouldn't let go of me just to get rid of an itch that was bothering me."I just don't like the way
I thought that choosing to go ziplining was the worst decision that I ever made in my life until it was time for us to skydive. I screamed at the top of my lungs just wanting it to be over.Ryan on the other hand was having the best form of his life making jest of me."You needed to have seen your face." He slung his arm around my shoulder as we headed home from there."That's not funny, stop laughing.""Fuck, I can not tell you how much I was not able to capture that moment but it is a memory that will be in my head for the rest of my life I will make sure to tell our children about it." The mention of children made me wonder how much longer we're going to be in a relationship for sure. I wanted us to last forever but I never even talked about the future of us and where we were headed with having children.Once we got back to the hotel room I put on another series of Family Guy for us to watch together and ordered hotel dinner."Is this the type of luxurious lives humans live?" Ther
When we got back to the packhouse, there was still nothing new that had occurred. It wasn't like I wanted something bad to happen to the park but at least there had to be some fun. It was just dead, everyone living like humans going to work coming back home. It really sucked. I missed the days we had Annual blood moon festivals, mating seasons and all those things that actually made us werewolves even though I had said it multiple times that I didn't care if we humanised ourselves. It really hurt my feelings.Ryan was in a pack meeting with Devin and Sean and I was expecting him so walking to the house but then it was none other than Danna"Hi my love." She walked in with a bowl of fruits and a newspaper, "how are you feeling now?""Much better than before.""That's amazing, I brought you a bowl of fruits, they're good for your health and stuff.""Thanks doc."She placed a newspaper in front of me and I saw that it was not the pack one, "why are you reading human news?""Coz I'm into