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146: He's gone
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For the Alpha 147: Blown bubble
After they went to get themselves clean I decided to explore around me for the things that I missed. I wished that Alex and I had left on a much better note because I had so many questions to ask him.I was still really sceptical about Ryan being alone with shepherd and Sean because I felt like they will do something to hurt him just to make a point that they would protect their pack and make everyone feel safe I just hope they knew that I will not let them get away with it Ryan meant to me way more than what the pack meant to them."Prestige!" I heard Elena call, she was heading towards me with Ronald and I remembered all of a sudden that she had told me she was married. I smiled at her and waved as she hastened her steps towards me. "Good morning!" She called, "Ronald didn't believe me when I told him you were here and so I brought him over... What the heck are you doing?" She asked the latter question to Ronald because he had rolled his eyes all the way to the back.Before we coul
For the Alpha 148: sad twist
Nadeline pov"I'll talk to her alone," Ryan said in dismissal to the rest of the men and held my hands to lead me out of the room. I don't know what he was thinking but if he thought talking to me alone was going to do anything to convince me, he could never have been more wrong, I was so uninterested in anything he had to say if he wasn't going my way."Ryan, this can't be happening." I shook my head in utter disbelief. "I have to, this is only the start, if we were all going to die on the same day and just maybe sleep and never wake up I would honestly not mind but watching innocent people die like that is not something I Will ever stay alive and watch,I'm an alpha, I'll always be one, I can't control the need to protect the pack put in my care, I know how badly this affects you and trust me when I say I really don't want things to end this way but I clearly have no choice."Even though I understood everything he was saying, that did not able it make sense, "so we really just can't
For the Alpha 149: the end of a shepherd
"Hm," he nodded once and sighed at me, "so I've spoken to Alex and the beta and we have had a long talk about it, this morning we will be flying back to the pack to let them know the news and I'll annouce my final decision to everyone. So go back yout things and assemble by the plane in the next twenty minutes.""Yes alpha," we all chorused simultaneously. Everyone dispersed to do just as he had said. If the alpha was really going to sacrifice, who would run the pack. This felt like i was witnessing the blood moon pack all over again."You have been really quiet since last night," i said to Ryan while we packed and headed out of the visitors cottage. I held his hand in mine and headed for the plane."Yeah i just can't believe that with all his persistence in orientation and reading deeper meanings into the history of the pack, he didnt confirm the situation all too well and would have made me take a step I'd eventually regret, it's all just so crazy to me.""Yeah i know right, we are
For the Alpha 150: Mate
I woke up feeling tired than ever, last night had been really exhausting and emotional for me especially after what had happened with Shepherd.It was still a big news to me that we would have to move into the packhouse but then that meant we could give the room to some rogues who wanted to be in the pack it something, it was just a lot to deal with for me but I knew I would be fine.'Rise and shine sleepy head.' Aela called to me and without even thinking about Ryan that was still passed out asleep on the bed, I let out a deafening scream. I hadn't been expecting that it was only natural that my reaction would be exactly that.He came awake with haziness, "what? What's it?" He directed at me, scanning me thoroughly to see if I'd been injured or something and we noticed that I was visibly fine, he frowned, "why would you yell so loud for no reason?""My wolf is back!" I squealed, "oh goddess, I need to run right now, fuck I never thought I'd feel this great about getting my wolf!" It
For the Alpha 151: test results
It had been a few weeks now and things were starting to go back to the way they were before. Ryan didn't do a hard job with raising the pack. It was what he was born to do. I didn't have much to do as Luna because Devin and Sean were there to help me and for the past few weeks, everything had been peaceful with the pack, it all made me feel glad that at least Shepherd's actions had not gone in vain. All that was really left was to move forward.Danna and I met at work daily and had the fun of our lives. She'd tell me about Devin and now they had moved in together. I couldn't believe they had been mates."Yeah me neither, I just always thought the connection we had was purely based on my crush feelings and the first night we actually had a full on conversation and I told him about my feelings, my wolf had actually been missing so it makes so much sense," she had said in this most dreamy voice as she assisted me through my orientation at work.Working at the print magazine was genuinel
For the Alpha 152: Shocking emails
We didn't spend too much time at the park and my mood still hadn't been lifted. Ryan left me on the couch and returned to the living room in a tank top and turned the television on. I wasn't interested in anything right now but I truly did appreciate all his efforts in trying to get me interested in some activities of the sort at least.He put it on to an adult animated series I enjoyed, break in well, turned the lights off, put all the red drapes down and lit some scented candles in certain spots of the house."What are you doing?" I had to chuckle because I found what he was doing really funny to me."Just shush and watch." He said.He soon disappeared into the kitchen and returned with a bag of chips, a fruit juice and some sweets in a bowl. He handed it all to me and proceeded to go into the bathroom.I lost track of what he was doing eventually but he returned with a small black bowl and a free cotton napkins. He extended my legs to the table and began to dig one napkin into th
For the Alpha 153: Crossing
It was still so hard for me to believe what I'd heard. I didn't know if I was supposed to feel bad that he was gone since we basically shared no bond but a part of me was really broken about it. He was the father Ryan had grown up to know and now all he had, his sister and father were no more.The rest of the day didn't seem very pleasant to me but it was what we could do.Alpha Ryan asked Beta Sean to move into the packhouse for the few days that we would be gone and I packed a week's worth of stuff even though I knew we had no intentions to stay that long away from the pack house."The sky is really pretty today." I said, trying to make conversation as we got the road."Hey you know you don't have to be all awkward about this, people die everyday, it's something I'll get over soon. The bond we shared has long be dead, I'm sad but more than ever my alpha instincts are sparked all the way, why does Tim have your email and even has a sure way of contacting you but then I don't have a b
For the Alpha 154: Call Ryan please
Doe"Oh shit, no, no... Shit!" I cried as I managed to pick Cecile from the road. The driver had tried to avoid hitting her but she had gone spinning in the air multiple times, hitting so many other vehicles and causing random pauses in the middle of road as each driver had tried to avert the accident to no avail.I threw my hands up to my mouth, Tansahad told me to watch her daughter for the day while she went for her shift but when the little one would not stop throwing tantrums all day I thought going on a walk would help to straighten things out but I couldn't have been more wrong.There was a heavy traffic jam in the middle of the road because of the accident . I joined the onlookers had gathered around to see they could to save anybody they had called a few emergency vehicles that were not gathered in the middle of the road it was very chaotic.I was going to throw up at the amount of blood I saw on the street. I hadn't seen so much blood since the last time I was part of the pa
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For the Alpha 177: warm happy endings
Early the next morning we were up and ready to leave."You know how I was so tempted to get a driver for this journey." Ryan broke the silence all of a sudden as we loaded our items into the trunk of the car."Why?" I asked him in confusion, we were both in great states to drive, I didn't see any reason why we would probably need a driver."Just so that I can have the chance to have sex with you , car sex is always the best." He said, heading to the driver's seat after opening the passenger side for me."Tell me you're joking.""I'm not," he set the vehicle in motion and we made our way out of there."I hope Tim is ready for us, you informed him we would be coming over, right?""Of course." He nodded.I flashed a smile and held his thighs as he hit the road."That's dangerous, careful how you tight me you know my cock literally tracts to every single one of your touch in the most inappropriate way, an accident is the last thing we want to deal with right now."Come on," I shook my hea
For the Alpha 176: Warm feelings
Nadeline povI turned to Ryan who was by us with some of the Rd games he'd bought on his last trip to the store. "You know for some reason I kind of feel jealous of Danna and Devin, I know we just got back from our vacation but I got to admit it was too amazing, I kind of just want to do that all over again.""Hm-hm." He nodded, his full attention drawn to the game.I rolled my y eyes at him, "goodness, ever since you discovered this bull shit, it is literally all you spend your day doing, come on," I stood in front of him, blocking his view of the television."Dude!" He yelled and I widened my eyes."Did you just call me dude?" I tried to sit on his legs but he dodged me, trying to look past me and focus on the game instead.I sighed and turned to just walk away from him when he held my wrist to pull me back, "oh so now you pause the game.""I'm sorry ok it's just that this is so addictive but you know you are more addicted to me," he tried to coerce me with his with words and I jus
For the Alpha 175: Devanna again
Danna povIt has been a while since Devin and I fixed our fight with each other and in all truthfulness, going to see a couple therapist had worked. It was one thing to be fated to someone but even that uncontrollable instincts and attachment that came with it sometimes wasn't enough."finally feels like the pack is back to living in peace after what feels like forever." Devin said while I flipped some pancakes in the pan. My hair was sitting in a bun above my head and I was wearing one of his shirts.He stood to come and give me a hug from behind. "You know you're going to distract me that way," I playfully slapped his hand off with the spatula I was using as a scoop and he let go, feigning hurt."You're right though my love, I love how humans come up with these things and make their lives much easier. We werewolves sadly get to live such a montoke life, it can actually be really annoying." He said and I nodded in agreement, because I couldn't have agreed more."I wouldn't rely on th
For the Alpha 174: Make up or make out
So ... I lost my job and that was very expected.I honestly didn't want to explain the traumatising look on the man's face when he saw us.Ryan didn't care, it was too drunk to keep going just because it was too on the way to stop but I got to my feet and shamefully packed my clothes off the floor and started putting them on."I can't believe what you did to me." I shook my head in the car still in disbelief at what kind of trauma that man must have faced and oh my goddess the fact that there might have been cameras there. What was I even thinking about? How could I let myself get so lost."Yeah so now that we have more privacy in the car, shall we pick up where we left off?" He asked. I certainly wasn't expecting him to feel bad because this was what you wanted in the first place so that but I was shattered."I lost my job before I even got to start it, how can you not even feel bad about this?" I sniffed."Whoa, don't you dare cry on me, hey, I didn't mean for things to happen the w
For the Alpha 173: Damn
Getting myself a corporate outfit was not really a problem for me because I had access to all of that.Ryan had stated through his words and was now driving me to work.It was not a far ride from the packhouse to this part of the city where my job was ,"well we have gotten here right now if you can take your leave now.""O want to be sure that nothing bad goes wrong and whoever it is you're working for isn't some Ashoke that will treat you like shit.""I think you're forgetting who you are talking to I am not just anybody that's an a****** to treat me like crap. If he gives me bad energy I will replicate it in the most presentable way by 10 so don't worry I'm fine." I shook my head at him because I knew that it was intentionally stolen so that it would not go on time. "Ryan trustco bank now I will deal with things by myself okay the park probably needs you right now."I got into the company and it seemed like everything was fine. The man I was supposed to be working for was Nail Alexa
For the Alpha 172: New job, who this
When we got back to the packhouse, there was still nothing new that had occurred. It wasn't like I wanted something bad to happen to the park but at least there had to be some fun. It was just dead, everyone living like humans going to work coming back home. It really sucked. I missed the days we had Annual blood moon festivals, mating seasons and all those things that actually made us werewolves even though I had said it multiple times that I didn't care if we humanised ourselves. It really hurt my feelings.Ryan was in a pack meeting with Devin and Sean and I was expecting him so walking to the house but then it was none other than Danna"Hi my love." She walked in with a bowl of fruits and a newspaper, "how are you feeling now?""Much better than before.""That's amazing, I brought you a bowl of fruits, they're good for your health and stuff.""Thanks doc."She placed a newspaper in front of me and I saw that it was not the pack one, "why are you reading human news?""Coz I'm into
For the Alpha 171: Lovebirds
I thought that choosing to go ziplining was the worst decision that I ever made in my life until it was time for us to skydive. I screamed at the top of my lungs just wanting it to be over.Ryan on the other hand was having the best form of his life making jest of me."You needed to have seen your face." He slung his arm around my shoulder as we headed home from there."That's not funny, stop laughing.""Fuck, I can not tell you how much I was not able to capture that moment but it is a memory that will be in my head for the rest of my life I will make sure to tell our children about it." The mention of children made me wonder how much longer we're going to be in a relationship for sure. I wanted us to last forever but I never even talked about the future of us and where we were headed with having children.Once we got back to the hotel room I put on another series of Family Guy for us to watch together and ordered hotel dinner."Is this the type of luxurious lives humans live?" Ther
For the Alpha 170: London
We arrived in London and I realised that the people here were a lot different from the basic Americans we were used to and it started to seem to me like moving the pack here might have been ten thousand times better because they looked more civilised than I could explain. A part of me felt like they could be accepting of werewolves if they knew we existed."We did not go there at the pack airport this time around, we had booked tourist visas and so that kind of covered a lot of things for us."First of all, my intention was that the tourism covered all of my favourite parts that I wanted to see because lately I've spent time on the internet trying to see what was fun for humans to do. We were now close to the museum and Ryan with not stop holding my hand I couldn't even figure out why, "I'm not a child that if you let go of me I will stumble and fall." I had to say at one point when he wouldn't let go of me just to get rid of an itch that was bothering me."I just don't like the way
For the Alpha 169: final decision
The entire situation had caused a kind of chaos in the pack with Selene gone. Not too many people had been aware about the whole situation of things and so there was not so many reactions.All through the night Ryan would not just let go of me, "it is like you've become a whole different person," he'd said."Ryan I'm literally going to the bathroom for crying out loud, can I get some freaking privacy." I said when he was attempting to follow me inside."Right now I need the old Nadeline, at least, she wanted me to coming to her at all times.""Okay I refuse to understand why you're referring to her as she,' I burst out laughing.'you are basically acting like you are two different people.' he chuckled. 'no but tell me for real if they have memories of everything that transpired so why don't you feel the same way anymore? How did it even come back?'"It was spontaneous, something about seeing Selene triggered something in me. Maybe because I'm trying to recover from memory loss I'm
