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135: So many questions
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For the Alpha 136: the carrier
Danna povDevin was going in with the other high ranks when I stopped him, "third in command?"I watched Nadeline's mate go to meet the alpha to discuss whatever with him.He looked surprised to see me and I cleared my throat, trying to talk loud enough amid the loud cries of all these people panicking. "Can I talk to you for a second?""Um.. me? Sure, okay."I led him to a corner of the pack house that wasn't packed with panicking wolves."Hey I'm sure you want to talk to the alpha but can't because he's packed with things to do but I promise you that I have no solution to any questions that you probably have right now." He sounded impatient and I kind of felt bad because I knew that he probably had a lot up his ass that he needed to attend to and here I was trying to bring up shit."No actually, it's you I want to talk and it's about something completely different." I swallowed, here goes nothing, "I have a huge crush on you and I've had it since forever, I love you and you're in my
For the Alpha 137: The plan
The furniture people pulled up and I had completely forgotten about them. I was no longer looking forward to the aesthetic now that the whole pack's mood had been ruined. I wished there was a way I could summon Ahya."You got furniture?" Ryan looked confused."Yeah, it was supposed to be some sort of cool surprise but it clearly can't be anymore, everyone is ruined from finding out about the end of our world."He pulled his lips into a smirk, "it's all okay my love, everything will work out fine in the end for us all."I followed after the men as they set things up as if we had not just heard the announcement."Hey," I called to Ryan an hour later when the men had gone, "who was Ahya to..." I trailed off, not wanting to make this awkward for either of us, "your dad?"If my words triggered him, he was really good with hiding it, that was for sure."A very good friend," he said after some hesitation, "why would you ask?""Hmm, did you ever find out anything about my mom? Who she was? How
For the Alpha 138: the sacrifice
DannaI knew how important this was to Nadeline and how she was doing this with only her interests at mind but it still meant so much to me that she was going to be causing devin and I to spend some time together. I had been hoping the reason I felt this way about him was probably because we shared a mate bond of some sort but we talked to each other for the first time last night and there was no signs, maybe it was my anxiety but it wasn't there.I waited outside the house that I assume they'll be pacing a back and forth for a long time waiting for her to show up I was starting to get scared that somebody would come and find me here and wonder what I was doing but then everyone was busy worried about the fact that they were going to die soon so nobody was really getting in anybody else's business. I also wasn't worried about the midpoint because if we're going to die just forget how far as cleaning then there was no time to find my mate and other was there for him so we could just sp
For the Alpha 139: Promise me you will return
I got Danna's text to open the door and I did just as she had said. My first thoughts were that Devin had tried to take advantage of her but when she burst out of there, panting heavily and gripping my shoulders as she tried to catch her breath, she asked, "Where's Ryan?"I'd wondered the same for a while but then I had silently started hoping he would not show up just because I wanted to stall Devin here for as long as possible. "I was starting to wonder the same myself, I haven't seen him all morning since he left," I started to explain but she cut me short."You need to go and find him right away, he is sacrificing himself or at least that is what Devin says I don't really understand try and find your mate as soon as possible." She said the words with so much panic. I furrowed my confused brows, "excuse me?"I didn't wait for any further explanation from her, I just stormed my way to the pack house it only made sense that it was the reason why he had been so off track yesterday.
For the Alpha 140: Devanna
DannaThis is crazy. I'm crazy.Those were the exact words my wolf would have snuck into my head as I drove a drunk passed out man to my house early in the morning. This felt like assault but it was just for his own good. I'd give him pain meds to get rid of the headache and make sure he got the quality that he needed to start his day. I hoped that he would be thankful later rather than yell my head off for literally kidnapping him.I pulled up in front of my apartment and parked in the garage. I went to the back seat and tried to shake him awake. I had been extra careful driving home because I didn't want to bump his head into anything along the way and then here we were.He didn't budge and there was no way I would be able to carry him out all on my own without help from anyone. This was great. "Devin please wake up," I groaned, he was sprawled like a lifeless being and if people were not so affected by the announcement from this morning, I just knew there would be a lot of suspici
For the Alpha 141: side effects
Ryan finally showed up after what seemed like forever and I didn't even wait for him to give me any explanation of any sort before pulling him into a tight hug."I really thought you wouldn't be coming back," I sighed, not letting go of him."Why wouldn't I be?""You left so spontaneously and then Danna's words, I was just so frightened, what happened to not keep anything from each other. It was not hard but it was a bit painful."I'm sorry and I really didn't keep anything from you... I told you already, I was going to join the alpha in making decisions to protect the people and as you can tell this is like a daily growing virus so acting quickly is really required which is why I woke up early to see if I could assist them in intervening.I sighed, hoping that was the full truth, "okay maybe you're right and whatever but I'm going to need you to promise me that you will not be keeping anything nor putting your life in danger over anyone?"He nodded, "hey get dressed, let's go have di
For the Alpha 142: Spill the truth
DannaThe kiss kept going for a moment but then I widened my eyes and stiffened my body on top of him when his hands moved to cup my ass. He seemed to notice my change of response and immediately pulled away, "too far? I'm sorry.""No, no..." I left his hand back to my ass, "I mean they're small and there's really nothing to grab there but..." We both burst out laughing. I felt more tension leave my chest from the effect of that to be honest.If you connected on my lips and continue to squeeze my ass even though I was kind of insecure about that I still could not believe this was happening cuz I believe here with Devin on my bed making out with me is this was a dream I never wanted to wake up from it.It sucked me over so I was laying on top of me but carefully so that he did not squeeze the organs out of my tiny body are you sure you want to do this?And they did as fast as I wanted him to go inside me don't worry I have plan b pills the promise.He nodded and sniffed the skin betwee
For the Alpha 143: Back to the beginning
It felt like a dream to me as Shepherd recounted the entire situation to me, "and you didn't think I deserved to know? You were just going to sacrifice yourself without having a talk with me first?" I couldn't help the tear that slipped down my face there was no other time to talk about this except right here and now. I was beyond disappointed, "after all we've been through, is this still how you see me? Like some sort of stranger?""I was going to tell you, I just didn't know the perfect time to spill it to you, you seemed so happy...""Yeah you were going to tell me in deed, when? When the planning phase was over?""I don't know what in the couple's therapy is going on here but I have a pack to run with situations to deal with, I don't think we have the time to counter on what should have been done wrong of right, Badeline as you've heard we need him to be a sacrifice otherwise none of us will survive...""Oh just shut up, I heard everything you did already," I rolled my eyes. "look
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For the Alpha 177: warm happy endings
Early the next morning we were up and ready to leave."You know how I was so tempted to get a driver for this journey." Ryan broke the silence all of a sudden as we loaded our items into the trunk of the car."Why?" I asked him in confusion, we were both in great states to drive, I didn't see any reason why we would probably need a driver."Just so that I can have the chance to have sex with you , car sex is always the best." He said, heading to the driver's seat after opening the passenger side for me."Tell me you're joking.""I'm not," he set the vehicle in motion and we made our way out of there."I hope Tim is ready for us, you informed him we would be coming over, right?""Of course." He nodded.I flashed a smile and held his thighs as he hit the road."That's dangerous, careful how you tight me you know my cock literally tracts to every single one of your touch in the most inappropriate way, an accident is the last thing we want to deal with right now."Come on," I shook my hea
For the Alpha 176: Warm feelings
Nadeline povI turned to Ryan who was by us with some of the Rd games he'd bought on his last trip to the store. "You know for some reason I kind of feel jealous of Danna and Devin, I know we just got back from our vacation but I got to admit it was too amazing, I kind of just want to do that all over again.""Hm-hm." He nodded, his full attention drawn to the game.I rolled my y eyes at him, "goodness, ever since you discovered this bull shit, it is literally all you spend your day doing, come on," I stood in front of him, blocking his view of the television."Dude!" He yelled and I widened my eyes."Did you just call me dude?" I tried to sit on his legs but he dodged me, trying to look past me and focus on the game instead.I sighed and turned to just walk away from him when he held my wrist to pull me back, "oh so now you pause the game.""I'm sorry ok it's just that this is so addictive but you know you are more addicted to me," he tried to coerce me with his with words and I jus
For the Alpha 175: Devanna again
Danna povIt has been a while since Devin and I fixed our fight with each other and in all truthfulness, going to see a couple therapist had worked. It was one thing to be fated to someone but even that uncontrollable instincts and attachment that came with it sometimes wasn't enough."finally feels like the pack is back to living in peace after what feels like forever." Devin said while I flipped some pancakes in the pan. My hair was sitting in a bun above my head and I was wearing one of his shirts.He stood to come and give me a hug from behind. "You know you're going to distract me that way," I playfully slapped his hand off with the spatula I was using as a scoop and he let go, feigning hurt."You're right though my love, I love how humans come up with these things and make their lives much easier. We werewolves sadly get to live such a montoke life, it can actually be really annoying." He said and I nodded in agreement, because I couldn't have agreed more."I wouldn't rely on th
For the Alpha 174: Make up or make out
So ... I lost my job and that was very expected.I honestly didn't want to explain the traumatising look on the man's face when he saw us.Ryan didn't care, it was too drunk to keep going just because it was too on the way to stop but I got to my feet and shamefully packed my clothes off the floor and started putting them on."I can't believe what you did to me." I shook my head in the car still in disbelief at what kind of trauma that man must have faced and oh my goddess the fact that there might have been cameras there. What was I even thinking about? How could I let myself get so lost."Yeah so now that we have more privacy in the car, shall we pick up where we left off?" He asked. I certainly wasn't expecting him to feel bad because this was what you wanted in the first place so that but I was shattered."I lost my job before I even got to start it, how can you not even feel bad about this?" I sniffed."Whoa, don't you dare cry on me, hey, I didn't mean for things to happen the w
For the Alpha 173: Damn
Getting myself a corporate outfit was not really a problem for me because I had access to all of that.Ryan had stated through his words and was now driving me to work.It was not a far ride from the packhouse to this part of the city where my job was ,"well we have gotten here right now if you can take your leave now.""O want to be sure that nothing bad goes wrong and whoever it is you're working for isn't some Ashoke that will treat you like shit.""I think you're forgetting who you are talking to I am not just anybody that's an a****** to treat me like crap. If he gives me bad energy I will replicate it in the most presentable way by 10 so don't worry I'm fine." I shook my head at him because I knew that it was intentionally stolen so that it would not go on time. "Ryan trustco bank now I will deal with things by myself okay the park probably needs you right now."I got into the company and it seemed like everything was fine. The man I was supposed to be working for was Nail Alexa
For the Alpha 172: New job, who this
When we got back to the packhouse, there was still nothing new that had occurred. It wasn't like I wanted something bad to happen to the park but at least there had to be some fun. It was just dead, everyone living like humans going to work coming back home. It really sucked. I missed the days we had Annual blood moon festivals, mating seasons and all those things that actually made us werewolves even though I had said it multiple times that I didn't care if we humanised ourselves. It really hurt my feelings.Ryan was in a pack meeting with Devin and Sean and I was expecting him so walking to the house but then it was none other than Danna"Hi my love." She walked in with a bowl of fruits and a newspaper, "how are you feeling now?""Much better than before.""That's amazing, I brought you a bowl of fruits, they're good for your health and stuff.""Thanks doc."She placed a newspaper in front of me and I saw that it was not the pack one, "why are you reading human news?""Coz I'm into
For the Alpha 171: Lovebirds
I thought that choosing to go ziplining was the worst decision that I ever made in my life until it was time for us to skydive. I screamed at the top of my lungs just wanting it to be over.Ryan on the other hand was having the best form of his life making jest of me."You needed to have seen your face." He slung his arm around my shoulder as we headed home from there."That's not funny, stop laughing.""Fuck, I can not tell you how much I was not able to capture that moment but it is a memory that will be in my head for the rest of my life I will make sure to tell our children about it." The mention of children made me wonder how much longer we're going to be in a relationship for sure. I wanted us to last forever but I never even talked about the future of us and where we were headed with having children.Once we got back to the hotel room I put on another series of Family Guy for us to watch together and ordered hotel dinner."Is this the type of luxurious lives humans live?" Ther
For the Alpha 170: London
We arrived in London and I realised that the people here were a lot different from the basic Americans we were used to and it started to seem to me like moving the pack here might have been ten thousand times better because they looked more civilised than I could explain. A part of me felt like they could be accepting of werewolves if they knew we existed."We did not go there at the pack airport this time around, we had booked tourist visas and so that kind of covered a lot of things for us."First of all, my intention was that the tourism covered all of my favourite parts that I wanted to see because lately I've spent time on the internet trying to see what was fun for humans to do. We were now close to the museum and Ryan with not stop holding my hand I couldn't even figure out why, "I'm not a child that if you let go of me I will stumble and fall." I had to say at one point when he wouldn't let go of me just to get rid of an itch that was bothering me."I just don't like the way
For the Alpha 169: final decision
The entire situation had caused a kind of chaos in the pack with Selene gone. Not too many people had been aware about the whole situation of things and so there was not so many reactions.All through the night Ryan would not just let go of me, "it is like you've become a whole different person," he'd said."Ryan I'm literally going to the bathroom for crying out loud, can I get some freaking privacy." I said when he was attempting to follow me inside."Right now I need the old Nadeline, at least, she wanted me to coming to her at all times.""Okay I refuse to understand why you're referring to her as she,' I burst out laughing.'you are basically acting like you are two different people.' he chuckled. 'no but tell me for real if they have memories of everything that transpired so why don't you feel the same way anymore? How did it even come back?'"It was spontaneous, something about seeing Selene triggered something in me. Maybe because I'm trying to recover from memory loss I'm
