I hated how even though I was upset with the alpha, I still wanted to make sure that I caught Volatile or whoever he was. I convinced myself that I wasn't doing it for anyone but to show that I wasn't a waste of a person.Ryan was calling for me so actively behind me but I paid no attention hating myself for ditching him just like that.I tried to track the Woody and floral scents that I was told about there was so much angry energy radiating through my veins especially at the Alpha and I knew if I could catch this guy I would vent all my anger on him whether he deserved it or not.I picked up a very distinct sense in the area and increase my speed going after it with immediate effect.I tuned out anyone that would like to contact me in the mind link to avoid distractions.I was coming to get that I was drawing closer to this strange person and I saw him with a red mark all the way around his neck in a circle, his back to me where he faced a tree doing what taking a pee? i was sneakin
I woke up to see that Ryan was sitting beside me on the bed. I had a sense of deja vu back to when I had been fainting after my meeting with Casper and he had been by my side.He immediately flinched when he saw me conscious, holding my shoulders to help me sit up "are you ok? How do you feel? Do you feel any pain anywhere what is going on? are you...""Geez calm down what happened?" I asked him, looking around and seeing that we were in a hospital "oh volatile did he get Caught?"He took no importance of my questions and just wrapped his arm around me in a tight hug, "why do you like to put yourself in such dangerous situations without even thinking about me, what is wrong with you?""I'm fine really." There was no point in keeping it from him anymore or anything ,"this is it Shepard called me separately and told me all about some men that were infiltrating the pack and whatnot..." I recounted the entire story to him and he listened with a blank face waiting for me to drop my words b
"Ryan whose phone is this? Where did you get this from?" I couldn't conceal the panic in my tone as I tried to make sense of everything. It was senseless because I was basically paralyzed at this point."Why should that even matter to you anymore?" He tossed the phone across the empty room and was making his way towards me. For a minute to me it felt like my life had just flashed before my eyes because without my arms I was pretty useless and defenseless and so if he decided to hurt me I wouldn't be able to do anything to protect myself and that did a lot to terrify me.I closed my eyes on reflex when he closed in on me and waited for him to react.Instead of treating me like I had expected him to he just lifted me in his arms bridal style and kept a straight face, "where are you taking me?" I wondered.He got into the bathroom and set me in the tub. So this was it, he was going to drown me, knowing I couldn't protect myself and rather than feel angry at him, I felt sorry, I felt l
"Ryan fill me with your cock please, I want to feel you inside of me." I was getting too hungry for a taste of him and his fingers were no longer satisfying me."I want to," his mouth was so close to my ears when he whispered the words and I could literally feel his hot breath on my skin, "but we have no condoms." He broke the news to me. I moaned in disagreement, I was in the mood to fuck him as deeply as I possibly could, "use the pull out method baby." I whined, there was a persistent throb between my thighs that could only be filled by his cock inside me.I expected him to argue with me for a moment but he straight up took me on the offer and in a matter of seconds he filled me with his cock, "ugh..." his deep groan of satisfaction filled my ears. "Why is your pussy always so tight?"he said as he slowly began to thrust in and out of me.I gripped his back tight, closing my eges tight and opening my mouth, it was more satisfying than I had envisioned it. "Hn, yeah... ahn..." it f
Danna led me to the store and I felt some sense of peace knowing that I was no longer alone in this foreign part of the world."Oh my goddess, I'm so nervous." She frowned her face."Why?" I knitted my eyebrows in confusion ,"it's just the party is there a reason you're scared?""The thing is I have never been to one of these before I always try my best to avoid it.""Really but why? Parties can be fun." I was talking as though I was a regular party goer, "I get the thing is I don't really go to that many parties myself but the ones I have been to...ok I don't want to discourage you or anything but they ended with my only close friend dying and maybe something always came up but don't worry I can tell everything is safe in this pack, you will be fine.""It's not the parties I'm scared of, she shook her head ,"the main reason I avoid going is because my crush is always there but this time I really can't avoid it because for some reason alpha made it mandatory just so we can honour the
Devin showed up to come pick us an hour later like he had promised. I was still getting the hang of the new phone I had gotten from the store."Whose phone is that?" I asked Ryan after he had picked up the problem causing phone from earlier."It doesn't matter, I should find the owner at the party, it was rude of me not to return it Anyways.""Yeah I guess so."I had a feeling that he was trying to avoid telling me who it was and I didn't want to make myself unhappy for any reason, "Devin, is it just me or you don't seem that pumped for the party"I mean I am but the thing with me is I get really drunk sometimes and these parties can go all the way into midnight, which usually leaves me feeling very tired before work but the good thing is since it is the second-in-command birthday this time there should be some kind of break for us tomorrow because almost everybody will be there except for children and some other wolves."Oh," I shrugged and we spent the rest of the drive in silence.
"Everyone to the dance floor," the Beta announced and there were roars of satisfaction from the crowd everybody began to tumble forward and gather in the centre while the music began to blare from the speakers."Alright guys choose your dancing partners."I saw Ryan coming towards me and all of a sudden I forgot everything that had transpired between Chelsey and I and a huge smile sat on my face as I waited for him to come and hold me making me his dance partner until the bitch cut in front of me." Ryan I know you said you were sorry about my phone and the screen that was shattered," she looked over our shoulder at me ,"understandable how certain people could have reacted when they got caught but you know you can repay me by dancing with me."I knew people like Chelsey, she didn't have feelings for Ryan but she just wanted to hurt me where she thought it mattered and it was up to Ryan to let her down. I looked up at him and shook my head and opened my mouth to say something but she
I pushed him away from me going back into the bar when he held my wrist and pressed me against the wall I was certain that this time I must have scratched my back ,"dude careful you're going to bruise me I don't have time for that.""I know it's just alcohol speaking," his voice was lowered by now ,"but do you really feel that way about me? do you think that me coming back into your life has been more chaotic than without me?" he sounded hurt but I couldn't even process the fact that this was not what I wanted to say to him. I was just overwhelmed with anger and my alcoholic state was doing the worst to promote the violence that I was erupting."You brought this on yourself, I didn't want to say anything but I can't keep it to myself anymore I just want to live a single life where I'm not bothered by having to please my partner or dealing with mis understandings please I still have a lot of things to do but I didn't spend two years of my life training just go back to where I started
Early the next morning we were up and ready to leave."You know how I was so tempted to get a driver for this journey." Ryan broke the silence all of a sudden as we loaded our items into the trunk of the car."Why?" I asked him in confusion, we were both in great states to drive, I didn't see any reason why we would probably need a driver."Just so that I can have the chance to have sex with you , car sex is always the best." He said, heading to the driver's seat after opening the passenger side for me."Tell me you're joking.""I'm not," he set the vehicle in motion and we made our way out of there."I hope Tim is ready for us, you informed him we would be coming over, right?""Of course." He nodded.I flashed a smile and held his thighs as he hit the road."That's dangerous, careful how you tight me you know my cock literally tracts to every single one of your touch in the most inappropriate way, an accident is the last thing we want to deal with right now."Come on," I shook my hea
Nadeline povI turned to Ryan who was by us with some of the Rd games he'd bought on his last trip to the store. "You know for some reason I kind of feel jealous of Danna and Devin, I know we just got back from our vacation but I got to admit it was too amazing, I kind of just want to do that all over again.""Hm-hm." He nodded, his full attention drawn to the game.I rolled my y eyes at him, "goodness, ever since you discovered this bull shit, it is literally all you spend your day doing, come on," I stood in front of him, blocking his view of the television."Dude!" He yelled and I widened my eyes."Did you just call me dude?" I tried to sit on his legs but he dodged me, trying to look past me and focus on the game instead.I sighed and turned to just walk away from him when he held my wrist to pull me back, "oh so now you pause the game.""I'm sorry ok it's just that this is so addictive but you know you are more addicted to me," he tried to coerce me with his with words and I jus
Danna povIt has been a while since Devin and I fixed our fight with each other and in all truthfulness, going to see a couple therapist had worked. It was one thing to be fated to someone but even that uncontrollable instincts and attachment that came with it sometimes wasn't enough."finally feels like the pack is back to living in peace after what feels like forever." Devin said while I flipped some pancakes in the pan. My hair was sitting in a bun above my head and I was wearing one of his shirts.He stood to come and give me a hug from behind. "You know you're going to distract me that way," I playfully slapped his hand off with the spatula I was using as a scoop and he let go, feigning hurt."You're right though my love, I love how humans come up with these things and make their lives much easier. We werewolves sadly get to live such a montoke life, it can actually be really annoying." He said and I nodded in agreement, because I couldn't have agreed more."I wouldn't rely on th
So ... I lost my job and that was very expected.I honestly didn't want to explain the traumatising look on the man's face when he saw us.Ryan didn't care, it was too drunk to keep going just because it was too on the way to stop but I got to my feet and shamefully packed my clothes off the floor and started putting them on."I can't believe what you did to me." I shook my head in the car still in disbelief at what kind of trauma that man must have faced and oh my goddess the fact that there might have been cameras there. What was I even thinking about? How could I let myself get so lost."Yeah so now that we have more privacy in the car, shall we pick up where we left off?" He asked. I certainly wasn't expecting him to feel bad because this was what you wanted in the first place so that but I was shattered."I lost my job before I even got to start it, how can you not even feel bad about this?" I sniffed."Whoa, don't you dare cry on me, hey, I didn't mean for things to happen the w
Getting myself a corporate outfit was not really a problem for me because I had access to all of that.Ryan had stated through his words and was now driving me to work.It was not a far ride from the packhouse to this part of the city where my job was ,"well we have gotten here right now if you can take your leave now.""O want to be sure that nothing bad goes wrong and whoever it is you're working for isn't some Ashoke that will treat you like shit.""I think you're forgetting who you are talking to I am not just anybody that's an a****** to treat me like crap. If he gives me bad energy I will replicate it in the most presentable way by 10 so don't worry I'm fine." I shook my head at him because I knew that it was intentionally stolen so that it would not go on time. "Ryan trustco bank now I will deal with things by myself okay the park probably needs you right now."I got into the company and it seemed like everything was fine. The man I was supposed to be working for was Nail Alexa
When we got back to the packhouse, there was still nothing new that had occurred. It wasn't like I wanted something bad to happen to the park but at least there had to be some fun. It was just dead, everyone living like humans going to work coming back home. It really sucked. I missed the days we had Annual blood moon festivals, mating seasons and all those things that actually made us werewolves even though I had said it multiple times that I didn't care if we humanised ourselves. It really hurt my feelings.Ryan was in a pack meeting with Devin and Sean and I was expecting him so walking to the house but then it was none other than Danna"Hi my love." She walked in with a bowl of fruits and a newspaper, "how are you feeling now?""Much better than before.""That's amazing, I brought you a bowl of fruits, they're good for your health and stuff.""Thanks doc."She placed a newspaper in front of me and I saw that it was not the pack one, "why are you reading human news?""Coz I'm into
I thought that choosing to go ziplining was the worst decision that I ever made in my life until it was time for us to skydive. I screamed at the top of my lungs just wanting it to be over.Ryan on the other hand was having the best form of his life making jest of me."You needed to have seen your face." He slung his arm around my shoulder as we headed home from there."That's not funny, stop laughing.""Fuck, I can not tell you how much I was not able to capture that moment but it is a memory that will be in my head for the rest of my life I will make sure to tell our children about it." The mention of children made me wonder how much longer we're going to be in a relationship for sure. I wanted us to last forever but I never even talked about the future of us and where we were headed with having children.Once we got back to the hotel room I put on another series of Family Guy for us to watch together and ordered hotel dinner."Is this the type of luxurious lives humans live?" Ther
We arrived in London and I realised that the people here were a lot different from the basic Americans we were used to and it started to seem to me like moving the pack here might have been ten thousand times better because they looked more civilised than I could explain. A part of me felt like they could be accepting of werewolves if they knew we existed."We did not go there at the pack airport this time around, we had booked tourist visas and so that kind of covered a lot of things for us."First of all, my intention was that the tourism covered all of my favourite parts that I wanted to see because lately I've spent time on the internet trying to see what was fun for humans to do. We were now close to the museum and Ryan with not stop holding my hand I couldn't even figure out why, "I'm not a child that if you let go of me I will stumble and fall." I had to say at one point when he wouldn't let go of me just to get rid of an itch that was bothering me."I just don't like the way
The entire situation had caused a kind of chaos in the pack with Selene gone. Not too many people had been aware about the whole situation of things and so there was not so many reactions.All through the night Ryan would not just let go of me, "it is like you've become a whole different person," he'd said."Ryan I'm literally going to the bathroom for crying out loud, can I get some freaking privacy." I said when he was attempting to follow me inside."Right now I need the old Nadeline, at least, she wanted me to coming to her at all times.""Okay I refuse to understand why you're referring to her as she,' I burst out laughing.'you are basically acting like you are two different people.' he chuckled. 'no but tell me for real if they have memories of everything that transpired so why don't you feel the same way anymore? How did it even come back?'"It was spontaneous, something about seeing Selene triggered something in me. Maybe because I'm trying to recover from memory loss I'm