Ryan was still being held down by the wolves as he tried to come rescue me from Alex's harsh grip."Alex," I held his wrist and dug my fingernails through, pulling his and away from me in a very tight force, "have you lost your damn mind?" I got to my feet, feeling the oxygen rushing back to my lungs, "you were my best friend in the last two years when I had no one to turn to, why should I deserve to be punished for not feeling the same way about you?" I felt a rush of joy that I was back to the ways things should be."This makes absolutely no sense, I'm glad for you that someone was able to restore your life but you have no authority over me, it's my decisions. If you really want to rule over these wolves, that's your problem, but my happiness should make you happy above all things."I folded my arms across my chest. The look on his face soften but his eyes were still so dark with anger, backed by jealousy.The werewolves around were still waiting for instructions from him and the
It was almost as if I had completely forgotten about the existence of this man and I had so many questions just seeing him standing in front of us out of nowhere.His eyes wandered between Ryan and me before I finally made the decision to pull Ryan in a hug, "I cannot tell you how much I have missed you alpha."The two men lingered on to each other for a long time, and I started to feel uncomfortable. I didn't want to ruin their good moment, they were just meeting each other for the first time since forever but it was getting awkward.They soon pulled away and he turned to me, wrapping one arm around me in a short hug before pulling away. "You two don't look different at all," his lips were pulled up in a grin."I would honestly say the same about you." I chuckled, it was crazy to me how little he had changed, his hairstyle and down to his clothes were the same, "is it random that you found us here or was that supposed to be intentional?" I wondered, drawing my eyebrows together in co
Devin returned before 4 pm and I was glad because I felt uncomfortable just staying in his house when we were as good as strangers at the moment."Hey guys," he put his bag on the chair and smiled at Ryan and me sitting on the couch, "so let's get going, I've talked to the alpha beforehand and he wanted to meet you two now.""Oh," I got to my feet. "Um, we don't have any clothes so I might have borrowed one of your shirts," I explained when his eyes stopped on the green To shirt I was wearing that stopped on the middle of my thighs."That's okay, there's a thrift store just beside the packhouse, we will stop there on our way back, it's affordable." He shrugged."Thank you, Devin," Ryan nodded shortly.Devin set his car in motion and we got in, "it's not a very far distance but I'm too tired to walk at this point." He commented."Understandable."The packhouse was a small one Storey building, painted white, simple and homely, unlike Tim's mansion made you feel like you were on a short
I went into the packhouse with him and into his office and when he sat on his desk, i raised one eyebrow at him, "am i in trouble or something?""Not exactly, you see, I was watching you out there and you are good as hell, I've never seen anyone fight like that so I was really marveled, your skills and techniques, they are so different from everything I've ever been used to.""Oh wow, " i sighed in relief and pulled the seat opposite from him out and sat on it, "That's a huge compliment for me, thank you, Chelsey was being a pussy so it wasn't too hard." I shrugged. I'd thought he was going to scold me for being aggressive with her."It's evident you've been well trained, can i trust you with a pack secret?""Of course alpha, why the hell not?" "A few of my men and i have been dealing with some issues with a nearby pack, my men have been keeping watch at night because we don't want to alert the pack members, just so they can keep feeling safe. We are dealing with it, but these men h
The last thing I wanted was to lie to him but he wasn't giving me a safe option at this point, "Ryan there is no need to stress yourself too, you just got back from work please just take a rest I just wanted to do something for myself l, I'll be back before you know it and when I come back we will go check that house out, how about that?""Okay if you're being persistent there is no problem." He said with a blank face.I didn't want him to hear my sigh of relief so I just offered him a quick smile and wrapped my hands around his neck, kissed his cheek and headed out of there.Once I were away from hearing shot, O let out a deep sigh, "that was a close one."'I'm not sure it's sensible of the alpha for telling us not to involve anyone including Ryan I mean he's out mate, you can tell him anything and we live together he'll find out eventually.' Aela rolled her eyes."You're right maybe I'll talk to the alpha about it."I jogged all the way to the pack house because it wasn't very far f
I was clearly caught off guard but even if I did have something to say he already beat me to it."When I got out of my office clothes I decided that it would not be great to stress you since you wanted to be active and I really just wanted to rest without thinking about the fact that I still had things to do and so even being dead tired, I went to go and check out the place that we were supposed to stay and I see my jogging mate heading to the pack house so tell me Nadeline what did you really go to do?" He said the words with a straight face and I could just feel the anger radiating from him.It was clear that he had not gotten to see what I was actually doing and so there was a high chance that I could still take advantage of this. I cleared my throat and shook my head, "this is all just a misunderstanding Ryan I was genuinely going to go on a run but then I got a mind link from the alpha..." I paused realising that I had nothing left to say."Okay? I'm all ears." He raised one eyeb
"Can we move training times to morning time?" I asked the Alpha, through the mind link when training was over and everybody was heading back to their various activities. "Um..." I said, waiting for him to say something in return and when there was no response I just went ahead with Ryan and Devin. "OK thank you so much for your help so far we’ll be moving out of your place today. If not for you, I wonder how we would have survived the journey through that forest thank you so much for cutting in for us we are beyond grateful." I said to a Devin as he prepared to go to work. "It’s nothing at least I was able to repay you guys for your time as alpha and Luna and I showed you that my loyalty m I pledged with you was a permanent one."I smiled at him and wrapped my arms around him in a hug. Ryan had gotten permission from work to be late today just so he could help me would moving the little thrift items that we had bought the other day and our small floor bed. I was so glad to see
"Ryan what are you talking about and how why are you here?""I'm here because I don't fuck with what you said about being a maid, you were in your spot cuz you didn't even listen to my mind link and when I tried to, that Chelsey girl told me to come here and see for myself what she had told me and at first I didn't believe her then I was sceptical and look you alone indeed cleaning his house."You know," he turned to look at Alpha Shepherd, "when I promise you my loyalty I didn't promise that I will not beat your ass up, I don't fucking play when it comes to my mate you bastard. He was launching himself forward to attack when I immediately stepped between both men."Ryan, have you lost your mind, calm down! It's not what it looks like, I promise, and why on earth were you hanging around Chelsey for her to poison your mind?" "She works at the newsletter company with me but that's not the point, so all that story not sleeping with Alex, none of it was true? Huh? You just had to satis
Early the next morning we were up and ready to leave."You know how I was so tempted to get a driver for this journey." Ryan broke the silence all of a sudden as we loaded our items into the trunk of the car."Why?" I asked him in confusion, we were both in great states to drive, I didn't see any reason why we would probably need a driver."Just so that I can have the chance to have sex with you , car sex is always the best." He said, heading to the driver's seat after opening the passenger side for me."Tell me you're joking.""I'm not," he set the vehicle in motion and we made our way out of there."I hope Tim is ready for us, you informed him we would be coming over, right?""Of course." He nodded.I flashed a smile and held his thighs as he hit the road."That's dangerous, careful how you tight me you know my cock literally tracts to every single one of your touch in the most inappropriate way, an accident is the last thing we want to deal with right now."Come on," I shook my hea
Nadeline povI turned to Ryan who was by us with some of the Rd games he'd bought on his last trip to the store. "You know for some reason I kind of feel jealous of Danna and Devin, I know we just got back from our vacation but I got to admit it was too amazing, I kind of just want to do that all over again.""Hm-hm." He nodded, his full attention drawn to the game.I rolled my y eyes at him, "goodness, ever since you discovered this bull shit, it is literally all you spend your day doing, come on," I stood in front of him, blocking his view of the television."Dude!" He yelled and I widened my eyes."Did you just call me dude?" I tried to sit on his legs but he dodged me, trying to look past me and focus on the game instead.I sighed and turned to just walk away from him when he held my wrist to pull me back, "oh so now you pause the game.""I'm sorry ok it's just that this is so addictive but you know you are more addicted to me," he tried to coerce me with his with words and I jus
Danna povIt has been a while since Devin and I fixed our fight with each other and in all truthfulness, going to see a couple therapist had worked. It was one thing to be fated to someone but even that uncontrollable instincts and attachment that came with it sometimes wasn't enough."finally feels like the pack is back to living in peace after what feels like forever." Devin said while I flipped some pancakes in the pan. My hair was sitting in a bun above my head and I was wearing one of his shirts.He stood to come and give me a hug from behind. "You know you're going to distract me that way," I playfully slapped his hand off with the spatula I was using as a scoop and he let go, feigning hurt."You're right though my love, I love how humans come up with these things and make their lives much easier. We werewolves sadly get to live such a montoke life, it can actually be really annoying." He said and I nodded in agreement, because I couldn't have agreed more."I wouldn't rely on th
So ... I lost my job and that was very expected.I honestly didn't want to explain the traumatising look on the man's face when he saw us.Ryan didn't care, it was too drunk to keep going just because it was too on the way to stop but I got to my feet and shamefully packed my clothes off the floor and started putting them on."I can't believe what you did to me." I shook my head in the car still in disbelief at what kind of trauma that man must have faced and oh my goddess the fact that there might have been cameras there. What was I even thinking about? How could I let myself get so lost."Yeah so now that we have more privacy in the car, shall we pick up where we left off?" He asked. I certainly wasn't expecting him to feel bad because this was what you wanted in the first place so that but I was shattered."I lost my job before I even got to start it, how can you not even feel bad about this?" I sniffed."Whoa, don't you dare cry on me, hey, I didn't mean for things to happen the w
Getting myself a corporate outfit was not really a problem for me because I had access to all of that.Ryan had stated through his words and was now driving me to work.It was not a far ride from the packhouse to this part of the city where my job was ,"well we have gotten here right now if you can take your leave now.""O want to be sure that nothing bad goes wrong and whoever it is you're working for isn't some Ashoke that will treat you like shit.""I think you're forgetting who you are talking to I am not just anybody that's an a****** to treat me like crap. If he gives me bad energy I will replicate it in the most presentable way by 10 so don't worry I'm fine." I shook my head at him because I knew that it was intentionally stolen so that it would not go on time. "Ryan trustco bank now I will deal with things by myself okay the park probably needs you right now."I got into the company and it seemed like everything was fine. The man I was supposed to be working for was Nail Alexa
When we got back to the packhouse, there was still nothing new that had occurred. It wasn't like I wanted something bad to happen to the park but at least there had to be some fun. It was just dead, everyone living like humans going to work coming back home. It really sucked. I missed the days we had Annual blood moon festivals, mating seasons and all those things that actually made us werewolves even though I had said it multiple times that I didn't care if we humanised ourselves. It really hurt my feelings.Ryan was in a pack meeting with Devin and Sean and I was expecting him so walking to the house but then it was none other than Danna"Hi my love." She walked in with a bowl of fruits and a newspaper, "how are you feeling now?""Much better than before.""That's amazing, I brought you a bowl of fruits, they're good for your health and stuff.""Thanks doc."She placed a newspaper in front of me and I saw that it was not the pack one, "why are you reading human news?""Coz I'm into
I thought that choosing to go ziplining was the worst decision that I ever made in my life until it was time for us to skydive. I screamed at the top of my lungs just wanting it to be over.Ryan on the other hand was having the best form of his life making jest of me."You needed to have seen your face." He slung his arm around my shoulder as we headed home from there."That's not funny, stop laughing.""Fuck, I can not tell you how much I was not able to capture that moment but it is a memory that will be in my head for the rest of my life I will make sure to tell our children about it." The mention of children made me wonder how much longer we're going to be in a relationship for sure. I wanted us to last forever but I never even talked about the future of us and where we were headed with having children.Once we got back to the hotel room I put on another series of Family Guy for us to watch together and ordered hotel dinner."Is this the type of luxurious lives humans live?" Ther
We arrived in London and I realised that the people here were a lot different from the basic Americans we were used to and it started to seem to me like moving the pack here might have been ten thousand times better because they looked more civilised than I could explain. A part of me felt like they could be accepting of werewolves if they knew we existed."We did not go there at the pack airport this time around, we had booked tourist visas and so that kind of covered a lot of things for us."First of all, my intention was that the tourism covered all of my favourite parts that I wanted to see because lately I've spent time on the internet trying to see what was fun for humans to do. We were now close to the museum and Ryan with not stop holding my hand I couldn't even figure out why, "I'm not a child that if you let go of me I will stumble and fall." I had to say at one point when he wouldn't let go of me just to get rid of an itch that was bothering me."I just don't like the way
The entire situation had caused a kind of chaos in the pack with Selene gone. Not too many people had been aware about the whole situation of things and so there was not so many reactions.All through the night Ryan would not just let go of me, "it is like you've become a whole different person," he'd said."Ryan I'm literally going to the bathroom for crying out loud, can I get some freaking privacy." I said when he was attempting to follow me inside."Right now I need the old Nadeline, at least, she wanted me to coming to her at all times.""Okay I refuse to understand why you're referring to her as she,' I burst out laughing.'you are basically acting like you are two different people.' he chuckled. 'no but tell me for real if they have memories of everything that transpired so why don't you feel the same way anymore? How did it even come back?'"It was spontaneous, something about seeing Selene triggered something in me. Maybe because I'm trying to recover from memory loss I'm