THE PRESTIGIOUS PRISON
"Come. Take me from the pain, it's dark and I don't hear your voice, I just want to breathe, the night is going to kill me".
“ I flatly refuse!
“ Amara, come back here! “ I hear my father's shout behind me. I was about to go upstairs to my room and lock myself in there for the rest of the afternoon.
“ Don't talk to me, Dad, what you're doing is so unfair!
“ It's only two years! “ I feel him take my hand and make me turn to him, "Amara, you have to go. We have no other choice. Remember what I told you. If you don't go then she... “ closes her eyes for a second” , I want you to be with me always.
“ I don't want to be separated from you," I muttered very softly, "and I don't want to leave home. I've never been to America.
“ I know," he leads me back to the main room, "think of this as an opportunity to prove your bravery.
“ My bravery? “ I frowned.
“ That's right, to travel alone, to be independent. At Ellite College you'll be living with other girls so you won't be all alone. I think if you get through this you're capable of anything then. Think about it.
“ But classes are about to start.
“ I know. That's why I'm telling you to think about it just tonight. The flight leaves tomorrow afternoon," she kisses my temple, "I know you'll get the right answer. You're a good girl.
Good girl.
Daddy didn't know me that well.
“ But, Dad...
“ No buts. I have to go now because I have a very important meeting. I'll wait for your answer in the evening “ she says goodbye to me” je t'aime ma fille.
“ Je t'aime papa “ I answered him. Dad gives me one last smile and leaves the house. I let out the air I had been holding in and plop down on the couch. I know daddy does all this to make me well, to protect me and I don't want to disappoint him, he has taken care of me since I was born and I have always taken care not to give him so many worries. More than he has. But I don't want to leave. I don't want to leave my friends and even less the boy I like.
Thinking about the boy I like...
I pull out my cell phone the moment notifications start coming in. There are a lot of them.
Wow.
I open the F******k app noticing that they are notifications from that App, I guess one of my friends must have tagged me in some photo. I check and notice it was Jean Paul, the guy I like. I lean back on the couch as I open the photo.
I freeze. Static in the same place. I feel that at that moment everything stops around me. I hear far away noises from anywhere. My heart starts beating a thousand per hour while my hands start shaking. I could not believe my eyes.
It can't be.
It can't be.
It can't be.
“ No," I muttered, "please, no. ..... “ I stood up and put a hand to my chest. There were three pictures of me that Jean Paul had uploaded mocking me. They were pictures of me with my clothes off, pictures of me that I had entrusted to him yesterday. Pictures of me that were only supposed to be between me and him. There were thousands of comments and thousands of reactions, I had more than 5 thousand likes and more than 7 thousand comments.
My photos.
My body.
My reputation.
I logged out of F******k and got on W******p, searched for Jean Paul's contact and pressed call. It rang and rang but he didn't answer. I felt furious, I felt angry, I felt dirty. The person I trusted had betrayed me in the worst way and now all my classmates knew about my body. Tears started to flow from my eyes but I wiped them away immediately.
How could I have been so stupid?
“ Comment tu vas mon amour? “ he answered.
“ Look here, you piece of asshole! You're going to erase those pictures right now or else....
“ Or else what, Amara? “ he questioned me with that French tone that everyone here had.
“ Or else my father's lawyers will take you to court and I swear you will remember me for the rest of your miserable life! “ I felt so angry and I felt stupid for falling into the trap. I knew that if I sent those pictures something could happen but Jean Paul knew how to convince me. But it was the last time a man would play with me.
“ Dear, you agreed to send me those pictures. I didn't force you. I can say that they hacked my cell phone and uploaded the pictures without my consent. Don't make drama anymore, my love, you look spectacular in the pictures. Read the comments, everyone wants to be with you now.
“ You're a...! “ I gasped. I wouldn't read the comments because I knew that men said all kinds of vulgarities and women burned me.
“ See you Monday in class, Amara, Adieu “ and hung up.
“ Imbecile! “ I threw the cell phone on the couch while holding back tears. The cell phone was ringing and ringing from so many notifications coming in. I didn't even want to think about what would happen if Dad saw those pictures. I didn't even want to leave my house because everyone would point at me and judge me. My dad would be so disappointed in me.
I got down on my knees and cried.
“
God, how could he do that?
She's a bitch. She has no shame.
Do her parents know about this?
I can't wait to see her at school.
She's hot, I need her in my bed tonight.
I was in my room reading the comments on my photos. Jean Paul didn't even erase them. I was in tears. The light was dim so my puffy, red eyes were not noticeable in case my father came, and he was not long in coming. My lower lip kept trembling. I felt anger. And sadness.
The door was knocked twice so I assumed it was my father.
“ Come in," I cleared my voice and turned off my cell phone.
What if he's already seen the pictures?
A pang of fear invaded my chest.
Dad comes into my room and sits on my bed.
“ Did you think about today? “ he asks. He seems calm, a little tired but nothing out of the ordinary.
That calmed me down a bit.
“ Yes, I thought about it.
“ ¿Y?
“ I'm going to that school. It'll be good to get away from here for a while.
“ My dear, that comforts me. At least I'll have peace of mind. I promise I'll visit you during the vacations, or you can come here. But we'll get through this together," he comes up to me and gives me a little hug, "are you all right?
“ Yes," I lie, "I'm just a little nervous about tomorrow.
“ I said, "Don't worry. You're very brave and you'll know how to stand up for yourself. You should pack your things and leave everything arranged here. And get some rest. Tomorrow you have a tiring day ahead of you.
“ Thank you, Dad. I won't let you down.
“ I know you won't," he winks at me and leaves my room.
I did let him down. And in the worst way.
“
The next morning I had everything ready, I said goodbye to the cleaning girls, I said goodbye to some of my dad's friends who came to see me before I left and I said goodbye to my friend Corinne, she was the only one who spoke to me to tell me what a jerk and stupid Jean Paul had been. She also told me that she didn't want me to leave and that she promised me that she would take care of my revenge.
But I couldn't resist being here anymore. Let alone come to school this year and let everyone point at me and make fun of me. I needed to run away. And that's what I was doing. Dad drove me to the airport. It will be hard to be without him, we were so used to being together and supporting each other.
“ Bon voyage," he said as he hugged me.
I pulled away from him.
“ Je te parle quand j'arrive," I said.
“ J'attendrai ton appel," he replied.
God, I would miss him so much.
“ Addieu," I turned and walked away from him. Many hours of flying awaited me. Hours in which I will try to calm down. Even though the school I go to is a boarding school, it will serve to keep me there for a long time. From the classroom to my room. I didn't feel like interacting with anyone. I was just hoping that this year would be quiet and some peace would come to me. I will be far away from France and far away from the pictures that caused controversy.
Or so I hoped.
“
When the plane lands on American soil, I get out and go get my bags. I make all the arrangements to get out of there super fast so I can get to the prison called school. Outside there is a car waiting for me as my father had told me. The driver was a young man, quite handsome to be honest, he had a piece of paper in his hand that said Amarantha Chevallier.
“ I am Amarantha," I said.
“ I am Francisco and I will take you to school. Let me take your bags," the boy took the bags and put them in the trunk of the car. I got in the back seats to wait for him.
When he had put everything in, Francisco gets into the front seat and starts the car.
“ How far is it to school? “ I asked.
“ Just two hours.
“ Two hours? “ It couldn't be. It was already Saturday, I was tired and dying of sleep.
“ Yes, you can sleep in the meantime. You look tired.
“ Yes, thank you. I think I'll do that. Let me know when we get there.
I settle into the seats ready to sleep for a while at least.
“
“ Miss, miss, wake up," I heard a voice in the distance. I stirred in my place, grunting, "Miss, we are here," someone was moving me. I opened my eyes slowly, the first thing I saw was Francisco's face very close.
I got excited.
“ What are you doing?
“ I'm sorry. But we're here.
I calmed down a bit and yawned. I was so tired. I was sleepy and I still had to go by the address of this place. I got out of the car ready to see the place. The sun beat down on my eyes. But I was somewhat amazed by everything that was in front of me. It was a huge place, three stories I think. It was all fancy. There were some kids coming in and out of this school. They were wearing normal clothes, dad had told me I would have to wear report. I guess until Monday when school starts.
What surprised me was that we were surrounded by woods. Apparently it was a little out of town and that seemed a little strange to me.
“ Miss Chevalier, we were waiting for you," an older man approaches me. He wears a suit and glasses.
“ And you are...? “ I wanted to know.
“ I am the director of this prestigious institution. Her father personally asked me to receive her and take her to her room to settle in. “ He explained, "Take the lady's bags," he said to two security men, "follow me, please.
We started to walk within the institution.
“ As you can see, this is one of the most prestigious institutions in the country, so there are certain rules we have to follow," he said. There were some boys around us, chatting “ it is forbidden to go out on weekdays without permission and you will only be given permission if it is an emergency “ we climbed some stairs “ weekends are free. Uniforms are mandatory. By the way, I have left your uniforms in the room. You will be sharing a room with three other girls. The room is quite big so they won't have a problem. I have also left her class schedule on her bed. She will have her own locker which already has her name on it and where I personally left her books.
“ Thank you, that's very kind of you," I said with derision. This director seemed very strange to me, I mean, I know he was giving me this treatment because I was my father's daughter. Sometimes that was so uncomfortable for me.
“ You're welcome. It's something I do for all my students," he smiled somewhat feignedly.
Two boys walked past us arguing.
“ Clayton, Tanner, stop fighting like little kids and get to cleaning the toilets! “ he yells at them in another, more grotesque tone.
The boys pretended they weren't fighting and walked away from us.
“ As I was saying, this school is known for understanding the students and for helping them with a lot of patience to stop being rebellious and to be good people. I don't think I'll have a problem with you, though," he says.
For now.
We stop in front of a door.
“ Well, here is your room. I'll let you get settled in and then I'll send a student to give you a tour of the school. Do you have any questions?
“ No. “ I'm fine. Thank you, Mr. Principal.
The two men finished putting my bags in the room and left.
“ Pass good afternoon “ he gives me one last smile and leaves.
I rolled my eyes and walked into the room. He was finally gone. What a pain in the ass. I thought it was a bit hypocritical rather. The room was large as he had said and there were four beds. It wasn't too bad. At the end of the room was a huge window. A window that looked out into the woods. I walked over to it and feasted my eyes on it. It looked pretty. I wished I could get out and take a walk out there.
Just as I was about to turn to unpack, I noticed a figure moving through the bushes. I sharpened my eyes to try to decipher what it was, but all I could notice was something fleeting. It was obviously an animal.
Are there wild animals here?
And they're near the school grounds.
For God's sake, they must be wild wolves or huge bears.
What kind of security is here?
It can't be.
DECLARING WAR“ Good morning, people! “ A girl enters the room with a smile on her face. She brings a green suitcase along with a backpack.“ Hello," I say. I was sitting on my bed looking at some magazine. I was dying of boredom here.“ Oi," he says hello.“ Are you... from Brazil? “ I wanted to guess. He spoke Portuguese so I doubted whether he was from Brazil or Portugal.“ Yes, I'm sorry," she apologizes, taking the bed next to the door, "My name is Flavia and I forgot that they don't speak my language here," she starts to unpack.“ I'm Amarantha. And I'm from France," I introduced myself.“ France “ she looks thoughtful” Have you been to the Eiffel Tower? “ she asks me curiously.“ Yes, many times.My father and I would go to spend Christmas and New Year's with my grandparents in Paris and we would always go to the Eiffel Tower, take pictures and so on. It was one of my favorite places. The city of love.“ Wow it's amazing. I've always wanted to go to Paris to the Eiffel Tower,"
HIS DARK GAZE PENETRATES MEAs I was walking through the huge facilities of this school, I hadn't realized that I was actually lost. Mell and Flavia had stayed in the cafeteria ordering something to eat, Flavia had told me that since she came she hadn't eaten anything and that she was starving. I wasn't hungry at all just now, what I wanted was to distract myself a little to stop thinking about everything that had happened in France.Where am I? I was so wrapped up in my thoughts in these corridors that I didn't notice the way. That's great. The only thing I was missing. I don't know exactly where I was, but there were stairs leading down somewhere, some kind of basement maybe. On the door it said exit, so I figured there had to be an exit that way.Even though it was very dark I went inside, it was all kind of scary. I didn't think anything of it and kept going down. It had been a long time since I had been scared of many things. The place was like a kind of cellar, there were some s
THE PARTYWhen we returned from the cafeteria Flavia started to take off her clothes without caring that I was present. She was literally naked. I walked over to my closet and looked for something comfortable to wear.“ What do you think will happen at the party? “ she asks me. I feel her nearby, she was walking towards the closet of the pair that was hers.“ I don't know," I answer. I chose a short flowered dress.“ You're not wearing that, are you? “ she says. I look at her with a frown and don't understand anything.“ What's wrong with it?“ The dress looks more like something to go to a beach, don't you have something sexy around here? “ She comes closer and checks my clothes, choosing some suitable dress to go to the big Elder's party.“ No, I'll feel more comfortable in my dress," I take it off and close my closet. Maybe I was a little rough when I took it off but I didn't want to wear anything sexy that would attract men's attention, they would be morbid and that's the last thi
RED LIGHTS-What's going on? -I ask Mell, who was still holding our hands who knows where.-Shh," she stops, "whatever you do, don't talk," she says. It's all dark and screams can be heard far away. I was terrified because I saw a wolf in Elder William's party, a wolf that maybe is killing people. Is this real? Because it looks like something out of a nightmare.-What the fuck is going on, Mell? -Now it's Flavia talking.-Shut up," Mell replies.-You don't talk to me like that," Flavia starts to tell her.-Flavia, shut up if you don't want them to find us.-Who's going to find us? -I wanted to know.But she didn't answer. Then we heard footsteps or footsteps. That's right, they were footsteps because I was sure they were claws hitting the floor. Oh my God. I swallowed thickly as we waited for whatever was coming.-We have to split up," Mell tells us.-What? You're crazy," Flavia whispers back.-It's for the best. Amara, you go to the left, you will reach a corridor that will take you
THE LABORATORY-What's wrong? -Flavia asks me when she notices my puzzled face. I wasn't sure whether to tell her because the message said not to trust anyone. But it's Flavia, who wants answers like me. In the photo was a boy, his shirt was torn to shreds, he had scratches on part of his body. He had died. Did the principal know about this? Did people know about this? Were they aware that these things were happening in their prestigious high school?I decided to trust her because the truth was a lot for a single weak person like me.I passed the cell phone to Flavia over the table so she could read the message. When she read it I looked behind her. There was Elder and the others sitting two tables away from us. Elder looks as if nothing had happened at his party yesterday. Mell laughs at something her red-haired friend said. When Elder looks at me I don't look away but hold my eyes to let him know I'm not afraid of him.-It can't be," Flavia puts a hand to her mouth, "It's terrible.
SUSPECTS-These skirts are a little short, don't you think? -I say to Flavia as I look at myself in the mirror. It was Monday and classes were starting today. The uniform was a bit strange. The skirts were blue and short.-They look fine to me," she replies. Of course, anything provocative is fine with her.-Do they dislike the uniforms? -asks Karla coming out of the bathroom.-Not at all," I answer. Karla seemed a bit strange to me, I mean, sometimes I felt her to be sincere and other times I felt her to be a bit hypocritical, so I wouldn't relate much to her. The last thing I want is to find more fake people in my life.My cell phone rings, I notice it's my dad so I answer it:-salut papa.-Amara, comment vas-tu? tout va bien? -he asks me.-Everything is fine, I'm getting ready to go to class. Tu me manques.-Tu me manques aussi. Je vous vous appelais juste pour vous souhaiter une bonne journée et prendre bien soin de vous. J'ai une réunion importante en ce moment. -It was always th
THE LAKE-Two things: I need you to accompany me to a place. And don't tell anyone.I slowly close my locker door and turn to see the least expected person inviting me out. Elder William is leaning against the wall looking at me in a nonchalant tone.-Excuse me? -I clutched my notebooks to my chest.-What you heard," he says, "I need you to walk me somewhere. That's all.I looked around to make sure no one was watching us because this really seems like a joke.-What did you smoke?He rolls his eyes.-Are you coming or not? My patience is wearing thin.I thought about it. It was very strange for Elder to talk to me and worse, to invite me, but I had made a plan before: to approach them to find out what they were up to. And it seems that Elder is making it too easy for me.-Why do you want me to come? Why did you invite me? -I wanted to know.-All right, if you don't want to go, don't go," he rejoins, making a pretense of leaving, but I stop him.-All right, I'll go," I agreed, "what ab
RAIN-I'm not yours! -I pushed Elder but it was impossible for him to flinch. I didn't like him treating me as if I were an object.-Amara, don't try to resist. You are mine, period. -He walks away from me and heads down a hallway. I still feel him raging inside me.It was the kitchen.-Elder, I'm serious, I need you to take me back to school.-It's raining, I told you it can't be done.-This seems very strange to me -I walked back and forth- -It even seems that the weather and you agreed.He laughs as he takes something out of the fridge. It's a jar full of juice.-Do you want some? -he asks.-What I want is for you to take me home.-To your house or to school?I was confused.-To school," I put a hand to my head, "Please, I don't know why you have me here, I don't know why you brought me here. Don't you hate me?-Who said I hate you? -he looks at me.-I thought.-Look, Amara, the rain will pass any minute. Relax, I won't bite. Well, not if you don't want to.I rolled my eyes at her