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Chapter 25: Robbie's POV
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2022-02-09 03:32:02Sam finishes getting ready for the day and heads out the door. There's no point in trying to keep her around. We need a few days to think about each other. I don't want to hurt anyone, especially Missy. But I've experienced Sam now, in a more intimate setting, and I can't just give that up or let that go. So last night meant something to Sam and me.
Sam tried her hardest to keep her feelings away, but I had to make her say she loves me. It felt good to hear those words leave my best friend's lips. She used to lie beside me when she was scared of what her parents would do to her. So on those nights when she'd come over, I wanted her to love me. I've known Sam longer than Missy, but that doesn't mean we were meant to be together. It's complicated.
Percy knocks on the guest bedroom door. My hair looks like I've had sex all night long.
"Well, I saw Sam leave. How are you feeling," Percy asks?
"Oh, I'm fine. Better than fine," I say as Percy hands me a cup of
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