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2021-12-06 13:11:45He stared at my eyes for so long. He eyed every corner of my face as if he’s looking for something on it. His jaw clenched repeatedly.
”I’ll order our food.” He stood up.My jaw dropped, shock by his action. Did he just…”E-Elijah,”Hr ran his fingers to his hair and came to the door’s direction, but walked back to the bed again. He wet his lips as he watched me sit on his bed.”Didn’t you hear me?” I can’t help but to feel bitter.He wet his lips again. He can’t even look me in the eye.”I said I want you.” My voice cracked.He turned his back and both of his hands went into his head. He’s really looking so frustrated by what he’s seeing and hearing.”Why? Do I not attract you? Am I disgusting?””No!””Then why?” I raRelated chapters
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