I heard the jingle of the keys before my bedroom door unlocked. This only meant that my workday was starting.
The hauntingly black figure of the head maid appeared in the still black shadows of early morning and threw a burnt piece of bread at my feet, which would serve as breakfast.
The maids’ and servants’ corners were in the north wing of High Hill Estate. The estate currently housed Duke Kestrel and his family. After the uprising, ten years prior, they were moved here to oversee governing the capital of Airedah—Seagull’s Bay.
I grabbed the bread quickly before rats could spot it and immediately ate it to satisfy the rumbling in my belly. I would later have any leftover scraps from the duke’s breakfast.
My day started around four in the morning, so this little piece of bread would have to carry me until then. I tried to savour it, but my hunger compelled me to shove it in my mouth and eat it promptly.
I snatched my black maid’s garment from the small wooden peg near my bed and pulled it over my head. I slid my toned arms in the sleeves and pulled down near the waist, smoothing any wrinkles over my stomach and chest. The lacing on the front was easy to tie and helped adjust the somewhat enormous dress on my frame.
I wasn’t petite, but I was not big enough to fit in it properly. However, they only gave me this garment when I was sold to this estate one year prior.
“Ida, hurry up!” called the head maid from the darkness of the hallway.
She had already freed most of the other servants and maids, and I could see their black silhouettes passing in front of my opened door. She was looking at me with her usual displeased look.
I was probably the most annoying one out of all the servants and maids she had to keep in check. It wasn’t my fault, though; I wasn’t born into this life of indentured servitude, and the system was unfortunately rigged. Once you neared the end of your indenture somewhere, they would sell you to another home, and you’d have to restart your contract with your new owner and work until you had repaid your value. It was a way to keep us as slaves.
I had lived this way for almost a decade now, and I had issues with being compliant. What could I say? Old habits died hard.
I pulled my white apron over my tousled hair and deftly tied it on my back.
While moving to the door, I slipped my feet into my thin leather work boots and hid my red hair in a bonnet. Although it was not uncommon to have red hair, it left people with unsettling feelings because all Cardinal descendants had red hair. Having fiery red hair in this new era was not something people would consider lucky.
The late King Cardinal and his predecessors, who reigned for well over five hundred years over Airedah, had all bright red heads in the paintings I had seen. The new king would have destroyed most of them now, though.
Since my hair was that unfortunate colour, I hid it as much as possible under any headwear. If I had to wear a cap, I used a mix of ground coffee and tinctures to colour my hair a dirty brown.
They had whipped me frequently in my past indentures just for having that colour. Anything remotely red was now forbidden—a painful reminder for anyone still loyal to the old crown.
I closed the door hurriedly behind me, shuffled between the others, and we went close to the kitchen quarters to learn about our work schedule for the day.
They assigned many maids to the scullery or kitchen, others, laundry or the main lobby. Since I was among the prettier maids, they usually sent me to the parlours or living quarters where lords and ladies lived—they always sent the nicer one with a pretty face and all their teeth to better blend with higher society.
“Ida and Maud, you two are tending the young lord’s floor today. No one else is available to do it,” the head maid disdainfully said. “He will be entertaining lady guests, so ensure everything is spotless and his guests are well received. I will send you some kitchen maids around teatime.”
I rolled my eyes. The young lord was probably inviting single ladies again, hoping to find a wife. I had heard that this was a common occurrence. After all, he was indeed a wealthy and very eligible bachelor.
Duke Kestrel’s son, Alexander, was a mystery. I hadn’t even met him, but I already feared him. Apparently, he was very intimidating. He didn’t like to have maids running around his quarters, and his floor was off-limits to us except on special occasions like this one.
I glanced at Maud and saw the same uneasiness in her eyes. Good. I was glad not to be the only one with this weird feeling inside my stomach. I had never worked on Lord Alexander’s floor, so I didn’t know what to expect. I knew Maud had worked there twice, so my uneasiness diminished a little, knowing I would follow her lead.
I moved to the front, where the head maid was, and took the key she held out. It was the master key for the young lord’s floor. I heard Maud scuffle behind me, grabbing other necessities we would need.
Before I could leave for the servant’s stairs, the head maid grabbed my wrist. “Do not enter the room with the carved wood door. That one is… off-limits, and if one of you goes inside, you will suffer the consequences.”
Her eyes lingered on me a bit too long, and I understood what they underlined.
I had to behave.
My curiosity last week earned me five lashes on my backside. I winced at the thought and nodded before heading to my destination.
I pushed the door to the fourth floor, and once Maud and I were out, I closed it neatly against the wall. The servant’s stairs entrance was behind an enormous painting and looked like the end of a corridor. It was seamless. If you didn’t know what to look for, you would think this part of the floor was a dead end.
Maud pointed in a direction, and I knew she silently told me to take care of that section.
We hurried and cleared the hearth, eventually lighting fires in all the main rooms. It was winter, and having friendly fires in the foyers would do wonders for all the lady folk who would gather here briefly.
I used to love sitting near my fireplace to read a good book. Faiths, it’s been ages since I have done anything remotely for myself and leisure. These last ten years have been hard on me.
The lord was nowhere to be found. He must have left early to start his busy day. I didn’t fancy a chance to meet with him—especially with the gossip I had heard about the man. Still, there was no need for us to linger here too long.
I set out to one of the main reception areas and determined this would do nicely for teatime. I started dusting and polishing the furniture.
I saw the carved wooden door that I could not open from the corner of my eye. It was stunning and looked to be a massive slab of hard oak. Just looking at it made me wonder how someone would push open such a door. It looked cumbersome.
To my surprise, the chamber door opened, and a tall half-naked man walked out. I hurriedly lowered my head and pressed my back to the wall, but not before I saw him smirk. He was only wearing his night trousers, and his torso was all on display.
I tried to hide the growing redness of my cheeks. Although it was not uncommon for the residents of this estate to walk as they pleased in their assigned areas, they usually kept themselves in the proper attire. They were shy, always afraid of what chatter could follow their indiscretions.
Once I heard another door open and close further away, I returned to fluffing the pillows and straightening the paintings.
I noticed the door from which the man had come out was still open, and my curiosity got the better of me. Technically, if I passed by and took a peek, I still respected the head maid’s warning. I would not open the door or go into the room.
“Loophole,” I snickered to myself. Good thing there was a painting that needed “straightening” right beside the door.
The hallway carpet muffled my steps, and I quickly went in front of the door to peer within.
It was pitch black, and the room did not have windows, which I found pretty odd. But the overall feeling that the room gave me was like a warning.
The hairs on my neck stood up when I smelled the metallic scent of blood, rust, and sweat.
I took a step back, biting my lips to quell the still-growing unease I felt when I looked inside the room, and a sound caught my attention. It was the creaking of a door at the far end of the hallway. I took that as my cue to leave and resume my work.Following the sound, I peered under my bonnet, and I noticed Maud coming out of one of the guest rooms. She seemed surprised to see me and quickly dashed around the corner with a squeak, disappearing from sight. Her reaction puzzled me, but I was also on edge from being on this floor, especially after smelling whatever was behind the wooden door.Suddenly, I felt a heat emanating from behind my back and heard a hot whisper close to my right ear, which took me by surprise. It was so sudden and unexpected that I jumped.“You…” The voice was husky and also made me shiver in all the right places.I spun around hastily, my heart racing as I came face to face with a half-naked man. At that moment, Maud’s sudden departure made sense to me. She h
With Lord Alexander’s sudden kiss lingering over my still-tingling lips, I bolted toward the servant’s stairs hidden behind the painting and almost hit Maud. She had a fear-stricken face, but her gaze softened a bit upon seeing me.Was she waiting for me to return?“Are you okay?” she asked, skittish.Her eyes looked up and down to see if I was well. I also saw her glance at my back to see if someone was following me.Was I okay? I wasn’t sure.I grabbed her black sleeve, dragged her with me within the confines of the secret stairs, and let out a deep breath I was keeping inside until I was sure to be safe behind the closed door.I held myself up with the unfinished wall and searched her face, hoping to decipher what she was thinking. Frankly, I only saw fear, so I sighed softly. She must have had a good reason to be acting this way. Had Lord Alexander kissed many maids this way? I couldn’t be the only one.“Spill the beans, Maud. What’s gotten you so riled up suddenly?”“I saw you go
The head maid had been giving me queer looks ever since the incident with the lord two weeks prior. They had not punished me for anything because neither Maud nor Lord Alexander said anything about it to her. Still, she kept giving me weird side glances every time she saw me, and it made me wonder if something had happened.Luckily, they asked me to report on Lady Lucia’s floor these last few weeks, and I wasn’t going to complain. What had happened on the young lord’s floor plagued my nights. I had often found myself thinking about it, thinking about how his lips were soft and how he tasted of tea and mint and something else. I didn’t understand why my body heated at the thought and yearned for more. It was frightening.Yes. Working for Lady Lucia was the distraction I needed.She was Duke Kestrel’s wife. She was a sweet and kind-hearted lady with a playful side that made me feel at ease when I was around her. Despite being born into nobility, she had a very relaxed attitude toward man
I could still feel Lord Alexander’s burning gaze on me while his mother made small talk before sitting in her chair.I tiptoed toward the end of the room and pressed against the wall until they excused me. I had to wait if the lady had any other demands before I could leave in the adjourning room and work while keeping an ear out if she needed me.I stayed even though I felt a bit out of place when they didn’t dismiss me right away. The conversation they were having made me feel uneasy.“Could you please reason with that man, Mother?” The young lord was resting on the edge of his seat. He hunched over with both his elbows lying on his muscular thighs. His demeanour was severe but almost desperate, and I noticed Alexander still kept eyeing my direction. Maybe he didn’t like that I was forced to stay and listen to their conversation.I made an “ahum” sound in my throat and hoped that his mother heard me, but she continued her conversation regardless that I was in the room.“You know I c
Alexander’s still dark grey eyes stared at me, analyzing my expression.Was he waiting for an answer?He inched closer. He smelled like the forest—a mix of pine, spruce, and earth that made me long for my missing freedom. I was convinced that smelling like this wasn’t natural. However, his scent was intoxicating, and I knew I needed to tread carefully about the reaction my body was giving him.I kept eyeing his lips, remembering what they felt like. They looked as soft as I recalled. I could see myself wrapping my hands behind his head, curling my fingers in his dark unruly hair while tasting his mouth, teasing him with my tongue, and nipping his full lower lip.My legs clenched at the sudden heat I felt down in my belly, and I became hyperaware that I wasn’t acting like myself.I saw Alexander stiffen. I hoped he didn’t notice what he was doing to me. I was so ashamed by the wetness that overcame me that I could hardly look at him when I replied, “I’m sorry, Milord, but I’m afraid you
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