CHAPTER 165

PRECIOUS

I walked back into the bathroom with a heavy heart as I held onto the pregnancy test slip I had bought sometime. I wished it would be like the other time. Negative.

I grabbed my hair tight in my hands as I shook my head from side to side, whispering words to myself that it wouldn't turn out to be positive.

If only I knew that day that it happened, the day that Tiger and I had made love and he had spilled his sperm inside my pussy accidentally, I would have taken a pill then all these could easily have been prevented.

Raising the pregnancy test slip up in front of me, that now seemed to define my fate, I wondered what it was going to result in. Red or blue.

I placed the test slip on the sink and watched the reflection of myself in the mirror, seeing a black color rising to my eyes. I already looked pale and I wished I'd wake up and realize that all of these had only been but a dream.

I took in some mouthful of air into my already weak lungs, before I felt like some a