Sorry, I can not update every day. I am trying my best, but we are currently having rolling blackouts in South Africa. Some days we only have four hours of power. We call is load shedding, and it makes our lives very difficult.
Tamara's POV The following morning, I run to the gypsies' camp to find out what they know about the humans and hunters, and I need to find out what they know about the lab. The gypsies can look into the future with their glass balls and read one's palm. I know that I have magical powers that they hardly use. If they use it, they only use it for good and to help humans and other creatures that are children of the Moon Goddess. I know they will never betray us, and they will never go against the werewolf. They know the werewolves are the children of the Moon Goddess. As I run into the camp, Gazelle is waiting for me. She always knows when I am coming to visit, and I do not know how she knows it, but I think it is because she can see into the future. "Tamara, I expected you earlier, but you were late today. I am glad you are here, as we have problems in this area. And you know what I am talking about. I know you are worried about the original vampires and what they are really doing here
Tamara's POVGazelle and I ran back to our Pack. We know we are safe because all the other smaller Packs have already been taken out, or at least their Alpas have been taken away. Leon would have come after our Pack if he knew where we were. I know we will have to go and meet Dean and tell him what is happening. I also know that we will have to tell him where the lab is because we will have to go and scout it out. We must know how many men there are and how many hunters I have. I do not understand why the vampires want to know where the lab is. I am sure they already know where it is and do not want to tell us because they hide something from us. Maybe they want us to find it ourselves so that we can attack it. And I do not have to. I don't know what is happening here and want to find out. I wouldn't say I like that werewolves are being experimented on or maybe used to do other people's dirty work. I am baffled about everything that is going on. And I do not know why Leon, a gypsy, w
Tamara's POVI still do not know if I can believe the vampires or even if I can believe Dean. What are they all up to? Dean is trying to get me on my back to join him. And he thinks that I will become his Luna. He is making a big mistake because I will not go and live at the Red River Pack. It will only be because we all have to communicate without the humans and hunters picking up on our communication. I know that Gazelle is correct that we need another communication method and cannot use cell phones or two-way radios. Mind link is the best way for us to communicate, but it does not mean I will have to go and stay with Dean and his Pack. I will have to explain this to my Pack, as they are not fans of the Red River Pack. I am not looking forward to having this talk with you with my Pack. Miriam will also have to protect the Red River Pack, and she is unhappy about that. Miriam was part of the meeting that took place in the opening in the middle of the woods. She knows exactly what is
Dean's POVI wait for Tamara at the place we always meet. I hope she and her Pack has decided to join us. We can do with their help, and we need their magical protection. Miriam has promised to protect us, but I do not know if she has kept the promise—so far, the hunters and humans have not detected us, although we were near the lab earlier. I wanted to look around and familiarize myself with the territory around the lab before I took Tamara and her Pack with me there. I know it is very dangerous and that humans and hunters can detect us at any moment, but we must take that chance to see what is happening there. We could not get too close because they were moving around a lot around the camp, and I could not see any of the werewolves they had taken. They must keep the werewolves inside the laboratory where they are experimenting on them or using them to turn humans into super creatures. I wouldn't say I like either one of the ideas. One will never know. Maybe there are only using the
Tamara's POVNow that all the formalities are over and we have moved in and decided where all of us will stay, we must go out to scout. We need to get familiar with the territory around the new Pack, and we will have to go in groups of ten at least. Dean and I have problems deciding who is going in what group. We know that we will have to put our wolves together so that they can learn to trust each other. We will have to mix them, and I want Miriam to go with some of these other warriors, while Dean wants her to go with Martin. I know for a fact that Miriam does not want to go near Martin. I know that there are mates, but I know that Miriam is not ready to admit it. She does not want to allow Martin to be with her alone. She is so very angry with him because of what he did to her when they were together in school. She needs to get over her anger before she and Martin go with other wolves to scout. I know they will always fight, and I do not want that because they will have to be very
Third person's POV The Wolves have decided to start practicing the following morning. The gypsies decide it is time to make the two Packs realize they have become one. So they organize a party. Gazelle can feel that there is still tension in the Pack, and Gazelle can feel that Dean and Tamara are not on the same page. She thinks the two of them might have had a fight or something, but it looks like they are not on speaking terms. Dean and his wolves sit around a fire while Tamara and her wolves sit on the other side of the Packhouse on the grass, relaxing and talking. This is utter nonsense. They need to start working together. They cannot let their wolves stay divided. It is time that the two of them grow up! "Party time, come on, all you wolves! Don't just sit around there like everybody is about to get killed. Tonight we are going to sing and dance and enjoy ourselves. And we will give ourselves a chance to get to know each other. Tomorrow, you will be training very hard. But ton
Tamara's POV The night when everybody seemed to get the long better the next day. Martin and Mariam seem to be joined by the hip. It is as if they cannot leave each other alone, and I am not jealous, but damn, they are irritating now that they are in love and mates. They want to do everything together, and they want to train together. I leave them to do whatever they want because I am not in the mood for people in love around me all the time. They look thrilled, and I know that Miriam deserves it. I hope that Martin will not hurt her. If he hurts her, I will kick his ass. I am just being skeptical, but I know that Martin loves Miriam. I can see it in how he handles and fights against her. He's not even using half his power as he fears hurting her. "There seemed to be happy. You cannot protect everyone, Tamara. I know you want to protect Miriam against Martin, but let me tell you one thing. They are in love, and I do not think Martin will hurt her, and he looks like he is very in lo
Tamara's POVI run back to the new Pack. I feel like that as if my past has been lifted from me. My heart feels lighter as I understand better what is going on with me. I know the Moon Goddess had other plans for me and wanted to make me strong, which is why I had a past like mine. I also know how not to be misusing my new power. I have empathy in my heart for creatures that are not as strong as I am. I know now and understand why she let me go through everything I had to go through so that I could be a better leader for my people. I've only looked down on anybody, so I am a beloved and successful Alpha. My people respect me because they know where I am from. They know that I never had a chance in life and that I created opportunities because I had to. I had no choice. I had to be there for them. I did not know what it felt like to be a leader. And I think I handled it better than most of the Alphas in this area ever did. I gave my people a voice in all my decisions. As I get back, G
Dean's POVI can see that Jonathan White is now really worried. He had seen what had happened to his friend when he tried to fight Tamara. He must know now that we are indeed the first Alphas. I know that he is not willing to fight me anymore, but he cannot back down now because he was the one that challenged me. I will not allow him to back down. I am going to fight him. I am sick and tired of people thinking they are better than others. I want him to understand that there is no such thing as someone being better because of their background or the money they have. Jonathan White wants to talk to me, and I can see his doubts. I do not care what he thinks, and I do not care what he believes. But today, we are going to fight. I know that I can beat him without any problems. "Alpha Dean, I am very sorry about what I have done. My Pack is not as strong as yours, and I am not as strong as you are. I know that I have promised you that I will fight you, but I cannot. Please spare me and my
Tamara's POV"Your father is here. I'm ready for this fight, please, honey. Believe me. I can handle this. I will make this fight as quick as possible. I will not put your child in too much danger. I promise you I will walk out of this fight victorious. Our baby and I will be fine. I can promise you that I will not put his life in danger. He is already in my heart," I say as we walk outside to meet his father. Jonathan White is with him, and I can see that both of them are ready to fight us. "Our enemies have arrived and are ready to fight us. I know we will be fighting both of them, but if you need my help, do not hesitate to ask for my help," Dean says."I will not hesitate to ask your help, especially if our child is in danger. How old baby comes first, and I promise you I will not do anything to harm it. Now, Honey, get ready. We are going to fight. We are going to show these snobs. Who is the boss? I know they think they are better than us, but they can be better than us. We are
Tamara's POVI am up a little the following morning. I want to be ready for my fight with Mike Smith. I know that Alpha Jonathan White has challenged Dean. We both know how that is going to end. Both Mike Smith and Jonathan White will die today. We are ready for our fight, but I like to prepare. And that is why I am up early. I don't want to prepare physically but mentally as well. I know that I can do this. I know I can beat him, but I want to pray to Moon Goddess to help me today. I know you trust me because she gave me all this power I have as a first alpha. She would not have made me a first alpha if she did not believe in me. I have to show her I am proud of what you made me. Today I'm not fighting for my honor. I am fighting for the glory of the Moon Goddess."Are you ready to fight today, my love?" Dean asks from behind me."I have never been as ready for a fight as I am today. I am sorry, I will have to kill your father. I do not want to do that, but I believe what he has done
Dean's POVI am furious at my father for daring to challenge my mate. Why does he not challenge me? Does he think he can be the woman? I know Tamara has already accepted the challenge, but I am not happy about it. I do not believe that my father should have challenged Tamara. He should have challenged me. Although Tamara and I are the alphas of the Red River Pack, it doesn't feel right for a man to challenge a woman. What kind of person is my father? He is a coward who will only challenge women and think he can win them."Do not make us lose more respect for you, Mike. Why would you challenge Tamara, who is a woman? It would be best to reconsider your actions because we can no longer stand behind you. We had respect for you because you were our alpha once. But a man challenges a woman because he thinks he can win her in a fight. Does not deserve any of our respect," One of the elders says. I can see that nobody has respect for my father, and I cannot blame them. I do not have respect
Mike's POV Drake betrayed me. And now all my spies are gone from the Pack, and I do not know what is happening there. Only I can get my hands on him. I will kill him myself. How dare he? He took my money and gave it to that stupid woman, now the Luna of the Red River Pack. I am sure I can get somebody to kill her, but I do not know who and where I will find somebody willing to fight her because I am desperate to get rid of her. She is the reason that the Pack and my son all turned against me. "So Drake turned against you. What are you going to do now? Do you think I should still sponsor you? I do not want war against my Pack and the Red River Pack. You have promised me that my daughter will become your son's mate. However, I cannot see that happening because you are not a man of your word. I am not willing to risk my Pack. I will go to Dean and talk to him about what you have done because I will not be a part of this and will turn my back on you and your wife. My daughter can get a
Tamara's POVI know Dean feels guilty because of what his father did. I wish I could tell him I do not hold it against him and that he would believe me. I know we must take care of his father and friends. They are a bunch of snobs thinking that they are better than everybody else. And we cannot allow that to happen in this Pack again. They can go to another pack if they do not want me as their Luna. I am not going to feel guilty for who I am. My parents were murdered, and that is why I am an orphan. It was not my fault that they were murdered. It was Mike Smith's fault. I am still sitting with Dean holding him."I wish you would stop blaming yourself, but I can hear the men coming with the traitors anyway. Let's take care of them first, and then we decide what we will do about your father. I want to stay close to you instead of close to Drake. I think that the two of us can decide what we will do about your father when we get to that problem. I want you to know I love you and do not b
Dean's POV After hearing what Drake had to tell me, I feel that my father has betrayed all of us our whole lives. I cannot believe that he is this wicked. How could he kill his best friend and then pretend his brother did it? I wondered how much he paid those rogues to kill Borris and Bianca. Borris was more of a father to me than he was. It was the one that protected me against Mike. I cannot think of Mike as my father anymore. I am not hurt. I am pissed off. My whole life, I have tried to impress Mike. I tried to be the son he wanted me to be. Now I find out that he has feet of clay. I never realized what a snob my father was. He thinks he's better than everybody else, and nobody can come near his son because he is supposed to be like him. I cannot believe I tried to please him my whole life, but then again, I was young and the boy without a wolf that my father beat into submission. He made me believe I was better than everybody else and that the weaker wolves should leave our Pack
Drake's POVI watch Mike as he walks out of the bar. The stupid man thinks I am going to fight against a First Alpha. He just gave me a lot of money to do nothing because I would not fight Tamara Smith. He can call her Tamara Brown, but we all know she is the Luna of Dean Smith. We all know we cannot mess with her without getting into trouble with Dean. Am I going to betray him? Of course, I will betray him because I won't give him his money back and will not allow his wealthy friends to come after me and my friends. Basically, I have two options. I have to run from this area, which I'm not planning to do, or I can go to Dean and Tamara and tell them what Mike is planning. I look at my mates at the other end of the bar. I called him to come over. Chelsea is the first one to come over to me. I know it is because she is in love with me. Vanessa sharmains. Scott and Donovan follow. "What's up, boss?" Scott is the first one to ask."What do you think about killing Tamara Smith?" I ask."
Mike's POVI have to go and see some of my rogue friends. I need to talk to them because I want them to help me eliminate Tamara. I know the rogues do not like the Red River Pack. I know they do not want them to be around, and they do not want a Luna for the Red River Pack. I will have to make a plan. I will have to get the Tamara away from the Pack and in the claws of the rogues. I know the ropes will have to have a beautiful little girl like her in their grip. I do not care what they do to her as long as she never comes near my son and the Red River Pack again. It is her fault that my son wants nothing to do with me. However, I first have to go and see the rogues. The ones that killed Tamara's parents are now dead. But I know a few others, and I will go and see them and ask them if they are willing to work with me again. Of course, they will get paid as much as last time. I hope that I will believe me and not think that I will put them in a lot of trouble by telling them to kill he