05
“Relax, you’re not at fault. You should not be ashamed, they should be. They’re the one who got caught.”
I breath in and out as I enter the premises of the school. Everyday I look forward on seeing Harry, a glimpse of him would make my day but today is different.
I don’t want to see him today. I don’t know why but I’m ashamed of facing him today even though I did not do anything wrong, I was just at that place in the wrong time but it wouldn’t be wrong if I was there and they weren’t doing anything wrong. They should do that in a private place not in school and definitely not in uniform.
Wait, I thought he doesn’t do girls? He’s not into relationship I heard and nobody has seen him with a girl before that some even thought that he was gay, but they’re wrong. I can’t believe I just found something about him that should be kept.
“Harry looks so good.” I gulp as I heard his name. I’m on my way to my classroom and I thought I would manage to escape him and come to think of it, I didn’t had the chance to see or be with him on the way to class before but now he’s here walking beside me in stairs, just the two of us.
I look at his way and when he notice my stare he smile that made me turn into stone. I couldn’t move or say anything other than smile.
“Hey! Are you okay?” Faye just arrive and she look worried.
“Yeah, just got the chance to climb in the stairs with Harry on the way to our classroom and I was suppose to avoid him.” I said plainly but she gasped.
“Really? Did he say anything? About yesterday.”
“I don’t really think he saw me. He was to focus on what he was doing.” I bit my lips as I remember their steamy kiss yesterday. I can’t get it out of my head.
I was not myself in the entire class. How can I get it out of my head? I’m not even exited to go to lunch because I’ll probably see him.
“Let’s go.” I shook my head to Faye but she dragged me out of my seat and the next thing I knew I’m sitting in the canteen while Faye buys our food.
While I was sulking and looking problematic a man appeared in my vision. He examines my face and raised his brows. “You didn’t go today.”
“I don’t want to see him anymore.” I pouted. “For now.” I added that made him smirk and left without a word.
Tsss! How rude! Faye later on arrive with our food. “Who were you talking to?” She maliciously asked.
“A boy from Harry’s class. I guess he notice me every time I go there and he was asking why I didn’t come today.”
She nodded and we started eating but then the canteen got crowded with whispers.
Harry is with a girl and he’s arms around her shoulder. Wow, so he’s a playboy now? That girl is not the girl yesterday. I shook my head and continue eating, I just got my heart broken again.
I’m getting curious and I want to know everything about him suddenly, I’m not really this curious at him before, I just like him and I admire him but now I’m getting curious and I think I just found a way to know him more. I smile as I think about my great idea.
After eating lunch, instead of going back to our classroom I went to the guy I know closest to know Harry. I don’t know if their friends but they’re in the same class so maybe they know each other.
“Hi!” I wave at Asher in the same window and the same window before. He didn’t answer but he’s looking at me. I wave my hands again and I gesture to open the window.
He oblique and raised his brows. “He’s not here.” He said.
“I’m here to see you.” I smile proudly.
“I’m not interested.”
“I want to be friends. I can see that you can use it.”
“I don’t need one. I’m contended alone.”
“Can I come in? I bet you’re lonely, I even saw you eating alone in the canteen.”
“No you can’t come in.” I already did and sat beside him. Some of his classmates are looking at us but I just wave my hands to them.
“So friends?” I offered my hands but he only looks at it. I pouted and put it down when I notice he’s not planning to shake it.
“Why do you want to be friends any way?” He’s getting ready for the next class as he’s busy getting his books and notes. “You already have many friends.”
“What’s wrong with that anyway? I want many friends, and that includes you.” I pointed his chest. “Wow, you have muscles.” I chuckle as I saw his amaze face.
“I want peace and quite and if we will be friends I would lose that.”
“No you won’t, I know boundaries you know.” I heard the bell rang and students are rushing towards their classroom. I stood up and smile at him. “Anyway, let’s have lunch tomorrow and you can’t decline, I’m very persistent.” I wink at him and start walking to the door.
“Oh.” I gulp as I crash into Harry.
“Sorry.” I said and walk fast towards our classroom as I felt my heart beat so fast.
Good thing our teacher isn’t around yet and Faye is panicking and good thing I arrive on time our else she’s hyperventilate. She’s anxious when I’m not on time or anyone she knows. She’s known for following rules and she’s obsessed with it while I’m the opposite. We match well actually, she always stop me from doing something stupid and I create fun for the both of us even though I would force her to do something fun with me.
“Asher!” I’m on my way to class and I saw Asher on the way to his. Yesterday it was Harry who I’m climbing in the stairs and now it’s with Asher, how funny.
“How did you know my name?” He confusedly asked.
Oh! Right. “I heard about you and by the way my name is Myles in case you don’t know.” I smiled.
“Of course I know you. You’re famous.” He smirk.
“No I’m not.”
“Yes you are. Everyone says “Myles is everyone’s friend.” I can’t even believe that it was you who’s in our window and admiring Harry.”
“I’m just friendly not famous and Harry is on another level.”
“He’s just someone everyone admires.” He rolled his eyes. Very sassy of him.
“Yes! You are right.” I laugh as he shook his head.
While we’re walking everyone keeps looking at us. I smile to some people that I know and some even ask if Asher and I are dating. I was ashamed and deny it but Asher was just silent and even would wait for me if I’d stop walking and talk to someone.
“See you’re famous.”
“Everyone keeps looking at you and they’re just curious why we’re together because apparently you are a hot shot.”
“People do love to talk about other people huh?”
“You can say that and you’re a hot topic too. You’re known for your achievements here in our school, and I can’t believe I’m talking to the top student in the entire school. It’s a pleasure.” I bow dramatically that made him laugh. “You know how to laugh?”
“Very funny.” He once again turned into a cold man.
I ask around about him and I only asked Faye, she knows everything that’s going around in our school. I don’t know where she gets her source but she’s good.
He stop walking and that when I notice that I’m in front of my classroom and Faye is looking at me curiously so does my other classmates and some are even talking and we can hear them clearly.
“We’re here.” I stated the obvious.
“Yeah. I should go.” He said.
“Yeah, don’t forget about lunch!” I said when he started walking away. He didn’t answer and wave his hands not even facing me.
When I enter our classroom my classmates immediately gathered in my seat and ask questions about how I met Asher and how we become friends.
I wouldn’t answer that I force him to be my friends, I think it better to keep that. I just told them that we see each other every time I would go and see Harry and we become friends. Everyone know that I’m an admirer of Harry, many of us are.
I smile when the bell rang, an indication that it’s lunch break. I stood up and went to Asher’s room, and when I arrive I didn’t see Harry but I saw Asher putting his things on his bag.
“Hey! Let’s go.” I sat on his table while I wait for him to finish.
He didn’t reply but he stood up and the next thing I know we’re walking towards the canteen.
“Is there where you usually sit?” He asked.
“Yeah, with my friend but I’m guessing she has a date today so it will just be the two of us.” I said and put my bag on the seat and stood up.
We both headed to the counter to buy foods. “I want chicken curry and ice tea. How about you?”
“I’ll have the same.” I nodded
I was about to handed my money but he didn’t look at me and pay for our food. “My payment.” I handed him my money as we’re walking towards our table and although his hands are full as he’s the one holding my food.
“My treat.”
“Then, I’ll treat you next time then.” I’m easy to talk to and friends do treat each other.
He gives me my food including my utensils and we started eating. “Yum! I love the chicken curry here so much!” I said even though my mouth is still full.
“Didn’t your parents teach you not to speak while your mouth is full?” He raised his brows while he handed my some tissue paper.
“Thanks.” I wipe my mouth and pouted. I was over enthusiast as I want to tell him that the food is good.
After that incident we’re both silent and continue eating, but me being me I can’t stay silent for that long.
“Are you and Harry close?” and the question begins.
“Is that why you want to be friends?” Wow he’s smart. He’s partly true but he’s also an interesting person and I kind of want to be his friends.
“Maybe but you’re interesting so that’s also part of the qualification.”
“You have qualifications?” He asked amused.
“Maybe. I want to surround myself with good people to avoid toxic environment.” I smirk, feeling proud.
He nodded and started drinking water, I look away as I saw his attractive neck and Adams apple.
“What do we have hear? The hot topic on the campus.” Faye just arrive with his date. I thought they’re not eating here? Then why is she sitting beside me and his fling is sitting beside Asher? And he’s fling is even talking to Asher. Oh! They’re classmates.
“Oh right! I totally forgot. Myles, this is Blaine my suitor.” She smirk.
Oh, we’re calling him a suitor now. I almost said that our loud.
“Nice to meet you Blaine the suitor I heard a lot about you. Faye talks a lot.” Faye playfully slap my legs as I told that.
“Oh really? I though she don’t.”
We both laugh as he said that.
“By the way, how did you know Asher?” He curiously asked.
“By accident. Long story but he was mysterious and I’m pretty curious that’s why I force him to be friends.” I answered while looking at Asher.
“Wow, you have my support. You two look good together.” Asher’s eyes and mine widen as he said that and I eve heard Faye cough and chuckle.
06“Are you and Blaine together already?” I asked Faye because from the look of her face she’s texting Blaine.“No.” She replied still focus on her phone.“You like him?”She put her phone down and give her full attention to me. “I guess? He’s sweet and caring.” She is in love, from the look of her face she’s like in a paradise while talking about him.“I like him for you. He’s a good friend too.” I answer. After spending time together with them I can see that he really cares for Faye.Today is weekend and Faye likes to spend time it in our house. Her house isn’t far away to ours and she just bike to come her since she’s bored there alone. I also like that she’s here because I’m also bored, mom is working even at weekend and dad also.“OMG!” I was surprise when Faye scream.“What? Is there something wrong?” I nervously asked.“Blaine and Asher are playing basketball nearby and he asked me to come.” Her eyes twinkled and I rolled my eyes, I thought something wrong happen. “Let’s go!” S
07Is this okay? OMG! I can’t handle this right now! But I have to act like last night didn’t matter to me. Like I forgot that I humiliate myself and the fact that I close my eyes and I thought that he was going to kiss me.We’re friends and friends don’t kiss, he might be wondering by now if I like him and he knows I like Harry, OMG I’m seriously losing my mind now and I’m here in his classroom--in his seat because I have to give his the cookies, I could just leave it to Blaine but he’s not here yet and so does Asher.“Should I just leave it here?” Someone might steal this, and I don’t want others to think that I’m Asher’s secret admirer, no way. I’m just here to give the cookies as his friend, that’s it nothing more.“what’s that?” My eyes widen as Harry arrive and is now asking me about the cookies. “Are you a friend of Asher?” It’s like I forgot to speak and I only nodded to him.“Can I have some of that too?” He smiled and pointed to the cookies I’m holding.I bit my lips and wan
08 “Can I tell you something?” I asked Faye. Our class is crowded and we’re waiting for our teacher to arrive, and what happen last night is bothering me and I can’t get it out of my mind.“Is there something wrong?” She worriedly asked. “You’re spacing out.”I smile and looks at her. “I think Asher likes me.” I said that only her can hear it.She didn’t say anything and just looks at me. She didn’t look surprise, does she know from the beginning? “It shows. I though you already know but chose not to say anything.” She smiles. “Don’t you like him? He cares for you.”“I think of him as a friend.” I shook my head and play with my fingers. “and you know I already like someone else.” She nodded.The conversation was a bit hanging as our teacher arrive before I could add something to tell.The crowded room become silent and even though our teacher witness the chaos earlier she’s still smiling, like something good is about to happen, and I think I’m not the only one who witness that becaus
09I look away, I don’t want to say anything. Harry is looking at me and I look at him. “Sorry.” Harry said and get his things.“It’s fine.” I said but he didn’t hear that because he already left, not even minding the teasing of our schoolmates.Some notice what happen and immediately stop teasing me. I bit my lips and get my things.“What the heck was that?” Faye asked angrily, she’s with the boys. I didn’t answer her and look at Asher who looks angry, and looking disappointed. I’m disappointed too but I can’t control what will happen, nor does Harry.When we get of the bus some of our schoolmates are still talking about the incident and it’s making me angry and irritated because I though they’re my friends, they’re suppose to have my back but I guess I misunderstood that friendship.“Let’s forget about what happen earlier in the mean time, and enjoy our vacation. We can bad mouth Harry later.” Faye said to lighten up the mood. I nodded as a response.“I booked different for the four
10Earlier when Asher almost confess made my stomach turn, and made me run to the nearest bathroom to puke. It was humiliating as Asher followed me and he even help and hold my hair while I’m puking all the alcohol on my system.I wanted to disappear when I was done but that wasn’t the case because he help me until we get to our room, we found Faye and Blaine on the bed.I took a bath and now I’m lying on the bed perfectly still to avoid getting close to him. He’s wide awake and I can feel it because he’s lying in his back looking at me.I didn’t know how I manage to feel as sleep but good thing when I woke up there were no sign of Asher. That day, we went home early than usual as we have call the next day.“It was so fun, it’s just sad how fast we left.”As expected everyone is talking about the field trip. We didn’t really have class today but today is the first day we’ll practice for our graduation day. I’m actually very thrilled as we’ll most spend out time in the covered court.W
11I hate this. I hate that I have many things to pass even though we’re almost done with school.We’re on our way to the school for our pictorial for our year book and I look like a mess right now as I woke up late and haven’t done my make up yet.I rode a cab here in school because my parents are home and no one can take me home. So here I am in the canteen frustrated while getting my make up out of my bag.“I can as fast as I could.” Faye came running to me and made me sit in the chair. She already has hear base make up but still haven’t finish it.“Claire! Come fast!” Who’s Claire? It’s like Faye heard me because she answers. “Claire is my make up artist and she’s here to help us.I sigh in relief. “I’m glad I have you.” I said as Claire examine my face before tying my hair.“Of course you are.”Claire isn’t alone because Faye is also getting her make up done with someone else. She took a lot of photo while we were getting ready and not long after Blaine and Asher arrive. Good thi
12I woke up in the middle of the night feeling thirsty. I stood up and went to my table only to find that I ran out of water. I always keep water in my room because I don’t want to go down every time I get thirsty.Half-asleep, I go down to our stairs but I stop when I saw a silhouette. I scratch my eyes and look carefully who it was.“Dad?” I whisper but he didn’t hear me nor see me. He look around before carefully sneaking out. My brows creased and walk towards the area he left. I look at outside and saw dad driving away.The next day, I woke up extra early. Mom and dad are in the kitchen laughing and cuddling each other. When did dad got home?I’ve become suspicious of him but I try not to say anything because I’m not sure what is really happening. I didn’t told mom nor Faye about it and just kept it to myself.“Why do you keep spacing out?” Faye ask while we’re eating snacks here in the mall.We’re here to watch a new release movie together with Asher and Blaine. This days I woul
13Harry and I are consonantly seeing each other now. Its him that I talk about my problems between my family as I’m ashamed to say it to Faye and Asher is busy with his girls, and I don’t know if he’ll be available if I call him again.“Here’s our order.” I smile as Harry arrange our food in our table. He knows I like to take a photo of things and that include foods.We’re in a cafe as he just finish a modeling shoot. I like it when he ask me to come with him whether he has a shoot. I enjoy seeing him so passionate about something he likes to do.I thought he’s only good at dancing but he’s a king in modeling. Many would scout him whenever we eat out but he declines as he already has an agency that handles him.“You seriously don’t like acting?” “I just want to dance and model. I’ll be busy with school and I want to focus more on academics.” He answers.After eating our snacks in the near cafe we came back to the studio to finish his shoot. I’m like his assistant and I very much enj
29I don’t know what to feel the moment I open my eyes. Asher’s arm are wrapped around my stomach and I can feel his breathe from my neck and every time he hit me with his warm breathe I get tingles on my toes and butterfly on my stomach.“That really happen?” I whispered to myself but I immediately covered my mouth as I realize that I said that out loud. I then look at Asher, he’s still sleeping peacefully and I can’t help but pout as I get a clear view of his face up close.I touch his cheeks to his forehead to his nose and to his lips and I can’t help but admire how really good looking he is, and he’s not Asher my boss who’s constantly scowling but seeing like this remind me of him when we were still in high school.“Do you like what you’re seeing?” I gulp as Asher suddenly move and open his eyes. He has this smirk on his face as he pull me closer to him while kissing me on the neck, with that move I can’t help but bite my lips and stay silent as he cuddle me.“We should eat breakf
28I look at Faye feeling betrayed and she just smile at me feeling sorry.“It totally slipped my mind especially that I wasn’t given a time to say that… and even if I did say it to you it will be to late and you’re going to see each other anyway.”“You don’t know that. I can run you know and I drive really fast just to avoid him.” She only shake her head as I said that.“You guys know that we’re here right? That we can clearly hear what you two are talking about?” Blaine said that made me realize another mistake and when I look at Asher he has this annoying smirk on his face that made me scowl at him.“I don’t think I can stay any longer.”“Oh you can’t say that now, I’ve already cook and ready the table while you stole my wife.” I rolled my eyes at Blaine and Faye laugh as she drag me together with the kids to the dinning area and Asher was just smiling at the scene.“I didn’t know you come here.” Asher suddenly said while Blaine and Faye are busy with their kids… and probably liste
27I don’t know when he’ll come back and for the past few days that he has been away I notice a change between myself. I notice that have been putting up extra care of how I look.I know I will not match up to Nicole’s luxury branded clothes but it’s doesn’t matter because I shouldn’t compare myself to her… we’re far from each other and there’s only one common thing about us… and that’s liking Asher.I smirk as I thought of that, I shouldn’t be smirking about that but the truth is I don’t know how I could say that to myself now. It felt weird, I used to disregard that thought but now I can freely think about it… even though it’s hardly impossible to his after I blew up my chance with him to be with a boy that only did dirty on me.“Good morning.” I said to Glen and she smirk.“It is a good morning, did you heard? Our boss is back.” My eyes widen and she smirk after seeing my reaction. “Just like I thought.” She chuckle as she sit on her swivel chair and I suddenly felt conscious as I
26“Why did you do that? You could’ve said that in a nice way.” After Nicole left so angry about what happen Asher called me in his office and now his leaning back on his swivel chair and massaging his temple.“She was being rude and I don’t like being treated that way… I’m not like before… I change.” and so does you, I wanted to add that but I stop myself before I could say it, he’s still my boss in every angle I look at.“She’s has the second biggest shares in the company, and even though the company can handle without them some investors are going to question why they backed out and they will soon do it too.”I didn’t realize how that would affect the business. I look down on my feet and biting my lips. My tears are behind my eye and I refuse to look at his disappointed face, and also because I might cry in front of him and that would totally suck and unprofessional of me. “I’m sorry.” I gulp as my voice crack a little.“Myles.” He calls me by my name in a soft voice. If I wasn’t g
25“Hey! Wake up.” I scratch my eye and open it a little and when I saw mom I immediately sit on the bed and look at her in confusion.“Why am I here? And not my own house.”“Asher took you here.” She smirk when she mention his name. “He said he doesn’t know the pass code of your apartment.” She chuckle. “That only means he knows where you live.” She shook her head before going out of the room that made me more shock of what’s happening right now.It made me wonder how did she know where my mother lives, this isn’t the same house we used to live in the past, but when I saw the clock hanging in the wall of my room I immediately hurry and get ready for work.“Fuck.” I curse a hundred of words hoping it will move much faster so I could go to work in time but right now I doubt I have that chance given the circumstances. I’m still dizzy and I feel like throwing up but hell I need to work although I’m a little embarrass to go especially that I’m having a hangover.“You’re not eating” I’m st
24“I can go home on my own you know? I’m not a little kid anymore.” I said to Asher as he walk me outside.“My mom insisted I should take you home. Let’s just go, plus they would hate it when they’re not sure that you got home safe.”I pouted. He has a point but I hate that he has the last say.“Fine.” I said and walk to the passenger side of his car. “Open the door.” I said as I can’t open it. He didn’t and walk towards me before clicking something before opening the door for me. “I can do it you know if you had clicked it.”He just shrugged and walk to the driver’s side. We drove in silent after I told him my address and now that we’re here in my apartment I don’t know why he went down on his car too.“What are you doing? I’m already here, you can go now. Thank you for the ride.”“I want to walk you home. Just to make sure.” he put his hands on his pocket. Oh, did I mention that he;s still wearing his button down shirt with his slacks that perfectly hugged his biceps in place?“I c
23“Miss Myles?”“Yes?” I stood up from my chair still can’t believe that I just saw Asher… again after the wedding.“Let’s go.” She said that made me confuse but still followed her. I didn’t really had the change to ask her where we’re going but I already had my speculation the moment we stop walking and stop at the door the boss’ office… Asher’s office.“What are we doing here?” I nervously asked. I don’t really know how to face Asher right now. I didn’t expect him to be my boss and years of being friends why didn’t he even mention that his family own this company? Is that why when I was overlooking this company his mom appeared out of nowhere? It’s all making sense now but even after realizing that I’m still not ready to meet him as he saw me in my lowest and it still hurt me every night how easily I threw our friendship away for Harry--Harry who doesn’t care about me and hurt me more than I can remember.“Oh, the CEO wanted to meet you.” She smile and knock the door before openin
22“Is it true?”“What’s true?”“That you were cheating and if you are tell it to me immediately.” Even if I had told Asher that I don’t believe him and that Harry wouldn’t do that to me, I still can’t help but ask him. It’s been bothering me for a while and we had a fight but that didn’t stop me from talking to him about it.“What are you talking about? I won’t do that to you. I know I was a jerk last time but I realize my mistake now. I cherish you and you’re important to me.” He said but his face looks gloomy and I’m scared because my friendship with Asher just ended and what if he’s right? Not only did I loose my boyfriend but I also lost my best friend.“Okay. Thank you for telling me.” I smiled and left him and begin to walk towards my classroom where Asher is sitting in his usual seat.When he saw that I enter the room he immediately look at me or maybe wait for me to sit on his side but I sat a few chairs from him that made some girl sit on my usual seat.I pouted and look awa
21“Mom, do we really have to do this? This is just absurd. I can’t believe this is happening.”Mom nodded and didn’t even look at me. “It’s the least we can do, Myles.”“What do you mean by that? Dad doesn’t deserve even the least mom and you know that! I hate this, don’t we have shame?”“Myles! He’s still your father and yes we’re going because he stayed for us even though we were divorce, for your sake.” She said and look at me through the mirror.I bit my lips and shook my head. “I know that mom but I don’t want to be there and act like this is okay for me because the truth is I’m hurting and going to his wedding will do more damage than good.”“I’m sorry, honey but I promise your dad and you know promises are sacred and I like to keep mine.”“Well, for dad promises aren’t sacred because the moment he chose someone else even after you got married all his promises were broken mom. I hope you realize that.” I close my eyes tight. “I’m sorry, that was out of line. I’ll be waiting in