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“Good morning!”
I’ve been skipping work for the past few days--more like a week now but I’m determine to move forward. I can do this!
I’ve already began though. The reason why I’m skipping my work aside from I hate my work, I renovated my condo. Paint, new furniture and stuff. It’s like creating a new environment to me and it feels good.
I also did it myself. I bought things and carry them on my car or have the other stuff delivered and my condo now feels like a home not just a place where I sleep but a homey home where I can invite Faye to send the weekend with her kids. It’s nice, I love it.
I bought a dog too, yes in a spam of 1 week I did all of those things and I call my dog kimchi! And she makes me alive and active as she is super active that it’s tiring. I’m now finding the joy in my life that I decline for years and I’m trying.
Some days I still cry but not as much as I cry before. It’s good progress as I’m planning to see a psychiatrist too, so I would know how to overcome this long overdue slump.
“Bye Kimchi. I’ll see you later okay?” I kiss my dog and close the door.
I’m going to work with a resignation letter on my hand, I’ve been thinking about this a long time ago but I can finally do it and I’m eager. Although I would still train someone to take over my position, that would give me time to find a new job, something that I’ve been wanting to apply to.
“You’re resigning? You’ve been doing good for the past years that you’re here Myles.” My boss said.
“I want a new environment and I’m not happy anymore. I want to chase the dream work I’ve been putting behind.” She nodded and seem to be proud.
“I’m happy for you but you will have to train someone to take over your position. 1 week before I process your resignation letter and 5 days would be enough--I think, for you to train someone.”
“It is. Thank you so much.” She nodded and hugged me tight. “Chase your dreams.” I smiled and left her office.
I gather my things while my workmates sadly help me. We just had our farewell party and it’s time to leave, I’m done training someone that would take my position and some of the companies that I send my resume’ texted me for my schedule for interview. I have one tomorrow but there’s this particular company that I want to work with. I’m waiting for there response but as of the moment there’s none. So, I’m trying other companies in case I don’t get in there.
I was accepted to some companies but I haven’t really decided to go because I’m waiting for something, once I get a response in their company--hired or not, I will try to find a company that is suited for my standard.
I smiled as Kimchi approach me after opening the door. I play with Kimchi as I get home and watch television too. Sometimes I would visit Faye and eat dinner with them and sometimes they eat dinner here in my condo which they love the new design.
“You have an interview?” Faye called so early to check on me.. again. I was getting ready for my interview and now my phone is squished under my ears and shoulder as I am talking to her while getting ready.
“Yes and you’re disturbing me.” I bluntly say.
“Oh, that was mean but I’ll leave you alone now. Bye!” She put the phone down without even waiting for me to respond, I don’t know if she was sarcastic but I should really finish getting ready.
I breath in and out as I look at the big building in front of me but before I could enter I received a text that made me scream, a happy scream.
“OMG! Yes!” I jump and jump until I realize that people were watching me. “Ehem.”I cough and compose myself and pretend like that didn’t just happen. I look at the text again, and smile.
“Good morning Miss Myles Evans. You have been hired to IAI Company. You can come tomorrow for a brief tour and training.” I giggled as I read it out loud.
I look at the building in front of me again. “I don’t think I need to go there anymore.” I smirk and left there confidently.
I went to mom’s place, I want to deliver the news to her myself. I know she’s been waiting for this too.
“Mom!” When I entered the house I chocked.
“S-Sweetie! I didn’t know you were coming.” She covers herself with a blanker while the man is covering his genitals with a throw pillow.
This is the first time mom is with a man after my parents’ divorce she choose to be alone while my dad immediately got himself another family.
“I wanted to surprise you but I was the one who’s surprise.” I smirk and looks at the man who’s now covering his face, he’s probably embarrass I would be if I’m in his shoes.
“I didn’t want you to meet Dylan in this kind of way sweetie, I’m sorry.” She said sadly.
“I’m happy for you mom, and I just wanted to give you the news.. that I got accepted at IAI.” Her mouth and eyes turned O. “I’ll leave you two now, enjoy!” I giggled and left the house but stopped mid-way. “And mom lock your door please!” I laugh as I heard her groan. She’s like a teenager, just like me back in high school, I am really her daughter.
“What happened? Why are you smiling like that?” Faye asked while changing her daughter’s back towel. We’re both here in the school play ground, I can’t wait to deliver the message that I’m here.
“I got accepted at IAI.” I smirk as I see her dumbfounded face. “And I just caught my mom sleeping with someone while I went to her house.” I laugh as I remember their faces again.
“Wait, slow down! You lost me at IAI.” She can’t take it all in.
“I got accepted at my dream company.”
IAI is a company full of architect and engineer. I’ve been wanting to go there since forever. I’m an interior designer after all but the company that I resigned in was not giving me what I needed. Growth as a employee instead they’re making me train employee for them to do good but I wanted to be one of the people that design too.
“They also want to see me tomorrow, for a brief tour and training they said and I am actually panicking because I don’t have any good clothes to make an impression and I’m super exited!” I almost ran out of breath when I said that.
“First of all, I didn’t know you know how to rap.” She laugh but I rolled my eyes that made her stop. “Second, we can shop now. I can come with you. It’s time to spend your money girl, you’ve been hiding that for since forever.”
“I spend some of it while renovating my house and you’ll really help me?” I smiled
“Of course! But you’ll have to buy some clothes too.” She smirk.
“Fine! Let’s go.”
“Sure!” She hurriedly held my hand and about to leave but I stopped. “Why?” She asked nervously.
“You’re kids!”
“Oh right! Shit.” I laugh as she run to get her kids who was playing in the playground. I can’t believe she forgot her kids. I smile more as I remember that she used to hate the idea of having kids and I was the one who’s exited to have one but she become a mother first, how funny is that?
We drop the kids to the play something in the mall and were now looking at clothes.
“I like this.” She keeps picking clothes and putting it in my hand for me to try on. I didn’t even have to make an effort of finding clothes, she’s an expert in that field after all, Faye is a designer who works at home, in her big house.
“I can’t believe you forgot that you have kids.” I said as we left to find the fitting room.
“Don’t mention that to my husband or else we’re both screwed.”
“Why am I a part of that? I was the one who remembered them!”
“Whatever jus try that on.” She shoves me in the fitting room.
Our shopping last longer that expected and the kids were hungry when we finished that we ate outside for convince and I am entertaining the kids while Faye’s talking to her husband.
Up until now I can’t believe she married him, he was just a fling to her but he was consistent and love her truly unlike the other flings she had. They match aside from him spoiling her.
“Kimchi.” I groan as Kimchi started to lick my face. “It’s still early.” I said but my alarm started ringing that made me stood up immediately. Today is a big day and I must get ready.
“Wow. I look pretty.” After years I got to say that to myself again. I comb my long black hair and looking at my brown captivating eyes in the mirror. People say my eyes are attractive, I don’t believe them but now I think they’re right.
Maybe because of the change of style? I should really treat Faye for doing such big favor for me.
I eat minimally as I don’t have the appetite. I’m always like this whenever I’m nervous or excited.
“I’m here.” I giggled as I park my car and enter the elevator.
There were a lot of people who’s like me, new employee. 10 new employees including me. Wow, I can’t believe I’m part of this.
“Good morning everyone. I’m pleased by your attendance and before we start, I want to introduce myself. I am Lina, you can ask me anything if you have questions, I will be the one to brief you about your works and I can’t wait to see your performance.”
The tour begin shortly and I was amaze to every floor we go. “Myles right?” Miss Lina asked.
“Yes, Ma’am.” The attention is now on me.
“I saw your resume. We have the same position as me in your past workplace. May I ask why’d you quit?”
“I wanted to chase my dream, and it’s working here.” She nodded but I felt the other’s being curious.
The training begins but I already know how this works but this time I’m the student not the mentor.
“You actually didn’t have to do any of this. You can start working. I just wanted to tour you, to please you but you are very much please? Am I correct?” Miss Lina asked.
“Really?”
“Yes, it wouldn’t make sense, you have a high position in your last company and you’re resume is impressive. You’re work is in the 20th floor. I will take you there.”
Wow, that makes sense but I though I needed to experience that training but I guess not.
Miss Line introduce me to my workmate, I’m under her which made me happy and I made friends, Gen and Ann.
I did it. I thought being isolated would make it hard to make friends but my past self is still in me, I used to have many friends, it was easy to make friends too.
“I can’t believe I’m working with the famous Myles Evans.” My forehead creased as Gen said that.
“What do you mean by that?”
“You’re totally a big deal, you train aspiring interior designer and there was a rumor you were a terror mentor.”
I still can’t believe what I heard and was laughing with them but a familiar eye caught my attention. He’s here? Why? And how am I seeing more of him again?
He’s going to my way and its making my heart pound and once again remembered the words that he said that night.
“Asher.” I whispered.
“You know our boss?”
My eyes widen as Gen said that. Boss? Asher is my boss? How come I didn’t know he’s the owner of this company?
04METI sneak out of our classroom and headed to the second floor. We don’t have class, but our teacher left us with some schoolwork to do. I’ll do it later after I get a glimpse of him, just for a moment.There aren’t students in the hallway because it’s still class hours and luckily, I got to his classroom with no one noticing.“What are you doing here?”I jumped and looked at the man nervously. He’s standing next to me while I’m peaking to Harry’s classroom. He’s hands are both on his pocket while he look at me seriously. Gosh! Why is he so intimidating?I then face my body to him and cross my arms, a way of defending myself. “Nothing, just passing by.” I awkwardly laughed and try to get a glimpse of Harry’s classroom, I smile as I saw him there studying seriously.“Stop coming here, I know you have class.”I raised my eyebrows at him. How did he know I come here every now and then? He seems familiar but I don’t personally know him though. He shook his head and just left me there
05“Relax, you’re not at fault. You should not be ashamed, they should be. They’re the one who got caught.”I breath in and out as I enter the premises of the school. Everyday I look forward on seeing Harry, a glimpse of him would make my day but today is different.I don’t want to see him today. I don’t know why but I’m ashamed of facing him today even though I did not do anything wrong, I was just at that place in the wrong time but it wouldn’t be wrong if I was there and they weren’t doing anything wrong. They should do that in a private place not in school and definitely not in uniform.Wait, I thought he doesn’t do girls? He’s not into relationship I heard and nobody has seen him with a girl before that some even thought that he was gay, but they’re wrong. I can’t believe I just found something about him that should be kept.“Harry looks so good.” I gulp as I heard his name. I’m on my way to my classroom and I thought I would manage to escape him and come to think of it, I didn’t
06“Are you and Blaine together already?” I asked Faye because from the look of her face she’s texting Blaine.“No.” She replied still focus on her phone.“You like him?”She put her phone down and give her full attention to me. “I guess? He’s sweet and caring.” She is in love, from the look of her face she’s like in a paradise while talking about him.“I like him for you. He’s a good friend too.” I answer. After spending time together with them I can see that he really cares for Faye.Today is weekend and Faye likes to spend time it in our house. Her house isn’t far away to ours and she just bike to come her since she’s bored there alone. I also like that she’s here because I’m also bored, mom is working even at weekend and dad also.“OMG!” I was surprise when Faye scream.“What? Is there something wrong?” I nervously asked.“Blaine and Asher are playing basketball nearby and he asked me to come.” Her eyes twinkled and I rolled my eyes, I thought something wrong happen. “Let’s go!” S
07Is this okay? OMG! I can’t handle this right now! But I have to act like last night didn’t matter to me. Like I forgot that I humiliate myself and the fact that I close my eyes and I thought that he was going to kiss me.We’re friends and friends don’t kiss, he might be wondering by now if I like him and he knows I like Harry, OMG I’m seriously losing my mind now and I’m here in his classroom--in his seat because I have to give his the cookies, I could just leave it to Blaine but he’s not here yet and so does Asher.“Should I just leave it here?” Someone might steal this, and I don’t want others to think that I’m Asher’s secret admirer, no way. I’m just here to give the cookies as his friend, that’s it nothing more.“what’s that?” My eyes widen as Harry arrive and is now asking me about the cookies. “Are you a friend of Asher?” It’s like I forgot to speak and I only nodded to him.“Can I have some of that too?” He smiled and pointed to the cookies I’m holding.I bit my lips and wan
08 “Can I tell you something?” I asked Faye. Our class is crowded and we’re waiting for our teacher to arrive, and what happen last night is bothering me and I can’t get it out of my mind.“Is there something wrong?” She worriedly asked. “You’re spacing out.”I smile and looks at her. “I think Asher likes me.” I said that only her can hear it.She didn’t say anything and just looks at me. She didn’t look surprise, does she know from the beginning? “It shows. I though you already know but chose not to say anything.” She smiles. “Don’t you like him? He cares for you.”“I think of him as a friend.” I shook my head and play with my fingers. “and you know I already like someone else.” She nodded.The conversation was a bit hanging as our teacher arrive before I could add something to tell.The crowded room become silent and even though our teacher witness the chaos earlier she’s still smiling, like something good is about to happen, and I think I’m not the only one who witness that becaus
09I look away, I don’t want to say anything. Harry is looking at me and I look at him. “Sorry.” Harry said and get his things.“It’s fine.” I said but he didn’t hear that because he already left, not even minding the teasing of our schoolmates.Some notice what happen and immediately stop teasing me. I bit my lips and get my things.“What the heck was that?” Faye asked angrily, she’s with the boys. I didn’t answer her and look at Asher who looks angry, and looking disappointed. I’m disappointed too but I can’t control what will happen, nor does Harry.When we get of the bus some of our schoolmates are still talking about the incident and it’s making me angry and irritated because I though they’re my friends, they’re suppose to have my back but I guess I misunderstood that friendship.“Let’s forget about what happen earlier in the mean time, and enjoy our vacation. We can bad mouth Harry later.” Faye said to lighten up the mood. I nodded as a response.“I booked different for the four
10Earlier when Asher almost confess made my stomach turn, and made me run to the nearest bathroom to puke. It was humiliating as Asher followed me and he even help and hold my hair while I’m puking all the alcohol on my system.I wanted to disappear when I was done but that wasn’t the case because he help me until we get to our room, we found Faye and Blaine on the bed.I took a bath and now I’m lying on the bed perfectly still to avoid getting close to him. He’s wide awake and I can feel it because he’s lying in his back looking at me.I didn’t know how I manage to feel as sleep but good thing when I woke up there were no sign of Asher. That day, we went home early than usual as we have call the next day.“It was so fun, it’s just sad how fast we left.”As expected everyone is talking about the field trip. We didn’t really have class today but today is the first day we’ll practice for our graduation day. I’m actually very thrilled as we’ll most spend out time in the covered court.W
11I hate this. I hate that I have many things to pass even though we’re almost done with school.We’re on our way to the school for our pictorial for our year book and I look like a mess right now as I woke up late and haven’t done my make up yet.I rode a cab here in school because my parents are home and no one can take me home. So here I am in the canteen frustrated while getting my make up out of my bag.“I can as fast as I could.” Faye came running to me and made me sit in the chair. She already has hear base make up but still haven’t finish it.“Claire! Come fast!” Who’s Claire? It’s like Faye heard me because she answers. “Claire is my make up artist and she’s here to help us.I sigh in relief. “I’m glad I have you.” I said as Claire examine my face before tying my hair.“Of course you are.”Claire isn’t alone because Faye is also getting her make up done with someone else. She took a lot of photo while we were getting ready and not long after Blaine and Asher arrive. Good thi
29I don’t know what to feel the moment I open my eyes. Asher’s arm are wrapped around my stomach and I can feel his breathe from my neck and every time he hit me with his warm breathe I get tingles on my toes and butterfly on my stomach.“That really happen?” I whispered to myself but I immediately covered my mouth as I realize that I said that out loud. I then look at Asher, he’s still sleeping peacefully and I can’t help but pout as I get a clear view of his face up close.I touch his cheeks to his forehead to his nose and to his lips and I can’t help but admire how really good looking he is, and he’s not Asher my boss who’s constantly scowling but seeing like this remind me of him when we were still in high school.“Do you like what you’re seeing?” I gulp as Asher suddenly move and open his eyes. He has this smirk on his face as he pull me closer to him while kissing me on the neck, with that move I can’t help but bite my lips and stay silent as he cuddle me.“We should eat breakf
28I look at Faye feeling betrayed and she just smile at me feeling sorry.“It totally slipped my mind especially that I wasn’t given a time to say that… and even if I did say it to you it will be to late and you’re going to see each other anyway.”“You don’t know that. I can run you know and I drive really fast just to avoid him.” She only shake her head as I said that.“You guys know that we’re here right? That we can clearly hear what you two are talking about?” Blaine said that made me realize another mistake and when I look at Asher he has this annoying smirk on his face that made me scowl at him.“I don’t think I can stay any longer.”“Oh you can’t say that now, I’ve already cook and ready the table while you stole my wife.” I rolled my eyes at Blaine and Faye laugh as she drag me together with the kids to the dinning area and Asher was just smiling at the scene.“I didn’t know you come here.” Asher suddenly said while Blaine and Faye are busy with their kids… and probably liste
27I don’t know when he’ll come back and for the past few days that he has been away I notice a change between myself. I notice that have been putting up extra care of how I look.I know I will not match up to Nicole’s luxury branded clothes but it’s doesn’t matter because I shouldn’t compare myself to her… we’re far from each other and there’s only one common thing about us… and that’s liking Asher.I smirk as I thought of that, I shouldn’t be smirking about that but the truth is I don’t know how I could say that to myself now. It felt weird, I used to disregard that thought but now I can freely think about it… even though it’s hardly impossible to his after I blew up my chance with him to be with a boy that only did dirty on me.“Good morning.” I said to Glen and she smirk.“It is a good morning, did you heard? Our boss is back.” My eyes widen and she smirk after seeing my reaction. “Just like I thought.” She chuckle as she sit on her swivel chair and I suddenly felt conscious as I
26“Why did you do that? You could’ve said that in a nice way.” After Nicole left so angry about what happen Asher called me in his office and now his leaning back on his swivel chair and massaging his temple.“She was being rude and I don’t like being treated that way… I’m not like before… I change.” and so does you, I wanted to add that but I stop myself before I could say it, he’s still my boss in every angle I look at.“She’s has the second biggest shares in the company, and even though the company can handle without them some investors are going to question why they backed out and they will soon do it too.”I didn’t realize how that would affect the business. I look down on my feet and biting my lips. My tears are behind my eye and I refuse to look at his disappointed face, and also because I might cry in front of him and that would totally suck and unprofessional of me. “I’m sorry.” I gulp as my voice crack a little.“Myles.” He calls me by my name in a soft voice. If I wasn’t g
25“Hey! Wake up.” I scratch my eye and open it a little and when I saw mom I immediately sit on the bed and look at her in confusion.“Why am I here? And not my own house.”“Asher took you here.” She smirk when she mention his name. “He said he doesn’t know the pass code of your apartment.” She chuckle. “That only means he knows where you live.” She shook her head before going out of the room that made me more shock of what’s happening right now.It made me wonder how did she know where my mother lives, this isn’t the same house we used to live in the past, but when I saw the clock hanging in the wall of my room I immediately hurry and get ready for work.“Fuck.” I curse a hundred of words hoping it will move much faster so I could go to work in time but right now I doubt I have that chance given the circumstances. I’m still dizzy and I feel like throwing up but hell I need to work although I’m a little embarrass to go especially that I’m having a hangover.“You’re not eating” I’m st
24“I can go home on my own you know? I’m not a little kid anymore.” I said to Asher as he walk me outside.“My mom insisted I should take you home. Let’s just go, plus they would hate it when they’re not sure that you got home safe.”I pouted. He has a point but I hate that he has the last say.“Fine.” I said and walk to the passenger side of his car. “Open the door.” I said as I can’t open it. He didn’t and walk towards me before clicking something before opening the door for me. “I can do it you know if you had clicked it.”He just shrugged and walk to the driver’s side. We drove in silent after I told him my address and now that we’re here in my apartment I don’t know why he went down on his car too.“What are you doing? I’m already here, you can go now. Thank you for the ride.”“I want to walk you home. Just to make sure.” he put his hands on his pocket. Oh, did I mention that he;s still wearing his button down shirt with his slacks that perfectly hugged his biceps in place?“I c
23“Miss Myles?”“Yes?” I stood up from my chair still can’t believe that I just saw Asher… again after the wedding.“Let’s go.” She said that made me confuse but still followed her. I didn’t really had the change to ask her where we’re going but I already had my speculation the moment we stop walking and stop at the door the boss’ office… Asher’s office.“What are we doing here?” I nervously asked. I don’t really know how to face Asher right now. I didn’t expect him to be my boss and years of being friends why didn’t he even mention that his family own this company? Is that why when I was overlooking this company his mom appeared out of nowhere? It’s all making sense now but even after realizing that I’m still not ready to meet him as he saw me in my lowest and it still hurt me every night how easily I threw our friendship away for Harry--Harry who doesn’t care about me and hurt me more than I can remember.“Oh, the CEO wanted to meet you.” She smile and knock the door before openin
22“Is it true?”“What’s true?”“That you were cheating and if you are tell it to me immediately.” Even if I had told Asher that I don’t believe him and that Harry wouldn’t do that to me, I still can’t help but ask him. It’s been bothering me for a while and we had a fight but that didn’t stop me from talking to him about it.“What are you talking about? I won’t do that to you. I know I was a jerk last time but I realize my mistake now. I cherish you and you’re important to me.” He said but his face looks gloomy and I’m scared because my friendship with Asher just ended and what if he’s right? Not only did I loose my boyfriend but I also lost my best friend.“Okay. Thank you for telling me.” I smiled and left him and begin to walk towards my classroom where Asher is sitting in his usual seat.When he saw that I enter the room he immediately look at me or maybe wait for me to sit on his side but I sat a few chairs from him that made some girl sit on my usual seat.I pouted and look awa
21“Mom, do we really have to do this? This is just absurd. I can’t believe this is happening.”Mom nodded and didn’t even look at me. “It’s the least we can do, Myles.”“What do you mean by that? Dad doesn’t deserve even the least mom and you know that! I hate this, don’t we have shame?”“Myles! He’s still your father and yes we’re going because he stayed for us even though we were divorce, for your sake.” She said and look at me through the mirror.I bit my lips and shook my head. “I know that mom but I don’t want to be there and act like this is okay for me because the truth is I’m hurting and going to his wedding will do more damage than good.”“I’m sorry, honey but I promise your dad and you know promises are sacred and I like to keep mine.”“Well, for dad promises aren’t sacred because the moment he chose someone else even after you got married all his promises were broken mom. I hope you realize that.” I close my eyes tight. “I’m sorry, that was out of line. I’ll be waiting in