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Chapter 83
Amber
(Christmas day)
Cali’s eyes glazed over slightly, in the tell-tale sign of a mind link and I watched as her face screwed up in a comical expression, under any other circumstances I would have laughed aloud, but I really didn’t have it in me today.
“Tristan said your parent have gone home, they want you to call them later.” She informed and I nodded, my mind registering the look of love that was plain for all to see, any time she spoken about, or even thought of her mate.
How I envied that. It was all I had every truly wanted, a family to call my own. A mate that loved me and a brood of children to occupy my time. Now it seemed that would never be my reality, because let’s be honest, even in this day and age, who would want to mate with a child in tow.
“I’m sorry Amber but we have to get ready for the party. Do you want to skip it?” Cali asked wincing and I offer
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