Declan
I cant believe all that my brother is telling us happened to him. It explains why he's been such a dickhead the past few years. I can't believe he had a baby girl and didn't even tell us. I cant wait to see pictures of her. If that bitch wouldn't have wrecked her car on purpose then we'd still have Nevaeh here with us. Harley telling Jax that we were all her forever and that the baby would've been hers also hit hard. The fact that she would've raised another woman's baby as her own makes me love her even more than i already did. When she asked Jax about getting a necklace and putting Nevaeh's ashes in it so she could wear them and keep her with her, it stunned Jax. He just sat and staired at her before kissing her like his like depended on it. When they both finally came up for air Jax said "I'll take you to the jewlery store that i bought mine at. They have some really pretty ones. They had really girly lookingHunter To say that last night was an emotional roller coaster would be an understatement. I feel like I was put through the wringer and back again. I was pissed off and wanting to hit something when I found out about all that Harley had been through. But to hear Jax tell us why he's been such a dickhead lately had me ready to explode with anger. I can't believe everything he went through and didn't tell us about it. To think that he stayed with that suckubitch and had a baby with her blows my mind. And what kind of an evil monster would kill her own child just because it didn't belong to her psycho-druggie boyfriend? She knew that Jax would've taken the baby and raised her alone. If she didn't want the baby all she had to do was give her to us. We all would've loved her like she was our own. I know that I would have. There's nothing I want more than to settle down and have a family. I'm ready for it. I can un
Harley The past couple of days have been super long. Between work and telling my family about my past trauma I'm just beat. And then to top it off to find out what all Jax had to go through because of that twat waffle just pisses me straight the fuck off. I mean really, why would any woman in her right mind put someone through what she did to him? It's just messed up. But what she did to her unborn daughter is even worse. How could you choose some man over your child and try to kill that child, while you're pregnant with it, because it didn't belong to the guy you were currently with? Fuck no, If a guy couldn't accept my child then he couldn't accept me. It takes a douche canoe to not be able to overlook dna. I not only hope that Big Bertha gets ahold of her in jail but that she ends up with herpiegonnasyphelise. Hell, she probably already has shit that Ajax won't take off and penicillin won't cure.
Jackson After the last couple of days, I feel completely drained. And I'd bet that Harley feels the same way. Sharing our stories with the others was hard for both of us. I know it was for me. But I'm glad that it's off of my chest and that not only do my brothers now know but so does Harley. Now for the hard part, telling my parents about why I've been a dick lately. My moms going to explode on me. And so will my dads. I told Hunter on the way to work this morning that I wanted to go see them. I had planned to go alone but he said he was going with me. He wasn't going to let me do it alone and that Dec would probably go with me as well. I figured that I'd wait until later and get ahold of Mom. I didn't want to call too early and wake her up. She's usually up when my dads get up for work but sometimes she lays back down. After being at work for a few hours we got called out to an apartment complex fire. T
JacksonWe sat for just a few minutes before my mom went off. "Damn it, Jackson Tyler Garrison! How could you keep this from us for this fucking long? A baby Jackson, you had a baby and didn't think that was important enough to tell us when it happened. We should've been there to help you through it all. We could've sat at the hospital with you, and you wouldn't have gone through that alone. I hope that little bitch is in jail for a long assed time after what she did to my grandbaby.""Baby take a breath and don't get worked up too much. I agree with her, though, Jax, you should've called us. We'd have all been there for you. You shouldn't have had to go through something so hard alone. It's no wonder you have been so damn angry at the world. I would've been too. To lose a child isn't something anyone should ever have to go through. You shouldn't have had to suffer alone. But that ends now. We are all here for you. An
HarleyIt was a couple of months later and everything had been going well with my guys. We spent every night together when we weren't working. I was very much in love with them. Jax took us to get necklaces and the guys all had one that looked like his. And his mom and I had little silver bears. Hers had a thing on it with footprints on one side and a poem about granddaughters on the other. Mine had a thing with footprints on one side and the other said mommy's baby girl is now her little angel. It also had a halo on it. I loved it so much.Things at work were going better than they were. And thankfully, there has been no sign of any of the psychos that are after me. I hope that it stays that way. My dad and brothers and brother-in-law have all settled in nicely and have gotten good jobs. My brother and his fiancé have been talking about getting an apartment when things settle down. Henley and I have talk
HunterThe past few months have been the best of our lives. Ever since Jax told us about his daughter and what happened, we have all gotten closer than we were. He even sat down with Cole and Henley and told them what happened and why he had been such a dick. Cole was almost as heart broken as what Harley was when he told us. He cried and told Jax that he should kick his ass for keeping something so huge from us.Jax took it all in stride and even told him that he'd let him kick his ass for what he did. Harley and Cole took the pictures that Jax had and made eight by tens of all of them. They now hang throughout our apartment and Harley and Henley's house. As well as our mom's house, she has put the pictures everywhere. I don't know how she did it, but Harley took one of the pictures of Jax holding Nevaeh and added all of us guys and mom and dads to one. And on another one, she added us guys an
DeclanThe morning started great. We got up, got ready for work, and had breakfast with the family. I gave Harley a big kiss and sent her off with Cole to work. We were following behind everyone to head to work. I was driving my truck today, and it was a good thing that I did. I have a siren that I can attach to my roof in emergency situations. And this morning was an emergency situation.As we were starting up along the straight stretch, I saw a car come flying out of the only road that turns off of the main road. They hit Harley and Cole hard and sent the car over the side of the road. Henley and I both cussed, and then he called into the station. I attached the siren to the roof of my truck and took off. I called Jax and told him that we were going after the guy and to make sure that our girl was OK.We chased the car all over town and eventually more squad c
HarleyAfter I felt the big shock to my chest, I gasped and was finally able to open up my eyes. I could see people everywhere and hear so much noise. The first thing that I said was "How's Hayden is he ok?" and I put my right arm on my stomach. My left arm must be broken because it was in a cast and I couldn't move it.At first, it was like no one could hear me. I was trying to talk but my mouth was so dry. Finally, a nurse filled a cup with water and brought it to me. She put the straw in my mouth and I got a drink of water. Finally, a doctor asked me "How are you feeling, does anything hurt, and if so what?"I could see the guys all standing outside the door. I looked back at the doctor and said "My whole body hurts but I can't take pain medicine. I need to know if Hayden is ok. Please tell me that he's ok." Everyone was giving me weird looks like