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Chapter 19
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2024-07-20 19:00:18Harley
When I finally wake up the next day, it's going for ten o'clock. After telling Hinley everything that I went through I had trouble falling asleep.I honestly didnt think I would be able to ever fall asleep last night. It was like everytime I closed my eyes I could see it all again. I was reliving every last thing that he did to me.It took so long to get past what he did to me that for awhile I didnt think that I would ever be ok again. You see on tv everyday where they talk about victims of abuse but you never imagine that it will happen to you until it does.Hell, I remember having to do a couple of different papers in one of my classes in college about the different types of abuse. I even had to find cases that went with each one and explain what happened and what the end results where for the victim.I knew that as long as I lived in Boston close to him that I wouldn't be ok. When I decided to move out here to be closer to mRelated chapters
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Harley After spending most of the day cuddled up on the couch with Hunter I decided to fix dinner. Hunter sat with me while I got out all of the stuff to make tacos and started getting the hamburger cooking. As I was browning my hamburger I was also dicing up my tomatoes and lettuce. I looked in the pantry and found a couple cans of refried beans as well as salsa, so I got it out and started the refried beans cooking. While I was cooking Hunter got the soft tortillas and a bag of doritos out of the pantry for me. And then he got the bag of shredded cheese and sour cream out of the fridge.He was laughing at me as I was cooking because I was singing and dancing around the kitchen as well. "Im a very lucky guy im getting dinner and a show" he laughed. "Haha I don't just sing and dance for anyone. So you should feel pretty lucky" I said while giggling. We were laughing and joking around as I finished up dinner. It wasnt long u
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Harley Walking into my bedroom and seeing Declan and Hunter standing on either side of my bed made my jaw drop. Both of them work out so that they will be fit for their jobs. Dec has to be able to chase bad guys and run when they try to run from them. And Hunter has to be able to lift on patients and lift the gurney with the patients on it. I know for a fact that they work out just about everyday. Usually its in the mornings before they have a shift. And if they don't have a shift then they still work out. And let me to you, boy does it pay off. All of those muscles on display, holly hotness. I was one lucky bitch. I swear that they had muscles on muscles. Like an eight pack and those line things. You know the ones that Im talking about right. The sexy one that leads right down to fun town. They had muscles in their legs and their arms as well. I had never felt so lucky. I've never thought that I
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Harley I woke up the next morning on my back dazed and trying to figure out why I was hot and what the hell was on me keeping me from moving. When I was finally able to open my eyes I looked down and seen two arms across me. One was across my stomach holding my pussy and the other was across my chest holding my tit. I looked at Hunter and Declan and they looked so peaceful and so cute sleeping. I hated to have to wake them up but I had to use the bathroom, really bad. I managed to move both of their hands and crawl to the bottom of the bed to get out. Once I was free I went to the bathroom and took care of my business and then brushed my teeth. I took my hair down and brushed it out and then pulled it up into a bun. When I was done in there I went back to my bedroom and put my shirt and shorts back on. After I was dressed I left the guys a note on the bedside table and went downstairs. I needed coff
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Harley Once im ready I head downstairs so that we can leave. When I get to the kitchen the guys have everything cleaned up from breakfast and put away. "Ok, Im ready to go, I need someone to help me carry the containers that have the cookies and fudge in it. And I've also got the pans with the potatoes and pasta salad in it" I said. "Don't worry baby, Dec and I will carry it all to the truck. Were just going to take Dec's truck we can all fit in it. Lover boys over there will ride in the back and you can sit in the front between Dec and I" Hunter said. "Ok that works for me, If were all ready then lets head out. I gotta make alot of meatballs for Gramps Dawson when we get there." We gathered up everything we had to take and Hinley went out last so that he could set our alarm for the house and lock up. He went around while I was getting ready making sure that all of the doors were locked tight. When we got to the truck Decla
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Harley Sunday morning after the family day, I got up and helped make breakfast for everyone. Between Chelsea, Suzy, Cole and I we make pancakes, scrambled eggs, bacon, sausage, sausage gravy, hash browns, and biscuits. We also had coffee, tea, orange juice and ice water to drink sat out. We almost had it done by the time everyone got up. Once we all ate and we where done, my guys (Jax included) did the clean up. We spent an hour after breakfast with everyone before taking off. The rest of Sunday was spent being lazy around the pool at home. Ian had called and told me that something came up and him and my brothers would be out by the next weekend definitely. The were not going to put it off any longer. He wanted to be able to get to know Hinley and I like he's getting to know Fergus and Robert. I was excited to get to know him as well. It would be nice to have a parent that actually cared about us. I couldn't wait untill
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Harley When Cole and I finally got home we sepertated our food and then headed in separate directions. I went to my room and flopped down on my bed. It had been such a long and stressful day. Im so glade that I didn't have to deal with Zeke. But putting up with his brother was horrible. He was nothing but an asshole the whole time that I tried to work on him. He just kept saying mean shit to me. I was glade that Dec was there with me so I didn't have to deal with him alone. When the time for me to clock out came I was so happy to be out of there. I have bad days at work but this was probably one of the worst ones in a long time. To have someone that has been threatening you and his brother be brought in. It will stress you out majorly. By the end of the night my stress levels was so high. Once I was settled into bed I made a call to my Psychiatrist. I have her personal number and she will take my ca
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Harley When I wake up the next time Im laying across Declan's body. Hunter is on the bed behind me sound asleep laying on his stomach. Both of the guys have their boxers on. I rolled over onto my back and yawn and stretch at the same time. I decide to get up and grab another shower and then go find food. I was starving, it must be because of last night activities. I still cant believe that happened. I have wanted it for awhile now. I just always hoped that it would be the four of us together when it happened. I have faith that one day Jax will be with us. I just hope that he figures out what's going on and lets us in. He should know by now that we all love him and want to be there for him. Even without him with us, last night was more than I have ever dreamed that It could be. It was honestly amazing. Now don't get me wrong. I have gotten myself off before. I have vibrators that I use. But I have never ev
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Harley 10 Years Later It's hard to believe that eleven years ago, I was madly in love and thought that it was only one-sided. It's hard to believe that with the twist of fate and an accident, we become closer. Well after not talking for a month but that's another story. At first, it was only the three of us but soon we had our missing family member with us. We have had many hardships over the years and we have stuck together and gotten through them all. It started with Jax and him letting us know about his well our baby girl to what I went through with Preston and Grace. A couple of years after Grace was sent to jail, Jax got a phone call and a letter from Missy. Somehow Grace had ended up on the same cell block as her and they got to talking one day. Turns out that Grace was trying to stir up shit from behind bars. She told Missy all about me and how I was married to Jax and his brothers when she was bragging about trying to fool them. Missy got pissed when she found out th
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Harley8 Months LaterAfter everything that had happened, we were finally on our honeymoon. We wanted to go somewhere warm but was safe to take the boys. They were now ten months old and crawling all over the place. Both of them were pulling themselves up and trying to walk around. Both boys weigh at fifteen pounds each. They are growing like little weeds on me. The first word that either of them said was momma. It made me cry to hear it and I loved it. The second thing that they said was Bo, he's the service dog that I got to help me. I ended up losing the sight in my left eye.A week after court was done and over with, we started to move on with our lives. I ended up running a high fever and having trouble with my eye. We went back to the hospital and I ended up being admitted again. Turns out that I had gotten an infection in my eye and had to be on antibiotics for it. I ended up losing what little bit of sight I had
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HarleyThe next few months were hard as hell to get through. The first time that I got to hold my boys I cried so hard. Thankfully the guys were all able to be back in the NICU with me. The rule was that only two people at a time were allowed to be with one baby. But because we had two babies all of us could go back.The first few weeks they were on a feeding tube and then they finally started to take a bottle. They did tests on the boys to make sure that they were healthy and fine. When they started them on the bottle, they didn't want to take it at first. The doctor had me try to breastfeed them and they both had a little bit of trouble but took right to it. When I wasn't there and they had to take the bottle they hated it but would drink from it.I spent a couple of weeks in the hospital until they finally got my blood pressure under control and w
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HarleyI felt like I was floating in darkness and couldn't find my way out. I don't know how long I was like that. After what seemed like forever I could hear someone saying my name but they were so far away. I could hear them and then I was right back out again.Finally, I started to be able to hear the voices become louder and louder. I was able to hear the Dr. right beside me now saying my name. "Harley, Harley, can you hear me?" I was finally able to blink my eyes and then open them. The first thing that I saw was everyone standing over me with worried looks on their faces.I was blinking trying to get my eyes to stay open. The Dr. asked me again "Harley, can you hear me? Are you ok, do you feel Ok?" I didn't know why she was asking about me I wanted to know how my sons were doing. So the first thing that I said was "How are my boys, where are my boys? I want to see my
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HarleyWhen I was first admitted to the hospital, I was only around six months pregnant. It was determined that because I have placental abruption, and because I'm pregnant with twins, I would spend the remainder of my pregnancy in the hospital. I wasn't looking forward to it because it's hard to tell how long I will need to be in the hospital. Thankfully Cole loves me and came through for me. He brought me my Kindle so that I could read and my yarn stuff so I could crochet. I wasn't bored and even made a few new blankets while in here.It's been a month and a half and I'm now seven and a half months pregnant. The babies have both been doing great so far. After I had the surgery on my face and eye, they left the bandages on for a few days before checking it. It was touch and go for a while, I ended up with a pretty bad infection in my eye and face. They thought that I might end up losing
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HarleyWhen I first came to I wasn't sure where I was at. It wasn't until I saw Dr. Eric that I knew I was in the hospital. After talking to them and learning what happened, I was told that Hayden was ok and I needed surgery. When Preston fell after I shot him he hit my face with the knife. I wasn't able to see and they were hoping that with the surgery I'd be able to regain my eyesight.I got to see my guys for a few minutes before they took me down for surgery. They wheeled me into the other room and then moved me to another bed. When they had everything ready they put a mask over my face and had me start counting backwards from a hundred. One hundred, ninety-nine, ninety-eight, ninety-seven, ninety-six, ninety-five. And that's all that way the last number I remember saying.When I finally woke up I was really groggy and didn't know where I was at first.
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JacksonThe past few hours have been pure hell. When we finally got everyone together and headed toward where Harley was I was a nervous wreck. But walking into that warehouse and seeing Harley lying there bleeding scared me so badly. Especially when I saw where all the blood was coming from. Thankfully Hunter was right there and was able to help her.Cole went to help that bastard Preston to try to keep him from dying. After seeing the shape that my wife was in I honestly didn't care if he lived or not. I went over and tried to help Hunter, I had first aid training but not like he did. Thankfully the squad arrived soon and the first guys took the rat bastard out. The second squad got Harley stable and then with the help of us guys got her out to the squad to transport to the ER.Hunter rode with her and Cole rode in with Preston, so Henley, Declan, and I ran ba
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DeclanAfter we got the call from Harley, the guys and I headed to the station. Henley had called and filled in the chief to let him know what was going on and that we needed backup. When we got to the station, we had about twenty guys ready and waiting for us. It was days like today that I really loved my job and the guys that I worked with. They were all ready and waiting to go with us.Jax and Hunter even let the guys at the fire station know to be on standby just in case we have to call them in.We had stopped at the hospital after Cole called us to get the surveillance cameras and to see if anyone saw anything. Then we headed to the fire station to let the guys know what happened. Cole came with us when we were done investigating everything at the hospital. He was done for the day and was worried about Harley, he also wanted to be with us just in case we needed medical help. We wanted all of our
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HarleyI sat there waiting for him to walk back in. I had my gun hidden so he didn't see it at first. I was going to wait as long as I could before I shot him. I was trying to figure out where it would be best to shoot him. It had to be somewhere that would count so that so that he couldn't beat on me anymore. Or even get close to me.So as I waited for him I put my training to use and tried to think of what places would do the most damage if you were shot. I decided that if I had to I would aim for his stomach and then the legs if that didn't work. I would do what I had to, to protect myself. After a few minutes, I heard a truck start up and leave and figured that Dr. Dick was leaving. I hoped very much that Dec and Henley caught him on his way out of here.After I heard it leave I could hear Grace and Preston make their way towards me.
