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Chapter 40

Author: Amakay
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Alisha's POV

"San toi,je ne suis rien (without you I am nothing) " His smooth voice registers in my mind as the words flow across my ears lighting a fire in my soul.

"I just hope that means you feel the same way" My heart is beating out of my chest and I'm drowning in his sable brown eyes. I no longer care how I look or who is around us at this moment. It's like the world stopped it's movement, frozen in time, and there is only the two of us. I'm finding it hard to breathe as he pulls me by my hand closer to him, the heat is pouring off of his body. Running his hands up my arms stopping at my shoulders , leaving us inches apart. Tingles erupt where our skin meets and it's like a lava flow as it spreads up and out throughout my body. I've never experienced anything like this ever before.

"You are mine, as I am yours. " He leans close to my ear and whispers. His voice is making my body feel so different, this is new and I love it, letting it carry me away. As I become lost in this ove
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