Alisha's POV I just stared at him after that statement, watching his face and thinking how nice it would be to give it a hard punch. I had forgotten just for a moment about that incident and now realize I still had that shit to deal with. Should have figured nothing was going to be easy anymore, everything for me has been a shit storm ever since I came back from the states. Part of me wishes I had stayed in Montana with my sister but my career goals are a priority in my life. Right now I don't even know where that stands after everything that's happen. All I can do is survive one day to the next and my future goals are sitting on the back burner. Do I even have a future anymore.I have to get too many other important things settled first and one of the main things is Alpha Lucien. As I meet him eye to eye , I have no idea what to do about him. So I sit here across from my true mate and I find myself questioning all the decisions that led me here. I was once so sure and confident abou
Alisha's POVIt's been over two hours since my conversation with my mate Lucien and I still haven't cooled down totally. His attitude about genders is making me grind my teeth, how could the moon goddess pair me with such a backwards male. The world I live in doesn't work with gender roles like that and I will never accept that kind of restriction. I suppose if we mated he'd want to keep me barefoot and pregnant, cleaning house and baking cookies . That is not who I am , nor will I ever be in the future. It's fine for those who want to do that but that's not me. Women should have just as much a choice in the path of their lives as men. I've met women in power who out shined many males in the same roles. We aren't just weak creatures needing a man to lead us around like some pet on a leash. Granted there are some females I grew up with that wouldn't survive without someone leading them around but I've known men too like that. We are all different and should be treated like the indivi
Lucien's POV I stormed out of that room as fast as my feet could take me, I knew that if I stayed another minute I'd shift and go ballistic. My control was almost slipping away rapidly. She was supposed to be mine, I was supposed to be the ONLY one touching her body in that way. My true mate betrayed me and I couldn't stand to be in the same room as her at that moment. Sure I said some hateful things but I never expected that behavior from her. She threw it right back in my face , standing up to be and not backing down. No female has ever done that to me before and it shocked me. Her attitude is so unlike the females in my pack, she demands respect and refuses to let her thoughts be ignored. I had thought she was going to be the quiet female I meet that first day.When I first saw her that day, coming out of the backseat of that car my heart stopped in my chest. She was beautiful, her emerald green eyes looking at me some innocently as they peered into my soul. I saw nothing but he
Alisha's POV The sound of those screeching alarms was deafening , with enhanced hearing it was so much worse. I felt like my eardrums were going to burst and I wanted to scream right along with them. I hate loud noises and this was horrible. The only good thing about it was it gave me more time to think about my answer . Everyone's attention was now on what was happening around us and off of me. I didn't mind it one bit, in fact they could just forget about it. I'm not going to say anything if they don't. I could see Lucien mind linking someone , his face became hard as his eyes narrowed in on me. Damn you'd have thought I killed someone, well yeah I didn't technically but not since I've been in here. This time no one could accuse me of anything, I've been locked up for the last three days in here and my every move was monitored by cameras constantly. For once I was glad of my circumstances, one less thing to be blamed for and the video was my alibi. The alarms shut off almost as
Alisha's POV That fucking bitch.She didn't like me from day one and made that very clear to anyone who would listen. The mistake I made was thinking it was all talk . I underestimated her and I'll never make that mistake again. Damn she is evil. Note to self, never ignore that little voice inside your head when it tells you someone is bad. The one thing I'm not sure about is why she would let Alvan go free, what purpose was there to that. Someone didn't think that action all the way through obviously. Was she hoping it would be blamed on me? Tie me in with my murderous lover's actions? Or maybe justify her accusations about me and the death of that male who attacked me. Of course I'm just guessing but I hope to get a chance to be there when she's questioned. "Do you have any idea why your mother would do such a thing?" Dad was just as curious as I was about her behavior. "None at all , but I'll get that answer soon enough." Lucien said before mind linking someone again. He was
Alisha's POV Lucien reached out for my hand, his arm extended and his palm up as he waited for me to take it."Let's go ma ange (my angel) " His dark sable eyes peering into mine , the deep look spoke volumes to my heart. I placed my hand in his and the instant warmth of the contact was like a direct link to my heart (and other places further south on me). What can I say , this man just lights a fire in my body with minimal contact. Must be something to do with the whole mate bond thing and I can't say I don't enjoy that part of it. It's very intense when it happens."I'm going to have to learn French aren't I ?" I smile at him "Every time you speak it I feel like l'm missing something important. " His voice is soft and seductive to my ears. He just gives me that pantie melting look , the same one he gave me the first day we met. "I would be honored to teach you mon amour (my love)" As he pulls gently on my hand encouraging me to my feet. I stand beside him now and we prepare to h
Alisha's POV Lucien opened his office door at the exact moment my Uncle had his hand up to knock on it. We stood there for a moment just looking at each other, each a little surprised to see each other. I knew I'd have to see him soon but wasn't expecting him to be right there."Alisha, I was hoping you were here. I'd like to speak with you if you'd allow me to. " He looked sincere . I just nodded my head before backing up into the room again. Once we are all inside, Lucien shuts the door to give us privacy from anyone who could be passing by. "You can stay if you'd like " He addressed Lucien "I won't keep her very long. " Lucien hadn't looked like he was planning on leaving even if he hadn't said that. It was his office after all and I'm sure he wanted to hear what my uncle had to say. He was very protective of me now and after my last encounter with my Uncle he knew I wasn't on good terms with him.I was still pissed at him, jumping to conclusions and putting out my business for
Alisha's POVI just stood inside that building, hiding from the world outside and wondering how my life ended up here like this. I had mixed feelings about Alvin before and even now it wasn't any clearer. I did know we would never see each other again and that chapter in my life was done. There was a big empty hole in my heart from losing him that much I knew. He was a good friend to me and I cared about him. I didn't love him like he did me, but I didn't want to hurt him either. I've never had to deal with so much in my old closed world and now Bam it hits me hard again upside my head. Ever since my eyes were opened to the supernatural world nothing has gone right. Now more than ever I wish I was back home in my parents home the innocent little girl being watched over and cared for, ignorant of the world hidden around me. The only worry I had was what to wear to school the next day and having to make sure my homework was done. It was so simple then and none of this adult supernatura
Alisha's POV "Are you going to get up" I poked Lucien's arm hard with my fingernail, yeah I know it hurts but it works so well."Ouch, I'm going to have scars on my arms from you doing that. " He complains with a whine, pulling the blanket up to his shoulder. " I wasn't planning on getting up , it's Sunday and we can sleep in. Go back to sleep""I'm not tired anymore and since I'm up you have to be too. " I attempt to pull the blanket covering his arm back down , it wasn't going to move with his tight grip on it no matter how I tugged on it."Stop that" he growled out at me in a playful tone"What if I don't" I shot right back at him , tugging even harder on the blanket now. "Last warning" was his replyThis was going to be fun and I knew it, there was no way I was going to let it go now. Using two hands now I threw all my weight behind it and pulled hard. He let go of the blanket at that moment and I flew off the bed onto the floor. I landed on the thick rug next to it with the bla
Alisha's POV The heat between our bodies was intense, nothing I have ever felt before in my life had even came close. It felt as if my clothes would melt off. Hot damn this man can kiss and when his tongue slipped into my mouth it was all over. I was ready and willing to go for it right here in his office. I don't give two shits about any rules anymore and the only thing I was interested in was finishing what we started last night. There was no stopping us now.I was so unaware of my actions I didn't even realize we had moved until we were on the couch that was tucked in the corner of his office. My body and his moved on autopilot now, eager to explore each other and fulfill this burning need deep inside. I was on fire and he was the only thing that could put it out.His body was pressed down on mine as we let our passion free. Hands roaming greedily over each other , touching and exploring intimate places. Moans echoed in my ears as the excitement built. I didn't think about what I
Alisha's POV Mom wasted no time dragging my ass down the hall, pulling on my wrist like a child in deep trouble. I guess that isn't too far from the truth right now. Except I'm an adult now and have been living on my own since I was eighteen. I didn't want to be treated like this.I dug my heels in and stopped dead in my tracks. One hand holding on tightly to the towel wrapped around my body as I tugged hard to free my trapped one. "Mom stop, quit pulling on me like this. I can keep up with you just fine. " This wasn't effective as she paid no attention to what I was saying and kept tugging on me hard. "I'm not a small child and don't want to be treated like one""Let's go" her voice was firm and I knew she was still pissed off about everything. Her fingers dug in even harder as she attempted to get me moving again. "Act like a child and get treated like a child"How was I acting like a child, because the way I see it my actions were pure adult until she blasted into the situation.
Alisha's POV His eyes were fixed on mine, watching me with the intensity of a predator . The normal naturally dark brown eyes were darker now and the whites were barely visible. The emotions he felt at this moment were raw and open , he wanted me and he wanted me really bad. That seemed to trigger a response from deep down inside of me, a need that I have never felt so strongly filled my mind. I wanted him too. Any thoughts of rules were driven from my mind at that moment. Fuck the rules I wanted my mate and my primal instincts weren't going to be denied. This was more than just lust, it went way deeper than that.Moving slowly towards the large hot tub of water I began to peel off my shirt, dropping it at my feet carelessly as I stepped forward. My eyes never leaving him, my desire for him leading my actions as I had his total focus. He knew I wanted him just as badly as he wanted me. Stepping out of my shorts , kicking my feet free they were quickly left on the floor the same as
Alisha's POV Lucien insisted that I shift back into my wolf form before his guards arrived, it went without saying that he didn't want them to see my naked body. Usually something like that would set me off, I don't like anyone trying to dictate what I should and shouldn't do. But this time I didn't argue with him, he had just killed four male rogues to keep me safe. He was ruthless in his attack and I just stood there watching as he tore them apart with ease. I was so impressed he could ask me anything right now and I'd do it without arguing. It didn't even bother me he killed four men, of course they were in wolf form and didn't look like men. Maybe if they had been in human form it would have bothered me , but right now I didn't give two shits about them. They wanted me dead and now they are. Reluctantly I pulled out of Lucien's embrace and shifted back into my wolf form. He stood naked in front of me without a hint of modesty. Nudity wasn't an issue with these people that was
Lucien's POV Alisha followed behind me as I led the way outside, neither of us speaking but true to her promise she stayed within the required distance but no closer. Once we got to the changing rooms she moved quickly to enter inside , once we were in wolf form the chance to speak was gone. I couldn't let that happen, there was so much between us that needed to be said and ignoring it was just going to damage any progress."Alisha, could you wait a minute please." She stopped dead in her tracks at my words, I could see her back stiffen. "Could you please face me, I have something to say. " that was a rule after all.She hesitated at first but did as I asked, her eyes focused on my face and for a moment I was lost in those eyes. Those emerald green eyes seemed to peer into my soul , making me forget what I was going to say. I began stepping closer to her automatically , not even aware I was doing so until she put her arm up to stop my forward movement. "What did you need Lucien"
Alisha's POV Does he want me or not?"It's wouldn't be fair to my daughter to be left in limbo waiting for your decision. " Dad's expression not changing. "You can't expect her to put her life on hold until you make up your mind. I need a better answer than that.""I understand that sir but it's not that easy a decision to make right now." Lucien is right, this isn't a easy decision not with the shit storm I've created around here, he had a hand in part of that too. "I know the two of you started out with a lot of issues but my wife and I think this is something that can be worked through . But it would take a commitment from the both of you to do this." Mom nods her head in agreement with him.Lucien turns his head and looks at me, the first time since we first came in the room. His eyes meeting mine again and I can't read his expression. His dark brown eyes stare into mine with intensity."What do you want Alisha? This isn't all on me, you have a choice in this matter too. Do you
Alisha's POV Why did I agree to do this?Oh that's right my Mom didn't give me a choice.My shoes made a small click each time the heels made contact with the hardwood floors with every step. The sound echoed in my ears and I chose to focus on it instead of the drama I knew was ahead of me. Trust me there is drama coming and everyone involved knew that. None of us where going blindly into this but I know it was set up with good intentions in mind. My parents wanted me to be happy and felt this was the right path leading to it. The fact Lucien went along with it was surprising, but I'm guessing he must have figured it was going to happen sooner or later. Bite the bullet and get over it kind of thing. We are going to be in his pack for who knows how long and it was unavoidable in the long run. He couldn't hide forever in his office and I couldn't in my room. We wouldn't be able to avoid each other the entire time. Maybe after tonight we can tolerate being around each other at times,
Alisha's POV Being the good daughter I am, at least most of the time, I did as I was told sort of. I really just wanted to hide my head under the covers and wish this whole mess away, but that wasn't going to happen. The "rest" I was ordered to do ended up me just lying on the bed staring at the ceiling contemplating my life's choices up to this point again. Something that I have been doing a lot recently, still no magic answer was found as to the why me question. My pity party ended when a soft knock sounded on my locked door. "Time to get up sweetie, I will be back in an hour to help do your hair. I have the cutest outfit for you to wear too." I could tell she was excited and I half wondered what kind of cute outfit she had picked out. Her definition of cute and mine were totally on opposite sides of the country. I chuckled to myself as I thought of some of the outfits my sister and I were forced to wear growing up. I have never been the frilly girl but knew how to put an outfit t