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Chapter 11
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Chapter 11: Two years of relationship
Jack's Perspective
Two years na kami ni Angel, biruin mo matapos ang dalawang taon na paghihintay, umabot din kami ng dalawang taon na pagsasama but...yes there's a but... She is in the abroad na kase, 1 year in a relationship kami at naisipan ni Angel na mag-aral doon with his Dad, tanging sa screen lang kami nagkikita, log-distance kung tawagin.
Tutol ako noong umpisa, kase hindi niya sinabi sa akin agad na may plano pala siyang mag-aral doon, pero sino ba naman ako para pigilan siya sa pangarap niya? Kaya naman in the end, I just let her go, kahit alam kong hindi magiging madali. Nasanay kase ako na kasama siya tapos bigla na lang siyang lalayo!
Well, napakahirap, kase araw-araw mong namimiss ang mga yakap niya, no kisses na mamimiss kase we never been kissed. Oo, I respect her kaya hanggang yakap lang ako sa kanya, at halik sa noo at sa pisngi.
Ilang beses na awayan na din
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