Rachel's POV
"Rachel...." a soft female voice called to me."Rachel, we need to wake up." The female voice sounded pleading and almost urgent. But who was it?My head is throbbing, and I can not seem to shake this darkness. Maybe a few more minutes of rest would be good for me, I think to myself, before trying to drift back to the silence of my sleep."RACHEL WAKE UP NOW!!!!" The voice rumbled through my mind, shaking my soul and sending goosebumps among my body. A flash of the clear blue eyes staring at me flashes through my mind but is gone within a second.My eyes shoot open instantly. I try to sit up, but my head is killing me! I fall back on my pillow. What was that? Normally, I don't dream. I look over at my nightstand to reach for my phone. But the stand wasn't there. Instead, it was knocked over, and the contents in it were on the floor next to it. I stare up at the ceiling and try to remember how I ended up in bed and why stuff is a mess.I recall seeing Jessica looking beyond pissed. Her eyes were wild with hate and looking right at me. She was holding her face, and was that blood I saw slipping through the cracks of her grasp?A picture of her rearing back her fist and deliberately taking one hell of a blow to my temple floods my mind.But something else is missing. Something significant.I remember falling and feeling pain radiate in not only in my temple from Jessica's punch but also from the back of my head. I must have hit my head on my nightstand. I sit up slowly and touch the back of my head."OW!" I hissed out. Yep. Definitely hit it.I remember my dad and Beth running in and towards Jessica."Shit." I say to myself. Somehow, this is my fault. Even if it isn't, it always is with Jessica.I get up and start to clean up the mess on the floor. I wonder what my punishment would be this time. I also wonder exactly what I said to piss off Jessica enough to lay me out like she did.I'm about done when I see my chapstick a few feet away. I crawl over and reach for it, but something next to it catches my eye. Is that blood?I reached out and touched the wet, red, and sticky droplets that were sprinkled around on my floor. Where did it come from? I reach for my face and nothing. I checked my temple, and though it was radiating pain, there was no blood. Lastly, I grazed my fingertips to the back of my skull. It was still tender, but again, there was no blood.I sat on the floor trying to remember what happened when the image of Jessica holding her cheek came to the front. She had gashes across her cheek. But how?The memory felt like it was right there. Right in front of me to grasp, but I just couldn't. My headache seems to intensify the more I focus on what happened in my room. I remember Jessica looking down at my hand. Did I cause those gashes? No way. I feel the answer coming closer to my mind. For some reason, I hold up my hand and look at it.I see something dull brown under my nails. I am just about to examine my hand more closely when a blood hurling scream from outside causes me to stop.Rachel's POV I jumped and rushed to my window. Unfortunately, I moved too fast. The world seemed to spin in all directions. I grabbed the windowsill to steady myself. "Woah..." I groan. I shut my eyes, and I waited for the world to go still again. All of a sudden, the piercing blue eyes I saw in my dreams flashed before me again. "Fuck!" I startled and opened my eyes again. "What the fuck is going on!" I yelled out. Jessica must have really did a number on me. Great. The last thing I need is brain damage from this. I would never hear the end of it with Jessica. Worse, Beth would continue to tell everyone it's another disability I have from not being born to fated mates. Lost in my thoughts again, I almost forgot why I was at the window. As soon as the thought registered I heard another scream. I opened my window and was hit with the strong smell of smoke. I cough and back up. After a few forced coughs, I blink to clear my vision and I peered back out the window and thought my eye
Rachel's POV My heart is pounding in my ears. I take very slow and quiet breaths to try and calm myself. I close my eyes, but the bright blue eyes that have been haunting me since I woke up flashed forward again!What the hell! This whole situation is like a nightmare, and I am alone. I lean forward and try to peek around the door frame and into the main room. Luckily for me, the mud room is at the back of the house and completely opposite from the front door. I can hear someone running upstairs. I stand up and decide to make my exit through the backdoor. I'm about to reach for the knob when I hear someone running downstairs. I freeze. "Rachel!" Hissed a man. "Rachel! It's Clayton. Are you in here?" "Clayton!" I called back. Clayton Black is our Gamma. He is about 6'3" and very slim. The man is built for speed. He is known to be the fastest in the pack. He is even a monster on the battlefield. All his blows are quick and precise. He has trained with me quite a few times and has a
Rachel's POV Clayton rushes to the window and peeks out again. "Fuck!" He hisses under his breath. He walks away and runs both hands through his blonde hair. I step to the window and look around. I see a girl crying and stumbling across my yard. She is heading towards the pack house! She has long black hair that is braided back. I can make out leaves and tiny little twigs clinging to the braid as she gets closer. Something wet is matted to the side of her face. I squint to get a better look at her. Something seems so familiar about her, but it's too hard to make out who she is. One of her eyes is swollen shut. Her cheeks are red and damp from tears and sweat. Blood is dripping down her nose and over her mouth. I follow the flow of blood as it runs over her lips, down her neck, and to her bare chest. Her bare chest?I blink repeatedly and stare with my mouth open. Her shirt is missing. The girl is only wearing a thin brown skirt with tiny white flowers sprinkled here and there. The
Rachel's POV Clayton was pulling on my hand, practically dragging me towards the backdoor. My feet just wouldn't go. I pulled back, dropping my hands to my side and looked at Clayton. "We need to help Joyce." I said loudly. I knew she needed us. Well, she needed Clayton. "She will make it. But you won't! Rachel, you can't shift on demand. You are vulnerable! I promised your dad I would get you out of here. So I'm getting you out of here." He ordered back at me as he yanked me forward towards the backdoor. Can't shift on demand? I thought to myself. What did he mean? I can't shift at all. Why is he talking to me as if I was a normal she wolf. As if I was like everyone here. I am broken. I am an outcast. I was about to tell him all those things when the female voice whispered to me again. "They are here." She stated."They are here!" I repeated. "Rachel, they aren't here yet. They are...." His voice stopped. He sniffed the air and locked eyes with me. I felt chill bumps roll acros
Rachel's POV I stopped mid run and stared at Joyce. She looked up and met my eyes. I swear I saw her swollen red lips silently word out 'help me'. Behind her, casually stepping through the grass, as if it was a normal day, was three rogues in their wolf form. My heart seemed to break in a million pieces as I watched her crawl towards me in terror. Her eye appeared to be worse than when I saw her through the window. Her beautiful porcelain skin was covered in bruises. Her nose looked clearly broken. Her cupid bow lips were busted in several spots. I watched as her breast swayed with each forced movement she made to escape the men, and they looked covered in human bite marks. I couldn't even begin to imagine what my friend had experienced. The men slowly shifted back into their human forms. They continued to approach her and were laughing! They were mocking Joyce and the agony, they were causing her. They picked up speed and grabbed her by the ankle, and yanked her back to them. Joyc
Rachel's POV Silence spread throughout the field of my backyard. Everything and everyone went still. It was as if I commanded the entire atmosphere to halt for a moment.My eyes are still glued to Joyce. Her body was twisted under the men, and her one good eye sparkled with hope as she watched me walk to her. I had no idea how I could help her. I just knew I couldn't leave her. Not like this. I may not have a wolf, but I was a decent fighter in hand to hand combat. My dad made sure I practiced. I never missed a class. Even when I broke my hand, he forced me to continue to train. He said that in a real fight, no one would show me mercy. That more than likely, I would get hurt. And since I couldn't shift to heal myself, I would have to keep fighting if I wanted to survive. I would have to push through my weakness as a wolfless werewolf and fight through. I just needed to fight long enough for Clayton or our other men to get to us. Joyce and I would survive tonight. The men burst into
Rachel's POV 'Oh Moon Godess, I just fucking punched a rogue!' The thought radiated through my brain! There I stood with my fist up, mouth opened, and eyes as big as saucers staring at a now extremely pissed off rogue.Jean spit blood and cut me a glare. He was about to speak when he stopped. He seemed to be whooshing saliva around in his mouth. He took his large filthy hand and placed it on his jaw. He felt around before taking two of his sausage size fingers and began digging them around in his mouth. My shocked expression changed into disgust as I watched him rummage around in his mouth. It was only a few seconds, but seeing all the blood, dirt, and only Godess knows what else was on his hands made me want to gag. Finally, he pulled his wet, bloody fingers from his mouth and between the two massive meaty phalanx held a yellowish cavity filled tooth. I watched as he tossed it to the ground and spit once more before zoning in on me. "When I'm done with you, the others will fuck
Rachel's POVThe thudding of my own heart beat tuned out any noise that was happening around me. I stared towards Jean's direction and saw his wolf aiming right for me. His eyes were blood red. I noticed that for a big man, his wolf was just fairly average in size. His size gave me a tiny boost of confidence. I've sparred against bigger wolves in my pack. His fur was a deep sandy color with the ends of the hair tipped in black, and they stood on the edge of his back as his rage grew from my resistance to go down without a fight. "You need to move now!" Again, the unknown females voice pulsed in my head. Instead of questioning the voice, I obliged. I swiftly rolled off my belly just as Jean's wolf landed where I once laid. I yanked the rake to me, rolled to my feet, and jumped behind the tree. I saw a blur of sandy fur pass right by me as I took shelter against the tree. I stepped on the end of the rake, braking it to form a pointy weapon. I hissed under my breath as the gash in
Rachel's POV"CLAYTON!" I gasped!I was overwhelmed with so much relief! I felt the tension nearly plummet from my body. Clayton's wolf was a sight to see. He stood tall, his muzzle drenched in Jean's blood. The crimson liquid slowly dripped down his smooth coat, making the deep red in his fur even darker. Hao, Clayton's wolf, looked back to the body of the rogue. Jean's wolf lay lifeless at the base of the tree. I could see blood pour from his neck, soaking into the ground. I rushed towards Hao, but he pushed past me, nearly knocking me back on my ass. He raced past me and slammed right into two light orange wolves.During the scuffle, the other two rogues shifted. Both collided with Hao, and all three rolled around on the ground. Whimpers, snarls, fur, blood, and saliva were flying everywhere as they fought to the death. I tried to move around them and look for Joyce. I had to get her to the packhouse fast. I could see her laying on the ground in the fetal position. She didn'
Rachel's POVThe thudding of my own heart beat tuned out any noise that was happening around me. I stared towards Jean's direction and saw his wolf aiming right for me. His eyes were blood red. I noticed that for a big man, his wolf was just fairly average in size. His size gave me a tiny boost of confidence. I've sparred against bigger wolves in my pack. His fur was a deep sandy color with the ends of the hair tipped in black, and they stood on the edge of his back as his rage grew from my resistance to go down without a fight. "You need to move now!" Again, the unknown females voice pulsed in my head. Instead of questioning the voice, I obliged. I swiftly rolled off my belly just as Jean's wolf landed where I once laid. I yanked the rake to me, rolled to my feet, and jumped behind the tree. I saw a blur of sandy fur pass right by me as I took shelter against the tree. I stepped on the end of the rake, braking it to form a pointy weapon. I hissed under my breath as the gash in
Rachel's POV 'Oh Moon Godess, I just fucking punched a rogue!' The thought radiated through my brain! There I stood with my fist up, mouth opened, and eyes as big as saucers staring at a now extremely pissed off rogue.Jean spit blood and cut me a glare. He was about to speak when he stopped. He seemed to be whooshing saliva around in his mouth. He took his large filthy hand and placed it on his jaw. He felt around before taking two of his sausage size fingers and began digging them around in his mouth. My shocked expression changed into disgust as I watched him rummage around in his mouth. It was only a few seconds, but seeing all the blood, dirt, and only Godess knows what else was on his hands made me want to gag. Finally, he pulled his wet, bloody fingers from his mouth and between the two massive meaty phalanx held a yellowish cavity filled tooth. I watched as he tossed it to the ground and spit once more before zoning in on me. "When I'm done with you, the others will fuck
Rachel's POV Silence spread throughout the field of my backyard. Everything and everyone went still. It was as if I commanded the entire atmosphere to halt for a moment.My eyes are still glued to Joyce. Her body was twisted under the men, and her one good eye sparkled with hope as she watched me walk to her. I had no idea how I could help her. I just knew I couldn't leave her. Not like this. I may not have a wolf, but I was a decent fighter in hand to hand combat. My dad made sure I practiced. I never missed a class. Even when I broke my hand, he forced me to continue to train. He said that in a real fight, no one would show me mercy. That more than likely, I would get hurt. And since I couldn't shift to heal myself, I would have to keep fighting if I wanted to survive. I would have to push through my weakness as a wolfless werewolf and fight through. I just needed to fight long enough for Clayton or our other men to get to us. Joyce and I would survive tonight. The men burst into
Rachel's POV I stopped mid run and stared at Joyce. She looked up and met my eyes. I swear I saw her swollen red lips silently word out 'help me'. Behind her, casually stepping through the grass, as if it was a normal day, was three rogues in their wolf form. My heart seemed to break in a million pieces as I watched her crawl towards me in terror. Her eye appeared to be worse than when I saw her through the window. Her beautiful porcelain skin was covered in bruises. Her nose looked clearly broken. Her cupid bow lips were busted in several spots. I watched as her breast swayed with each forced movement she made to escape the men, and they looked covered in human bite marks. I couldn't even begin to imagine what my friend had experienced. The men slowly shifted back into their human forms. They continued to approach her and were laughing! They were mocking Joyce and the agony, they were causing her. They picked up speed and grabbed her by the ankle, and yanked her back to them. Joyc
Rachel's POV Clayton was pulling on my hand, practically dragging me towards the backdoor. My feet just wouldn't go. I pulled back, dropping my hands to my side and looked at Clayton. "We need to help Joyce." I said loudly. I knew she needed us. Well, she needed Clayton. "She will make it. But you won't! Rachel, you can't shift on demand. You are vulnerable! I promised your dad I would get you out of here. So I'm getting you out of here." He ordered back at me as he yanked me forward towards the backdoor. Can't shift on demand? I thought to myself. What did he mean? I can't shift at all. Why is he talking to me as if I was a normal she wolf. As if I was like everyone here. I am broken. I am an outcast. I was about to tell him all those things when the female voice whispered to me again. "They are here." She stated."They are here!" I repeated. "Rachel, they aren't here yet. They are...." His voice stopped. He sniffed the air and locked eyes with me. I felt chill bumps roll acros
Rachel's POV Clayton rushes to the window and peeks out again. "Fuck!" He hisses under his breath. He walks away and runs both hands through his blonde hair. I step to the window and look around. I see a girl crying and stumbling across my yard. She is heading towards the pack house! She has long black hair that is braided back. I can make out leaves and tiny little twigs clinging to the braid as she gets closer. Something wet is matted to the side of her face. I squint to get a better look at her. Something seems so familiar about her, but it's too hard to make out who she is. One of her eyes is swollen shut. Her cheeks are red and damp from tears and sweat. Blood is dripping down her nose and over her mouth. I follow the flow of blood as it runs over her lips, down her neck, and to her bare chest. Her bare chest?I blink repeatedly and stare with my mouth open. Her shirt is missing. The girl is only wearing a thin brown skirt with tiny white flowers sprinkled here and there. The
Rachel's POV My heart is pounding in my ears. I take very slow and quiet breaths to try and calm myself. I close my eyes, but the bright blue eyes that have been haunting me since I woke up flashed forward again!What the hell! This whole situation is like a nightmare, and I am alone. I lean forward and try to peek around the door frame and into the main room. Luckily for me, the mud room is at the back of the house and completely opposite from the front door. I can hear someone running upstairs. I stand up and decide to make my exit through the backdoor. I'm about to reach for the knob when I hear someone running downstairs. I freeze. "Rachel!" Hissed a man. "Rachel! It's Clayton. Are you in here?" "Clayton!" I called back. Clayton Black is our Gamma. He is about 6'3" and very slim. The man is built for speed. He is known to be the fastest in the pack. He is even a monster on the battlefield. All his blows are quick and precise. He has trained with me quite a few times and has a
Rachel's POV I jumped and rushed to my window. Unfortunately, I moved too fast. The world seemed to spin in all directions. I grabbed the windowsill to steady myself. "Woah..." I groan. I shut my eyes, and I waited for the world to go still again. All of a sudden, the piercing blue eyes I saw in my dreams flashed before me again. "Fuck!" I startled and opened my eyes again. "What the fuck is going on!" I yelled out. Jessica must have really did a number on me. Great. The last thing I need is brain damage from this. I would never hear the end of it with Jessica. Worse, Beth would continue to tell everyone it's another disability I have from not being born to fated mates. Lost in my thoughts again, I almost forgot why I was at the window. As soon as the thought registered I heard another scream. I opened my window and was hit with the strong smell of smoke. I cough and back up. After a few forced coughs, I blink to clear my vision and I peered back out the window and thought my eye