Chapter 44Beckett KingPOV“Something tells me there’s nothing little or old about you…”=She sees me and smiles. “Take a picture it will last longer.” She says before walking away with the other woman.=“I doubt you got a problem pulling any women, you’re a fucking 11.” She winks at me.I scoff shaking my head. “You’re something else Wilde.”=“Your girlfriend. do not play dumb with me. She is in the kitchen right now while you’re in here with me.”=She smiles brightly nearly blinding me with her smile. “How will I convince you that I’m not with them?” she moves closer to me crawling on the sofa.I nearly jump out of my seat. “It is okay. It is fine I believe you.” I say quickly getting up.=She smiles brightly twirling in the rain, I smile shaking my head at her. She always smiles the brightest when its raining. “I love the rain…!” she shouts out.=We sit on the sidewalk watching the guys clean the truck. “The sun is shinning brightly. Almost as bright as me…” she jokes. She c
Chapter 45Beckett KingPOVWhen we finally reach the cabin, my anxiety is at its peak. The place gives me the fucking creeps and my headache is getting worse by the second.“Axel, I did a search on the address you gave me. The cabin has been rented to an Ethan Brady for the next few days, paid in cash. I did a little search on Ethan Brady; it is a fake obviously. I am on my way with back up, do not do anything until we get there. You cannot enter without warrant remember that.” Anastasia warns my brother.“Yeah, yes, I hear you. Bye.” He switches the call off.We sit in the truck for a little bit looking at the cabin. Sadie might be in there.“So how do you want to do this?” Damon asks.I had no idea; I was not a police officer. I do not even think we are supposed to be here. but I cannot just leave her here, knowing what type of monster her ex is. I just have this feeling they are both here, I do not know what I will do if I get my hands on him, for even touching her. what I would d
Chapter 46Beckett KingPOVA familiar smell in the air, I know exactly where I am before I open my eyes. I was in a hospital bed for over a damn week, I will never forget the torture it was. I am scarred for the rest of my life.I never want to see another damn hospital bed any time soon. Or ever at all.I sit up, opening my eyes. Ah my headache is gone, the pounding is gone, that is a relief.“You’re awake, how are you feeling?” Damon asks.I smile nodding. “Good, the pounding in my head is gone, I feel better than I did when I woke up a week ago.” I tell him.“I will get your doctor; you’re not allowed to get up before that. Axel also woke up a little while ago.” just as he says that Axel wakes in.I cringe at the look of my little brother’s face. “What the hell happened to your face?” I ask him, teasingly.He glares at me. “That motherfucker is strong. Can you believe it he knocked me out. he knocked me fucking out, the others saw my brother carrying me to the car and will not sto
Chapter 47Two weeks laterSadie Wilde – GoldingPOVAfter I washed my face, I apply moisturizer to my face. I walk out of my bathroom. Tia is sitting on my bed looking at me no, she is glaring at me.She’s been begging me all morning not to leave but I couldn’t stay in Chicago, I couldn’t stay here, not when I loved him, not when I realized I was in love Beckett King.I’ve seen him every day for the past two weeks and it’s become more and more apparent that I’m in love with him. Vance pointed it out and my father even pointed it, asking when we were going to get married and have children. I cannot stay here. I cannot do it. I cannot stay here.“Sadie this is a bad idea. Beckett is not Hunter; he would never hurt you. Beckett is the sweetest guy I know.” She says softly.I shake my head. That was not why I wanted to leave, yes it was one of the reasons, I didn’t want Beckett falling in love with me. he deserved so much better than me. I knew Beckett was not Hunter. The reason I needed
Chapter 48Beckett KingPOVIn the past two weeks I have visited Sadie every single day. I have been with her every single day up until this morning, last night was my first day back at work since the fire... When I saw her this morning, I do not know something seemed off, but I will check on her when I get home tomorrow morning. I will check on her…Chief walks in with a wide smile on his face…"Fuck I realized how much liked my sister from a far, I’m so happy they’re leaving tonight…" he says taking a seat beside me on the bench."They are?" I ask in shock, Sadie did not tell me her parents were leaving tonight, I would have gone to see them this morning…He frowns. “Wait you do not know? Sadie did not tell you?” he asks me."Know what?" I ask frowning."Sadie and her parents are heading back to Boston tonight. Actually, in an hour" he tells me after checking the time on his watch."What?" I screech she is really running away from? she is really pushing me away? Why would Sadie leav
Chapter 49Six weeks laterSadie Wilde – GoldingPOVI feel like shit, but Gracie asked me to come with her to the grocery store. I think I’ve got a stomach bug or something.I’m pushing the cart while Gracie loads it up with groceries for the station.“I need tampons, can we just quickly grab those.” She says walking down that aisle.I pause. I pull a face thinking when the last time was, I got my period. Fuck. I take out my phone and count the weeks. There’s no way I got my period last month because Beckett and I have been fucking like rabbits since my parents went back to Boston. That was six weeks ago.The last time I got my period was before Beckett’s accident. Fuck! I didn’t get the injection that day because Beckett was hurt that was the last thing on my mind.I’m not pregnant. There’s no fucking way I’m pregnant. What if I am? I can’t be a mother, I’m not ready. No, I don’t think I am ready to be a mother.I bite my lip and walk down the aisle after Gracie. Beckett and I have
Chapter 49-2While I wait for Sadie, I watch a family play together happily. Will that be Beckett and I when the baby growing inside of me is old enough? I do not trust my parenting skills. I know shit about raising a baby yet alone for the rest of its life. I can barely take car of myself.I already know Beckett will be a great father, I know that for sure, but I do not know if he wants to have one or if he even wants to have one right now.I watch the father throw his son in the air and then catching him. the mother watching in concern. Will that be Beckett and I one day? I do not know how to be a mother. I feel like I am saying the same thing over and over again.I never had a mother that was home long enough to get to know me. my mother basically lived and breathed her career, and her children came second to that. Knowing my mother was wild and more me when she was younger does not help. What if I end up like her, more focused on my career than I am my children.No child deserves
Chapter 50Two weeks laterSadie Wilde - GoldingPOVIt has been two weeks since Beckett and I found out I was pregnant. We have not been to a doctor yet. We did, however, book an appointment for today.I have not had any signs as of yet, other than my stomach working, I don’t have any other symptoms. I am about two months pregnant right now. since I am pregnant my uncle has me on desk duty, it’s so fucking boring sitting at the desk all day answering the phone and handling car seats, I was surprised by the amount of single mothers who needed help installing those, hell I didn’t even know we did those for them. I do know how to install one now.After our appointment Beckett and I are heading to tell his parents. He wants to show them my scan. He told them we had the day off and if they wanted to have lunch with them. his mother agreed right away. excited to see us. She has no idea we are going to tell her that she is going to be getting a fourth grandchild.Slowly I have been feeling