♪♪ Lily - Alan Walker, K-391, Emelie Hollow
✿✿✿ Los Angeles, USA, 2019 NIGHTS are so peaceful but mysterious. People take the opportunity of killing, kidnapping, smuggling and doing so many illegal things at night because it's not tumultuous at all. Also people throw most of the parties and peaceful events at night. Every night holds a mystery because of its darkness and opaqueness. I love nights for its mysterious but so clam ambience. No tumultus, no noise, no yelling, no beating and no fear. It's just so tranquil. But when sudden stormy wind starts blowing and dark blue sky turns dark grey, the night never stays calm. It becomes dangerous and more subtle. I love it more because it's just like my life. I was staring at the unremitting elaspe of the dark clouds and the scratches made by the lightning on the thorax of the sky. There's a storm coming in the city. Thinking of a storm, my bedroom door bursts open like the storm hits directly on it. "Robbie! You scared me!" I yell at my big brother who looks kinda scary. "I'm sorry, Li. I'm going through some shit. I'm so sorry." Robbie sits on my bed, grabbing his buzz cut head with both of his hands. His muscular and tall frame almost covered my bedroom. My big brother, Robert Daniels is no good man but he's the best brother in the world to me. "What happened, Robbie? You look... stressed?" I trail off, sitting beside my brother. My fifteen-year-old mind going though a lot of things. Once Robbie told me he is involved in some illegal business including killing people. But I know it's not his fault. Two years ago, my monstrous parents had put a broken glass on my tiny throat and made Robbie promise that he'd join this shitty job. Robbie was twenty years old then and he could just decline and leave the house long ago but he didn't because he cares about me more than his own life. I watch Robbie's tensed frame, gulping the lump continuously like he's walking in the Sahara desert making the tattoo of a dead rose on his neck tremble everytime. Heavy breeze is blowing outside and inside my cozy bedroom but still he's sweating like a pig. His sweaty tanned skin and pale face are reflecting on the mirror every time with the thunderbolts and lightning. "Robbie? Tell me what happened." My grip on his hand tightens. "I have to leave." He whispers, not looking at me. Silence. "But why? Where?" I manage to ask as I feel a lump in my throat. Robbie never left the city. If he had to, he would send the other men in lieu of him. "New York." "Oh, it's okay. You can go, silly. I can take care of myself now." I sigh in relief before rolling my eyes and pat his back. "Here I thought, you killed someone or someone wanted to kill you." I laugh throwing my head back and slam my body on the bed. "It's more horrible than that, Li." He sighs and rubs his palms on his tired face. "Shut up. I know you are concerned about me. But I don't want you to fall in trouble just because of me. Just go and finish your mission." I scoff before kicking his back, that makes his strong tattooed body tilt forward. But he neither laughs nor grumbles this time. He isn't acting like the real Robbie. That Robbie was funny, short-tempered, talkative and sometimes scary. He straightens himself, lowers his head and tilts it a bit so that he can see me, "I'm leaving for ever." I look at him like he's some joker. I know he's joking right now and scaring the hell out of me so that I stop him from going to New York and he can make fun of me in the future recalling this event. "You joking, right? Why would you do that?" I sit up and glare at him. "No, Li. I'm not joking. I entangled myself in some shit and if the boss knows about it, he'll destroy me. If I don't leave they'll also find you and kill you." He sighs. "And you think they won't after you leave? You fucking kidding me?" I laughed. "They don't know about you at all. Plus I can't take you with me because it'll increase the risk of your life. If I leave, then they will just chase after me. But if I take you, you'll also get involved. Trust me, Li. I'll come back for you." He explains and looks at me with helplessness. "I don't understand a single shit that you're talking about!" I raise my voice, pushing myself off of the bed. "Promise me, you'll be strong until then. Please don't miss the karate class. You've to learn self defense. I'm really sorry for everything. I don't want to leave you but I have to. I have to find a safe place for the two of us. I'll come back, I promise." Robbie follows me and grabs my shoulders to calm me down. "Tell me, it's a prank. Robbie, you can't leave me alone with our crazy parents. Tell me everything. We'll definitely find a way together." I look into Robert's grey eyes in hope, but they are motionless. "We have no way, Li. Those bitches won't touch you. I've my people set around you. You've to trust me." With that Robbie hugs me for the last time. He pulls out from the hug after a few moments and makes his way out of the door. My heartbeat quickens as I look at him with teary eyes. "I'll come back for you, if not, just think that I'm dead. Be strong and stay safe, Li." Without giving me a chance to speak or stop him, Robbie disappeared into the pool of darkness. I couldn't process anything that happened a few minutes ago. It's like a nightmare. No, it has to be a fucking nightmare! Robbie would never leave me alone. Once he promised me that he'd protect me over his life. How could he leave so suddenly and easily? I'm nothing but dreaming. I laugh mentally. My father definitely hit me so hard on the head that I start hallucinating. I need to tell Robbie. He'd definitely make fun of me but he'd take me to a doctor. But the feelings was so real. I start crying. I cried so hard until sleep evaded me. But who knew, the next morning was going to change my life? Who knew, the next morning I had to face the bitter truth?♪♪ Espresso • by Sabrina Carpenter ✿✿✿ LILAH New York, USA, 2024 I expected the smell of coffee beans and fresh chocolate croissants as every evening, my mouth watering just at the thought of it. But the mixed smell of alcohol, weed and tobacco hit my olfactory nerves through the nostrils, making my head spin and face shirnk. It's been twenty fucking minutes. I'm forcefully staring at some prick for twenty fucking minutes and feeling his nasty irritating glare all over my body. The creature known as men, are so fucking annoying. They don't know how to keep their eyes and the thing into their pants where they belong to. They'd run toward you like dogs if you give them a single positive glance. So fucking ludicrous. But here everyone thinks women are fragile and weak. Trust me, a woman can bring a man to fall on his knees with a single glance whether he's dangerous, inhumane or vicious; from a mighty king to a relentless warrior. And history is its biggest testimon
♪♪ Cruel Summer • by Taylor Swift ✿✿✿ LILAH "What the fuck you think you're doing?" The half-dead body wakes up and growls in anger. "What a pleasurable surprise! Mummy's awake." I chirp out and grin. He tries to move but fails. His head snaps to where I tied him up as his eyes glimmer in rage. "Tell me one thing, dude. Do you brush your teeth regularly?" I cringe, thinking about the bad smell. "Of course you didn't tie me up for that." He grits his yellow teeth and blurts out. "Of course I didn't. You're very smart." I smile cheekily making his horrible face redden. "You disgusting slut! Untie me before I kill you." He booms and fusses menacingly. "If I were you, I wouldn't make a move while tied up in front of my predator." I laugh and pull out my dagger from the garter belt on my thigh. "You don't know whom you're messing with." He hisses with an angry glare. "Exactly! I want to know everything about you, your business and your motherfucking boss." I cli
♪♪ Demons • by Imagine Dragons ✿✿✿ LILAH These nightmares would never stop chasing after me. They're too vicious and glutinous to leave me alone. Every night whenever I fix my eyes close, I see demons chasing after me. They'd laugh at me because I'm so pathetic and unwieldy. I scream at them again and again that I'm not but they'd keep making fun of me. Sometimes I question myself, what I did to deserve this abhorrent life. I could've lived like other kids out there. I could've gotten very loving and careful parents who would nourish and protect us. But we got monsters. Who'd beat me and my brother to death instead of protecting us. They almost killed me for money but Robbie sacrificed himself and now they're liable for his evanescence. That night when Robbie left, I thought he'd come back. But the next morning, I came face-to-face with an angry dad who beat me with his belt because Robbie was gone and they won't get the money anymore for the opium and cocaine supply. B
♪♪ Prey • by EMO ✿✿✿ LILAH Silence. Unendurable headache. Coldness consuming my limp body. Where the fuck am I ? Groaning, I force my eyes open but meet with a pool of darkness. The last thing I remember is the bald dickhead hit me hard on the nut and I swooned. When I try to clutch my head, I can't move my hands and then I realize I'm sitting on a chair with hands and legs tied. When my eyes adjust the darkness, I descry faint ray coming in the dark room from the aperture of a ventilator. Lucy is placed in front of me, in the same position as mine, unconscious, head thrown aback and mouth hung open. "Lucy! Get the fuck up!" I call her, wiggling my hands and legs to get them free but all my attempt pass in vain. "C'mon bitch, we're trapped and you're snoring like a pig. Get up before I kick your indolent ass." I shout and keep wiggling in hope if the knots ever lose. Whoever tied us up was so proficient at his job that the ties don't bulge even after the stor
♪♪ Cinnamon Girl • Lana Del Rey ✿✿✿ LILAH Grabbing broken pieces of chair as weapons, we both stand beside the door, in anticipate of our enemies. A few minutes later, when the metallic door finally cracks open, we get alert by their presence until a tall and bulky guard enters the room with a gun in his hold. I give Lucy a nod as we both attack the man from behind and stab him on the back several time. The guard lands on the ground with a loud painful growl as the gun in his hold flies off in a corner. I grasp the convenience and quickly seize the gun from ground. The man arises and prepares a move toward me with an angry choleric rumble but Lucy impedes him by hammering his head with a metallic reed. Ouch. "You're sadistic. Where did you get that?" I laugh inwardly, shriveling my face. "You're so ungrateful. At least thank me wholeheartedly." She snarls, proudly standing before me angling the metallic reed on her shoulder like the Thor with his hammer ready for a fig
♪♪ Enemy • Imagine Dragons × J.I.D ✿✿✿ LILAH I THRASH in the tight hold of the monsters. The monster I call Mom, keeps smacking my face with a vengeance, making me lament in agony. Robert is looking at me with teary eyes but neither he bulges nor does he speak as if he's pinned on his spot by some supernatural potency. But the anger inside him is diaphanous as quartz, fists and jaw clenched hard, eyes bloodshot with tears. "What the fuck are you waiting for? Go and bring money for us!" The monster I call Dad, yells, twisting my arm as I cry out in torment. "No, no! Robbie, don't leave me! They'll kill me!" I scream and try to approach him pushing my parents but my mother grabs a fistful of my hair and throws me on the couch. "But I have to go. I'll come back for you, I promise." Robbie's voice cracks like the way he's breaking from inside. "Go Robert! Or we'll kill her!" Mom shouts, tightening her hold on my neck and making me struggle to breathe. Tears spills from my a
He turns around with his emotionless handsome face and starts leaving the room, leaving me for a heart attack. "Wait! You can't just kill me! Of course, you need information. Like who I am and whom I work for." I quickly blurt out, swallowing the lump in my throat. "No." He stops walking, turns his head a bit so that I get a clear view of his wicked smirk. Ok, I'm not in a state for complementing. His cockiness, arrogance and I-don't-care look just ignites the rage inside me. I'm not gonna let some sexy arrogant prick kill me, not today. When he attempts to leave, I pull out the small dagger hidden inside one of my sneakers and in one swift motion I fly over him furiously to stab him on the back. But the Russian beauty is faster than me. He grabs my wrist without looking at me or moving from his spot and rotates me around within a blink. Now my back is pressed on his hard chest and the dagger in my hand is pressed on my neck where the artery is. I should fear the Russian pyt
♪♪ New Rules • Dua Lipa ✿✿✿ LILAH "Everything can't be solved with violence. Violence is not an answer. Let us go, pookie." Well, that sounds so stupid of me. I let out a desperate sigh and glare at the guard who's standing as rigid as a concrete pillar, eyes fixed on the wall with all the interest of a bored teenager, not caring to bulge or acknowledge the two miserable women in front of his feet, bleeding, wailing their hearts out and throwing almost all the curses exist in the world over him. Hours crawl by as my condition's worsening for the bleeding but my mouth's on a marathon of complaints. The dumb Russian Cobra is still MIA. I know he's true to his words. But his condition is more complicated than a Rubik's Cube. If I don’t spill Landon’s location, I’m dead. But if I do, well, still I'm dead. But the most important thing is, I need some alone time with the dumb Russian boss to grill him about what he did to Robbie which I can't do right now because there's a hig