Chapter 39

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Writer's POV:

Jun buried his face into his pillow, eyes prickling and tears threatening to pour out. He was so ashamed of himself. He felt dirty.

'Gosh, I'm so weird! Why am I like this? I'm such a pervert and it's so wrong. He's probably laughing at me for being so desperate. So lewd. He thinks I'm weird. Gawd, I asked him to bite me.'

Jun felt like an idiot. He felt like Namgyu was probably already judging him. The good doctor, innocent looking and always serious, was a real freak that let loose almost immediately when he was touched by a man he liked.

What was killing Jun was the fact that he'd never been this shameless with anyone else. He'd never revealed to whosoever that he was into kinks and was lowkey a masochist. But with Namgyu, he'd let it all out. Not quite literally but in his actions. And now, he'd gone past the pretense of roleplaying a book's character, to put forth his desires in clear words to Kim Namgyu.

Jun sniffed and sat up. He wore his glasses and climb