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Fear, Sugar, Lust. Chapter 32
*.*.*.*Writer's POV:Though it was past midnight, Jun rushed to Hosun 's room and knocked. He needed to speak with someone, especially Hosun who had experienced something very similar to what had just happened to him.Sunny opened and was surprised to see his hyung."Jun hyung?""Can I come in?"Sunny immediately noticed something was wrong with Jun from the look on his face."Of course, hyung." Hosun made him enter and then closed the door.Jun went to sit on his huge bed. Hosun joined him."What is it? You look bothered. Is there a problem, hyung?"Jun nodded, hugging himself as goosebumps covered his skin from the thoughts of what happened a few minutes ago, and still feeling how damp his boxers were. He felt like a teenager who'd just received a kiss from his crush whom he didn't know was crushing on him too."I'm fucked." Jun muttered and Hosun 's brows shot up in surprise. His older friend never used such language."Tell me."Jun sighed. He couldn't tell Hosun everything becaus
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(*.*)Jun awoke the next morning, in a good mood. It was Saturday and this meant everyone would be home, unless the bosses decided to go out.He was up on time, cleaned up, threw on sweatpants and a T-shirt -the usual- before going downstairs for breakfast.He was twenty minutes early and the table was still being set by the maids. He greeted them and went straight to the gardens to sit and admire the flowers while waiting for 9:00.He was admiring nature when,"Good morning, doctor."He could recognise that voice anywhere.Jun immediately stood and turned to a freshly showered and ever so handsome Namgyu . Namgyu wore a black turtleneck and a pair of skinny jeans.Hot.Jun had never seen the CEO in jeans and honestly, he wasn't complaining. He looked delicious!The jeans stuck to his curved/athletic legs and drew out his firm and manly thighs, while the turtleneck stuck to his strong arms and Jun could see his strong chest and carved pectorals.Damn, he looked good.Jun bowed out of
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*.*.*.*Writer's POV:After breakfast, everyone left the table one by one. Hosun was one of the first to finish and rushed up to his room to shower.Meanwhile, Namgyu made sure Jun was given presentable clothes to wear while the younger followed him out of the property.~•~Hosun threw on some sweats and a T-shirt after showering. He sure planned on completing the sleep time that had been seized from him thanks to Yoonjin.Jumping on his huge bed, he struggled to cover himself with the sheets when suddenly, his door was opened and Yoonjin walked in. Sunny immediately sat up and faced an expressionless Yoonjin. He knew he was still in trouble."Why did you stay up late?""Uh, um, I couldn't find sleep." Hosun lied, unaware that Yoonjin already knew the truth.Yoonjin folded his arms and frowned."Hosun, what did we agree on? What are our rules again?"Hosun was confused."What are you talking about, Sugar? I– I couldn't find sleep and that's it.""And you still lie." Yoonjin's brows fu
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*.*.*.*Writer's POV:It sure felt good to see the people and the city of Seoul again, after weeks of being locked up.Jun admired the streets and the people. He missed being free. Free to go wherever. Free to do whatever. But he knew that he had to wait a little longer to regain this freedom.He and Namgyu talked from time to time while they were being driven to wheresoever. After long minutes, they pulled up in front of a huge building that was still under construction. Jun admired the building from the outside. It looked like some chic school from the outside.Namgyu grabbed his long coat and smiled at Jin."Come on."The door was opened by his bodyguard and he and Jun stepped out.Namgyu then led him into the building.~•~Namgyu was greeted by the chief architect supervising the work and he gave Namgyu reports on how everything was improving.Meanwhile, Jun explored the place with one of Namgyu 's men following and keeping an eye on him.Jun noticed that the place had classrooms,
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*.*.*.*Writer's POV:After the punishment the younger received, Yoonjin left him for a while and he slept for the longest hours. Even when Taeho and Jeonkuk came looking for him, they found him fast asleep. Guess the whipping he'd received from Yoonjin did nothing but make him even more sleepy, with his butt still hurting. The fact was, Sunny had sobbed a little to himself in that room after Yoonjin left. He'd never received a whooping before. Not even from his parents.Hosun was normally from an averagely wealthy family. A financially stable one. He'd never been spanked or beaten as a form of correction, probably the reason for his stubbornness and rebellious nature.Hosun used to have everything. He and his older sister. But the moment his father caught him kissing a boy, he lost everything. The man was so angry that he chased his son out of the house. He said he didn't want to have anything to do with his only son anymore. Hosun 's sister was studying abroad back then and so wasn'
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*.*.*.*Writer's POV:After dinner that night, while Sunny, Tae, and Jeonkuk settled in the living room to watch movies, Jun and Namgyu retired to his office while Yoonjin went up to his room.~•~Jun sat silently on the couch and watched Namgyu set up the wallpapers and projector. He was nervous and excited at the same time. He couldn't stop fidgeting with his fingers. His heartbeat was racy like it always was when he was alone with the CEO."All set, Seokjun-ssi." Namgyu said and turned, "Should we begin?""Yes." was Jin's breathy reply."Good."Namgyu joined him on the couch and they started their session.Namgyu read the third-person POV. They'd gotten to that part of the story where Mr. Lee and Jaeyong seemed to be getting even closer. So far, none of them had tried something physical. Jaeyong was lusting over and crazy for his boss, but he didn't know how to approach the man and hint at it. Mr. Lee was very intimidating and Jaeyong didn't know what to expect. Yes, he'd caught hi
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Jun waited for Namgyu to hold him, kiss his neck and push him down. But the latter just stared in the dimness of the office. Jun cocked his head in confusion. Namgyu stared at the beautiful man in front of him. Jun wore an oversized, silky nightshirt and its matching trousers. The shirt was so big it slid down Jin's shoulder, exposing his milky skin. Namgyu swallowed. This Kim Seokjun was temptation itself. Namgyu needed to see more.Jun gasped when Namgyu grabbed his nightshirt and tore it open into two, its buttons popping out. Jin's torso was exposed and the shirt had slid further down his shoulders, but he still wore it. He was shocked.In the book, Mr. Lee unbuttoned Jaeyong's shirt when he was already on top of the employee. He'd certainly not torn it.Jun stared at Namgyu in confusion and slight fear, his hands covering his bare chest. Though the act had scared him, it'd also turned Jun on. He felt blood rush faster into his member. His shameless self-loved aggressiveness.He s
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*.*.*.*Writer's POV:Jun buried his face into his pillow, eyes prickling and tears threatening to pour out. He was so ashamed of himself. He felt dirty.'Gosh, I'm so weird! Why am I like this? I'm such a pervert and it's so wrong. He's probably laughing at me for being so desperate. So lewd. He thinks I'm weird. Gawd, I asked him to bite me.'Jun felt like an idiot. He felt like Namgyu was probably already judging him. The good doctor, innocent looking and always serious, was a real freak that let loose almost immediately when he was touched by a man he liked.What was killing Jun was the fact that he'd never been this shameless with anyone else. He'd never revealed to whosoever that he was into kinks and was lowkey a masochist. But with Namgyu, he'd let it all out. Not quite literally but in his actions. And now, he'd gone past the pretense of roleplaying a book's character, to put forth his desires in clear words to Kim Namgyu.Jun sniffed and sat up. He wore his glasses and climb
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•~•The moment the couple walked in through the door of their suite, it was a different story.Hosun pushed Yoonjin down on the king size bed and straddled him. He kissed the CEO again before sitting up and beginning to unbutton the man's shirt. Yoonjin stared, breathless from kissing Hosun ."Baby?" he called softly."Shh," Hosun made him raise his body a little so he could take the shirt off.He then pushed Yoonjin down again and proceeded to lick the ceo's torso, from his tummy up to his nipple. He suckled on the soft, poky nub, earning a soft moan from Yoonjin . He could feel how hard Yoonjin was."Hosun ?" Yoonjin called softly and Sunny sat up, pulling his own T-shirt off and exposing his toned torso for the CEO to admire."I need you to fuck me," Hosun suddenly said and Yoonjin froze, eyes widening a little."Sweetheart–""Make love to me or fuck me, Yoonjin . Anything you want. But I need you in me. Tonight," the boy said, cheeks reddening uncontrollably.Yoonjin slowly sat up
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*.*.*.*Writer's POV:Hosun was frowning hard in the glass while he listened to Yoonjin explain everything that had happened with his ex sugar baby.Needless to say, he was pissed."You're lucky I'm not where you are right now," Hosun took a deep breath, trying to calm down, "I'm very angry."The CEO on the other side of the phone, sighed."I'm sorry that happened, sunshine. But he'll stay away as from now. I promise. And I won't try to see him again."The boy sighed and rubbed his forehead. He'd just gotten with this man, for crying out loud. It'd been what? Two days? And there was already someone here to try and ruin things?? Nope. He would never allow it. Yoonjin was finally his and Sunny would do everything for him to remain."Fine. I'll take it in because he kissed you, and not the other way round. And also because you only agreed to meet him because you wanted to tell him about us. But I swear, Sugar, if you get involved in whatsoever with your ex again, I won't spare you. I mea
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~•~Yoonjin sat in the café at 11:50AM. He looked at his time and waited patiently. He'd already ordered what he usually took and also some chocolate chip cupcakes for the person he was waiting for. He remembered that pretty always loved those.A few minutes later, the door's bell chimed when someone walked into the quiet café. Yoonjin 's breath hitched when the person he was waiting for, spotted him and smiled happily."Hey!" the rather beautiful than handsome boy, with beautiful long hair, said happily while waving at the CEO.Yoonjin smiled and stood as the young man rushed to him."Yoonjin !" he giggled happily and threw himself at the CEO."Jaehan," Yoonjin chuckled, hugging the boy who was already holding him tight."Omg, I missed you so much," the younger male giggled into the ceo's neck. They were the only customers in the café for now."I missed you too, pretty."They both took their seats and proceeded to have lunch together. Jaehan told Yoonjin all about his school and life
