Dahlia's POV When the bond allowed me to awaken again, my fear skyrocketed the moment I saw him. Despite feeling the bond, the way he was able to use it over me outweighed the want to go to him.Upon seeing him, sitting there so close to me I shot my body across the room before falling to the floor. Yet, my fear dissipated rather quickly when I could feel his remorse at his actions swirling around me as he made his way closer to me.I never had to worry about such an act with Christopher, him being a Beta, he wasn't stronger than Alanah and myself. Not that he ever tried, but who knows where all that would have gone considering he couldn't keep his dick in his pants.The abuse in that situation could have grown into so much more, yet knowing my father he would have forced me to stay in that situation, at least for the next year until my brother took his place among the pack.Losing my train of thought the images of my claws sinking into Beta Diaz took over my mind. I had caused harm
Dahlia's POV Continued After we talked about things I felt more at ease here. His story about what happened to his first mate was nothing compared to what I had just gone through. the thought of losing, not only my mate, but my unborn child in the same moment, I can understand more now why those stories about it ran through the packs.Giving up control to his wolf so he wouldn't have to feel what life had done to him. You could see regret in his eyes as he spoke though, regret at allowing his wolf to do the things he had done.When you give an Alpha full reign like that, humanity goes out the door, compassion is no longer there, so the deaths that took place during that time were not in any way controlled.He talked to me about regret, regret for taking so many lives, innocent lives. Mother's, father's, children, all because he couldn't handle his own emotions. I was honestly surprised that he opened up to me about something I could clearly see was difficult for him to speak to me a
Alpha Damien's POV My heart thundered in my chest, so harshly it felt like it was going to break my rib cage to escape me. Her eyes were incredibly seductive, yet you could see clearly that she wasn't trying to be. I held myself back from her, listening intently as she spoke about things she liked.The story of her baking for her brother did something to her though, it seemed to shift something inside of her mind when she mentioned her father. Pausing I could see she was struggling, like a wonderful happy memory that had been taken away from her because of him.I wanted to push, wanted her to tell me what happened but even Mikko knew that we shouldn't overstep. If she wants to eventually tell us things, she will, in her own time.After pushing for her to feel the bond, I can feel Mikkos guilt from being so impatient. He so desperately wanted her to feel what he was feeling but he went about it in a horrible way, one that could have ended badly. If she would have shifted, or we marke
Levi Knight's POVWhen my sister ran I felt the loss of her as she crossed the borders. I knew that my mother had felt it as well because at that moment I heard her gasp before she began looking around frantically.My father growled then stormed off from the wedding hall as he trudged his way through the building as I ran after him.Her link was unreachable, my heart thundered at the knowledge that something serious had to have happened for her to be out of pack territory. Thoughts of a kidnapping ran through my mind before I almost slammed into my father's back as he came to an instant halt, dead center in the back hall.Peering around him I saw Chris, my supposedly Beta, even though he would never have been my choice. He was hunched over on the floor, clutching his chest tightly as he whimpered out in pain.Looking behind him I saw my sister's maid disheveled and curled back against the wall with nothing but utter fear in her eyes.That's when I knew she wasn't kidnapped or in trou
Dahlia's POV I missed my brother, I swear at times I could feel his sorrow coming through me. It made me wonder if he could feel mine when it comes to him.We've never been apart from one another, even when I was in that room he found a way to see me every day. Now I am in a strange way. I rejected my mate, found a second chance within the same twenty four hour span and all I want to do is bury myself in the comfort of his scent while I cry into him.Of course I couldn't do that, also I believe I have cried more than enough. I don't want to cry over that Beta prick any longer, nor even think about him honestly.Now my mind is trapped on that moment that almost happened between Alpha Damien and myself in his office.Another thing I would talk to my brother about. What would he think about all of this? I knew he wanted to find a way to make peace with Alpha Damien but we had no idea how he would do it without our father protesting or causing an uproar even when he would no longer have
Alpha Damien's POV Dahlia seems to be fitting into the pack house rather well. Lottie seems to really have taken a shine to her, along with Rose. It's nice seeing Rose smile the way she has been the past couple days after she met Dahlia.She usually keeps to herself yet has seemed to come out of her shell more with her like she does with Lottie. I know she has struggled over the years with the loss of her parents.She still says it was a rogue attack that killed them, not the fact that they died that it was Alpha Knight that killed them as they stood up for my father, fighting against the man that tried to kill me.She knows the truth because she was in the house when it happened, hidden away by Lottie in a small crawl space to keep her safe.She didn't have her wolf yet so she didn't have to feel the crippling pain of living through their deaths thankfully, but it didn't change that she lost her family that evening.I was a bit worried about how she would deal with having Dahlia her
Alpha Damien's POV Continued "Alright, you are right. I'm going to get ready for dinner.""Yeah, hopefully she doesn't suck at cooking, but if she does pretend it is the best meal you have ever had."He chuckled as he spoke, making me shake my head."Don't be a dick dude.""It's crazy to me you have to be told what to do when it comes to girls, man, not like you have never been with..."Suddenly he shut his mouth. He was going to say that I've been with others before. Problem is, I haven't been with anyone since losing Alejandra.Not that I haven't had the chances to be, it just never felt right after that loss. Probably another reason I'm a bit nervous when it comes to Dahlia. I've already lost one, the thought of her leaving me too, it's like having some PTSD. I took a deep breath, smacked Alexi in the arm making him groan in fake pain before heading up to my bedroom so I could take a shower and change before meeting her downstairs.After my shower I went to change my clothes when
Dahlia's POV My heart was thundering harshly in my chest. I walked out of the room, closing the door behind me before I pressed my back to the wall beside it. My chest was heaving as I tried to gather myself from what all just took place in that room.I don't even know what came over me. But the way his fingers slid up my back, or how it felt to have my hands pressed against his chest, maybe it was the way he was looking at me but I just was so desperate to know. Know what it felt like to kiss him. I barely pressed my lips to his, but it didn't matter, the taste of him was overwhelming with just that. His lips were so soft, so enticing.Pulling away was hard but I was also afraid to go too far considering how it's been feeling like he's already pulling away from me.What I didn't expect was the way his hand came up, tangling itself in my long hair as he grabbed me, pulling me into him further. His lips pressed on mine as he held me close to him.Fireworks shot through me, straight
Alpha Damien’s POV Her hips jerked up harshly as she sucked in a sharp breath. The small sounds she would make as she became closer to releasing was intoxicating. The scent of her, the taste, it made my mouth water. Pushing two fingers inside of her tight channel she screamed out, her fingers trying to tangle in my hair but she had trouble reaching me over her bump. I could hear her frustration as her hands slammed down onto the bed harshly. A ripping sound came telling me that her nails were shredding through the blanket beneath her. Her thighs began to shake as I pushed my fingers deeper inside of her. The walls tightening around them when she attempted to close her legs around my head. Her body trembling as I forced one leg to the bed, pinning it there as I continued to lap at her. Her moans and screams were music to my ears as she came undone. “Oh GODS! I…. Ohhhh… can’t keep… going!!!! FUCK!!!” She came so hard her entire body went stiff as her legs twitche
Months later Alpha Damien’s POV Waking up to feel her soft breath fanning gently across my chest made my heart flutter. No matter how much time passes with her by my side I still feel like it’s the first day again. That moment when I scented her in the woods changed my entire world. She sees now how truly strong and beautiful she is. It warms my heart to feel her continuous outpouring of love she exudes daily. My mind body and soul truly feel at peace now that we have fought our way to live peacefully within our pack and her previous one that Levi, her brother, runs with love like we do. As she shifted her body slightly I felt a wave of movement roll across my back making me jump slightly as I turned to look down at her. Her eyes slowly opened, her eyelashes skimming so softly across me before she graced me with her smile. “Did they wake you again?” She asked with a gravely tone to her sweet voice. I couldn’t help but smile as I reached down to caress her bell
Dahlia’s POV Continued Over the next few weeks I watched my brother come back and forth to see Rose. They began dating but today is the first day that she will be traveling with Levi back to my old pack. I stayed with her last night to help her get ready but we ended up not even getting any sleep because her nervousness was so strong she fidgeted the entire evening. “Please Rose, just try to sit down. I told you that everything was going to be alright.” “What if everyone there hates me?! I’m not a Luna like you, I have no idea how to be what you are to a pack. Let alone a pack of that size! I’m completely out of my depth here Dahls!” Her pitch raised so high as she said the nickname my brother used for me it made me wince slightly before I stood in front of her grabbing her shoulders. “The pack is going to love you Rose. You are compassionate, caring, loving, and you never judge anyone. Look at us. What you did when I came here was something I don’t even know if I
Dahlia's POV Continued Once I left my brother alone with Rose I walked through the hall leading to the stairs before stopping. Everything has changed so much for me in what feels like a blink of an eye. I looked up the next set of stairs to where my room sat before turning to look down the other set of stairs where the front doors sat leading outside and into the woods where Damien found me. Little pieces of memories flashed through my mind of that day. The way I felt lost and scared honestly. How I managed to escape my wedding just to venture too far out of my own territory and into that, if what I believed at the time to be enemy territory. I'll never forget the way his eyes darkened when he looked down at me. Or how I swore I should fear him yet instead was intrigued by the man looming so dangerously over me. It's crazy to me to think about the fact that he knew I was meant to be his yet I didn't. How it could have felt to stand in front of your second chance mate only for
Dahlia's POV Continued "Oh my sweet Rose, he had to. He didn't leave you. He needed to bring back the warriors from his pack. He's Alpha now and has no choice." I held her out from me so she would hopefully look at me, which she shakily did. "He was absolutely torn apart having to leave here. He didn't want to until you had time and chose to see or speak with him. He is broken right now." She sniffed then wiped her face with the sleeve of her shirt. Her eyes swirled making it so I could finally see a bit of her wolf sitting there. "Broken?" I sighed, my head tilting to the side as I nodded with a small tip of my lips. I actually felt a bit relieved by the way she was acting. She was scared about this entire situation, but I can see she wants him still. She's curious about him and now I can see that her wolf is as well. They haven't shut put the idea of him. I don't want her to live in fear, but my brother would never hurt her. The thought of him getting rejected b
Dahlia's POV "So you have decided to take Nico as what then Levi?" "As my new Delta. Honestly, I have no idea who to choose for my Beta. You are the only person I have ever trusted to that level before. Everything was planned out for such a long time that I have no idea where to truly go from here now." I wrapped my arms around my brother, hugging him tightly before we pulled away again. "Have you tried to.." "I spoke with her, Levi." The previous day I went in search of Rose. Of course I could have just mindlinked her that I wanted to see her, but I chose not to. I needed to walk around a bit after Damien kept me within the confines of our room for 48 hours. I was feeling a bit stir crazy and so was Alanah. She had been pacing continuously for hours on end feeling trapped. Instead we ventured out, walking around the pack house in search of my best friend. When I did find her, which wasn't exactly hard for me to do, she was out in the small garden she had shown
Levi's POV By the time I made it back home I was a complete wreck. My wolf wasn't speaking to me despite the fact that it wasn't my fault our mate ran away from us and locked herself in her room. Honestly he was upset that I had the audacity to leave pack grounds without trying to see her again. I understood. I felt the pang through my chest within every single heartbeat I managed to pump. My heart shattered when she looked at me with those big beautiful wide eyes. That recognition wasn't what I had wanted. However, knowing more about who she is thanks to Alexi, I understood why she ran off, even if I didn't want to accept it. The bitter feeling of rejection lingered throughout my body, but she needed time. She hadn't outright rejected me so I held on to a bit of hope. Being back in this house feels surreal though. My mother's body had been burned and now sat on the mantel inside the office that used to hold my father. It was a blatant disrespect for him to do su
Dahlia's POV Continued I am unsure when I fell back to sleep but waking alone on a tattered bed was a bit depressing. I felt for Damien but even his scent was a bit weak meaning he had been gone for a bit by now. As I forced my eyes to open I was blinded by the sunlight seeping through the window. Squinting away I rolled to my side only to wince slightly from where the stitches were still woven through my tattered skin. Forcing myself into a sitting position I brought my legs over the side of the bed before my feet touched the ground. Unlike my dream of the past, the floor held a warmth to it. Stretching out my toes I slowly stood myself up. Sore from whatever position I managed to sleep in I stretched out my back only to hear a loud popping sound that made me sigh out in relief. Trudging myself into the bathroom, not bothering to turn the light on just yet, I relieved my aching bladder before standing in front of the sink to look up into the mirror. My hair was atro
Dahlia's POV The moment his lips touched mine a fire ignited deep within my soul. Like everything made sense again in my life. The feel of his rough calloused fingers lightly trailing down my naked back sent a shiver run along my spine. His hands gripped my ass as he hauled me up into his arms, my legs wrapping around his large body. I felt small in his arms. Like he could shield me from the world if he chose to do so. I was safe, protected, wanted, loved. All the things I have truly ever wanted to have or feel my entire existence. He didn't kiss me hard, nor did he hold me tightly. I could feel the worry slipping through the connection we shared at the weakened state I was still in. He was gentle as he carried me across the room to the shredded bed. The bed I managed to destroy all because of stupid dreams of a past I will never have to go back to again. I was truly and unequivocally free for the first time ever. He was gone. The man that did everything in his power