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Author: T L Nichols
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Dahlia's POV

When he left the room my body was vibrating. His closeness made it hard for me to breathe, but I was unsure if it was out of fear or arousal.

I had felt Alanah starting to stir once again, but she wasn't answering me still. Disappointment set in but in a flash it was gone knowing that just feeling her right now was enough for me.

I can still feel the pain in my heart, something she took the biggest hit from, so I can only imagine what pain she is coping with right now.

I tried to tell her reassuring words, anything that may help her heal from her heartbreak. Knowing I lost Christopher was hard, but she lost her mate as well.

I wonder if he is okay? Maybe he fully regrets what has happened. I just can't get over the fact that he has been continuously sleeping with others while sleeping with me.

I gave myself to him. I was so proud to find out we were mated. I knew that it would also calm my father's worried heart to have me be the Betas mate.

His fear of me coming for th
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T L Nichols
a little slow due to Holidays but after the new year there will be continuous steady updates.
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When is the next chapter going to be uploaded? I am really enjoying this book
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