Valeria POV
The drive to school was torture.
I perched at the other end of the back seat, holding my breath while Lysander sat next to me, his presence feeling the entire car. Finally, the car pulled up, in front of a big gate that had the name ‘Moonhaven Academy’ embossed on the top.
The school was such a beautiful architectural edifice with wrought iron barriers and wolf motifs adorning the entrance. As we drove through the gate, my eyes widened – impressed by the ancient stone building and modern glass structures that were the school.
There was large, sprawling, neatly pruned lawns with flower hedges made up of different beautiful flowers. On the lawns were tall trees, pruned too – and serving as cover for the benches. I saw some students sitting on the grass, taking pictures, talking and laughing.
Everyone dressed so impeccable, and looked so perfect… this was nothing like my former school which had overgrown grasses and hedges with students dressed as they wanted, here, although there was no uniform, everyone dressed as if they were meeting with the Alpha afterwards.
There was a water fountain in the middle of the school, just in front of the big building that was the image of the moon goodness. To the left of the gate was the car park. While other cars moved towards the car park, our driver drove straight to the entrance of the school building.
When the car came to a halt, Lysander wasted no time. He flung open his door and strode out without a backward glance, leaving me fumbling with my seatbelt.
His presence immediately drew the attention of everyone in the vicinity. Students loitering by the entrance, groups laughing and chatting all stopped to watch him. By this time, I had managed to extricate myself from the car and hurried after Lysander who was already halfway up the stone steps leading to the main building.
“Wait up!” I called out.
My backpack bounced awkwardly against my shoulders hastening to meet up with him, that was when I became acutely aware of the sudden hush that had fallen over the courtyard. Dozens of eyes turned to stare at me. A few of them were curious while the rest seemed hostile. I felt my cheeks burn as I realized how out of place I must look. While the students were dressed so beautifully, I was wearing a faded jean and a wrinkled top.
“Is she new?” the students began whispering.
“Why is she with Lysander Windsor? Is she a wolf?”
Lysander of course, paid zero attention to the whispering. He strolled confidently into the school, his long strides eating the distance, weaving effortlessly through the crowd, parting before him and me – unsure of what to do or where to go – followed him. I hadn’t been given any instructions, no schedule and no idea where to go.
But after a few minutes of walking, he suddenly stopped and I almost ran into him, if I had not stopped immediately. Slowly, he turned to me, his shoulders stiffening with his eyes flashing with irritation.
“Would you stop following me?” he snapped, loud enough for everyone around us to hear.
I froze, my mouth opening and closing wordlessly. I could feel everyone staring at us now. My cheeks flushed with embarrassment as I realized how pathetic I must look.
“I… I don’t know where to go,” I stammered my voice barely above a whisper
His jaw clenched, a muscle ticking in his cheek as he narrowed his eyes at me. For a moment, I thought he might help me. But instead, he scoffed rolling his eyes.
“Figure it out, yourself,” he muttered before turning on his heel and striding off without a second glance.
I stood there alone in the middle of the courtyard, my backpack clutched to my chest like a shield unsure of what to do next. The other students continued to stare, whispering and openly pointing and laughing at me.
A few minutes later, the bell rang, signaling the start of class. Panic rose in my chest as I realized that I had no idea where to go. My heart raced as I looked around, hoping someone – anyone – might help me. But no one approached me, instead, the crowd that had formed around me began to disperse, heading towards various buildings.
Tears burned at the corners of my eyes.
“So much for starting afresh!” I murmured moving to the corner of the hall when a voice called out from behind me.
“Are you Valeria?”
I turned to see a tall woman, a teacher from the books in her hand with kind but serious eyes coming towards me.
I nodded quickly, relief washing over me. “Yes, that’s me.”
The woman gave me a small smile. “Come with me, I’ll take you to your class.
We took the elevator to the third floor and walked a short distance before the woman stopped in front of a heavy steel door.
“Here we are,” she announced “This is your first class – Advanced Literature for Seniors. After this class, ask any of the students to show you the student counsellor's office, so you can go and prepare your class schedule and the subjects you’re interested in, okay?”
I nodded flashing her a smile. “Thank you, ma’am.”
After she left, I took a deep breath and stepped inside the classroom. It looked like a private sitting lounge. Unlike my former school – it had comfortable cushioned chairs that could recline with foldable tables in front of us. Each desk looked like a small booth with enough space that fit one person and all the desks had a name.
“Let’s welcome Valeria,” the teacher in front of the class informed the class. “She’ll be joining us for this academic session. Be nice to her.”
I spotted my name on one of the chairs at the back of the class and made my way there feeling everyone staring at me. As I sat down, the girl next to me leaned in my direction.
“So, you’re with Lysander?” she whispered, her voice low enough not to draw the teacher’s attention.
I blinked confused, taken aback by the direct question. “With Lysander?”
The girl nodded eagerly. “Lysander Windsor – son of Alpha Cassian. Everyone saw you get down from his car this morning. That must mean something, right?”
My heart skipped a beat. “Lysander? I… Yes? We came to school together.”
“Oh!” the other girl smiled “You’re one lucky girl. When did you start dating?”
“Oh!” I flushed red “No… it’s not like that,” I said hastily. “My mother married his father, so…we’re step-siblings.”
“Really?” the girl's face fell in disappointment but later brightened up her eyes widening even further. “He’s your stepbrother and you’re his stepsister?” she asked.
I nodded “I guess so!”
“That’s even better!” she clapped her hand gleefully. You get all the perks of being a Windsor without the centuries of family baggage. You live with them, right? What’s it like? It must be awesome to be their sister.”
“How?” I wriggled my brows in surprise. “There’s nothing special about that.”
“Are you kidding me?” the girl’s eyes twinkled with amusement “I guess you haven’t met the rest of the brothers. Lysander is so handsome and powerful. Don’t get me started on his three brothers, they’re living specimens of beauty and every woman’s desire.”
I thought about Lysander unsettling smile, the way he’d snapped at me in the courtyard of the school compound, coupled with the coldness that had radiated from Alerion the night before and wondered what this girl would do if she had seen him like that?”
I shook my head “I’m sorry but I don’t share in that enthusiasm.”
“I do!” the girl chuckled “Will it be possible to get a picture of them naked, it doesn’t have to be full, just the abs and…”
She must have seen the mortification on my face because she stopped abruptly, laughing.
“I was joking!” she said quickly, don’t mind me. Still, you’re so lucky to be in that household. Do you want to switch places with me?”
I laughed, already feeling at ease. “Thank you for the offer but I rather stick with my mom.”
“By the way, my name is Zara,” she introduced herself with a grin.
“Valeria,” I smiled. “Nice to meet you.”
For only the first day, the classes were intense and Zara was a lot of help. By the end of the school day, I had gotten my schedule and a locker was assigned to me. Soon, it was time to go home. After bidding Zara goodnight, I rushed towards the entrance, hoping to see, Lysander.
But just as I reached the entrance, I saw the car from this morning driving away. I ran after the car, trying to stop it, but it went faster than usual. After running for a few minutes, I realized that it was useless.
H left without me.
I ran a hand through my hair, forcing myself not to cry. Since I didn’t have a car or any means of reaching out to him, it only meant I would have to walk home.
I set out for the house, following the paths our driver had used, I started the long trek home.
Valeria POVBy the time I finally arrived at the packhouse, it was too late.My feet ached as I trudged up the driveway, the sun was setting, casting long shadows across the manicured lawn and my heart was heavy with fear and sadness. I had gotten lost several while trying to track my way to the pack house, all I wanted right now was a warm bath and maybe food.But as I neared the packhouse, it was anything but welcoming. It felt like a prison.As the front door opened, I saw my mother pacing in the foyer, worry etched across her face. As soon as she saw me, she ran up to me.“Valeria! Where have you been? I’ve been calling you for hours. Lysander said he didn’t see you after school and came home thinking you had come ahead. What happened dear?”My eyes darted past my mom to where Lysander was lounging on the stairs, his pupils glinting with amusement. He was watching me intently, a slow smug smile curving his lips.He knew.He knew exactly what he had done, leaving me stranded at sch
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Valeria POVThat evening, I sat at my desk calculating my remaining savings which had dwindled significantly after my recent attempts at buying my step-brothers affection.My mother’s words from breakfast some days ago echoed in my mind. “You should focus on building relationships between yourself and your brothers. Don’t just give up because they’re not being receptive yet.”I had tried to explain to her about the gifts and lunches, about my efforts to connect with them but my mother had insisted I wasn’t trying enough.“If they’re not receptive, you’re not trying hard enough. They’ll be Future Alphas one day and are perfect examples of grace and refinement. The problem must lie with your approach.So, I kept trying. I learned all of their favourite food, spent hours browsing the stores for perfect gifts, and offered help with tasks before being asked but each of my attempts was met with the same polite dismissal, each gift redirected to another person and today… I couldn’t believe t
Valeria POVEight Months later…I struck a day off the calendar sighing with content – three more days until my eighteenth birthday. Three days until I could finally escape this prison.I had even planned everything: a small apartment in the city, far from Red Ridge Pack, I’d already gotten a job at a bookstore, and thankfully since I was no longer vying for the affection of my stepbrothers, I’ve been able to save.Not only that, I was supposed to have gotten my wolf at 14 but I am almost 18, everyone has assumed I am human but for me, it was the best thing ever. No wolf meant no pack bonds to break, no mate to pine for, no ties to sever except the already fragile ones binding me to this family that had never wanted me.The only problem was my stepfather, Alpha Cassian was growing impatient.A month ago, I’d overheard him telling my mother, that as soon as I turn 18, I’ll be mated off.His voice had been calm but it was laced with disdain as if it was my fault that I had no wolf.“She
Zane POVI leaned against the doorframe of the library watching my brothers pace the room.The tension in the library was thick enough to choke on anyone and I couldn’t blame them. No one expects that their mate will turn out to be the same girl they’ve maltreated. There was this guilt already gnawing at my heart, just thinking about that but… there was also my wolf, begging me to be with her…The image of Valeria rising from the pool last night, her wet clothes sticking to all those curves on her body – made my manliness move with excitement just thinking about all the things I want to do to that body.Which is what I want to do more than anything right now… but for my brothers.“Is it even possible?” Lysander broke the silence. He was more restless than the others. “The Moon Goddess cannot have given her to us as a mate. Something doesn’t feel right?” “I would have believed you, Ly!” I said quietly “But you remember how crazy our wolves had gone when she got hers? I think the Moon
Valeria POVFor the first time in my life, I wasn’t alone in my mind.I lay on my bed staring up at the ceiling. My mind was racing, my heart was still pounding from everything that had happened earlier. I still couldn’t believe what started as a disaster turned out to be a good thing for me.I had my wolf.“Hello, Valeria,” Hazel’s voice warmed into my heart. “You’ve waited so long for me.”Curled up in my bed, my hair was still damp from the pool but I was too excited to care. I close my eyes, letting myself disappear into my small world with my wolf.“I’m so happy to meet you,” I murmured. “I thought I was broken. Everyone said I was just human, that I’d never have a wolf and they called me…”“Useless? Weak?” Hazel finished for me. “You are none of those things, Valeria. They were wrong. You weren’t broken or wolfless. I was simply waiting for the right time. You are special, and you’re meant for more than just this small life. And you were becoming…”“Becoming what and how am I sp
Valeria POVThe late afternoon sun cast long shadows through the café window as I wiped down another table, my muscles were aching from hours of work.I pulled the apron tighter around my waist, as I glanced around the bustling café. This was a perfect escape from the chaos of my life at home and the suffocating tension I had to endure around my stepbrothers.Here, I was just another employee, trying to make ends meet and that suited me perfectly.With my 18th birthday behind me, I was determined to save enough money to leave. The café job might not pay much, but to me, it was a start.Wiping my brow after taking several orders, I returned behind the counter to start processing the orders. Just as I was done filling up a tray with coffee cups and pastries, the bell above the door chimed.I turned to the newcomers, a smile on my face to welcome them but as I saw who they were, my heart sank. It was Merah from school and her friends. As soon as they spotted me, their expressions changed
Valeria POV“Seems like you had a great night!” It was not a question.Zane murmured coming out of the shadow to stand on the porch, blocking off its rays.As usual, his presence overwhelmed me but I stood my ground, I didn’t want to talk to him, to spoil the joy I felt deep within my soul. I didn’t think he was worth it. Without a word, I moved to step around him but before I could take another step, Zane reached out, his hand wrapping around my arm, pulling me back gently but firmly.“Are you ignoring me now, Valeria? Is that what your new date asked you to do? To ignore me?”“Let me go, now!” I said coldly.“Not until you answer my questions.” He jerked me closer to him. “What’s going on, Valeria? How could you just… go on a date with him?”I turned to him with a blank expression. “I don’t owe you any explanation, Zane Windsor. Weren’t you on the dining table when your father told me about this date? Don’t act dumb. Or better still stay out of my business. What I do and who I choos
Valeria POVI stared at my reflection in the car window, adjusting my dress for the hundredth time. I’d chosen something simple – a powder blue sundress that my mother had deemed ‘too casual’ for a first date with the son of Alpha Reynold and had made me change into the red dress.It was a typical evening dress with a slit running to my upper thigh, showing off my legs. I hated the dress but my mom insisted I wore it. Sighing, I thanked the pack guard who had driven me to the restaurant where I would be meeting Landon Reynold – Alpha Reynold’s son before alighting.I approached the entrance of the upscale restaurant with large windows overlooking a garden. I didn’t want to be here but if my mother and Alpha Cassian were so adamant about making this happen, I would humour them – just this once.Besides, as much as I resented the forced nature of the date, anything to get them off my back. As long as I remained in that pack house, I knew I couldn’t refuse Alpha Cassian.At the door, a h
Valeria POVI was done with waiting for anyone to change. It was time to start putting myself first.After the incident at Red Door, I kept my distance from my stepbrothers. To me, they no longer seemed like people I’d once wanted to know, much less impressed. So, I moved through the house as a ghost might, quiet and detached, not stopping to make small talk or meet anyone’s eyes.My life was triangular. From school to the café to the pack house. I made sure I left the house early enough to avoid riding to school with Lysander and found another route home after my shift to the café. I didn’t want to run into any of my stepbrothers by mistake.Alerion was the first to try to try to engage in a conversation with me.“Hey, Val,” he greeted me when we met in the hallways, the kind of tone that might have once prompted a smile from me. I merely nodded, barely glancing at him.Caius, too, tried a gentler approach. One morning he’d left a small box of my favourite tea on the kitchen counter,
Valeria POVA few days passed, but the regret didn’t fade. I missed Zane. I missed his smile, his voice, his warm presence, his meals. I missed the feeling of someone who cared. Of closing my shifts and walking up to a bouquet of colourful flowers.Every time I close my eyes, I see Zane’s face, the hurt I’d caused him. He had always been there for me, right from before I found out we were mates, always supported me and I’d thrown it back in his face like it meant nothing.But if I wanted to make things right, I would find him and apologize. I just needed to explain, to help him understand why it’s important we stay apart. But the problem was, that Zane had stopped coming to the pack house.For days now, I’ve toyed with the idea of going to his house but the problem was, I didn’t know the exact address. All the times we’ve gone there, I was always in Zane’s car, either sleeping or chatting with him and didn’t pay close attention to the landmarks.Perhaps, if I asked any of the boys. Ma
Valeria POVMy heart sank but I forced myself to stay calm, not to let any hurt spill over. “I guess, I don’t need to say much then.”Zane hesitated, “So… you’re planning to do what your mom said?”I nodded, refusing to meet his probing gaze. “It’s for the best. My mom has her life here, you’re all her new family. I’m just… I don’t fit here. I’ll leave after graduation.”He was silent for a moment before he finally spoke. “But what if you did fit here, Valeria? What if things were different?”My heart fluttered despite myself but I pushed it down, willing myself not to hope. “It’s too late, Zane. I’m leaving in a few months. This… whatever this is, won’t change anything.”His eyes darkened, and he moved a bit closer, his voice was a whisper now. “What if I could? You’re my mate after all… what if there’s the slightest probability that things will change?”The intensity in his gaze made my heart pound, but I forced myself to look away.“I have to keep my word to my mother, Zane. She wa
Valeria POVI held my smarting cheek, staring at my mother with surprise.“Do you have any idea what you’ve done?’ my mother hissed. I have worked so hard to give us a life here, to make sure we’re safe, and you go and pull something like this?’I swallowed hard, trying to hold back the tears at the corner of my eyes. I hadn’t meant for any of this to happen. I didn’t even fully realize how close I and Zane had come to crossing a line.“I didn’t mean to,” I said, trembling.“You didn’t mean to?” she scoffed. “You’ve been nothing but trouble since we moved here. And now this? Do you want to ruin everything for us? Do you want to destroy the life we are trying to build?”I bit my lips, struggling not to cry. “I’m sorry but I wasn’t seducing him, Mom. I promise.”“That’s now how it looked, Valeria. You more than anyone should understand how hard our life was before we came here. We lived paycheck to paycheck, never knowing if we’d make rent. Not just that, raising you on my own, struggli
Valeria POVA few days later, it was a weekend and I was home alone.My mother and Alpha Cassian were attending the wedding ceremony of an Alpha from a nearby pack and had informed me the night before. It was almost midday when I woke up to discover it was just me at home and the pack domestic staff who seemed busy.I decided to see a movie. Though Zane had promised to come over later to help me study for my upcoming calculus test.I brought out the necessary textbooks and questions, waiting for his arrival. I was almost settling into the movie when the doorbell rang. I opened the door to find Zane leaning against the frame, flashing me that familiar grin that made my heart skip a beat.“Hey,” he said, stepping inside, refusing my attempt to relieve him of the bag of groceries he had in one hand and the bottle of wine he had in the other. “Am I too late?” he asked making straight for the kitchen. “I thought we could make lunch together before we do the math. I’ve been craving your hel
Valeria POVOver the following weeks, I found myself increasingly surrounded by unexpected kindnesses from Zane.Like now, Zane stood in front of me, holding a bouquet of flowers in front of the café. The bright yellow blooms contrasted sharply with the dark autumn sky behind him and I could only stare, speechless.“I thought you could use a little something to brighten your shift,” he said with his signature grin. The one that melted my heart easily these days.I blinked, not sure what to do. Why was this becoming a habit? Despite it’s been weeks since the incident in the café when he had stepped in and defended me from Merah and her friends. Since then, he has been… different. Nicer. More attentive.At first, they were small gestures – fresh flowers appearing on my locker on every Monday morning, a hot coffee already ordered and waiting for me at the beginning of my café shifts. Then they grew more bolder, more personal.He had also mastered the art of being present without seeming
Valeria POVSome seconds later, Zane returned, carrying a small, white plastic bag.“Valeria!” he motioned to me. “Come here!”There were people at the counter, waiting in line for their order. I glared at him.“I’m busy!” I said through gritted teeth.“Do you want me to come carry you or will you come willingly?” he asked, arching a brow at me as a playful smile played on his lips.A blush crept up my neck as I swallowed hard. Why was he openly flirting with me?“I said I cannot!” I repeated, pointing at the line of customers in front of me.He nodded and came towards the counter and in one single swoop, he grabbed me and lifted me off the ground like I weighed nothing. Some of the customers hooted and clapped but I wasn’t impressed.Finally, he set me down on an empty chair, the smile was still on his face. On the other hand, I couldn’t stop blushing. After setting me on the chair, he sat on the other chair and dragged me close to him.Our faces were dangerously close to each other