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Chapter Forty: Equal Saint, Equal devil, choose your poison.
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Fated to love you Chapter Forty One: My sister's date
Amanda slept like the dead but once she was up there was no stopping the endless noise, it was either the wardrobe doOR was flying open recklessly or she was stomping her feet in angst, another option could be that she was sitting loudly on the bed, I mean with all her body bouncing on it. it irked me but there was only so much I could do to change that. I tossed and turned, forcing myself to block out the noise and sleep despite her wrecking havoc but it was fruitless, I knew that if I woke up this early after sleeping so late I would nurse a headache for most of the day, but there was no way to calm Amanda, so I finally gave in and opened my eyes. The room was a mess, I mean every corner of it was crawling with clothes, and somewhere at the other corner was Amanda digging up some more clothes frantically and making the entire place much more of a mad house. “What's going on?” I asked groggily, My hands were busy removing dirt from my eyes and I was trying to hide the irritation in
Last Updated : 2023-03-21Fated to love you Chapter Forty Two: Which guy doesn't?
I was not as happy to resume school as I was the first time I left, somehow being at home had grown on me. It had given me more room to think and maybe that is why I wanted to spend more time at home. To marinate in my thoughts. Rein came back so Amanda spent a lot of time with him, Gwen and Gisselle went back to their houses, father worked everytime so on most days I was left to the solutude of my thoughts. I was left to marinate the conclusions I had found, and revist every memory of the events that occured. I still didn't know whose side Fred was on, but a good guess would be Mac. But then there was the reaction of father that day at the event, what did it mean? And also the reaction of my entire family the moment I mentioned Luke, It said that he was far from being innocent, at least not to them. I should have felt more rage after knowing that there was possibility that he planned the raid on us all those years ago, but instead what I felt was the desire to know him better, a d
Last Updated : 2023-03-22Fated to love you Chapter Forty Three: You did WHAT?
The one thing I have come to find out about here is that there was no waiting or pausing at all. Classes began in full swing by the new week, and I was emerged once more in the bustle of school work and the stress of going to class and doing assignments, it was exhausting to keep up with. Lola and I pacified ourselves by having movie nights every Friday, at least the times we were both available, but recently she had been becoming more and more scarce, I suspected there was someone she started seeing, that girl is a bag of horniness, so it didn't surprise me at all, instead what fazed me was the fact that she didn't tell me about it. It was weird because she could never stop talking. Instead, she snuck around my back, sneaking out of the dorm when she thought I was asleep. My wolf and I laughed at her innocence and her oblivious state. I was aware of every breath she took in the room because of my heightened werewolf senses, so as far as I was concerned, she was just deceiving hersel
Last Updated : 2023-03-24Fated to love you Chapter Forty Four: I want someone to kiss me like that.
After they gushed out a truckload of apologies and promised an extra week of sandwiches and milkshakes, they finally left and I was left to seethe and douse my anger all on my own. I had to give it to them for how unexpected things went and how they completely took me by surprise. They wouldn't even tell me who they paired me up with. Only that it was with an Alumni of the school and we were to spend the entire day together with them, taking them on school tours and finally ending the day by coming along with them for the dinner, and of course, it was someone of the opposite sex. I really wasn't looking forward to that, and I was bent on expressing all my displeasure and letting them stew in guilt while I figured a way to cope with the unconventional manner of it all. Every night since their confession, Charles brought a sandwich and milkshake along whenever he came to take Lola and I have to admit I was getting the better end of the deal, I almost felt like a leech. It still felt
Last Updated : 2023-03-25Fated to love you Chapter Forty Five: It stings doesn't it?
The alarm clock went off for the fifth time in the past two minutes, and it took a whole lot of self-constraint not to knock it down and kill the annoying noise from plaguing my ears. I groaned and rolled from side to side, wishing for an extra two hours of sleep. The Alumni Day crept upon us all, and we met it readily. I was happy to be ready when it came and a bit grumpy that I had no idea of who I was paired up with, yet my entire portfolio had been sent to him, or that is what I was told at least. We were supposed to be at the hall very early to get paired up with the Alumni’s and I set the alarm because I had gotten so adjusted to the suspension of classes temporarily that waking up early had no effect on me. I had become a late waker officially. I could hear the impatient shuffling of feet and preparation by Lola, she had woken up even earlier than I did, and I managed to sleep back after her quick shower. “ Wake up, Fi, you have just like thirty minutes to get ready” I heard
Last Updated : 2023-03-26Fated to love you Chapter Forty Six: Rejected by the Rejected Mate.
I felt the entire room grow cold. It felt as if they knew the implication of what I said and suddenly a feeling of nervousness washed through me. my heart hammered, my hands started to feel sweaty but I didn't break my gaze from Mac’s deepened scowl, I watched as his nose flared and I felt a huge triumph flutter in my chest. He stared at me with so much zeal and fierceness but there was nothing but a blank canvas etched on his face, I wanted to draw something on that face, I wanted to see his anger or disgust or anything but it was a blank and empty canvas that he left me to paint my thoughts on. Shakily,I fought another small smile on my lips. I passed the microphone to the person who stood beside me as he called out who he was paired with. Immediately as he began to speak, I looked down as I tried to calm my racing heart. I felt proud. How does it feel to be rejected for once Mac? The question floated in my mind and with my head bowed I finally let out the small smile that had be
Last Updated : 2023-03-27Fated to love you Chapter Forty Seven: If I was bold enough I would have asked.
I don't know how long we stood there staring deeply into each others eyes like the whole world had faded into nothing but a blur, it was crazy how we got entirely lost in each others eyes. For someone looking from the outside it must have looked like something obscene, to be so caught up in a bubble that was somewhere in our orbs. I heard someone clear their throat loudly, I didn't have to look back to know who it was but it was enough to break us out from our trance. I stepped back immediately, blinking furiously because I felt a bit hypnotised from all the staring, what was it that drew me to this man? What did I see In his eyes that made me want to keep looking? I really don't know. I should have been on my feet, I should have been running from all the horrific stories I have heard, but somehow I was pulled in to him without any struggle on my end. It was wrong on every side, I knew, especially for someone who wasn't my mate. I suddenly didn't know what to do with my self, I shuf
Last Updated : 2023-03-28Fated to love you Chapter Forty Eight: Don't test me Fiona
We stared at each other in silence after he answered, we seemed to be doing a whole lot of that and it felt crazy that I didn't shy away from his gaze most of the time like I normally would. From the way his eyes burned I could tell he was waiting for me to ask, hinting me, chiding me, telling me to open up and speak, to say what is on my mind. But what did I know? He could be more dubious than Mac, a wolf in sheep's clothing, he could be everything I think he's not and everything I think he is, but I was too scared to find out, to take a leap and trust whatever he said. So I didn't ask, I looked away, and immediately I felt him step away from me. My heart sank. I cleared my throat "Now, we'll go to the Library, its somewhere along this path" I started walking nervously without waiting for him, but I heard his footsteps even though they were as light as air and I knew he was following me. I was nervous, I had questions, I needed to gather something on him today but so far I had do
Last Updated : 2023-03-29
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Fated to love you 154: I was always yours.
After the very intense and romantic dinner, which mainly consisted of Lucas staring at me with his electric blue orbs and me trying not to puke everything that had entered my belly due to the intensity in his eyes, he led us quietly back into the room where I perched awkwardly at the edge of the bed. "Where is everyone?" I whispered. I couldn't help but note the differences between his and Mac's houses. No pack members were sprawling around here, and no slaves or workers were moving to do his bidding. I was curious: was this how he lived as an Alpha?"I dismissed them," Lucas replied, dispersing the chaos in my mind. That made sense, I thought. Lucas continued to stare at me with something like longing in his eyes, and I had no idea what to do. He had said nothing would happen tonight, so why did he stare at me like that?As if sensing my thoughts, his long fingers wrapped around my jaw smoothly. " Don't think too much, just stay here with me." "What attracted you to me?" I whisper
Fated to love you 153: Glitters and Magic
"Oh, my goodness! I've told you, Amanda, I'm not going for something extra and shiny; I want something simple and nice!" She smirked as she handed me yet another one of her extravagant dresses. "You mean something cute and sexy?" My face went up in flames. "Oh my god! Amanda! For the hundredth time, we are not doing anything tonight!" "Oh yeah, and that's why you are spending the night with him?" "Urghhhh," I whinnied, covering my face with my hands at her absolute morbidity. It was practically impossible to win with this girl. In her most innocent voice, she added, "Well, since you claim it is nothing sensual, then you probably wouldn't want to wear a dress like this." She held up a red dress, and I lost my breath. "That's it," I whispered, and with one final squeal, I ran into the bathroom to get changed. At exactly seven pm, the doorbell rang, and Amanda ran excitedly to open it while I finished up my outfit. Spritzing perfume and taking deep breaths. I walked out to
Fated to love you 152: You are spending the night with me.
Two weeks later, there was no word from Lucas. If I had not seen the weary news and heard the whispered rumors I would have been scared, but now I was more upset than anything. His plans were already in motion. It was one downfall to the other of the Ashen subsidiaries, and the tabloid made sure everyone knew. Between clans, they could tell that things were looking bad for the Ashens. Even though they played all the cards they had, Lucas was smarter, strategically utilizing all his inside men to break down the very foundation of their business. Father kept us updated as he continued working there, despite the fresh rage I had seen in his eyes after that discussion and the hunger for revenge for Mom. He kept us updated on the incessant fights that kept happening while also trying to gather some men who were formally of our pack before they became slaves as a means of survival. I sighed for the fifth time, watching as the red mother broadcaster spoke about an outbreak of fire in the
Fated to love you 151: It all comes together.
When I got in, Father pulled me into a big, tight hug that left me both shocked and in awe, and I went to bed tipsy with happiness and the euphoria of everything that had happened. Finally, it felt like everything was all coming together, so for that night, I swallowed the questions I had for Father and basked in the sheer joy in the air, falling asleep with a huge smile on my face and a weight lifted from my chest. Soon, very soon, we will all witness the heavy downfall of Mac and the entire Ashen family. ****** The smell of pancakes and bacon that wafted through the air the next morning told me of my sister's arrival. Father must have called them over last night, and that could only mean that we were having a family meeting. I jumped down from the bed, excited to see them and eat delicious food after such a long time. "Fiona darling," Giselle's slender arms wrapped around me as I stepped into the kitchen, looking as ivory and as beautiful as ever with that flowery scent that ma
Fated to love you 150: It is settled now baby.
The ride home was silent and filled with the many words and thoughts running through our minds. I finally had enough time to process everything Lucas told me, which was a lot. The plan was for him to drop me off, but I knew I was going to tell my family the truth about everything that occurred many years ago and find out why Father hid so many things from me. Even if Lucas was fine with being the bad guy and being blamed for things he had no hand in, I wasn't okay with it, and I needed to get it out.I glanced at the brooding man on the wheel. Ever since we managed to pry ourselves apart and his almost confession, he had been unusually quiet and even more brooding, like he was lost in thought in a space of his own, and I had no idea how to reach him. "What's going on?" I asked, turning to face him and taking him in more; we had spent the past days together, yet he still looked handsome in a new way. I still couldn't get over how handsome he was. I didn't think it would ever be somet
Fated to love you 149: You would be the end of me.
Somehow the kiss transcended from my little kiss as Lucas took control, fighting with every urge in his body against his wold from ripping my clothes and taking me, and I could feel it in every strain as he deepened the kiss, picking me up from the floor, I wrapped my legs instinctively around his waist as I went in for more, grabbing a handful of his shirt. The desire I felt eroded my senses, but I knew it was nothing compared to the one a person with full access to his alpha wolf felt; all I got from my wolf was an intense need and constant purring, which rang out as moans as Lucas raked his hands hastily from my back to my waist repeatedly.Carefully and still deep in the kiss, he led me back into the room till I was dropped softly against the soft sheets and towered by him. My heart seized as I stared at his almost black-blue eyes now, electricity running up and down his blue orbs and desire fueling them so passionately I felt dizzy for a second. My own need propelled me to wrap m
Fated to love you 148: A kiss to save.
"No," Lucas thundered, taking my soft fists in his large ones. I expected this, so I didn't budge. I added calmly, "I wasn't asking for your permission, Lucas. I was simply letting you know I am all in on this." "I don't want to drag you down this path. The Ashens are ruthless and very crafty. You are not ready, and I would hate for any harm to come to you on my account." "You think I don't know they are ruthless? Do you think I have no idea how crafty they can be when I have been a victim myself? I am well aware, and it is my knowledge that fuels my anger." I paused, inhaling deeply. "I, too, have been offended, and I am itching for my revenge, So train me or protect me. Whatever makes you feel better, but know that I will not sit and watch idly, and I will make Mac pay whether or not you let me in on this. I will beat him at his own game," I fought. He stared at me warily for a while before heaving a breath and nodding. "I will not put you in harm's way, but I will train you we
Fated to love you 147: Bring hell to the Ashen Clan
Lucas didn't come in for at least twenty minutes, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't stop thinking about the big bulge in his pants when he walked out of the room. I had felt it earlier when I laid down, and now it has become the most fascinating and most terrifying thing to me, but I just couldn't breathe my head to kick out the thought.I lay beneath the duvet, covering my red-coated face and my swollen lips from the past few minutes, my heart was still racing as though I had just run a marathon, and particles of the lightheadedness I felt when Lucas was kissing me still remained. I missed him immediately when he left, as he walked out of the door, as soon as his hands left my body. I came to the slow realization that my feelings for Lucas were rapidly changing into something big and beyond my control it was only a matter of time before they blew up in my face. The air in the room still smelled like him, like wood and soap and masculine sweat and for a second I imagined hi
Fated to love you 145: "For you I can be gentle"
Lucas caught up with me in no time, but I refused to give in when his large arms encircled me again. I thrashed against his body and bumped into trees hoping to scratch and loosen his death grip on me. "I'm sorry, Fiona, But listen, Hear me out first," He said, not sounding a minute breathless or like someone carrying a thrashing girl. "No, let me go!" I thrashed and kicked around the open air "You're only going to hurt yourself, Fiona," Lucas growled. " Stay put and listen to what I have to say for your own sake." "No, you listen to me, Let. Me. Go." I protested. Lucas sighed and wrapped his hand even firmer around my torso. "Why do you choose the wrong times to be stubborn and throw a tantrum? Do you have any idea how difficult it has been for me to watch you fawn over someone as horrible as Mactervish?" He scoffed, then continued in a ludicrous manner, "Or should I speak about how worried I have been every second that you have spent with him? dined with him, sat with him, a
