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Chapter Forty Six: Rejected by the Rejected Mate.
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Fated to love you Chapter Forty Seven: If I was bold enough I would have asked.
I don't know how long we stood there staring deeply into each others eyes like the whole world had faded into nothing but a blur, it was crazy how we got entirely lost in each others eyes. For someone looking from the outside it must have looked like something obscene, to be so caught up in a bubble that was somewhere in our orbs. I heard someone clear their throat loudly, I didn't have to look back to know who it was but it was enough to break us out from our trance. I stepped back immediately, blinking furiously because I felt a bit hypnotised from all the staring, what was it that drew me to this man? What did I see In his eyes that made me want to keep looking? I really don't know. I should have been on my feet, I should have been running from all the horrific stories I have heard, but somehow I was pulled in to him without any struggle on my end. It was wrong on every side, I knew, especially for someone who wasn't my mate. I suddenly didn't know what to do with my self, I shuf
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We stared at each other in silence after he answered, we seemed to be doing a whole lot of that and it felt crazy that I didn't shy away from his gaze most of the time like I normally would. From the way his eyes burned I could tell he was waiting for me to ask, hinting me, chiding me, telling me to open up and speak, to say what is on my mind. But what did I know? He could be more dubious than Mac, a wolf in sheep's clothing, he could be everything I think he's not and everything I think he is, but I was too scared to find out, to take a leap and trust whatever he said. So I didn't ask, I looked away, and immediately I felt him step away from me. My heart sank. I cleared my throat "Now, we'll go to the Library, its somewhere along this path" I started walking nervously without waiting for him, but I heard his footsteps even though they were as light as air and I knew he was following me. I was nervous, I had questions, I needed to gather something on him today but so far I had do
Huling Na-update : 2023-03-29Fated to love you Chapter Forty Nine; Just do as I say.
The first thing I saw when I opened my eye was bright illuminating white light. There was a chandeliers hanging over my head, the brightness of the tiny lights on it made my head hurt, it blurred my vision for a while then finally it settled and the world stopped spinning. I remembered exactly what led me here, what made the whole world black, I held my breath for too long, I was scared but I also felt passion like I had never felt before, not for anyone even my mate. I asked Luke the questions that had been bugging my mind without asking the one I really wanted to know, the one that determined how things went and how they ended with us. He knew and he was furious, how did he know I wanted to ask if his pack had been the one to attack us? Did he know for a certain or could he just perceive my hesitance to ask what's on my mind? He had run out of patience but still he never treated me like Mac did, He didn't hurt me. I was scared he would hurt me but somewhere all along I knew he w
Huling Na-update : 2023-03-29Fated to love you Chapter Fifty: Mystery men and clumsy girls.
I stared at the door as it closed shut, today seemed like a week in one, so many things had happened that made no sense at all to me, so many things I had done and said that made me cringe in remembrance. My face still burned from the memory of it all, it didn't help that he was leaving, I felt like a hungry wolf, my wolf was really showing her sexually starving side with him, and even the thought of using the same shower gel and skin products as he made my heart beat in an obscene way. I placed my shaky hands on the table and immediately felt like I could breathe a whole lot better with the knowledge that he wasn't around. Everything about this screamed wrong the entire situation was weird, it scared me, and it terrified me. What did he mean by his fondness for me? When did he grow fond of me? What was going on between us and what was this terrifying electricity propelling us to one another? If Mac was aware of all that had transpired between us today, I wondered how he would feel
Huling Na-update : 2023-03-30Fated to love you Chapter Fifty One: I had no idea.
By the time it was thirty minutes to the dinner I began to fidget, I worried if the dress he got would fit me, agreed the one I was putting on right now was gotten by him but was a loose fitting style so it would have fitted anybody. Also there was the worry of where was I going to dress up? Certainly not in the same room or space as he, I had hoped to curl my hair and apply something little to my face because I wanted to look good, but what was the probability of that occurrence right now? The both of us were still seated at the table we ate, for different reasons I would like to assume. His reason was he had some work to do I guessed, from the way he was staring at his phone with intent, it made a lot of sense. On the other end I was just too full to move, I had eaten so much that the thought of standing at the moment scared me, so I waited for it to all digest, but right now after one sweaty check of the time it felt like all the air in the room couldn't satisfy my lungs and curb
Huling Na-update : 2023-03-31Fated to love you Chapter Fifty Two: Close your eyes
"You want something light right?" Mellisa asked, smiling warmly at me through the mirror I nodded "Close your eyes" , and that was the last thing I heard until a "You can open your eyes now" which came exactly seven minutes after she started and I opened my eyes to a very beautiful version of me. The make up was minimal just as i'd wanted it and the focus was more on my eye, somehow she was able to make my dull brown eyes seem a bit like emerald and look extraordinary. She applied mascara to my long lashes and drew the perfect eye liner over them, then she paired it with very subtle lilac eye shadow. For my cheeks she applied a little powder and went subtle with a clear lip gloss. It was exactly what I wanted, something simple and elegant. perfect this way. She flat ironed my brown hair and let it cascade down my shoulders, I looked breathtaking. She parted the hair in the middle and just let it drop down. I felt as good as I looked. I thanked her for the fifth time, satisfied
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I searched my brain for answers. Okay maybe she was just walking him to where he was seated, she did that for Luke and I afterall, but where was the tour guide who was supposed to be on his arm? And why was she holding onto him in that way? But more importantly why were they walking in the direction of our table? The entire Hall suddenly felt very hot. I felt panic rising in my chest, I clenched my fists and shut my eye, I could feel two pair of eyes on me, I knew it was Luke but I didn't want to see the concern on his face right now. It would confuse me even more. With every step they took in our direction my heart hammered, my palms produced more sweat, I took another gulp of water as they got seated, with Mac intentionally taking a seat close to me, closing all my thoughts with his presence. I felt a bit dizzy from the strongness of his cologne, there was a conflict in my belly over the one I had somehow gotten used to today and the one who sat beside me right now, I didn't want
Huling Na-update : 2023-03-31Fated to love you Chapter Fifty Four: Till you become mine for all Eternity.
I didn't stop running. Even when I felt the gush of wind greet my nostrils, even when the light drizzle slapped my skin, even when my eyes burned with all the tears I refused to cry and made me momentarily blind, I didn't stop. Someone was tailing me. I could feel it, I assumed it was Lola because she was the only one I could manage to out run with ease, but I didn't want to speak to anyone right now, I just wanted to breathe. What the hell was going on? one moment Mac was treating me like something with no worth and the next moment he wanted to claim me? Why did I feel more like a possession between those two men and what did Luke have to do with this. I dashed my foot against a stone in my haze, sending my entire balance off the charts. I closer my eyes and prepared my body for the hard collide with the granite ground, instead as always strong pair of arms wrapped around my torso and held me up just before I hit the ground. I looke
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Fated to love you 154: I was always yours.
After the very intense and romantic dinner, which mainly consisted of Lucas staring at me with his electric blue orbs and me trying not to puke everything that had entered my belly due to the intensity in his eyes, he led us quietly back into the room where I perched awkwardly at the edge of the bed. "Where is everyone?" I whispered. I couldn't help but note the differences between his and Mac's houses. No pack members were sprawling around here, and no slaves or workers were moving to do his bidding. I was curious: was this how he lived as an Alpha?"I dismissed them," Lucas replied, dispersing the chaos in my mind. That made sense, I thought. Lucas continued to stare at me with something like longing in his eyes, and I had no idea what to do. He had said nothing would happen tonight, so why did he stare at me like that?As if sensing my thoughts, his long fingers wrapped around my jaw smoothly. " Don't think too much, just stay here with me." "What attracted you to me?" I whisper
Fated to love you 153: Glitters and Magic
"Oh, my goodness! I've told you, Amanda, I'm not going for something extra and shiny; I want something simple and nice!" She smirked as she handed me yet another one of her extravagant dresses. "You mean something cute and sexy?" My face went up in flames. "Oh my god! Amanda! For the hundredth time, we are not doing anything tonight!" "Oh yeah, and that's why you are spending the night with him?" "Urghhhh," I whinnied, covering my face with my hands at her absolute morbidity. It was practically impossible to win with this girl. In her most innocent voice, she added, "Well, since you claim it is nothing sensual, then you probably wouldn't want to wear a dress like this." She held up a red dress, and I lost my breath. "That's it," I whispered, and with one final squeal, I ran into the bathroom to get changed. At exactly seven pm, the doorbell rang, and Amanda ran excitedly to open it while I finished up my outfit. Spritzing perfume and taking deep breaths. I walked out to
Fated to love you 152: You are spending the night with me.
Two weeks later, there was no word from Lucas. If I had not seen the weary news and heard the whispered rumors I would have been scared, but now I was more upset than anything. His plans were already in motion. It was one downfall to the other of the Ashen subsidiaries, and the tabloid made sure everyone knew. Between clans, they could tell that things were looking bad for the Ashens. Even though they played all the cards they had, Lucas was smarter, strategically utilizing all his inside men to break down the very foundation of their business. Father kept us updated as he continued working there, despite the fresh rage I had seen in his eyes after that discussion and the hunger for revenge for Mom. He kept us updated on the incessant fights that kept happening while also trying to gather some men who were formally of our pack before they became slaves as a means of survival. I sighed for the fifth time, watching as the red mother broadcaster spoke about an outbreak of fire in the
Fated to love you 151: It all comes together.
When I got in, Father pulled me into a big, tight hug that left me both shocked and in awe, and I went to bed tipsy with happiness and the euphoria of everything that had happened. Finally, it felt like everything was all coming together, so for that night, I swallowed the questions I had for Father and basked in the sheer joy in the air, falling asleep with a huge smile on my face and a weight lifted from my chest. Soon, very soon, we will all witness the heavy downfall of Mac and the entire Ashen family. ****** The smell of pancakes and bacon that wafted through the air the next morning told me of my sister's arrival. Father must have called them over last night, and that could only mean that we were having a family meeting. I jumped down from the bed, excited to see them and eat delicious food after such a long time. "Fiona darling," Giselle's slender arms wrapped around me as I stepped into the kitchen, looking as ivory and as beautiful as ever with that flowery scent that ma
Fated to love you 150: It is settled now baby.
The ride home was silent and filled with the many words and thoughts running through our minds. I finally had enough time to process everything Lucas told me, which was a lot. The plan was for him to drop me off, but I knew I was going to tell my family the truth about everything that occurred many years ago and find out why Father hid so many things from me. Even if Lucas was fine with being the bad guy and being blamed for things he had no hand in, I wasn't okay with it, and I needed to get it out.I glanced at the brooding man on the wheel. Ever since we managed to pry ourselves apart and his almost confession, he had been unusually quiet and even more brooding, like he was lost in thought in a space of his own, and I had no idea how to reach him. "What's going on?" I asked, turning to face him and taking him in more; we had spent the past days together, yet he still looked handsome in a new way. I still couldn't get over how handsome he was. I didn't think it would ever be somet
Fated to love you 149: You would be the end of me.
Somehow the kiss transcended from my little kiss as Lucas took control, fighting with every urge in his body against his wold from ripping my clothes and taking me, and I could feel it in every strain as he deepened the kiss, picking me up from the floor, I wrapped my legs instinctively around his waist as I went in for more, grabbing a handful of his shirt. The desire I felt eroded my senses, but I knew it was nothing compared to the one a person with full access to his alpha wolf felt; all I got from my wolf was an intense need and constant purring, which rang out as moans as Lucas raked his hands hastily from my back to my waist repeatedly.Carefully and still deep in the kiss, he led me back into the room till I was dropped softly against the soft sheets and towered by him. My heart seized as I stared at his almost black-blue eyes now, electricity running up and down his blue orbs and desire fueling them so passionately I felt dizzy for a second. My own need propelled me to wrap m
Fated to love you 148: A kiss to save.
"No," Lucas thundered, taking my soft fists in his large ones. I expected this, so I didn't budge. I added calmly, "I wasn't asking for your permission, Lucas. I was simply letting you know I am all in on this." "I don't want to drag you down this path. The Ashens are ruthless and very crafty. You are not ready, and I would hate for any harm to come to you on my account." "You think I don't know they are ruthless? Do you think I have no idea how crafty they can be when I have been a victim myself? I am well aware, and it is my knowledge that fuels my anger." I paused, inhaling deeply. "I, too, have been offended, and I am itching for my revenge, So train me or protect me. Whatever makes you feel better, but know that I will not sit and watch idly, and I will make Mac pay whether or not you let me in on this. I will beat him at his own game," I fought. He stared at me warily for a while before heaving a breath and nodding. "I will not put you in harm's way, but I will train you we
Fated to love you 147: Bring hell to the Ashen Clan
Lucas didn't come in for at least twenty minutes, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't stop thinking about the big bulge in his pants when he walked out of the room. I had felt it earlier when I laid down, and now it has become the most fascinating and most terrifying thing to me, but I just couldn't breathe my head to kick out the thought.I lay beneath the duvet, covering my red-coated face and my swollen lips from the past few minutes, my heart was still racing as though I had just run a marathon, and particles of the lightheadedness I felt when Lucas was kissing me still remained. I missed him immediately when he left, as he walked out of the door, as soon as his hands left my body. I came to the slow realization that my feelings for Lucas were rapidly changing into something big and beyond my control it was only a matter of time before they blew up in my face. The air in the room still smelled like him, like wood and soap and masculine sweat and for a second I imagined hi
Fated to love you 145: "For you I can be gentle"
Lucas caught up with me in no time, but I refused to give in when his large arms encircled me again. I thrashed against his body and bumped into trees hoping to scratch and loosen his death grip on me. "I'm sorry, Fiona, But listen, Hear me out first," He said, not sounding a minute breathless or like someone carrying a thrashing girl. "No, let me go!" I thrashed and kicked around the open air "You're only going to hurt yourself, Fiona," Lucas growled. " Stay put and listen to what I have to say for your own sake." "No, you listen to me, Let. Me. Go." I protested. Lucas sighed and wrapped his hand even firmer around my torso. "Why do you choose the wrong times to be stubborn and throw a tantrum? Do you have any idea how difficult it has been for me to watch you fawn over someone as horrible as Mactervish?" He scoffed, then continued in a ludicrous manner, "Or should I speak about how worried I have been every second that you have spent with him? dined with him, sat with him, a
