I remember every one of their warnings, I knew whatever would happen I would never expect it. But I think I prefer that to subjecting to them. I prefer whatever damage might happen that being locked in that dark creepy room for the rest of my life.A sharp pain tore in my head and it felt like I was thrown into a depth of me, where I had no control over myself. I felt trapped. I could see nothing but darkness. I could hear nothing. Just distant petrified screams and growls.I was expecting a stop, I wanted to be in control of my body and run far away from them, but when I realised I couldn't take control of my body, I knew I had made a mistake of letting her out in the first place.I tried screaming, but it felt like I had no mouth nor throat. She was in full control of every part of my body. The fact I had no idea of what she was doing bothered me the most. They said a lot about her, the stealer wolf. She was as bad as no one can ever expect. She's evil and cruel. She always thirsts
I woke up in a cell this time around, quite worse than my previous room. I laid on the ground for some minutes, not finding any strength to get up. It was dead quiet, like this was a different side of the building. I later discovered it was a basement, seeing a stairway leading up into the building.There was a small malfunctioning bulb in the cell, which kept blinking repeatedly, obviously bad. It was really cold down here.I slowly sat up against the wall, groaning loudly as sharp pains tore around my body. I looked down at my elbow which I remembered was completely damaged. A bile rose in my throat as I stared at it. Oh dear god, is this ever going to heal? I know if I don't get to see a doctor or it might get really infected. I knew if I were a real wolf I wouldn't bother about it. Hell! It would've healed by now.I can swear I've never been this way, ever in my life. I felt incomplete and useless and worst of all, weak.I couldn't heal fast and the bleeding hadn't stop. I felt lik
Damien's POVI walked out of the room to my office, slamming the door behind me. "Alpha-" Lucas tried walking into the room."Get out!" I barked angrily, glaring hard at him."Yes, Alpha." He bowed and walked out of the room.I ran my fingers through my hair exasperatedly and grabbed the flower vase on the table, smashing it across the room. My breaths were coming out in the pants, my nose flaring in anger. I wanted to destroy something. I growled and grabbed a wall art smashing it hard on the wall, completely shattering it. Yes, I'm totally mad I needed to break something. Why the fuck would she send me out of the room? She has no right to."Liar." I stopped when Dean, my wolf, scoffed."What do you mean?" I asked, panting heavily as I stood in the middle of the room."You're not mad at the doc Damien, you're mad at the stealer don't try to change it." He was totally right, but I'm trying so hard not to think about her or I might just end up killing her, and that would be really usel
"You must've felt really good after what you did huh?" My brows rose automatically immediately he spoke. I'll just assume he has no idea how this also affected me. I don't feel good about killing people, I never will.He scoffed and grabbed a chair and sat on it, directly facing me while I kept my head down. "I'm not gonna ask you why you did it, or why you tried to fucking runaway, I know what kind of a beast you are and trust me I know how to handle you." First threat! A bell rang in my head immediately. Did I really think he was just going to forget about it so easily? Well, maybe I did because I thought he broke me enough. I tried not to think further of what he meant by handle me, I didn't want to imagine all the almost impossible things he'll do to me. But a voice whispered in my head telling me, 'my cruel fate' just began and I started it myself."Why don't we start this conversation by telling you stupid you were?" He sat back on his chair and folded his arms, his gaze fixed o
Just like he said, some ladies came into the room later in the evening, with a new dress for me to put on. I had a quick bath and wore the dress, waiting till it was time to go. I did not wait long before they came again, leading out of the room. I walked into what looked like a foyer immediately seeing Damien and just a few guards standing behind him.Nobody came.What the hell was I expecting? To see a crowd ready and excited to witness my initiation? I doubt if they knew I was here or was being initiated. Though they might feel the link probably.I decided to keep my gaze on my feets, when I couldn't stand looking at the cold faces of everyone around. Not even a single person was smiling, they must all hate me now. I didn't even want to think if some of the people I think have families, and probably kids. They must really hate me.He stretched out his palm with a plain look, a small knife in his right hand. I placed my right palm into his, heaving out a deep sigh."Repeat after me."
Something felt off this morning, I had no idea why, but I had woken up, my heart racing really fast. I knew something was wrong when Linda came to me this morning, she didn't say any words to me. Just came to check if I had healed fully and taken my medications. I also noticed a sigh of pity in her eyes. She knew something but wouldn't talk to me. I was scared and I was clueless, having no idea of what the hell was happening. A few hours later, some men came, escorting me out of the room into a hall. I walked into the crowded hall, keeping my eyes down as I felt intense gazes on me. I hated this place, I hated the fast it was filled with just men, chattering in a language I don't understand. I was left to sit at a corner in the hall, while most of them sat at large tables, filled with food and wine.I hated the fact something felt wrong, I looked around the hall, trying to ignore the gazes on me. My mate wasn't here, what the hell is going on? My heart skipped a beat when I sighted N
I stood there frozen, my heart already thumping heavily and I stopped breathing. Repeated cold shivers ran down my spine and I stared at him in shock. I stared deeper into his eyes hoping to see if he was just bluffing. His cold green eyes held no emotions as he stared back at me. The back of my eyes began burning with tears and I felt the world around me come crashing down. This was the height of it all. My hands shook, perspiration began forming on my head.I looked around the hall slowly, seeing all eyes on me. Staring expectantly, their eyes already filled with lust. I took my eyes back to my mate, staring pleadingly at him, hoping he'd change what he said. "You're not deaf stealer, strip!" Noah spat out harshly, making me flinch, his eyes held so much disdain not the usual smirk on his face. It held so much hate.I couldn't bring myself to pull off my gown, my hands trembled heavily and my eyes burned as tears threatened to pour. A small yelp escaped my lips as Noah came to me
I picked up my gown, wearing it very quickly, holding my underthings when they dismissed me, ordering some guards to lead me away. I felt totally numb as I walked between the guards who led me into an unfamiliar hallway. I took my eyes to my feet, not wanting to look up.I felt completely detached from my body just like I wanted. I was totally humiliated and the thought that it wasn't the end made me shiver in fear.Without waiting for their orders, I rushed into the room as soon as he pushed the door open and shut it close, I leaned against the door, allowing a flood of tears to pour from my eyes.Whimpering like a wounded thing, I slide down to the floor, still feeling his hands on my body. Now my own skin irritates me. I folded my knees to my chest, sobbing heavily. I've never felt so hurt my entire life. Having my mate watch as I was sexually humiliated and he did nothing about it. My heart was repeatedly clenching in pain that I wished I could disappear. Disappear from this crue
Eleven years laterMarilee's POVOnce again, I'm woken by the aggressive sound of my alarm ringing, I blindly reach to grab it and threw it across the room. The satisfied sound of it smashing against the wall makes me lie on the bed again, taking a deep breath."Marilee, what the hell was that?" I heard dad say as he walked into the room. "Marilee, that's the eighth alarm in just two weeks!" I don't reply to him but bury my face into the pillow, trying to fall asleep again. "Marilee!" Dad yelled again, pulling the duvet off my body. "That's it! Get up, you're going to be late for school!""Can I get just ten more minutes?" I mumbled, curling myself into a ball."No, get up now." He held my arm, pulling me from the bed. "Geez, you'll be sixteen in a few weeks do I have to keep doing this?""If only you'd let me make a choice here," I grumbled, frowning as he placed me on my feet."I hate school, yeah say that again. Marilee, you would be a future leader, you need to make the other kids
Bella's POVIt's been exactly eight weeks since that ugly incident happened. Eight weeks of reconstructing the whole pack, we moved them from the woods where they had been hiding back to the pack. Most parts of the pack were destroyed, especially the packhouse, but it was a chance to change a few of the settings of the packhouse.We laid the dead to rest, using a few weeks to mourn them. It wasn't easy for Damien to get over the guilt of killing his best friend. Taylor was doing quite well now that she had her father, Helen was right. She would be the same if she were with me, she just needed someone very close to her. Heather was back with her parents Zoe and Tobias who were survivors of such long captivity. Damien has been very close to Marilee who seemed to enjoy his company more than mine. It wasn't so hard to convince her that he was her father, she could feel the bond and gave in quickly, besides she had been waiting so long for her 'daddy'. They've grown closer more than I was
I froze, feeling shivers run down my spine when he said those words. I managed to stand up, staring at Damien in shock. Those words rang in my head over and over again.What could it mean?“The stupid symbiosis experiment went wrong on them and now they aren’t what we think,” Freya answered my question and I shook my head trying not to believe it. I did not want to feel hopeless, not after coming this far.“ But there could be something, to save him right? Like an antidote?” I asked, rubbing my palm on my pants.“You really think those scientists make an antidote for all of their mistakes? Do you think they ever fix them? Snap out of this Bella, we have to find a way to bring him back ourselves.” I pressed my lips tight, trying to shove back the cry threatening to escape my lips."Okay." I sniffed, taking in several deep breaths. From the corner of my eyes, I saw the others take several steps back after sighting Damien. He stopped in front of the cell, looked to the side to stare at t
I lunged at the guard closest to me, grabbed him by his neck, and twisted in the wrong direction; I heard a snap and his body went limp. Weak humans! I used his body as a shield for a few seconds as the other guards opened fire and as shooting wildly at me. Knowing it wasn’t going to last and dropped him and moved with speed to dodge those bullets, but I was shocked the most when it seemed the whole world stopped, I could see the bullets in the air, moving very slowly while I just stood watching. What the hell is happening? I looked down at my body to see those magical flames around me; it was on every part of my body, looking so soft. I guess this was what Helen meant by being gifted by the goddess with special powers. I felt really strong and it was like my fingertips were filled with electricity. Well, let’s put this to good use. I held the bullets and the air and threw them back to the men, then everything turned back to normal and they fell to the ground dead. They must’ve called
I tried to push all nervousness and doubts aside as I stood before the huge abandoned-looking laboratory. I see they did a pretty good job hiding from the authorities and the government. I walked around the building, tucking my hands into my coat's pockets. I was dressed in black shirt, black pants and brown coat with white sneakers, comfortable enough for me to run when I sighted the camera. I stopped, immediately I saw the first camera, moving closer to stare up at it. My lips curved into a smile when I saw the red tiny light and without waiting another second, I turned around, walking away in hurried footsteps. As soon as I was out of sight, I took to my heels, hidiny between tall buildings in the area."I'm done." I said, speaking through the mind link to Noah. "We're watching the cameras, just stay where you are till we see the results." "Okay," This was our plan, quite crazy though. Noah suggested we let the hunters come for us, that way we'd be better prepared. They would def
Returning to the Library, Helen insisted I take some rest and continue with the plan later. Knowing she was right and I was feeling quite weak already, I did as she said, retiring to bed since it was late evening already. She gave me a room that consisted of just a middle-sized bed and a small table at the corner of the room and a wardrobe of course; thankfully it had a bathroom in it. So I took a shower, changed into my nightwear, and decided to take some rest. I clenched my fists, biting back a growl when I heard a knock on the door. Shit! I was just a few seconds away from drifting into sleep. Pushing the door I did not expect to see Jane standing outside, clutching a pillow to her chest. “Can I sleep with you tonight?” She asked in a timid voice, pressing her lips innocently. “Just for tonight.” She added, rushing her words. “Jane?” I tried to hide the smile forming on my lips, turning my face to the side. “I’m fucking thirty, not a fourteen, sixteen years old kid.” I rolled my
Few minutes later we walked out of the room after trying off our tears with a profound determination, my brows raised in confusion when we sighted the rest of the workers including Helen all laughing as Marilee stood before them.“Mom.” She ran towards me immediately after she noticed my presence.“What is going on?”“Mom, I was telling uncle Alexei that my name was marry me.” She spoke, staring up at me with an innocent smile.“What?” I chuckled in amusement, moving to sit at the table where they all sat.“Yes, I told him marry me!” She repeated, rolling her eyes.“You know that’s not your name, don’t you?”“I actually wasn’t telling him my name,” She crossed her arms behind her, stretching her lips into a plain smile. “I was telling him to marry me, he just didn’t get it.”“Whattt?” Alexei shrieked, bursting into another fit of laughter.“Okay, that’s enough Mari, you don’t go around telling people to marry you,” I spoke, pushing all playfulness away.“Oh, and you did not also get t
I looked back at Helen with shock all over my face, completely awed at the revealed. "How could you? I mean all this while?""I thought you might've felt it," Helen replied with a shrug of her shoulders."I always felt it, but I ignored it, I thought it was just you." Helen chuckled as I kept glancing between her and the workers. "You know the first thing you should learn now is not to ignore every weird sign you see or feel. It's could mean a lot more." I nodded, understanding her point. If I'm going into a big fight now, even the littlest details or suspicion mean a lot."So, do you guys have a secret pack here also?""No, no. They're just...""We're rogues." The first guy spoke, cutting Helen off. "I'm Alexei." He stretched out his hands for a shake which I accepted immediately. "Bella," I said with a smile on my face."We all know your name already." They all burst out laughing, making me feel hysterically stupid."Silly me." I chuckled, scratching my head in embarrassment."Let
I closed my eyes and leaned back into the seat when the announcement of the preparation for the landing boomed from the speaker. Five years and I'm back in Russia, only this time around, I feel like a coward for running in the first place. The kids were quite excited for different reasons though, Marilee was happy she was going on a plane for the first time, and Taylor was happy she was away from school for a while. Heather showed no form of excitement, just staring outside the window before she asked the question that made my heart clench. "Are we going back to the pack now?" Her small tiny innocent voice came through. "No, baby. Not yet." I replied, hiding my emotions with a smile on my face. "I do not like Australia." She heaved out a tired sigh, shaking her head. I knew right from the start she never liked it, but chose not to complain about it. "We'd talk about that later baby." I planted a small kiss on her forehead, wrapping my right arm around her shoulders, and pulling her