Feya’s POV
The world had descended into turmoil. The once serene atmosphere of the garden was now suffused with dread, the sound of hurried footsteps echoing as guards rushed to secure the perimeter. My heart raced, each thump a stark reminder of the peril that enveloped us. The acrid smoke stung my eyes, yet I refused to waver. I was already upright, my body rigid with anxiety, my heart overshadowed by a darkness deeper than mere fear.
Killian was the last person I wanted to dwell on at this moment, yet his image intruded upon my mind unbidden. Why did he have to act this way? My fists tightened, the fabric of my gown wrinkling under the strain. I couldn’t afford to indulge those feelings, not when chaos reigned around us.
I maneuvered past the chairs, disregarding the worried glances of the elders, their eyes silently urging me to remain composed. But composure was a luxury I could not afford. No one could, not in this moment. The air was saturated with the sounds of gunfire and distant blasts, signaling that the enemy was drawing near. I had to keep moving.
"Feya, please!" A voice cut through my reverie.
I barely noticed the guard as he stepped into my path. He was panting, his face slick with sweat. Panic laced his every word. "You need to find a safe place. This isn’t—"
I pushed past him, my frustration boiling over. "Get your hands off me!”
His hand gripped my arm, attempting to halt my progress, but I was resolute. No one would stop me—not him, not anyone. A tempest of emotions swirled within me: frustration, fear, and a deep sense of betrayal. I wasn’t afraid of death; I feared being manipulated. I worried that, despite our efforts, the pack might collapse under its own burdens. And Killian… it infuriated me that he still occupied my thoughts.
I pressed on, my mind a battlefield. The palpable tension in the atmosphere tightened around me, yet I refused to waver. I needed to reach the pack mansion; it seemed like the only place where I could regain some control amidst the chaos. Action was imperative.
Then, I heard footsteps.
Footsteps that were not those of guards or civilians fleeing.
Zane.
The name struck me like a blow. I had no desire to confront her, no wish to hear her voice. She was a constant reminder of everything that had gone awry in my life—the woman who had seized all I had fought for without a second thought.
Her voice cut through the air, sharp and demanding, a painful echo of the past. "Feya, where is he? Where's Killian?"
I halted abruptly, my body tense, narrowing my eyes as I pivoted to confront her.
"Do you genuinely care?" I retorted with disdain. "Oh, right—of course you do. He’s merely another trophy for you, isn’t he?"
Zane maintained her composure, her expression as frosty as ever, though her eyes revealed a flicker of annoyance. "I’m not here to argue, Feya. I need to know where he is. You’re aware the situation is dire.”
"Bad?" I scoffed, interrupting her. "You have no clue what bad truly is. And let’s be clear, Zane, you’re not part of the solution. You never have been. You’re just here to take whatever remains. You've always been the one to steal joy, haven’t you? Time and again."
I advanced a step, my eyes filled with rage. "What did you expect from him? Everything? Because you certainly took it all, didn’t you?”
Zane’s expression darkened, her lips forming a tight line, her jaw clenched. She was trying to maintain her composure, as she always did—controlled and calculating. She didn’t have the luxury of expressing her emotions. But I did, and I wasn’t going to hold back.
"I don’t have time for this," Zane replied, her voice low and edged with impatience. "You know we need him. He’s not just a toy to be tossed aside, Feya."
"A toy?" The word stung as it left my mouth. "You think he was just a toy to me? You believe I’m unaware of your actions? You think I don’t see how you’ve manipulated him, ensnared him in your trap?" I stepped closer, my breath quickening. "I know your tactics, Zane. And I’m far from finished."
She inhaled sharply, her eyes locked onto mine. Yet, she was restraining herself. I could sense it—the tension in her stance, the way her hands were balled into fists at her sides. She was barely holding it together.
"Feya, this isn’t the right moment for us to—”
"Not the right moment?" I cut in, my voice quaking with pent-up fury. "You expect me to assist you in locating Killian? You want my help to mend everything? Let me be perfectly clear, Zane. I owe you nothing. Just leave."
Bitterness surged in my throat, threatening to choke me. This woman—this creature—had wreaked havoc, taken so much from all of us. And she had the audacity to stand here asking for assistance?
Before she could reply, a deafening explosion erupted from the boundary. My heart raced, and I instinctively turned toward the noise.
Another blast.
Screams echoed in the distance, and I felt the ground tremble beneath me. Panic thickened the air. People were scattering, yelling, fleeing in all directions. But it was futile. They could never escape what was approaching.
Zane's gaze sharpened, scanning the turmoil for something—or someone. I sensed that, beneath her composed exterior, she was just as terrified as I was. Terrified of what was to come.
Yet she remained resolute. Not yet willing to relent.
I turned my back on her, fists clenched tightly. "I don’t have the time to deal with you, Zane. I need to find a safe place."
She reached out, gripping my arm, and I flinched as if scalded.
"Don't turn your back on me, Feya," she snapped sharply. "I need you to tell me where Killian is. This isn't finished."
"Then let it be," I retorted, wrenching my arm away. "I've had enough of you."
Before she could respond, a louder explosion erupted, sending a surge of fear through me. My instincts screamed for me to escape, to get away before it was too late.
Yet Zane remained in my way, her eyes narrowed in irritation.
"Where is he?" she pressed again, her voice slicing through the chaos.
"Killian is not your business," I shot back, my face flushed with anger. "He doesn't need you anymore. You've taken everything—don't even think you can take him too."
Her gaze darkened momentarily, but before she could reply, I felt a sharp sting at the back of my neck.
I froze, my body seizing up as a wave of dizziness washed over me. My vision blurred, and I began to sway. I fought against it, but my limbs felt heavy, and the world around me started to spin.
"Feya?" Zane's voice sounded far away now, her tone shifting from anger to something else—concern, perhaps.
But it was irrelevant. My body crumpled to the ground, my final thought being the sight of Zane hovering above me—looking down with what seemed like pity. Then everything faded to black.
Zane’s POVThe explosion reverberated through the area, sending shockwaves of chaos in every direction. People were fleeing, their screams piercing the air, yet amidst the turmoil, Feya remained rooted in place, her words cutting into me like sharp blades.I had not anticipated the ferocity of her anger, the way she twisted my own words against me. I was acutely aware of her disdain for me; that was never in question. However, in that moment, her feelings transcended mere hatred. It was a profound repudiation of everything I had ever attempted to achieve.I had inquired about Killian, but now, despite my urge to shake her and demand his whereabouts, I had to confront a harsh truth. A shift had occurred. Trust had evaporated; I could rely on no one here, not even Feya.Then, as swiftly as the confrontation had begun, she crumpled to the ground. The needle embedded in her neck had accomplished its purpose, extinguishing the fury that had ignited between us in an instant.I bent down to
Killian povThe weight of Feya in my arms felt like an insurmountable burden, heavier than anything I had ever lifted. Yet, there was no alternative; she was my entire world, and I would do everything in my power to protect her. My heart raced violently within my chest, and each step I took toward the pack clinic seemed to stretch into infinity. Outside, chaos reigned—explosions echoed in the distance, and the ground trembled with the force of each detonation. But none of that registered in my mind. My sole focus was on Feya, consumed by the urgent need to ensure her survival.“Stay with me, Feya,” I whispered, my voice thick with urgency. “Please.”I pushed through the clinic doors, my eyes darting around the room in a frantic search. The faint scent of antiseptic mixed with the metallic tang of blood hung in the air, and an unsettling stillness enveloped the space, sending a shiver down my spine. The usual buzz of medical activity was absent, replaced by an oppressive silence that m
Killian’s POVFeya’s body trembled lightly beneath my touch as I whispered her name again, a wave of raw emotion flooding through me. I had never been this terrified before. The world outside was crumbling, but here, in this sterile room, with the faint scent of antiseptic clinging to the air, everything felt like it had come to a screeching halt. My eyes never left her face. I couldn’t take my gaze off her, not even for a second.“Feya?” I whispered again, my voice breaking, but there was no response. Her breathing remained shallow, a fragile rhythm that made my heart twist in pain.I reached out, my fingers brushing her cheek, hoping for any sign that she would open her eyes. The seconds stretched, and the silence between us felt like an eternity. I couldn't breathe. Her skin was too cold, her pulse too faint, but her body had at least stopped convulsing, the worst of the immediate danger had passed—still, she was far from safe.“Come on, Feya. You can fight this. You always fight,”
Feya’s POVThe rumble of the engine beneath me, the steady hum of the tyres on slick roads, the cold air rushing past my window—all of it felt distant, as though I wasn’t even in the car anymore. My body was exhausted, a taut string pulled too tight, threatening to snap under the weight of everything. The sedative that had been coursing through my veins had worn off, leaving me drained and weak, but the sense of urgency in Killian’s movements was the only thing keeping me tethered to the present.But as my eyes drifted closed again, I could feel the car’s speed increasing. Killian was pushing us farther and farther from the pack, farther from the only place that I had ever called home. His grip on the wheel was tight, knuckles white from the strain. I could tell he was doing everything he could to block out the world around him, but the tension in his jaw, the clenched teeth—everything about him screamed that he was running from something.I knew him well enough to recognize the signs
Killian povWeeks laterI shifted uncomfortably as Zane's fingers dug into my thigh, and I let out a sharp wince, the sudden pain snapping me out of my thoughts. Her gaze was teasing, but there was an underlying seriousness behind it."What was that for?" I hissed, shooting her an irritated look.Zane didn’t seem to care much, her lips curving into a playful smirk. "You weren’t listening to me," she replied, her tone light and carefree, though I could hear a hint of concern buried in it. She tilted her head back, eyes searching the sky above us.I grunted, rubbing my thigh absently. "What were you saying again?"Her expression softened as she settled back into a more comfortable position on my legs. “I asked if you’ve settled your issues with Feya. Both of you are siblings, you don’t have to keep dancing around each other like this."I sighed, the weight of her words sinking deeper into my chest. The truth was, I hadn't settled anything. I hadn’t even been able to look her in the eyes
Feya’s POVI stood at the balcony, my arms crossed tightly against my chest, watching them from a distance. There they were—Killian and Zane—sitting together on that bench in the garden, like some perfect pair, laughing, talking. His laughter, a sound that used to feel like home, now grated against my nerves like sandpaper. The way Zane lounged against him, as if it was normal for them to be so close, so comfortable.I couldn’t take it. My stomach churned. I hated seeing them together like that. Especially with Zane. I really don’t like her. The thought echoed in my mind like a mantra. I hissed several times under my breath, the anger bubbling beneath my skin, like a hot wire I couldn’t control.I felt so exposed standing here, but I couldn’t move. I couldn’t tear my eyes away. I should’ve been used to it, used to the way she always managed to slip into places she didn’t belong. But I wasn’t."Why are you snickering, Feya?"The voice came from behind me, cutting through my thoughts. I
Feya’s POVI heard my father’s voice reverberating through the walls, his words still searing through my thoughts. The echo of his anger seemed to crawl under my skin, a constant reminder of how I could never get things right, never be enough. I didn’t have the energy to face him again, to hear him tell me how I was a disappointment, how I failed him, how I failed everyone.I couldn’t breathe with his voice hanging in the air, so I did what I always did when I wanted to escape: I walked. My feet carried me down the hall, though I didn’t have anywhere in mind. Just somewhere away from the heaviness of this house, away from my father’s rage.I ended up in the living room, standing by the window, staring out at the empty yard. The air was stale, and the mansion felt suffocating, cold even though it was summer. I felt cold. And that’s when I spotted it: the landline sitting on the side table.It was a relic, an old lifeline I hadn’t used in ages, but right now it felt like the only thing
Feya's POVThe hum of chatter from the workers drifted to my ears as I stepped into the hallway. At first, it was just the usual buzz, the mundane talk of everyday chores, but then I caught something that made my heart skip a beat. I lingered on the top step, letting the voices of the two workers below seep into my mind."Did you hear? Alpha Blake's coming back to the pack tomorrow," one of them said, her voice a little too light, too excited.I leaned against the railing, my fingers gripping the wood just a little too tightly, but I couldn't stop myself from feeling the rush of anticipation that surged through me at the mere mention of his name. Alpha Blake. I smiled, trying to mask the flutters in my chest, but the other worker’s response soon wiped the grin off my face."I know, I heard. He's my crush too," she said with a giggle.My breath hitched, a knot tightening in my stomach. I couldn’t have heard that right. She couldn’t be serious. I clenched my jaw, fighting to keep my com
Feya's POVI was sitting beside Alpha Blake in the grand living room of the pack house, the flickering fire casting shadows over the stone walls. The low murmur of conversation filled the room as everyone continued to enjoy the festivities, but I couldn’t seem to focus. My fingers tapped nervously on the armrest, my mind elsewhere. Alpha Blake was talking, his words slipping by me like water, not really reaching me.Then it came—the beep. A soft sound at first, almost inaudible over the low hum of chatter. I ignored it. But then, it came again. Another beep, then another. My phone.I glanced down at it, the persistent vibrations vibrating through the surface of the coffee table. I almost dismissed it, but something told me I shouldn’t. My fingers shook as I reached for my phone, pulling it towards me with a deep, unexplainable sense of dread in my chest.The screen lit up, and my heart sank when I saw the string of notifications. Debits. So many debits.I blinked, staring at the numbe
Killian's POVI don’t know what the hell came over me, but the moment I pulled Feya’s debit card from my pocket, I felt like the whole club was at my fingertips. The glint of gold was almost too tempting.“Another round for the whole damn bar,” I said to the bartender, flashing the card with a grin. He raised an eyebrow at me, but when he saw the card, he nodded without hesitation.Zane, standing next to me, looked like she’d just seen me steal a diamond. “Wait a minute. You’re really doing this?”I shrugged, leaning against the bar, watching the bartender start pouring shots and cocktails for anyone within arm's reach. “Why not? It’s a night to remember, right?”Zane was still staring at me, her head tilted like she was trying to figure me out. “You don’t strike me as the type to throw around money for no reason.”I chuckled darkly, grabbing the drink the bartender slid my way. “It’s not about the money. It’s about the moment.”Her eyes narrowed, a smirk playing at the corner of her
Killian’s POVThe cold air hit me like a slap in the face as I walked down the long, winding path away from the house. My hands were shoved deep into the pockets of my jacket, the bitterness of the evening biting through the fabric. I could still hear the faint sounds of laughter and clinking glasses from the dining room, but I couldn’t stay there. Not with him in there, with her sitting so close to him.I should’ve left sooner. I should’ve known it would eat me alive, but no. I had to watch it unfold. Feya, sitting beside Alpha Blake, all radiant and doe-eyed. It’s like she didn’t even see me anymore. She didn’t see the bond we had, didn’t care about the things we had shared. She was lost in the idea of him. And that hurt. It hit harder than I wanted to admit.I gritted my teeth and shoved the thoughts aside. No. I wasn’t going to let this mess with me. Not tonight. Not anymore.I pulled out my phone, tapping on the contact I had been avoiding for far too long. Zane. The only one who
Feya’s POVThe table was set, the silverware glinting under the soft overhead light, and the scent of freshly prepared food filled the air. It was the kind of dinner that had always been meticulously planned by my father—a display of power and status. Tonight, though, it felt different. Tonight, the guest of honor wasn’t just some high-ranking pack member; it was Alpha Blake.I had barely slept, and my mind had been racing ever since I’d heard the announcement. Alpha Blake would be here tonight. I had never been more excited. And why wouldn’t I be? He was everything. Charismatic, powerful, magnetic. When I’d seen him just once before, he’d looked at me like I was the only person in the room. That look, that energy, had stayed with me.Killian, on the other hand, was a storm cloud in the distance. He was seething. His anger had only intensified the moment he’d heard the news. I could feel it, the heavy tension that had thickened the air between us. The way he kept avoiding my gaze, the
Killian’s POVI gripped the steering wheel tighter than necessary as I drove Feya back to the pack house. The silence between us was almost suffocating, but I could sense something in her that had shifted. She’d been more energetic than I expected when we went shopping—practically bouncing through the aisles like a child, her excitement impossible to miss. It was like she was on cloud nine, and for some reason, that made my chest tighten in a way I couldn’t quite explain.I stole glances at her as we drove, noticing how her smile seemed to linger long after we left the shop, how her fingers gently grazed the bags as if she were holding something precious. But the closer we got to the pack house, the more I began to wonder what was really going on inside her head. She hadn’t said much since we left the store, only occasionally looking out the window, lost in her thoughts.The tension was building in the pit of my stomach, gnawing at me. I wanted to ask her what had her so happy, but so
Feya's POVThe hum of chatter from the workers drifted to my ears as I stepped into the hallway. At first, it was just the usual buzz, the mundane talk of everyday chores, but then I caught something that made my heart skip a beat. I lingered on the top step, letting the voices of the two workers below seep into my mind."Did you hear? Alpha Blake's coming back to the pack tomorrow," one of them said, her voice a little too light, too excited.I leaned against the railing, my fingers gripping the wood just a little too tightly, but I couldn't stop myself from feeling the rush of anticipation that surged through me at the mere mention of his name. Alpha Blake. I smiled, trying to mask the flutters in my chest, but the other worker’s response soon wiped the grin off my face."I know, I heard. He's my crush too," she said with a giggle.My breath hitched, a knot tightening in my stomach. I couldn’t have heard that right. She couldn’t be serious. I clenched my jaw, fighting to keep my com
Feya’s POVI heard my father’s voice reverberating through the walls, his words still searing through my thoughts. The echo of his anger seemed to crawl under my skin, a constant reminder of how I could never get things right, never be enough. I didn’t have the energy to face him again, to hear him tell me how I was a disappointment, how I failed him, how I failed everyone.I couldn’t breathe with his voice hanging in the air, so I did what I always did when I wanted to escape: I walked. My feet carried me down the hall, though I didn’t have anywhere in mind. Just somewhere away from the heaviness of this house, away from my father’s rage.I ended up in the living room, standing by the window, staring out at the empty yard. The air was stale, and the mansion felt suffocating, cold even though it was summer. I felt cold. And that’s when I spotted it: the landline sitting on the side table.It was a relic, an old lifeline I hadn’t used in ages, but right now it felt like the only thing
Feya’s POVI stood at the balcony, my arms crossed tightly against my chest, watching them from a distance. There they were—Killian and Zane—sitting together on that bench in the garden, like some perfect pair, laughing, talking. His laughter, a sound that used to feel like home, now grated against my nerves like sandpaper. The way Zane lounged against him, as if it was normal for them to be so close, so comfortable.I couldn’t take it. My stomach churned. I hated seeing them together like that. Especially with Zane. I really don’t like her. The thought echoed in my mind like a mantra. I hissed several times under my breath, the anger bubbling beneath my skin, like a hot wire I couldn’t control.I felt so exposed standing here, but I couldn’t move. I couldn’t tear my eyes away. I should’ve been used to it, used to the way she always managed to slip into places she didn’t belong. But I wasn’t."Why are you snickering, Feya?"The voice came from behind me, cutting through my thoughts. I
Killian povWeeks laterI shifted uncomfortably as Zane's fingers dug into my thigh, and I let out a sharp wince, the sudden pain snapping me out of my thoughts. Her gaze was teasing, but there was an underlying seriousness behind it."What was that for?" I hissed, shooting her an irritated look.Zane didn’t seem to care much, her lips curving into a playful smirk. "You weren’t listening to me," she replied, her tone light and carefree, though I could hear a hint of concern buried in it. She tilted her head back, eyes searching the sky above us.I grunted, rubbing my thigh absently. "What were you saying again?"Her expression softened as she settled back into a more comfortable position on my legs. “I asked if you’ve settled your issues with Feya. Both of you are siblings, you don’t have to keep dancing around each other like this."I sighed, the weight of her words sinking deeper into my chest. The truth was, I hadn't settled anything. I hadn’t even been able to look her in the eyes