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Can’t Have Both

Author: Hee Sha
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

My eyes wandered from Marcel's hand clasped around my elbow to his sharp green eyes, peering directly at mine.

The air was heavy with awkwardness and a tension that I found rather suffocating.

Meanwhile, my wolves finally found now the perfect time to speak.

"Damn, this guy is intense," Luna remarked.

As for Umbra, he spoke cautiously. "I don't know... He seems really sure of what he's saying. Maybe we should give him room to explain himself."

My eyes twitched physically before I snapped at Umbra mentally. 'What are you talking about? Are you suggesting this freak is my father?'

Luna's response came rather quickly. "I mean... At least he's less of a freak than Jin."

My face heated up in embarrassment as I finally whispered physically to Marcel. "You're... You're hurting me."

It was then that his gaze softened and he sighed, releasing me from his grip.

"Forgive me." He muttered. "Not just for hurting you now but for not being there for you while you grew up. If only Ulmer and Conan
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