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18 | Painful Realizations
*I know Phoebe is not the most lovable character out there but I want you readers to understand that she faced a lot of issues in her teenage and is still struggling to cope up with them. Just bear along with her and I promise she won’t disappoint you*
Phoebe’s POV
“What is your past with the Woodwards?”
I can bet that it has been a solid five minutes since he asked me this question and I’m still staring at the silver vase filled with white lilies that were rested on one corner of his desk.
If I look close enough, I can see a beautifully engraved inscription on the center of it.
Suddenly I felt like I was inside one of Dr. Axton’s therapy sessions which I abhorred when I first met her and used this same trick when I wanted to ignore her.
Except the situation was now different, I was sitting opposite to no one other
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