Chapter 3: Wish you would be mine forever!

***CADEN***

She presses her lips making me feel numb all of a sudden. It’s not because I have never kissed a girl. I have an experience of  kissing a lot of women in till today but only few had initiated to kiss me first. But no one was able to give me the current  chills and a feeling, she is giving me right now.

My whole body stiffens as her skin touches mine. Something electric starts to rush down my body giving me weird yet beautiful sensation. My body becomes uncommunicative and reactionless as her warm lips touch mine for some next seconds. She pulls her lips away from mine after few seconds.

I abhor that she pulled away from me right now. I want her lips to be on mine.

Always!

I want her lips madly roaming around mine and I crave mine to do same to hers.

“I…I’m sorry,” she says faintly. Her eyes staring down on the floor like she has committed such a huge crime. I disliked the way she said she was sorry for doing something that I wanted to do since the moment I met her. Why would she be sorry for that?

“Look here! Look at me,” I lift her chin to glance at my eyes. Her eyes are still prying down though her face is facing me.

Her eyes still don’t obey me but instead of getting infuriated in her disobedient eyes, I feel like loving them even more and praising them with all my words.

This is so unlike me. I have never been someone who could withstand other person’s stubbornness. But her stubbornness, I want to accept it for my whole life.

And suddenly, the tears cascade down her cheeks without stopping. Did I do something wrong? Yeah! How can I say, I did something right?

I am a complete stranger to her and I already stole her kiss on our first meeting. Does this even feel right? NO, I don’t think it does.

“What’s your name?” she asks me with her low voice. It's low but quite soothing at the same time.

Well, this is quite rare of someone to ask someone else’s name in the middle of doing something intimate.

All my life there were girls who already knew me and wanted me badly just  because I was Caden, son of the famous businessman Carmen Payne but this girl doesn’t even know me.

She absolutely isn’t with me because I am rich, I have unlimited bank cards or just because I am famous all over my school. She is foreign to all those facts. She is with me just because I am 'me'and that’s all.

“It’s Caden,” I answer.

“Caden!” she pronounces my name one more time and hearing my name from her sad lips sounds so much relishing.

I have never heard my name sound so much beautiful before. She says it like my name is exclusively kept to be called by her.

“Yes,” I reply with the most gentle voice as I could while my eyes enlarges as I gaze at her saddest face.

“Promise me you’re going to forget tonight. Promise me you will never see me again in your life and you will never come in front of me in the coming days,” she holds both hands as she makes the pledge with me.

But that’s not what I want. I want to see her. I want to be by her side and tell so many things to her. I want to  tell her how beautiful she is and how happy I am when she calls my name. I also want to tell her all about my dad’s wrongdoings and how lovely my mother actually was.

But instead of listening to me she is asking me contrasting stuff to do. It was always me who would tell people to forget whatever happened between us but this time the tables have turned and honestly, it hurts like hell to hear something like that from someone with whom you can even imagine your future together.

“No! I’m not doing that. I am absolutely not doing that. Do you understand? See here,” I press my forehead against her as I feel her breaths against mine. My hands cup her face one more time trying to stop her and make her change her mind for whatever she told me few minutes ago.

“You should! You should Caden! I am not someone for whom you should be crazy about,” she says as she pulls her away from me and stands few steps away from me. I could do nothing except watching her do what she wants to do. I feel like I am jammed right on that floor.

She unbuttons  her long and warm furred coat out of her body and throws it away from her. She takes off her sweater from her body the next time and now, stands only in her tops and pants. She walks to me and holds my hands and makes me sit on the chair.

I am puzzled by her action right now. And the next moment, I want to ask her something she spreads her legs and sits on my laps suddenly turning me speechless. She holds my face with her both hands and starts kissing me all of a sudden.

What the fuck? Yes, I want her but … I don’t know if she is in her right mind or not.

“Hey!” I want to ask her before what we do but she locks my mouth every way possible that I am unable to ask her anything. And gradually, I start to lose the control over myself giving all of myself to her. My hands start to grab her back and pull her body closer to me so our bodies clash together as we kiss each other vigorously.

The speed of our kiss starts to take off as the time passes by making us both wilder with each seconds, our mouth engulfing each other’s and our tongue making our palate the perfect playground with the irregular sync. She is surely not the first kisser. From her kissing way, I can easily predict that she has kissed a lot before.

My hands roam around her back and they go downward to grab her round bottoms. I massage her soft appled bottoms as I push her up and stand up while we kiss each other. We remove our mouths only when we are out of breaths and then we again continue with the same pace. I walk towards the bed while her hanging on my body and kissing me. I place her gently on the bed as we kiss and lay on the bed.

She unbuttons my shirt without looking at me and throws the shirt away from me and starts to kiss on my body like she doesn’t know what she is actually doing. She pulls up her T-shirt and is only in her bras. She looks absolutely stunning with the only piece of cloth in her body. She has such a beautiful body.

I dig my head into her neck as I start to kiss her and push her against the bed.  She moans as I suck her body every time and lick her skin and leave a mark on her body. I love leaving marks on her skin. It makes me feel like she is mine and only mine.

I shift my kisses from her neck to her chest which is rising and falling heavily right now with high moans in a fast pace. I love the way her breasts blooms as I touch her. I lick her skin around her nipple and she curves her body perfectly while I do that. I love seeing her doing that. I reach out my hands around her body and unclip the bra and throw it away from her body making her bossoms visible in front of my eyes.

They are absolutely gorgeous that I cannot help myself from digging down in them. I suck her nipples while I massage her another side and I do same with the other. I kiss her stomach as I move downward and massage them gently with my one hand while my another hand goes down inside her pants.

My hand starts to massage around her clitoris. She shakes as I touch her G-spot and play with my fingers.

“Hey!” she calls me. I want to do it on my way but whenever I hear my name from her lips, I feel like I am obliged to hear her. I feel as if I should obey her.

“Enter inside me, please,” she requests.

Enter inside her? I don’t want to make her pregnant, not right now at least.

“No! I cannot. I’m not safe and I don’t have any condoms with me,” I say.

She opens her eyes and this time she fixes her eyes with me and says, “Please.” Her words aren’t just words right now. It’s an extreme desperation. I don’t know what is she desperate of but I’m sure it’s not the sex that she is desperate of right now.

“I’m safe,” she says and that makes me quite puzzled. “Please,” she pleads one more time and I cannot stop myself from harming her now. I nod my head as I pull down my pants and take off her pants quickly. I pull down my panties and take her off as well.

Her eyes gaze at me for some seconds and she takes her eyes away from me. I walk to her and spread her legs and position myself between her legs. I reach my hands on her face and turn it to look at my face.

“I want you to look at my eyes while I enter inside you,” I say as I smile and enter gently inside her. Her mouth agapes as I enter inside her and I lock it with the kiss as I thrust hard inside her. I break the kiss as I thrust next time and I see her tearing down as I thrust inside her. Her tears fall down from the corner of her eyes. Maybe she is paining. Maybe I have hurt her.

“Did I hurt you?” I ask her.

“No! Just go on!” she says as I level up my speed and thrust inside her without thinking anything. I lose myself when I do that to her. I don’t realize if she is even getting hurt or not. I am not myself anymore.

I start to cum as I reach the orgasm and couldn’t hold anymore. I cum out of her body and rest myself in between her chest. I can hear her quickened heartbeat as it’s so much near. I want to know if she is happy or not. I lift my head towards her but I see she has already closed her eyes. I peck in her lips one more time and stretch towards her forehead to kiss her.

I smile as I see her face. This face, I want to see every morning, right beside me on my bed and I would feel like I am in paradise if I hear her ‘Good morning’ every day and see her beautiful smile which I rarely saw tonight.

I plop right next to her and turn myself to see her face. She has such a beautiful attributes. Though her eyes are closed now, I know how blue her eyes are. They are just like of my mother, beautiful and deep. She has short and sharp nose and her lips. They are amazingly good. Her long black hair is cascading on the pillow right now. I can only say this, she is just stunning and I am falling badly for this girl the more time I spend with her.

The next day, I wake up in the same bed. I gently open my eyes as the light is blindly penetrating into my eyes. I wake up in an expectation that I would see her next to me after I open my eyes.

But to my dismay, that doesn’t happen at all. She isn’t there. I look around the room to see if I can find her but there is nothing, not a single trace about her in the room.

I hurriedly wrap the towel around my body and get outside of the door. The driver is already on the dining table sipping the warm drink from his cup while the old man is making something right on the kitchen.

“Aren’t you cold young man? Are you that much hungry that you want something to eat so much badly?” the old man asks me.

“Where is she? Where is the girl who was here last night?” I shout as my eyes spy around the whole house.

“There wasn’t any girl over here. It’s been a month that there are no guest in this place,” the oldie answers.

“It can’t be. It just can’t be. She was here. I can clearly remember her and she even treated me last night,” I show him the injury I had last night and the treatment done in there. Both of them look at me with shocked eyes.

“Young man, you’re scaring me right now,” the  driver frowns.

“There’s nothing to be scared of. She was real. She was so much real that I can feel her even now. Maybe she is from around here. Are there other houses in here?” I ask.

“This is the only stop and only house over here. And there are no people residing over here. Who would reside in the place like this? I am the only person who is living here right now,” he answers.

“Don’t tell me you encountered with some evil spirits around here,” the old man stares me with the greatest shock.

“Impossible! That’s just impossible,” I frown with excessive disappointment on my face.