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The security team remains oblivious to the fact that Willow and I are aware of the @AshtondeadJohnson account. Lennox has gone against the team's protocol in the past, so this situation isn't entirely unfamiliar.
Lennox's annoyance is evident as he regards Kaleb's arrival.
Kaleb, the Omega co-lead, seems to pay no attention to me and Lennox. He takes a seat near Willow's feet, while she absentmindedly scratches her neck and props herself up on her arm. "Kaleb," she greets him.
"Willow," he replies, as though they haven't seen each other all day, which clearly they have.
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