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Healing

Author: LycanNS
last update Last Updated: 2024-07-31 15:24:30
Sandra

I laid in bed feeling rested. I tried not to listen to their session of revenge with Ryan, but part of me wanted to hear him hurt. The darkest part of me. He had tormented me, tried to assault me, and left me more bruised than I was before. He deserved to feel that pain. He deserved more than that. Before I could stop my mouth the words came out. I told him I loved him, but what I said next shocked even me. "I want to be the one to kill him." It came out without even a thought. Joseph and the others didn't respond to me. There was an awkward silence until Joseph said he would see me soon. I had never killed anyone. There were times before they took me that I thought about drugging him. I wasn't planning on tieing him to the bed and burning the house down like in that one-lifetime movie I watched years ago when I was home sick from school. I just wanted to put him to sleep, long enough that I could leave and never come back. I was always afraid to. I was afraid he would find me
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