Sandra
I looked at my friends as I sat down. "Okay, girls usual movie selfie" I set the timer on my phone and took a selfie with all of us in it. Tanya smiled at me as she either enjoyed the traditional selfie or understood what it was for. I could never tell. Maybe I would ask her one day. I took one for every movie and sent it to Ryan. So he knew where I was and that I wasn't lying to him.
To: Ry (Husband) (Forever)
Hey Handsome. Here we are at the movies. :) I hope your day is going well. love you forever...XoXo. -Sandy
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I put my phone down waiting for his response. Seconds later I felt a vibration.
From: Ry (Husband) (Forever)
Why do they insist on dressing like freaks? I hate that hoodie. enjoy your movie. Message me as soon as it is over. love you until death. My wife. -Ry
I giggled at his hating the hoodie and put my phone away. He is usually pacified after the picture. The movie was going to start as the theatre got very dark. Tanya grabbed my hand and I knew the dark was scaring her some. It usually did at first. PTSD I assumed. Same as me with loud noises. I squeezed her hand as long as she needed me to. She smiled and let go slowly a few mins later. We kept it quiet silently knowing the others wouldn't understand. I started to feel that urge to potty. I hated it when someone was right. I picked up my drink and took a long drink. I wasn't usually able to drink much soda and I enjoyed it. I giggled again. Jill looked over at me like I was crazy because nothing funny had happened on screen. I smiled at her and pointed at my phone "Text from Ry" I whispered to try and save face. Tanya looked at me knowingly again and reached for my hand for a second time. I squeezed this time. After about 30 mins and I couldn't wait any longer and I whispered to Tanya to start her count before getting up and heading out to the restroom. She smiled and made an imaginary mark in the air with her finger-licking it first for good measure. I smiled and started to walk up the aisle to the door.
The theatre was quiet. All the movies had started. It was an older theatre but we enjoyed the feel of it. Took us back to childhood I suppose. I was walking to the bathroom when I spotted him. He was towering in the same hallway I needed to walk down. His dark eyes found me. He smirked at me. I started to walk that way unable to wait any longer. As I got closer I could swear I felt a tinge of recognition. As he leaned against the carpeted wall so I could get through I looked right into his dark eyes. I went into the women's door hurriedly. After washing my hands I walked back out to see he was gone. I started to feel a little dizzy when suddenly everything went dark. I couldn't move and I couldn't see. I was lifted from the ground and carried a short distance before landing on something softer than I expected. I heard laughter and talking but I couldn't make it out. I wanted to scream but suddenly felt very sleepy. They must have drugged me...the pop I thought before completely going unconscious.
Joseph
Why did she look at me like that I thought as we drove away from the theatre. I glanced to the back of the van and almost smiled at her sleepy face. "Hey Zeus, how's her breathing look?" I asked my 2nd in command. "She looks fine boss," he said watching her closely. I had been planning this kidnapping for months. This ladies' Husband had become a thorn in my side the past few months. He's dirty too. Taking drugs from the streets and using them himself. Then this joker gets a damn plaque and a key to "his" city. "Does she look like a user?" I looked at Zeus. We had been watching her for weeks, she seemed scared of her own shadow, not 10 feet tall and bulletproof. Zeus just shook his head. He looked at me sarcastically as if to say he doubts it seriously. We finally made it out of the city and we were well on our way to the county where my secret safe house sat in the middle of nowhere. That idiot detective will never find her out here. He's a city boy. I stared out the window for what seemed like 15 minutes when we pulled into the long gravel driveway. "When we parked Zeus, take her up to the bedroom we prepared, and let her sleep it off. We will set guards out to watch for her to stir. I don't want to be too free with her" I hated to lock her up but I want to see her reaction when she awakes.
I watched Zeus and Henry carry her from the van. She was so small and fragile. My brotherhood was always respectful of women or they answered to me. This is completely out of character for us but I have to get to Ryan Burd somehow. I don't think he cares about anything but her. I can't say I would blame him but I don't feel things. I don't allow myself to get attached to anyone. I trust only those closest to me. I don't have time for women. Though while we watched her, I grew a great respect for her. She's kind and generous. She is a homebody. She loves to read. She is beautiful. She is a means to an end. I had to pull myself out of this train of thought. I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a cup of coffee. "Are we calling you Smoke?" I looked at Zeus. Not sure why he asked me that. "Yes, I'll tell her that's my name. I want to know If it's been in the pillow talk at the Burd house" My breath caught at the thought of her and pillow talk. Stop it Jo I shook it off. " Well, Jo I don't know where this is gonna help us. You need to know she may not know what you think she does.." Zeus said almost quietly as if he was afraid to upset me. I looked at him sternly waiting on him to continue. "When we took her to the bed.. we tried to remove the hoodie. it's pretty warm up there.. she cried out and wouldn't let us take it. She's drugged boss. She shouldn't feel any of it. Subconsciously she is hiding something", he looked concerned. "Is there more? " I asked getting impatient. "She had bruises bro, on her neck some and on her face" I couldn't breathe..all I could see was red. I stood up and Zeus backed up. He was a huge guy. All muscle. He was named perfectly after joining my brotherhood. He knew how angry woman beaters made me. Damn cowards won't face a man. She is so small and fragile as well. Like my mother. Don't go there, Jo I heard it loud and clear and I let it go. I looked at Zeus again after trying to control my reaction. "We will look into it. she doesn't go back until we know what's going on." I told him as calmly as I could. "We have to focus on Detective Burd," I said to reassure Zeus I was in control. He nodded in agreement and headed back up toward her room.
About an hour later I heard Henry enter my office. He tapped on the door and I turned around. "Is she awake?" I asked still looking at my computer. "She is Jo. she's angry, VERY angry." He sounded amused. These guys have seen many angry men locked in my iron fence room.. but never a 5-foot-nothing woman. "I am coming..no calling me Joe. I think she recognized me somehow and I don't know why. when she looked into my eyes I felt it. I told everyone to call me by my brotherhood name" I smiled. "Of course, Mr. Smoke, Henry smiled sarcastically. My men haven't called me smoke in years but people do in our world. Some don't even think I'm real. I followed Henry up the stairs to the room. It is a cage.. constructed to look normal if I want it to. It looks like a nice holding room sure, expensive, a carefully designed enclosure that people cannot escape. Turning the corner in the hallway I could already hear her. I couldn't help but laugh at the sound. "LET ME OUT OF HERE NOW ASSHOLE " I could see Zeus. He was a bit too amused by it so I decided to dismiss him. As soon as she saw me round the corner I heard her say "YOU" I smiled and replied with "I'm Smoke, and you are?" I grinned at her a little too long. I didn't mean to and straightened myself up. She glared at me. Her grey eyes almost pierced my soul. If I had one. "My name is Sandra," She said visually making herself calm down. "But you know that don't you," she said with a smirk. "You know who my husband is, don't you? Is this why you how taken me? to get to him? " She almost laughed saying something under her breath that I couldn't hear.
" I do" I smiled at her. "Nice to meet you, Mrs. Ryan Burd."
SandraHe was smirking at me. I was afraid but I knew not to show him that. Even with all the hell Ry had caused me since he changed, he had once taught me what to do in a situation like this one. "Glad you know my name as clearly, Smoke is not yours," I said quietly looking him directly in his eyes. Blue eyes, not blue like the sky as most pretty boys adorne.. more dark and deep like the jacket the beast wears in that one Disney fairy tale most girls watch as a child. I always loved that one. I felt my breathing change and willed myself to look away from him. He looked at me curiously and smiled again. "Brave little cops wife," He said smiling. I didn't say a word. "Listen, darling, I have no intention of hurting you. Your hubby has become quite the pain in my ass. He walks around this city with that badge acting like a new king rising, pretending to be some kind of hero. When he is just as bad.." he paused and looked me up and down, not in the usual way a man would, but almost with p
Joseph She looked at me blankly. I had interrupted some deep thoughts. I had been sitting in the hallway chair for a while now. Letting the guards catch up on some sleep. I don't sleep much anyway. She was still just staring at me awkwardly. "I am sorry if I interrupted some kind of epiphany," I said sarcastically. "No Smoke, You didn't, I was only thinking you could have sprung for the more expensive ham" She rolled her eyes at me. I felt myself enjoying her snappy comeback. Most people wouldn't dream to use sarcasm on me. I started to wonder if I should pity her as I have been. I walked a foot closer to the gate to try out intimidation. She seemed to ready herself. This woman has planned to escape I was amused and she caught on. " Im not weak" She forced the words out. I stepped back, shocked, "I never said you were weak, Mrs. Burd." Yes Smoke, keep it business. "I want to go home!" she was short and stern again. I stepped closer again now laying my hand on the door. "Are you sure a
SandraI closed the bathroom door as quickly as I could without breaking down. Once inside I fell to my knees, quietly sobbing into my hands. I had never shown anyone my bruises. I had not exposed my body in years but to Ryan, my husband. The detective, a drug dealer, apparently takes advantage of strung-out sex workers. All this time, I had allowed that monster to abuse me. Mind, body, and soul. Never again. I would get out of this cell and leave this place for good. He would never find me. I thought of the look on Smoke's face. He looked so broken. No smirk, No comments, No pity. Speechless. Maybe if I help him bring Ryan down, he will help me leave this place. He will help me never be found. I turned on the shower as hot as I could stand it. I wanted to wash it all away. The water felt good on my skin. I closed my eyes and thought of what I could do after. I had gone to school to be a paralegal. Maybe I could find a nice private practice that had a help-wanted ad. I thought of my fa
JosephThere he was. I could feel my blood boiling beneath the surface. He was crying on the shoulder of an attractive young news reporter. "Detective Burd, have you heard anything from your missing wife, Sandra?" She looked at him earnestly. A picture of Sandra popped up on the screen. It must have been a recent one. She was fake smiling and had makeup covering up a bruise on her eye. I noticed the signs. She seemed to tense at the sight of the picture. I reached over and put my hand back on hers to let her know she wasn't alone. She flipped her hand without warning and squeezed mine as well. I took a sharp breath in. " Well Laura, us at the police department, have been searching all over the city for my beautiful Sandy, still no luck." he cleared his throat. " Sandy." He looked directly into the camera. " If you can see this, I will never stop looking for you. I will never let you go. Not ever. I love you My sandy." He looked over and flashed that winning smile at the pretty reporter
Sandra When I woke up and saw the box I was overjoyed. I opened it and started to fold my clothes, placing them in the dresser. I don't know how long I will be staying here but I didn't want to just leave my clothes in that box. I pulled out my books and laid them on the bedside table. A few other odds and ends also found their place in the room. The room no longer felt like a cage. It now made me believe I could be truly free. I still had a bit of sadness inside me, for Ryan. I don't understand why. I had spent a long time with him. After everything he put me through how could I care at all? I shook off the feeling and kept digging into the box. I pulled out the shoe box and felt tears threaten to fall from my eyes. I never thought I would see this box again. I decided not to open it and slid it under the bed. I did not need to bring myself to that level of tears. I missed my father every day. He was my first hero. He kept everything together after my mother took off when I was littl
JosephI immediately felt the desire to follow her when she stormed out. Instantly getting to my feet walking down the hallway. I looked back at the others and told them not to follow me. They couldn't see that this woman affected me in the way she did. I wasn't ready for anyone to see the weakness I was feeling. I had to go make her understand. I walked towards her room trying to think of what I was going to say to her. I had to keep myself in control. I couldn't touch her. I know my want to take her would take me over. I know I can't give in to my impulses. If I reach for her body or taste her skin, I would make her mine. If I make her mine I won't be able to let her go. I feel it when she is close to me. I can feel my body craving to be close to hers. My skin craved to feel hers. My fingertips yearned to explore her body. I could feel my length begging to be inside of her. Begging to fill her up completely. I walked down the hall towards her door hearing it slam in the distance. I
SandraI couldn't breathe. That week flashed through my mind in Ohio so long ago. It couldn't be. I heard him call me Elizabeth as he walked out of my sight. Smoke is Joseph. How could I not see that before? How could I have forgotten? He saved my dad's gym. He was the reason he could afford to leave me the money for college. The only other man who I had slept with before Ryan. Does he know who I am? Is that why he wanted me to leave? I faintly heard him telling the other guys to give him a few minutes from down the hall. They excused themselves and I could hear the kitchen door close. I walked out heading straight for his office. "Sandra sit down." He lightly touched my arm and I came back down to earth. "Joseph." I barely got it out. He leaned against the front of the desk. "I didn't realize until last night." He looked down into my eyes searching for something. I couldn't keep looking at him So I looked down at my tennis shoes. "Elizabeth, talk to me?" I took a deep breath and loo
JosephThis infuriating woman. I explicitly told her no, yet here she sits in the car beside me. Why wouldn't she listen to me? I looked over at her to see if I could sense how she was feeling. She looked determined. Not scared or nervous, but calm. If I was being honest with myself, seeing this side of her, this determination was sexy. I hadn't seen this side of her this time. At the same time, I was worried for her. She hadn't faced Ryan in well over a week. She has been safe and secluded on our little country island. This may be harder on her than she realizes. Since we were getting closer to the police department I leaned over to ask her quietly in her ear. "Are you sure about this darling, I can go in and you can stay in this SUV?" I watched the hair rise on her arms and knew my whisper had caused more than comfort. She looked at me and squinted her eyes at me. Thinking hard and taking a deep breath she leaned over and whispered back. "I am going to be fine Smoke, stop worrying ab
JosephI cried like a baby feeling her warmth and breathing in my arms. The anger I felt subsided for a moment, and I just wanted to feel her close to me. “What did he do to you?” I asked in her ear, my voice rough from the tears. “I’m okay boss.” She said being stronger than she had to be as usual. I sat up and looked directly in her eyes, “don’t lie to me darlin.” I looked at her for a few moments and she spilled what happened. The monster stuck his hand down her pants, he was going to force her. He was going to rape my queen. He is going to suffer. I stand from the bed and storm away from the room. Grabbing a comm, with the electric back on, I tell the guys to keep him alive. No one responds. It’s eerily quiet in the house. “Where is everyone?” I walk back to the room and reach Sandra a comm as well. She tells me she needs a shower, and I nod, waiting for the response. Jay finally responds, “It’s Jackson, Smoke. We don’t think he is going to make it.” My stomach flopped and I instan
JosephI cried like a baby feeling her warmth and breathing in my arms. The anger I felt subsided for a moment, and I just wanted to feel her close to me. “What did he do to you?” I asked in her ear, my voice rough from the tears. “I’m okay boss.” She said being stronger than she had to be as usual. I sat up and looked directly in her eyes, “don’t lie to me darlin.” I looked at her for a few moments and she spilled what happened. The monster stuck his hand down her pants, he was going to force her. He was going to rape my queen. He is going to suffer. I stand from the bed and storm away from the room. Grabbing a comm, with the electric back on, I tell the guys to keep him alive. No one responds. It’s eerily quiet in the house. “Where is everyone?” I walk back to the room and reach Sandra a comm as well. She tells me she needs a shower, and I nod, waiting for the response. Jay finally responds, “It’s Jackson, Smoke. We don’t think he is going to make it.” My stomach flopped and I instan
SandraI can hear the window slide open in the room. I immediately felt stupid that I didn’t make sure they were locked. The room is dark, other than slight lighting coming from the natural outside lights. I hear someone step inside and intuitively know it is Tommasso. I don’t move, holding my breath, listening closely. I hear something sliding across the floor but with all the commotion outside the room, I know they won’t hear it. This man is smart, and he is making the least amount of noise possible. After a few moments, I hear him whispering. “Ladies, where are you? C’mon queen sunshine, don’t let me find another little whore in here? Takara? Are you here? I wouldn’t mind feeling it again.” I hear a whimper and know that he will find her. I step out of the shower. I don’t know where Ms. Jones is but I can’t imagine allowing her or any of the others to get hurt. Not to protect me. “Are you looking for me?” I say softly, so no one else will hear me. “Ciao Bella” His words send a chil
JosephJackson fell through the door, bleeding from his chest. Jay jumped up, unsteady, and fell in front of him. “Jackson? Where is he? Are you okay? Brother look at me.” He was pleading, I know feeling the guilt of his brother laying there bleeding. “He is coming.” Jackson said, spitting out blood as he spoke. I yelled for a medic, who came running with a bag. The guards in front of the women shut the doors, quieting the yells of Sandra. I knew she would be mad, but I had to keep them from seeing her. Jackson squealed as the medic pulled the shirt from his bloody skin. The bullet had torn through his shoulder and collar bone, and he was bleeding badly. The medic looked up at me and shook his head. This meant he didn’t know if he could save him or not. I know if he did, the man would enter the family fully. He risked himself to keep that man away from this house. He risked his life for my Sandra. I know why he did it. I know who he did it for. “Take him to my room. Keep him fucking br
JacksonThis Italian prick has a gun trained on my head. I must keep walking. I must figure out how to take the gun, how I can keep him from killing anyone else. How did he get the gun? Who was stupid enough to allow him to get it? It couldn’t have been Jay. Why would he be so slow? He is the most well-trained man in the brotherhood. It is literally his job to keep this shit from happening. I wouldn’t let him kill Jay, someone from the inner circle, I would have never outlived that. I had to let him take me. Little does this man know, I am the least important person to Smoke out here. I was a ride along. I am not part of this circle, the family they have formed for the home sweet home door mat out here. I want to be. I want to be invited in. Sunshine was my way in. She would have a soft spot for me. I could tell. I would become a brother if nothing more. She is a peace in the chaos I haven’t seen in this crew before. The closest being Hector’s wife. She was more of a mother hen. Tommas
JosephI didn’t want her walking around with that crazy woman hiding somewhere. She was confident though, and I couldn’t question her, not when I had asked her to be my wife. I had to trust her, and that meant trusting her to know how to handle herself. I had brought her into this world, kept her in it. I could have made her leave that day we let her out of the caged room. I did that, not for her, not at first. When the guys saw the bruises on her I knew she was living with a monster. I knew Ryan was a bigger problem than I had originally thought. If she could handle them, surely, she could handle a weak crazy girl. “She is just scared.” Henry said walking around the corner. I looked at him, feeling bad, because I knew he was afraid of what would happen to the girl. I wouldn’t hurt her. Tanya and Mrs. Jones were caring for Zeus in another room. “I know that, Henry. I wouldn’t hurt her.” He nodded and shook my hand. “I know boss.” I heard the girl use a name that always made my skin bre
Sandra I wanted him, despite what he told me. I wanted to feel his hands on me. Here, in this greenhouse, where he made me feel alive before. He grabbed me tightly, gently placing me on the ground. “You sure you don't want me to carry you inside, where it's a bit more comfortable.” I pulled him closer to me, showing him I didnt want to wait a moment more. He ripped at my pants, and I at his. When he entered me, I instantly felt my body involuntarily arch. It was like someone shocked me from the inside, my body was electrified. The shivers in my body become intensely worse with each stroke. He leaned to my kissing me when I was already having trouble keeping my breath. “You are amazing Sandra, So very amazing.” He said huskily into my ear. I moaned out loudly, unable to make real words. He looked me in the eyes and smiled, proud of what he was doing to me. To my body, to my mind. He knew I was completely his. I looked into his eyes as well, feeling as though I had control, and he was
Joseph Once everyone was in the pit, we made it in the middle of the field we had just fought in, Jay doused it with gasoline and lit it on fire. I watched as the smoke roared into the sky. The Italians will know, as will any other guild that attempts to do what Tommasso did. I didnt like letting this darkness out, I didnt plan it this way. When Sandra walked out of that car, the gun was pointed at her. When that man looked at me like he knew the best way to hurt me. When he saw me protect her, he saw my weakness. They all did. That information couldn't leave this field. I wouldn't allow anyone to use her against me. I wouldn't put her in that kind of danger. It had been a long time since I had to do something on this scale. Something to remind these men who Smoke is, and where he came from. That is a darkness I hadn't called on in such a long time. Sure, we had burnt places to cover things up, like the house on the peak. That was mostly to cover our tracks. This was a clear stateme
Sandra I didn’t know what else to do. I pulled up to the meeting spot and saw a gun trained on Joseph. I couldn't let that psycho kill him. I couldn't let him be shot again. I had to intervene. I had to stop him. I slammed on the horn. I didnt think, all I could see was his lips turning blue. Hearing that he had stopped breathing. I couldn't face that again. I couldn't live without him now. Not since he saved me. Not after everything. We were going to make it back to the house in the country together. I jumped out of the car, unprotected, stupidly, running towards the danger. I screamed at the Italian men standing around my family. “Stop, fucking stop!” I ran in front of Joseph, like a human shield. All the men stared at me like they didnt know what to say. All the men on both sides. “Sunshine what are you doing here?” I heard Henry, but I didnt turn, I kept my eyes on the one with the gun. Tommasso looked at me. I was sure he was unsure of what to say to me. He didnt know what to do.