Sandra When I woke up and saw the box I was overjoyed. I opened it and started to fold my clothes, placing them in the dresser. I don't know how long I will be staying here but I didn't want to just leave my clothes in that box. I pulled out my books and laid them on the bedside table. A few other odds and ends also found their place in the room. The room no longer felt like a cage. It now made me believe I could be truly free. I still had a bit of sadness inside me, for Ryan. I don't understand why. I had spent a long time with him. After everything he put me through how could I care at all? I shook off the feeling and kept digging into the box. I pulled out the shoe box and felt tears threaten to fall from my eyes. I never thought I would see this box again. I decided not to open it and slid it under the bed. I did not need to bring myself to that level of tears. I missed my father every day. He was my first hero. He kept everything together after my mother took off when I was littl
JosephI immediately felt the desire to follow her when she stormed out. Instantly getting to my feet walking down the hallway. I looked back at the others and told them not to follow me. They couldn't see that this woman affected me in the way she did. I wasn't ready for anyone to see the weakness I was feeling. I had to go make her understand. I walked towards her room trying to think of what I was going to say to her. I had to keep myself in control. I couldn't touch her. I know my want to take her would take me over. I know I can't give in to my impulses. If I reach for her body or taste her skin, I would make her mine. If I make her mine I won't be able to let her go. I feel it when she is close to me. I can feel my body craving to be close to hers. My skin craved to feel hers. My fingertips yearned to explore her body. I could feel my length begging to be inside of her. Begging to fill her up completely. I walked down the hall towards her door hearing it slam in the distance. I
SandraI couldn't breathe. That week flashed through my mind in Ohio so long ago. It couldn't be. I heard him call me Elizabeth as he walked out of my sight. Smoke is Joseph. How could I not see that before? How could I have forgotten? He saved my dad's gym. He was the reason he could afford to leave me the money for college. The only other man who I had slept with before Ryan. Does he know who I am? Is that why he wanted me to leave? I faintly heard him telling the other guys to give him a few minutes from down the hall. They excused themselves and I could hear the kitchen door close. I walked out heading straight for his office. "Sandra sit down." He lightly touched my arm and I came back down to earth. "Joseph." I barely got it out. He leaned against the front of the desk. "I didn't realize until last night." He looked down into my eyes searching for something. I couldn't keep looking at him So I looked down at my tennis shoes. "Elizabeth, talk to me?" I took a deep breath and loo
JosephThis infuriating woman. I explicitly told her no, yet here she sits in the car beside me. Why wouldn't she listen to me? I looked over at her to see if I could sense how she was feeling. She looked determined. Not scared or nervous, but calm. If I was being honest with myself, seeing this side of her, this determination was sexy. I hadn't seen this side of her this time. At the same time, I was worried for her. She hadn't faced Ryan in well over a week. She has been safe and secluded on our little country island. This may be harder on her than she realizes. Since we were getting closer to the police department I leaned over to ask her quietly in her ear. "Are you sure about this darling, I can go in and you can stay in this SUV?" I watched the hair rise on her arms and knew my whisper had caused more than comfort. She looked at me and squinted her eyes at me. Thinking hard and taking a deep breath she leaned over and whispered back. "I am going to be fine Smoke, stop worrying ab
Sandra I watched as he tried not to smile at me. He tried to keep his jawline tight, and his dark eyes forward. I felt it still when I kissed the stubble on his cheek, his large tense muscles relaxed on his chest. His arms as well. I thought about running my fingers down that jawline and over the shape of his muslces sucking in a sharp beath. This was not the time to be pulsating and wanting. I Shook my head slightly as I crawled back into my seat. By the time we had sat back down in the vehicle, the pizza was gone. "We kept your plate, Sandra if you wanted to finish." Henry was reaching me the plate. "Thank You, Henry." I ate both pieces. When we pulled back up to the police department Joseph told me to look for Ryan's car. It was there. I took a sharp breath and shook my head yes. I was ready. We pulled into a spot. Joseph reached to Jay and he placed two small pieces in his hand. He moved my hair back and Stuck one of them in my ear and then put the other in his. His hand on my ski
Joseph I heard it. The monster inside him. I had a monster too, but mine was different. He was a different creature for sure. I wanted to run in there. Henry and Zeus were both ready to go too. We were going in there before she brought out the beast inside of her. Before I heard her finally take her control back. I want him dead and he will be, but she needed that. When I saw her walking back to the car I couldn't hide my relief. I couldn't hold back the intense need to touch her. To know that she was safe with me. I don't know how I am supposed to let her out of my sight again. He sent me a message. He knew I could hear him. I will find a way to respond to him but now was not the time. This was more for her. I looked over at her beside me in the vehicle. I could see a lightness in her that wasn't there before she went in. "I am so proud of you Sand. You are amazing." I had to tell her. I didn't care who heard it. We dropped Mr. Coyan off at his car. She hugged him hard around the ne
Sandra I couldn't catch my breath. My legs were shaking and I had after shocks like an earthquake just happened inside of me. Joseph grabbed my hands and walked me over to his bedroom. There wasn't much light in there. I could see our shadows dancing around the room. When I looked up the light looked like fire in his eyes. "Lift your arms Sandra, let me see all of you." I bit my bottom lip and lifted my arms above my head. He reached the bottom of my nightgown and slowly lifted it over my head, throwing it on the floor. I heard his breath catch as he stood back and looked at me. "Damn woman you are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen." He walked over to me and put his hands on my face pulling me to him and kissing me deeply. I could feel the warmth of his hand on my back while his other one was gently pulling my head back entangled in my hair. All of a sudden I was lifted into the air and then softly placed on the bed beside us. I watched as he unbuckled his belt. For the first
RyanWhen Sandy came to the department she started so much trouble for me. Captain Monroe was so disappointed in me, I almost felt sorry for him. Good thing I don't feel things like that. Sometimes I wish I could. I wish I could understand more about it anymore. He told me no real man hits his wife. The stupid old man doesn't know the power it gives me to see the fear in her eyes. How hard it makes me to know a woman is submitting to me completely. I sat in the chair and listened to him trying to act ashamed and concerned. Then he told me I had to get a drug test with a full investigation into me, I couldn't pretend anymore. I jumped up and grabbed him. I knew this would end my career, end my freedom, and take away everything I enjoyed. I didn't even see the officers grabbing me all I could see was everything I had built crumbling down. How dare he take all of this away from me? Stupid Fuck. How could he just believe that stupid tramp? "Hold him in a cell until he calms down and escort
JosephI cried like a baby feeling her warmth and breathing in my arms. The anger I felt subsided for a moment, and I just wanted to feel her close to me. “What did he do to you?” I asked in her ear, my voice rough from the tears. “I’m okay boss.” She said being stronger than she had to be as usual. I sat up and looked directly in her eyes, “don’t lie to me darlin.” I looked at her for a few moments and she spilled what happened. The monster stuck his hand down her pants, he was going to force her. He was going to rape my queen. He is going to suffer. I stand from the bed and storm away from the room. Grabbing a comm, with the electric back on, I tell the guys to keep him alive. No one responds. It’s eerily quiet in the house. “Where is everyone?” I walk back to the room and reach Sandra a comm as well. She tells me she needs a shower, and I nod, waiting for the response. Jay finally responds, “It’s Jackson, Smoke. We don’t think he is going to make it.” My stomach flopped and I instan
JosephI cried like a baby feeling her warmth and breathing in my arms. The anger I felt subsided for a moment, and I just wanted to feel her close to me. “What did he do to you?” I asked in her ear, my voice rough from the tears. “I’m okay boss.” She said being stronger than she had to be as usual. I sat up and looked directly in her eyes, “don’t lie to me darlin.” I looked at her for a few moments and she spilled what happened. The monster stuck his hand down her pants, he was going to force her. He was going to rape my queen. He is going to suffer. I stand from the bed and storm away from the room. Grabbing a comm, with the electric back on, I tell the guys to keep him alive. No one responds. It’s eerily quiet in the house. “Where is everyone?” I walk back to the room and reach Sandra a comm as well. She tells me she needs a shower, and I nod, waiting for the response. Jay finally responds, “It’s Jackson, Smoke. We don’t think he is going to make it.” My stomach flopped and I instan
SandraI can hear the window slide open in the room. I immediately felt stupid that I didn’t make sure they were locked. The room is dark, other than slight lighting coming from the natural outside lights. I hear someone step inside and intuitively know it is Tommasso. I don’t move, holding my breath, listening closely. I hear something sliding across the floor but with all the commotion outside the room, I know they won’t hear it. This man is smart, and he is making the least amount of noise possible. After a few moments, I hear him whispering. “Ladies, where are you? C’mon queen sunshine, don’t let me find another little whore in here? Takara? Are you here? I wouldn’t mind feeling it again.” I hear a whimper and know that he will find her. I step out of the shower. I don’t know where Ms. Jones is but I can’t imagine allowing her or any of the others to get hurt. Not to protect me. “Are you looking for me?” I say softly, so no one else will hear me. “Ciao Bella” His words send a chil
JosephJackson fell through the door, bleeding from his chest. Jay jumped up, unsteady, and fell in front of him. “Jackson? Where is he? Are you okay? Brother look at me.” He was pleading, I know feeling the guilt of his brother laying there bleeding. “He is coming.” Jackson said, spitting out blood as he spoke. I yelled for a medic, who came running with a bag. The guards in front of the women shut the doors, quieting the yells of Sandra. I knew she would be mad, but I had to keep them from seeing her. Jackson squealed as the medic pulled the shirt from his bloody skin. The bullet had torn through his shoulder and collar bone, and he was bleeding badly. The medic looked up at me and shook his head. This meant he didn’t know if he could save him or not. I know if he did, the man would enter the family fully. He risked himself to keep that man away from this house. He risked his life for my Sandra. I know why he did it. I know who he did it for. “Take him to my room. Keep him fucking br
JacksonThis Italian prick has a gun trained on my head. I must keep walking. I must figure out how to take the gun, how I can keep him from killing anyone else. How did he get the gun? Who was stupid enough to allow him to get it? It couldn’t have been Jay. Why would he be so slow? He is the most well-trained man in the brotherhood. It is literally his job to keep this shit from happening. I wouldn’t let him kill Jay, someone from the inner circle, I would have never outlived that. I had to let him take me. Little does this man know, I am the least important person to Smoke out here. I was a ride along. I am not part of this circle, the family they have formed for the home sweet home door mat out here. I want to be. I want to be invited in. Sunshine was my way in. She would have a soft spot for me. I could tell. I would become a brother if nothing more. She is a peace in the chaos I haven’t seen in this crew before. The closest being Hector’s wife. She was more of a mother hen. Tommas
JosephI didn’t want her walking around with that crazy woman hiding somewhere. She was confident though, and I couldn’t question her, not when I had asked her to be my wife. I had to trust her, and that meant trusting her to know how to handle herself. I had brought her into this world, kept her in it. I could have made her leave that day we let her out of the caged room. I did that, not for her, not at first. When the guys saw the bruises on her I knew she was living with a monster. I knew Ryan was a bigger problem than I had originally thought. If she could handle them, surely, she could handle a weak crazy girl. “She is just scared.” Henry said walking around the corner. I looked at him, feeling bad, because I knew he was afraid of what would happen to the girl. I wouldn’t hurt her. Tanya and Mrs. Jones were caring for Zeus in another room. “I know that, Henry. I wouldn’t hurt her.” He nodded and shook my hand. “I know boss.” I heard the girl use a name that always made my skin bre
Sandra I wanted him, despite what he told me. I wanted to feel his hands on me. Here, in this greenhouse, where he made me feel alive before. He grabbed me tightly, gently placing me on the ground. “You sure you don't want me to carry you inside, where it's a bit more comfortable.” I pulled him closer to me, showing him I didnt want to wait a moment more. He ripped at my pants, and I at his. When he entered me, I instantly felt my body involuntarily arch. It was like someone shocked me from the inside, my body was electrified. The shivers in my body become intensely worse with each stroke. He leaned to my kissing me when I was already having trouble keeping my breath. “You are amazing Sandra, So very amazing.” He said huskily into my ear. I moaned out loudly, unable to make real words. He looked me in the eyes and smiled, proud of what he was doing to me. To my body, to my mind. He knew I was completely his. I looked into his eyes as well, feeling as though I had control, and he was
Joseph Once everyone was in the pit, we made it in the middle of the field we had just fought in, Jay doused it with gasoline and lit it on fire. I watched as the smoke roared into the sky. The Italians will know, as will any other guild that attempts to do what Tommasso did. I didnt like letting this darkness out, I didnt plan it this way. When Sandra walked out of that car, the gun was pointed at her. When that man looked at me like he knew the best way to hurt me. When he saw me protect her, he saw my weakness. They all did. That information couldn't leave this field. I wouldn't allow anyone to use her against me. I wouldn't put her in that kind of danger. It had been a long time since I had to do something on this scale. Something to remind these men who Smoke is, and where he came from. That is a darkness I hadn't called on in such a long time. Sure, we had burnt places to cover things up, like the house on the peak. That was mostly to cover our tracks. This was a clear stateme
Sandra I didn’t know what else to do. I pulled up to the meeting spot and saw a gun trained on Joseph. I couldn't let that psycho kill him. I couldn't let him be shot again. I had to intervene. I had to stop him. I slammed on the horn. I didnt think, all I could see was his lips turning blue. Hearing that he had stopped breathing. I couldn't face that again. I couldn't live without him now. Not since he saved me. Not after everything. We were going to make it back to the house in the country together. I jumped out of the car, unprotected, stupidly, running towards the danger. I screamed at the Italian men standing around my family. “Stop, fucking stop!” I ran in front of Joseph, like a human shield. All the men stared at me like they didnt know what to say. All the men on both sides. “Sunshine what are you doing here?” I heard Henry, but I didnt turn, I kept my eyes on the one with the gun. Tommasso looked at me. I was sure he was unsure of what to say to me. He didnt know what to do.