I think telling Bella that I have a meeting with Mr. Park tomorrow morning was a bad idea.
For the last ten minutes, she's been narrating various scenarios from her favorite erotic fiction pieces involving CEOs. Apparently, there are a thousand and one tricks I can pull tomorrow to seduce Mr. Park. I put the phone on loud speaker, throw it on my bed, and begin looking through my wardrobe.
"Don't wear that skirt you wore today," Bella's voice comes across. "It was too long."
"I'm wearing jeans tomorrow."
"What?"
"My mom jeans. They're non-fitting just like I love it, and I think they'll look great for work."
"Your mom what?" she screeches and I cover my ears for a few seconds. When she doesn't scream again, I drop my hands.
"I look good in mom jeans. High waist. White sneakers. And a simple tee. That's the kind of vibe I found at work today."
"I don't care about the work vibe, gurrl. Mr. Park is not going to look at you twice if you wear that."
"I'm sure he's only interested in my designs, thank you very much."
"Are you honestly going to let this opportunity pass you by?"
"The only opportunity I see here is a great, well-paying job, Bella. Tell me, how's your latest gig going?"
"Changing subjects, I see. Anyways, there's nothing exciting about it. My new boss is a disgusting old man who thinks it's fun to keep staring at my fabulous ass. I think I'll quit once I get this month's paycheck."
I roll my eyes. "Bella..."
"You know me, Emma. If it don't sit right with me, it don't sit right with me."
Bella's attitude with jobs is the same attitude she has in life. She is not the kind of person to sit around struggling to make things work when they aren't. She's always moving on to the next thing, living as carefree as possible. If anything attempts to stress her out, she kicks it to the curb.
"Maybe I too should find a job at some hotshot company and show you how to grab the hotshot guys."
"Please do," I tell her. It would definitely be fun to learn first hand from her.
There's a beep from my phone, and I head over to check it. A notification alerting me of another call pops up.
'Mum.'
I sigh.
"Bells? I gotta go. Mum is calling."
"You don't have to take it," she says. "Let it be. You'll call her tomorrow after your meeting with Mr. CEO. Don't want to jinx that experience for you."
I smile. I really don't want to take it. But I know she'll only call again and again until I pick up, at which she'll lecture me for five minutes about ignoring her calls.
"Don't worry, I'll be fine. I'll call you tomorrow with news."
"They better be good. Dream sexy."
She hangs up before I have a chance to wish her a good night too.
Picking up my phone, I accept my mother's call.
"Hello Mum."
"Emma, did you say that you got a job with Park Entertainment?"
I bet normal mothers don't start every conversation with their daughter with biting remarks and criticism.
Which I can already sense from the way she stresses the words 'Park Entertainment'.
"Yes," I reply. "It's a-"
"New company that's still struggling to fight against the big music agencies in the market. 1 year and 10 months old, and not yet listed. CEO is 33 years old and had his contract terminated when he was an artist." She pauses, then a heavy sigh comes across the line. "Do you seriously think this job will last?"
"What?" How does she know all that... I only told her yesterday that I got a new job. She must have spent the entire day digging up dirt on the company so she could make a point of how this is another one of my dumb career mistakes.
"This company is barely making enough revenue to keep running, what makes you think they'll be able to keep you for long?"
I take a deep breath and hold my phone a few inches from my face. I need to stay calm or else she's going to ruin not only my night but also tomorrow's meeting with Mr. Park.
"A company doesn't have to be listed to prove it's successful. In the time Park Entertainment has been operating, they haven't had any financial troubles. The two groups under their label are steadily gaining popularity. Even the big companies started somewhere."
"So you think working for a person who wasn't professional enough to honour his contract is a smart idea?"
"Park Hyun Bin was being mistreated by his label, so he left. I would have left too."
Mother makes a loud huffing sound, as if she can't believe any of this. "You always do this, Emma. You never think about where you're going and that's why you'll never be like your sister. Look at her, she has a good job, a house, car, and a family. At your age, she-"
I disconnect the call and throw the phone next to my pillow.
I wish I listened to Bella.
I don't know what I was expecting, receiving that call. A 'congratulations Emma, you finally landed a long-term contract job with nice benefits?'
Nah.
My mother has never approved of anything I did. To her, I always paled in comparison to Louise. Louise is my elder sister and only sibling. Who, yeah, seems to have figured her life out by the time she was 21. At 32, she had everything the rest of us work for, plus a husband on top. At 25, I had just landed my first serious job, at a company my mother thought could go bankrupt any second.
To mum, I've always been a failure.
The sound of my ringtone permeates the room. I reach for the phone and switch it off.
I don't think I'll be talking to her any time soon.
***
In the morning, I put on a pair of mom jeans, a white tee, and a pair of white sneakers. I throw on a brown long coat since it's chilly at the moment.
Today, I'm more excited than nervous.
"You got this, girl," I mutter as I ride the elevator.
Everything is going to be fine.
Once I'm done with this meeting, I can begin work with no worries in my head.
When I get to the 11th floor, the secretary asks me to take a seat at a waiting area outside the office. There's a plaque at the door, reading "CEO".
The minutes crawl by.
Eight comes and goes.
8.05.
8.10.
Does Mr. Park normally run late? Did he forget that he has a meeting with me?
Waiting longer means my calm facade is slipping away, and I can't have that.
Fortunately, I don't have to worry for much longer because at 8.14 am, the elevator doors open and he walks into the room.
I gasp. Then close my mouth quickly in embarrassment when I realize I actually made a sound.
My heart is suddenly thudding away in my chest.
I want to rise as he gets closer, but my legs appear to have turned to jelly.
He gets closer yet and addresses the secretary first. "Good morning, Rebecca."
The secretary rises and they exchange greetings. She also hands him some paperwork.
I press my hands to my knees, trying to gather my suddenly non-existent strength.
What the fuck is happening to me?
I was fine just a few moments ago.
A few moments ago, before Park Hyun Bin walked out of the elevator looking like he stepped out of the cover of GQ.
I never imagined he would be more gorgeous in real life. And he's so tall. The screens don't do him justice.
When he turns to me, I'm not ready enough. I must look pathetic, still glued to my chair when it's clearly time for my meeting. I rise to my feet, ignoring the weird nerves rocking my body.
"Ms. Tsindoli, right? Come in, we've only got ten minutes."
His voice. His voice, saying my name. I've always found his voice attractive. Whenever I listen to his old songs, it never fails to send shivers down my spine. Now, hearing him say my name, I'm sure my arms are covered in goosebumps.
I notice he's already gone through his office door, and I hurry to catch up.
A few moments later, I'm sitting in front of his desk, where a plaque reads,
'Park Hyun Bin, CEO'
I can't believe I'm sitting right across from him.
Park Hyun Bin has a lot of attractive traits about him. Everything on his face is perfectly arranged, symmetrical. His dark hair is shorter on the sides and longer at the top, currently slicked back.He's tall and lean. I've seen his shirtless photos before, and he has a perfect six pack beneath his crisp white shirt.His eyes are penetrating. And, right now, they're studying me from across the large mahogany table."Ms. Tsindoli," he begins, leaning back in his chair and clasping his hands together. "What's your dream?"It catches me off guard.I thought we were going to talk about my new job, not my dreams.What's my dream?Oh, I do know what that is. But isn't it so simple? I don't want to make a bad first impression. My mother has always accused me of being unambitious. What if Mr. Park doesn't think I'm ambitious enough?I've always been
This is officially a shitty day. How can it not be, when my mother's overbearing presence is so big in my house? Why one earth did she not tell me she was coming? Is it not common courtesy to tell someone when you're visiting them, regardless of your relationship? Why is she here, anyway? When I let us into the apartment, she spends a good five minutes looking around, corners of her mouth downturned. She doesn't need to say anything for me to know she doesn't approve of my living arrangement. But that's none of her business. "You didn't tell me you were coming," I say, dropping my bag on a couch in my living room. It's a small room, filled with everything I own. The kitchen is sectioned from it with a waist-length wall. Despite how small and inefficient my apartment appears, it's more than enough for me. First, the rent is the lowest I cou
"If you don't get laid tonight, I've failed my job as your only friend."I adjust my red leather mini skirt and smack my freshly painted lips together. "You're not my only friend."It's nine o'clock, Saturday night, and I'm in Bella's hotel room. Girl appeared at my door this morning, then quickly stole me away from my mother. When mum asked when I'd be back, Bella said not to worry, I wouldn't miss work on Monday.I had no objections.Right now, we're getting ready for a night out. That concert Bella is attending is happening over the weekend, but she only got a ticket for the last show tomorrow. Tonight, we're going to have fun.She scoffs. "Right, sorry. I forgot you're the social butterfly."I smile and turn sideways, observing myself in the mirror. Bella picked out my outfit and did my makeup. She knew if she let me do it myself, I wouldn't be able to create the 'wow
I came on a night out to have fun and hopefully land a hot guy to bed tonight. Not sit here, reminiscing with my old friend with benefits."Can we talk somewhere more quiet?" Roberto asks a few minutes later. "There's something I want to tell you.""Not now," Bella says, dropping from her stool and grabbing my arm. "We're going to dance right now.""Can I joi-""No," Bella snaps, her patience growing thin. "Why don't you wait for your little friend, Roberto? In fact, why don't you go check and see how she's doing? You might have to take her home early."She doesn't wait for his response as she leads me to the dance floor. We penetrate the throng of dancing bodies until we're out of sight of the bar area.I heave a sigh of relief. "Thanks.""I got you, girl," Bella says. She snickers. "Looks can truly be deceptive. Look at him, with that height and face. Looks like s
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In the morning, I get to work ten minutes to eight. I stand nervously at the elevator, awaiting its arrival. Before, I was eager to run into certain people.Today, I would love to not do that. It's a shame I can't avoid running into Fiona. I stand still, my hands clutching my leather jacket sleeves as I wait. Today I went for a pair of black palazzo pants, a white top, and a black leather jacket. I look okay."Hello there, Ms. Celebrity."I nearly jump out of my skin at Fiona's sudden voice. I turn and there she is, striding up to stand next to me.My lips pull up in a feeble attempt of a smile. "Morning, Fiona.""How does it feel?" she asks."What?""Being mistaken for Mr. Park's lover." She sighs, tips her head backwards. "Must feel nice."I stare at the elevator doors. "It doesn't."I can feel her stare on my face. "What, a
I've never been blackmailed before. Maybe because I've never come across a real life witch before. I don't doubt for a second that Fiona would release my information to the public. I just wish she would stop being delusional about the whole me going after Mr. Park thing. She is acting like a jealous girlfriend or something. She's obviously the one who has her eyes on him. After lunch, I count the minutes until it's 4 o'clock. I wish it is so I can leave work, but that would mean spending more time around my mother when I get back home. Instead, I'm just eager to see Fiona get out of my sight. After everyone leaves, I hang back at the office, researching more about the costumes I have to have ready in seven weeks. Luckily for me, the company building is open to staff throughout. I leave after six. Surprisingly, my mothe
If this was when Bella was still around, it would be a no brainier.Should I loiter around the streets, have dinner at some cafe, maybe sit at the park, then get back much later?Should I get a hotel room?No, that's going to be expensive. I don't exactly have money to be throwing around.A thought occurs to me. When I first moved here, I went upstairs to check the roof. There's nothing special up there, just a bunch of air conditioning units.And a gentle night breeze.Mind made up, I head towards the staircase and head upwards. There's nothing like solitude and a cool wind blowing in your face to forget about things.The building has eight floors in total. I'm on the flight leading to the seventh floor when someone appears at the top, coming downwards.It's a man, dressed all in black with a baseba
One Year Later "Thank you for coming. Bye, have a safe ride home." I walk back towards the entrance and heave a sigh of relief. That was the last guest to leave. The night is finally over, and as much as I enjoyed it, my legs are killing me from being on my feet all evening. Before getting back into the building, I come to a halt and stare at the shining sign above the entrance. Emma's. The smile that has been assaulting my lips every time I see that logo appears. It still feels unreal. A year ago, I never would have thought I would be launching my company today. I've spent the last year planning everything and putting together my first collection while also working for one of the biggest fashion houses in the city.
"Stop worrying," Hyun Bin urges as he closes the door behind us. We've ended up in a condo by the beach. He takes hold of my hand and pulls me to him. He cradles my face in his hands and looks at me earnestly. "Everything is going to be fine. I promise." After he explained everything during the ride over, I tried to be positive. Everything he's telling me points to a massive exposé that's going to cause ripples countrywide and clear up a lot of misunderstandings from the past. But there's a part of me that's reluctant to relax. I've watched him battle negative press time and again successfully, but it only provides temporary reprieve. When the next scandal arises, it's as if he never proved himself before. How many times does he need to prove himself before people leave hi
In the morning, my mother shakes me awake. I realise the sofa bed is pulled out and I'm covered up. When I cried myself to sleep last night, I didn't get up to pull the bed out or get a blanket. "Emma, wake up. You have a visitor." I sit up, half-confused. "What? Me? Who? What's the time?" Why would I have a visitor in Busan? I don't have any friends here. "It's six." And who on earth pays someone a visit so early? "Emma?" I stare at my mother, uncomprehending. Someone else just called my name. Someone with Hyun Bin's voice. I whip my head towards the direction of the door. Hyun Bin i
When I get to the station in Busan, I get a taxi and give the driver the address Jennifer sent me. It's an address for an apartment in Daeyeon, which has me a little confused. All along, I thought I was headed to Haeundae, where Louise lives. Unless Jennifer got a separate place. I arrive after about ten minutes and make my way to the fourth floor. I ring the bell and the door opens a few seconds later. Jennifer is standing on the other side, dressed in a purple shirt and black slacks. It looks like work uniform. She smiles at me and reaches for my suitcase. "Emma! Come in." "Thanks," I step over the threshold and walk into the room. The living room is about the size of mine, but it's a lot neater. "I didn't know you had your own place." She closes the door and comes after me. "Yes, I… Louise go
By the time we emerge from the bedroom, it's dark out and I'm starving. We plan to make dinner together, but Hyun Bin excuses himself to his study room first. I've kept him away from work for long enough, so I don't try to hold him back anymore.When he finally reappears, the spicy chicken stew I'm making is almost done, same as the rice. I'm in the middle of preparing a vegetable salad.He walks over and gives me a kiss on the forehead. "I'm sorry, that took longer than I expected.""No worries, I've got this covered."He sniffs the air. "Yeah, I can tell." I dig my elbow into his side playfully. He chuckles and moves away. "I'll set the table.""Any developments?" I ask later when we're at the table."There's a
I head to the bathroom and when I come back, I run into Hyun Bin heading into his study room. I frown and walk over. "What are you doing?" "I have to take care of some stuff." I shake my head and reach for his hand. "You've been at work all night. Did you sleep at all?" "Don't worry about me. I was an idol, remember? I've gone for days without sleep." I shake my head. "You need to rest. Dealing with everything when you're tired will only make you more frustrated." "Emma, every second I don't spend looking for who is behind all this is another second of people smearing your name all over the place." "I don't want you to sacrifice your health for that. I'm sure your team is handling everything well. Come." I
I taste the orange juice on his lips. But that's not the reason my insides are in a knot. I thought I'd never feel his lips against mine again. My eyes are closed tight, but I don't need to look to know I've caught him by surprise. I pry his lips apart with mine, giving him a soft kiss. "Emma--" "Kiss me." It's too quiet. The sound of our breathing is the only thing in my ears. He makes no move for so many seconds that I believe he's not going to. By when I'm about to pull away, his lips crash into mine. I lock out all thought from my mind and kiss him back, taking everything I can. I didn't realise how much I missed this. Not just kissing him but being thi
I make a call to Bella and let her know what's up. After that, I spent most of my time pacing around Hyun Bin's living area, waiting for him to show up. He disappeared into his study room after we agreed on what to do about the dating rumours. He hasn't come out of the room since. The company has already released a statement revealing that the song leak was an intended early surprise for the fans. Another statement noted that I'm not related to any anti-fan activities. But fans' reactions show they need more than a couple of statements to go by. Many think this is PR's way of saving the company's face. Unless they sue someone for the false accusations and reveal a motive, nothing is going to be convincing. I want to ask Hyun Bin whether they've found something on Fiona. But that's not the only thing that has me restless.
"What do you think you're doing?" I demand, fixing my eyes on Hyun Bin. "Are you okay? Did anyone hurt you?" he asks instead of answering my question. His eyes roam all over my body, as if searching for a sign of injury. "I'm fine!" I snap. I was fine before he showed up. "Why the hell are you here? You made things worse!" "There are crowds of angry fans outside your building, Emma! How exactly did I make this worse?" "I had a plan! I was going to leave, unnoticed, before you showed up and made a show of it. God knows what they're saying now." His jaw clenches. "Where were you going to go?" "Bella's." "They know about Bella's."