This is officially a shitty day.
How can it not be, when my mother's overbearing presence is so big in my house?
Why one earth did she not tell me she was coming? Is it not common courtesy to tell someone when you're visiting them, regardless of your relationship?
Why is she here, anyway?
When I let us into the apartment, she spends a good five minutes looking around, corners of her mouth downturned. She doesn't need to say anything for me to know she doesn't approve of my living arrangement.
But that's none of her business.
"You didn't tell me you were coming," I say, dropping my bag on a couch in my living room. It's a small room, filled with everything I own. The kitchen is sectioned from it with a waist-length wall.
Despite how small and inefficient my apartment appears, it's more than enough for me. First, the rent is the lowest I could find for one bedroom apartments in the area. Second, I'm a single woman who lives alone, so I definitely don't need an apartment the size of an island to feel comfortable. If anything, a bigger one would only feel empty.
"You hang up on me then switched off your phone before I could tell you," she says.
We'll, I'm glad I did. Had she told me she was visiting, it would have ruined the entire day for me, including my meeting with Mr. Park.
But... Her showing up here unannounced is not the key concern. The reason why is of more importance. Why did my mother, who doesn't like me much, travel four hours to my place? Is she on her way to my sister's and decided to take an overnight detour? That better be the case.
"Why are you here, anyway?" I ask, trying to sound nonchalant as I fold my long coat.
"I got evicted," she says, as if it's the most normal thing ever.
"What?" I gape.
Three weeks ago, she borrowed me money, claiming she needed it to settle her rent arrears. I wonder where that went.
"What about the money I gave you?"
She waves her hand in dismissal. "Oh, that? I used it to settle some other debts."
"What debts? You told me it was for your rent."
"The others were more urgent."
I hold back a scoff. "More urgent than being evicted?"
"Don't lecture me!" she snaps.
I sigh heavily and press my fingertips to my temple. If I hadn't gotten a job at Park Entertainment, I would be screwed without the money I gave her. Did I literally throw away my hard-earned savings?
"Where are your belongings?"
"I rented a storage unit."
Well, thank God she had enough money left over to do that. It's then that it dawns on me. She has nowhere to live, and here she is, at my house, suitcase in tow.
No.
No way.
I'll go crazy if I have to live with her.
She better be on her way to Louise's. Louise has a big family house in Busan, by the beach. I'm sure she can easily host our mother in one of her guest rooms.
"What are your plans?" I ask.
"I have a friend who owns a restaurant in the city. He told me he knows a friend who's hiring chefs. I'll meet him tomorrow."
I stare at her, unblinking. A job? She's planning to look for a job... In my fucking city? That means...
Is it too much to tell her I don't want to live with her? There's a reason I left home immediately after completing school. Her. I don't like the idea of living with a roommate, and having to live with my overbearing, controlling mother is a thousand times more unbearable.
"When will you get your own place?" I ask. I hope she gets the hint.
"Why? Am I imposing?"
This time, I don't mince my words. "Yes!"
"You don't even have a boyfriend, I don't see why I can't live here..."
"You could go down to Louise's," I say. "You know, the one who actually has a house big enough to accommodate you?" The one you like? The one who won't mind your presence?
"The sea air is bad for me."
My face twists in confusion. When dad was alive, she used to go on a lot of cruises. Did the quality of the sea air take a round-turn within 8 years?
"Just get a job and move out as soon as possible," I say, grabbing my bag and coat and disappearing into my bedroom.
Minutes later, I stand on my balcony, on the phone with Bella. When I relate to her what's happening, she curses a lot and asks what I plan on doing.
I shrug.
If my mother doesn't get her act together soon, I can't just throw her out, can I?
"Well, I have good news that'll cheer you up," she says after I'm done moaning about dear mother.
I perk up. "What?"
"You know there's a Nine6 concert this weekend at the Municipal Stadium, right?"
I roll my eyes. "No, I don't. It's not like you've been complaining about how you missed a ticket every single time we talk."
She giggles. "Well, I got hold of one from a reseller and guess who's coming around this weekend!"
"Get serious."
"Yes, baby. I'm coming to steal you from your miserable life this weekend, so hold out until then, bitch!"
I laugh, feeling a weight lift off my chest. Bella has been my best friend since high school, but she moved to a different city two years ago.
Her coming here means I'll have a great weekend before I go back to dealing with mum and getting absorbed in work.
I can't wait.
"If you don't get laid tonight, I've failed my job as your only friend."I adjust my red leather mini skirt and smack my freshly painted lips together. "You're not my only friend."It's nine o'clock, Saturday night, and I'm in Bella's hotel room. Girl appeared at my door this morning, then quickly stole me away from my mother. When mum asked when I'd be back, Bella said not to worry, I wouldn't miss work on Monday.I had no objections.Right now, we're getting ready for a night out. That concert Bella is attending is happening over the weekend, but she only got a ticket for the last show tomorrow. Tonight, we're going to have fun.She scoffs. "Right, sorry. I forgot you're the social butterfly."I smile and turn sideways, observing myself in the mirror. Bella picked out my outfit and did my makeup. She knew if she let me do it myself, I wouldn't be able to create the 'wow
I came on a night out to have fun and hopefully land a hot guy to bed tonight. Not sit here, reminiscing with my old friend with benefits."Can we talk somewhere more quiet?" Roberto asks a few minutes later. "There's something I want to tell you.""Not now," Bella says, dropping from her stool and grabbing my arm. "We're going to dance right now.""Can I joi-""No," Bella snaps, her patience growing thin. "Why don't you wait for your little friend, Roberto? In fact, why don't you go check and see how she's doing? You might have to take her home early."She doesn't wait for his response as she leads me to the dance floor. We penetrate the throng of dancing bodies until we're out of sight of the bar area.I heave a sigh of relief. "Thanks.""I got you, girl," Bella says. She snickers. "Looks can truly be deceptive. Look at him, with that height and face. Looks like s
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In the morning, I get to work ten minutes to eight. I stand nervously at the elevator, awaiting its arrival. Before, I was eager to run into certain people.Today, I would love to not do that. It's a shame I can't avoid running into Fiona. I stand still, my hands clutching my leather jacket sleeves as I wait. Today I went for a pair of black palazzo pants, a white top, and a black leather jacket. I look okay."Hello there, Ms. Celebrity."I nearly jump out of my skin at Fiona's sudden voice. I turn and there she is, striding up to stand next to me.My lips pull up in a feeble attempt of a smile. "Morning, Fiona.""How does it feel?" she asks."What?""Being mistaken for Mr. Park's lover." She sighs, tips her head backwards. "Must feel nice."I stare at the elevator doors. "It doesn't."I can feel her stare on my face. "What, a
I've never been blackmailed before. Maybe because I've never come across a real life witch before. I don't doubt for a second that Fiona would release my information to the public. I just wish she would stop being delusional about the whole me going after Mr. Park thing. She is acting like a jealous girlfriend or something. She's obviously the one who has her eyes on him. After lunch, I count the minutes until it's 4 o'clock. I wish it is so I can leave work, but that would mean spending more time around my mother when I get back home. Instead, I'm just eager to see Fiona get out of my sight. After everyone leaves, I hang back at the office, researching more about the costumes I have to have ready in seven weeks. Luckily for me, the company building is open to staff throughout. I leave after six. Surprisingly, my mothe
If this was when Bella was still around, it would be a no brainier.Should I loiter around the streets, have dinner at some cafe, maybe sit at the park, then get back much later?Should I get a hotel room?No, that's going to be expensive. I don't exactly have money to be throwing around.A thought occurs to me. When I first moved here, I went upstairs to check the roof. There's nothing special up there, just a bunch of air conditioning units.And a gentle night breeze.Mind made up, I head towards the staircase and head upwards. There's nothing like solitude and a cool wind blowing in your face to forget about things.The building has eight floors in total. I'm on the flight leading to the seventh floor when someone appears at the top, coming downwards.It's a man, dressed all in black with a baseba
Hyun Bin leads me to a coupe sitting in the parking lot outside the complex."Where are you taking me?""Somewhere I can keep my eyes on you," he says, opening the passenger door. "Get it."I sigh. "Look, you're making a mistake.""Do you need me to shove you into the car, or are you going to do it yourself?"I glare at him, rage coursing through my veins. Well, let's see how far he wants to take this. I get into the car and he closes the door after me.Seconds later, he gets into the driver's side and starts the car. Can this be termed as a kidnapping? I remain silent, reviewing everything that has happened in my head. I wonder what he was doing at my apartment building. It's not a cozy complex where the likes of him live. Far from it. Was he there to see someone? Probably. Given his getup and the way he's hiding half of his face with that cap, he has to be hiding something.
I admit that when Park Hyun Bin debuted with his group ten years ago, I labeled myself his biggest fan. He was 23, the oldest member of the group, and the leader. I was a fifteen year old who was beginning to form high standards when it came to the opposite sex based on my favorite pop idols.Park Hyun Bin was not only talented but unbelievably good looking. Millions were infatuated with him, and I was no exception.Five years later, Hyun Bin left the group with two years remaining on his contract. It was a huge scandal that rocked the entire industry. Back then, his group, 6ix, was the biggest in the country and had a huge fan following. Hyun Bin apparently had a falling with the agency regarding mistreatment of the artists, and he choose to terminate his contract. The fandom was divided in half, with one block accusing him of betraying them and his teammates, while the other lauded him for taking a stance against the exploitative agency.
One Year Later "Thank you for coming. Bye, have a safe ride home." I walk back towards the entrance and heave a sigh of relief. That was the last guest to leave. The night is finally over, and as much as I enjoyed it, my legs are killing me from being on my feet all evening. Before getting back into the building, I come to a halt and stare at the shining sign above the entrance. Emma's. The smile that has been assaulting my lips every time I see that logo appears. It still feels unreal. A year ago, I never would have thought I would be launching my company today. I've spent the last year planning everything and putting together my first collection while also working for one of the biggest fashion houses in the city.
"Stop worrying," Hyun Bin urges as he closes the door behind us. We've ended up in a condo by the beach. He takes hold of my hand and pulls me to him. He cradles my face in his hands and looks at me earnestly. "Everything is going to be fine. I promise." After he explained everything during the ride over, I tried to be positive. Everything he's telling me points to a massive exposé that's going to cause ripples countrywide and clear up a lot of misunderstandings from the past. But there's a part of me that's reluctant to relax. I've watched him battle negative press time and again successfully, but it only provides temporary reprieve. When the next scandal arises, it's as if he never proved himself before. How many times does he need to prove himself before people leave hi
In the morning, my mother shakes me awake. I realise the sofa bed is pulled out and I'm covered up. When I cried myself to sleep last night, I didn't get up to pull the bed out or get a blanket. "Emma, wake up. You have a visitor." I sit up, half-confused. "What? Me? Who? What's the time?" Why would I have a visitor in Busan? I don't have any friends here. "It's six." And who on earth pays someone a visit so early? "Emma?" I stare at my mother, uncomprehending. Someone else just called my name. Someone with Hyun Bin's voice. I whip my head towards the direction of the door. Hyun Bin i
When I get to the station in Busan, I get a taxi and give the driver the address Jennifer sent me. It's an address for an apartment in Daeyeon, which has me a little confused. All along, I thought I was headed to Haeundae, where Louise lives. Unless Jennifer got a separate place. I arrive after about ten minutes and make my way to the fourth floor. I ring the bell and the door opens a few seconds later. Jennifer is standing on the other side, dressed in a purple shirt and black slacks. It looks like work uniform. She smiles at me and reaches for my suitcase. "Emma! Come in." "Thanks," I step over the threshold and walk into the room. The living room is about the size of mine, but it's a lot neater. "I didn't know you had your own place." She closes the door and comes after me. "Yes, I… Louise go
By the time we emerge from the bedroom, it's dark out and I'm starving. We plan to make dinner together, but Hyun Bin excuses himself to his study room first. I've kept him away from work for long enough, so I don't try to hold him back anymore.When he finally reappears, the spicy chicken stew I'm making is almost done, same as the rice. I'm in the middle of preparing a vegetable salad.He walks over and gives me a kiss on the forehead. "I'm sorry, that took longer than I expected.""No worries, I've got this covered."He sniffs the air. "Yeah, I can tell." I dig my elbow into his side playfully. He chuckles and moves away. "I'll set the table.""Any developments?" I ask later when we're at the table."There's a
I head to the bathroom and when I come back, I run into Hyun Bin heading into his study room. I frown and walk over. "What are you doing?" "I have to take care of some stuff." I shake my head and reach for his hand. "You've been at work all night. Did you sleep at all?" "Don't worry about me. I was an idol, remember? I've gone for days without sleep." I shake my head. "You need to rest. Dealing with everything when you're tired will only make you more frustrated." "Emma, every second I don't spend looking for who is behind all this is another second of people smearing your name all over the place." "I don't want you to sacrifice your health for that. I'm sure your team is handling everything well. Come." I
I taste the orange juice on his lips. But that's not the reason my insides are in a knot. I thought I'd never feel his lips against mine again. My eyes are closed tight, but I don't need to look to know I've caught him by surprise. I pry his lips apart with mine, giving him a soft kiss. "Emma--" "Kiss me." It's too quiet. The sound of our breathing is the only thing in my ears. He makes no move for so many seconds that I believe he's not going to. By when I'm about to pull away, his lips crash into mine. I lock out all thought from my mind and kiss him back, taking everything I can. I didn't realise how much I missed this. Not just kissing him but being thi
I make a call to Bella and let her know what's up. After that, I spent most of my time pacing around Hyun Bin's living area, waiting for him to show up. He disappeared into his study room after we agreed on what to do about the dating rumours. He hasn't come out of the room since. The company has already released a statement revealing that the song leak was an intended early surprise for the fans. Another statement noted that I'm not related to any anti-fan activities. But fans' reactions show they need more than a couple of statements to go by. Many think this is PR's way of saving the company's face. Unless they sue someone for the false accusations and reveal a motive, nothing is going to be convincing. I want to ask Hyun Bin whether they've found something on Fiona. But that's not the only thing that has me restless.
"What do you think you're doing?" I demand, fixing my eyes on Hyun Bin. "Are you okay? Did anyone hurt you?" he asks instead of answering my question. His eyes roam all over my body, as if searching for a sign of injury. "I'm fine!" I snap. I was fine before he showed up. "Why the hell are you here? You made things worse!" "There are crowds of angry fans outside your building, Emma! How exactly did I make this worse?" "I had a plan! I was going to leave, unnoticed, before you showed up and made a show of it. God knows what they're saying now." His jaw clenches. "Where were you going to go?" "Bella's." "They know about Bella's."