OLIVIA
White and Warm.
That’s exactly how I feel when I finally come to. The bright light makes me groan and put my arm over my face.
I snuggle into the duvet, a sigh of content falling from my lips at how comfortable I was. Its not until it registers that my room is usually cold not warm that I bolt up on the bed.
In place of my peeling pain and frozen in place windows, all I see are white walls and a huge bed that I was just lying in. This is clearly not my room.
I try to remember how I got here but my brain can’t seem to recall. It’s not until I look down and realize that I’m naked that the real panic sets in.
As I struggle to get out of the bed, I pull the duvet with me and use it to wrap myself up. If I wasn’t in my room then where the hell was I?
With quiet footsteps I snoop around the room, checking for anything that would give away where I was or whose house I was in.
Someone I make into a walk-in closet that is much bigger than my entire apartment put together two times. I grab the first shirt I see off the hanger and quickly pull it down my body. It stops just above my knee but I’m not complaining, its either that or nothing.
Against my better judgement I head to the door, turning the knob as quiet as possible in the case I have been kidnapped and will need to run away.
My feet step on the white cold tile of a hallway and I’m faced with the decision of following my left or right.
Instead I walk to the room opposite the one that I just walked out from, the door squeaking a little as I let myself in.
It was empty, my eyes searching the room for any hidden persons or camera. When I see none I back out of the room only to hear voices coming from the right side of the hallway.
With unsteady steps I make my way toward the voices, using the wall for support and hoping my palm wouldn’t stain it.
When I make it to the door a the end of the hallway, I realize its the kitchen from the cabinet I can see through the slightly open door.
I push the door open with a deep breath but a gasp falls off my lips at the scene in front of me.
There’s the dickhead that I bumped into when I was leaving the gym. He’s seated on the kitchen counter naked with at least half a dozen girls surrounding him.
So he was the one that brought me here, I don’t recall agreeing to his offer so I’m not sure what I am doing in his house.
“You!” I yell when none of them glance my way or even notice that there’s someone standing at the door and watching them.
“Dickhead!” I yell again when they don’t turn to me, before I can stop myself I grab a spoon off the rack close to me and throw it towards him.
I cringe when it hits him square in the face and he groans out loud. His blazing eyes locate mine and I scowl at him.
“Don’t tell me you dragged me here because I didn’t agree to your stupid proposal?” I walk towards him, only stopping a few feet from him when his expression promised murder.
“What the hell do you think you’re doing?” he asks as he picks his robe off the floor and covers himself with it.
I fight the urge to roll my eyes. I can pretty much tell that the girls are giving me annoyed looks but they’re not the reason I’m here. Maybe another time and another day I would be able to appreciate their beauty.
“I’d answer your question” I tell him, raising my two hands up in surrender when he doesn’t calm down “But I need to know why I’m here”.
“What do you mean know why you’re here?”
“I woke up in your bed naked dickhead so I’m asking again, what are you doing here?”I take a deep breath in, fighting the temptation to throw something else at him. If anyone should be angry in this situation then it would be me.
He scratches the back of his neck, immediately going shy on me. His gaze searches everywhere but my face.
“About that…” he trails off.
I walk closer to him until I can feel his hot breath on my face “What did you do to me? Did you and your friend think it was okay to just bring me here and do as you wish because you need a wife or whatever it is?
My voice echoes round the house and I realize that all the girls are gone, leaving me with dickhead whose robe was beginning to let loose.
“That was not what happened…”
I hold up my right hand cutting him off, “Did you touch me?” I suddenly ask with horror. I didn’t feel pain anywhere that could mean I had been violated but I needed to be sure.
His face goes a beet red “There’s not much to touch anyway”
Hell freezes. Did he just? “What are you trying to say?”
Standing up straighter he looks me in the eye with a bit of amusement on his lips “There’s nothing much to touch, besides I took your clothes off with my eyes closed”.
His explanation confuses me the more “Why would you need to take my clothes off in the first place and how did I even get to your house?”
Looking away he scratches the back of his neck again “You fainted so I had no choice but to bring you home”
I blink several times “Fainted?”
“I swear it wasn’t my intention. It was raining heavily so I couldn’t see the roads properly, then I just hist something and it turned out to be you” by the time he’s done with his tale his eyes are glued to the floor.
I sigh “That explains why my head hurts so much” I turn away from him and lean on the counter “Do you have any idea where I was headed?”
“No, from the investigation Kyle did he found out that you had just been evicted from your apartment” he taps his jaw lightly “Which will explain why you were wandering under the rain alone”.
I don’t know why I nod but I do “So you’re expecting a thank you then?”
He straightens up “Hearing one would be lovely”.
I almost bare my teeth at him, “Well you did knock me down with your car”
“I am sorry about that, if you…”
I hold up my hand again “I’m tired of your explanation, I’ll just get out of your way” I turn to leave the kitchen when he hold me back by the elbow.
“But you don’t have a place to stay” he says.
I pull my hand from him “Meaning?”
“I can’t let you go out all alone into the streets, my conscience will not allow it” he pauses and I nod for him to go on.
“Why not just accept my offer, that way you’ll have more than enough money and a roof over your head instead of staying out in the cold. And who knows, there are guys out there that are not as kind of me”.
“Striking at my lowest aren’t you?” I laugh “You’ll make a great business man…besides, I’m very capable of taking care of myself. I’ve been doing it my entire life”.
“That’s not what I mean Olivia” his voice is calm “You just have to pretend for three months and all the money is yours to take. There’s no need for any type of relationship between us, you stay out of my way and I stay out of yours. We just have to pretend to be married to my parents and the public”.
He’s beginning to win me over, not like I have much of a choice “Nothing will really happen between us?”
He raises his brow “Why do I have the feeling that you feel repulsed by me? I’m not that bad of a guy”
I deadpan “I’m gay, I’m not attracted to you one bit”
“You meant it when you said you were not attracted to me?” he whines like some high school boy that just had his ego bruised.
“Not one bit” I confirm. I face him “You’re really paying me all that money just to play pretend with you for three months?”
He nods, a smile breaking across his face “That is all. You can keep having girls on the side while I do the same, we won’t even sleep in the same room”.
I find myself nodding without giving myself the chance to think it all through, there isn’t another option anyway. “Well, you have yourself a deal” I say through my teeth.
The grimace on my face doesn’t bother him because he pulls me into a hug “You don’t know what you just saved me from”
I’m about to reply him when the door bell rings and he springs away from me with panicked eyes.
“Quick! You have to hid” he says, pushing me into the hallway.
I twist in his hold “What do you mean hide? Are you a drug dealer?”
“Far from it” he pushes me into a bathroom and hides me under the sink. “Just keep quiet and stay here, I’ll come get you when they’re gone” he says before running out.
I thinking of just following him out to see whose at the door but I decide against. If he’s hiding me then something dangerous could be happening out there.
I pull my knee to my chest and rest my throbbing head on it. I’ll just give him thirty minutes, if he doesn’t come out then I’ll go out and see what is really going on.
Its over an hour and he’s still not back. My legs are cramped really bad and I fear that I’ve lost all the blood in them.
Its too quiet in the house, I can’t even hear a single sound so it might not be some dirty drug business going on.
The door suddenly opens and he walks inside, except this time he doesn’t have his robe on. He comes directly to the sink and suddenly his junk is directly in my face as he starts brushing his teeth.
Did this dude just forget me under his sink?
JAKE Olivia’s piercing eyes follow me around the bathroom and I can immediately tell that she’s not happy about this. I’m not happy about it too but I couldn’t risk my parents finding her now, they were bound to question her. It would be so easy for my dad to pick her apart with words and no doubt find out about our little arrangement. I couldn’t let that happen. Finally I pull out a towel and wrap it around my waist. At first I had forgotten she was there until she grabbed my junk from under the table and pulled hard. I had to clamp my palm over my mouth to stop the scream from escaping until she finally let go with a huff. I apologized furiously after that which brings us to the present moment. When I leave the bathroom she has her middle finger up in the air which makes me unsure why I’m putting up with her. I dry off and quickly put on my clothes, my door bell ringing at the same time I open my door. With quickened steps I rush to the door and open it too see the flushed fa
OLIVIAI hit my already hurt head as I try to stand up and the dickhead in front of me has the guts to open his big mouth and laugh.Okay, that’s a lie…his mouth is not big but still.I crawl out from my hiding place and growl at him, “There’s nothing funny about this situation”.He coughs before trying to put up a straight face “I’m sorry…it’s just”I dust my shirt, realizing that I’m still wearing nothing under “Are your parents gone? Or which ever people that was snooping around?”“About that…” he starts “Thanking you for not letting him see you. I don’t know how you knew you weren’t supposed to be seen but I’m grateful all the same”“It’s not rocket science, I heard you all arguing from under your sink” I say.His eyes go wide and he touches my temple “You’re bleeding again, come here” he takes my hand and leads me out of the storage room. We go back to his bathroom and I glare at the back of his head “You better not push me under the sink this time”He laughs “Relax, I just nee
JAKEThe moment we finally got back Olivia went straight to the room I prepared for her opposite mine and didn’t come out till this morning.I don’t blame her thought. It was clear she was pretty exhausted after all the shopping and makeover yesterday as Kyle had insisted.I liked it though. She now looked more like the kind of woman father would pick out for me.With her now waxed skin and new hair that had been styled into big shiny waves that cascaded down her back she even looked like someone I would pick up at the club just because our eyes met across the room.I glanced at my watch, any minute and we were going to be late for breakfast with my parents.The clicking of heels on the tiled floor had me turning and my mouth hanging open at the sight of Olivia.She was dressed in the red dress I had picked put for her and it still didn’t do justice to her body. The one I had the privilege of seeing in a lingerie.She tucked a strand of hair behind her ears and stared at her shoes, “D
JAKEOlivia is crying.For the first time she lets me open the door for her and she sits quietly, leaning towards the door. Anything to be away from me.I wish I knew the things going on in her head. She sniffs back a time and wipes her face which only makes me feel worse.Swerving out of the parking lot I put on the radio at the highest volume possible but still no reaction from her.I half expect her to at least reach over and turn it off. She doesn’t. I put off the radio, letting us drown in silence.It was hard dealing with Olivia, she wasn’t like the other girls that threw themselves at me. Every other person wanted me with them but with her it was hard because she wasn’t trying to impress me. If anything she was only with me now because of money.My hands clutch the steering wheel tighter. And needed to get back on her good side because this is awful.“Look I’m sorry about what I said, I shouldn’t have…it wasn’t in my place” I say but she doesn’t even turn to me.“There is nothi
OLIVIA I wake up to warmth, a luxury that I couldn’t afford in the past and snuggle deeper into my pillow.For some reason the pillow had muscled arms that fit perfectly around me. It was comforting to say the least.I’d do anything to wake up like this every morning for the rest of my life.I try to roll over but my pillow holds me tighter, making me its captive.A smile breaks out on my face, my people doesn’t want me to leave. It felt nice but I’d have to get up one way or another.“What are you smiling about this early in the morning?” My pillow asks and I marvel at its deep voice that sends a vibration through me.I giggle “It’s about you holding me tighter, you want me to remain in bed”. There’s no reply from my pillow.“This feels really nice you know, you’re so warm and it makes me feel safe” I say to fill the silence between us.“We can sleep like this all the time if you want” It offers and I blush a deep pink.“I would love that” I say immediately before it changed its min
JAKEI’m having a good dream, it has Olivia in it instead of the red head that I got with last weekend at the club.The reaction my body has to dream is instant and its not a surprise. Her black eyes are drawing me in, threatening to drown me and put me completely under.My eyes linger down to her chest and the luscious curves that she hides all the time with her manly clothes.But I’m not one to complain because I alone can see her like this because she was comfortable enough to let me.Olivia leans towards me and I can instantly read her intentions so I lean towards her, our lips almost touching.It’s the perfect moment, so imagine my shock when there a loud bang that has my eyes flying open and the sweet scene in front of my eye disappears.But it is replaced with something even better.Olivia is standing in front of me in nothing but the black lingerie I had bought for her. If I thought the red one was the sexiest one then this it looks like I was clearly wrong.I don’t realize sh
OLIVIAIt’s easy to tell the way Jake sees me has changed these past days. He looks at me now like a man would look at a woman.I don’t know how to feel about it but it makes me smile and my cheeks turn pink, which he of course teases me about.It’s even evident in the way he opens the car door for me and waits to make sure I’m comfortable first before closing it.No one has ever done these things for me, no one has ever made me feel wanted or needed like he does.When he starts the car it brings me back to our predicament. Jake’s father invited us to his impromptu retirement party.Jake must have seen my fidgeting hands on my lap because he reaches off and gives it a squeeze, “Don’t worry you’ll be fine, I’ll be your side all evening”.Somehow that calms my nerves and I flash him a smile. We drive off and hit the road when Jake puts on the radio to some country music.I scowl at him before changing to a random station. I could endure anything but not country music for any reason. It
OLIVIAWhen the sun rises the next day I wake up wearing Jake’s clothes with no memory of putting them on.It smells so much like him that I never want to take off. It’s a mixture of night life and an ocean scent.I snug deeper into his bed, it was sad that he wasn’t here when I woke up. Having him put his arms around me was the best I’ve felt in my life. Or at least close to it.I’m getting out of bed when a certain pair of hazel eyes flash in my head. I’m not sure yet what to make of what she told me at the party.Asking Jake might be improper and he might get defensive, it’ll even turn out worse if she lying.I mean his supposed father was leaving his entire company in his hands, that meant he had a lot of trust in Jake.Maybe it was nothing. Just sibling rivalry and I was now choosing to stay out of it. Whatever was going on with his family was not my concern. Besides I wasn’t even his real wife.When I follow his voice I find him in the kitchen making coffee. He slides me a mug f
It’s not the strong hospital smell that wakes me up or the warm hand on my cheek. But the twinge of pain that starts in my lower abdomen and spreads to my entire stomach. The first word I say is, “Jake,” followed by a sharp gasp. I hold the side of the bed tight and try to will the pain away. But the more I try to act like it’s not there, the more it eats me up from the inside out. Something warm touches my head at the same time I hear a faint voice ask, “Where are you hurt?” I’m in so much pain that I don’t jump with glee when Drew’s worried face comes into my line of sight. He’s alive but my brain is trying to process what’s wrong with me first. It’s a blood shattering battle. “The doctor-” I gasp, “Call the doctor. Oh my God Jake,” I clutch my stomach, bending over to try and ease the contraction that I’m feeling in there. My baby better be alright, he has to be. Drew removes the needles in his arm when he processes what is happening and leaves the room to get t
I’ve been paranoid since the meeting with Father, if Drew notices he doesn’t comment on it or ask any questions. . I sigh for the tenth time since we drove out of the house. I know Drew is being patient but with the way he’s tapping his fingers against the wheel I know he’s dying to ask me what happened during the meeting. It’s not like I’m hiding it from him, I’m just waiting till I’m sure what exactly is going on with Sherp till I tell him. There are so many questions that I’m afraid of what the answers will be. The first will be if Sherp has been working for Father the whole time he knew me, which from what Father said I think is the case. Still, he could’ve easily exposed my identity from the very beginning but he didn’t. I need to know what his game is in order to access this situation properly. I mean he gave me the very explosives I used to blow up the boat, why would he do that if he was working for Father? Most importantly, why is he helping Father look fo
Skipping dinner seemed like the best thing to do when we got home. After our make out in the office, I’ve not been able to look Drew in the eye.The smile on his face hasn’t left ever since and I’m worried he thinks we’re much more than a fake couple now.I can’t deny that what happened is the only sunshine I’ve had in my life since learning that I’ll be having Jake.It’s part of the reason I’m scared to think so much about it. I’m not ready to put a name or tag on how we both feel.My only mistake was skipping out on dinner and turning in early so I wouldn’t have to talk to him. Now I’m lying down wide awake because the hunger gnawing at me won’t let me sleep.I watch the rise and fall of Drew’s chest as he sleeps before slipping out of the bed. I’m careful not to wake him on my way out, carefully navigating through the dark room.When I make it to the stairs I almost leap in joy. Food at last. I take the stairs two at a time and run to the kitchen when I’m down.I cry out in relief
I don’t come downstairs until the doorbell rings. I’ve done a pretty good job of avoiding Jenny and now I was going to risk running into her. The entire house is quiet when I come down, she must be taking a nap. For some reason I tiptoe to the door and stifle a startle when I open the door to a rather grumpy looking Dr. Shelby. All since I’ve known him, he was always smiling, patient. There was this airiness that surrounded him, it always made you feel at ease with him. But all that is left now are deep frown lines on his face and I hate to be the reason for it. “How did you think drinking while being pregnant was a good idea?” he asks the moment he steps past the threshold. “Why keep a child you’re not going to take proper care of?” My breath seizes in my lung. With a slight tilt to my head I study his expression. His eyes are accusing as he glares at me. This right here is not Dr. Shelby. Someone has taken him and put in place this angry version that I’m not used to.
There’s a soft touch on my shoulder and I look up to see Drew’s worried eyes. He raises his brow asking if I’m okay and I nod. Daisy shakes in my arms, the sleeve of my gown stained with her tears. The meeting should go on but I also can’t leave her in this state when I’m the primary reason she has to go through this grief. “Let me take you home,” I whisper to her. The meeting can always wait, but for now I need to calm her down and make sure she’s okay so she doesn’t hurt herself. She nods into my shoulder. I turn to Drew, “Can you take over the meeting, I’ll take her home now,” I tell him. “Why? Everyone has agreed to you being the new chairman, so you have to finish up. And with Daisy we can’t risk them changing their mind” he whispers to me. I shake my head. “Her feelings right now are more important. You can explain the situation to them and have them vote now. They’ll understand why I have to leave right away,” I say. Daisy is already trembling from c
Never did I think I’d be back here, in this soulless city that has had nothing but pain to offer me. But here I am, sitting in Drew’s passenger seat with the window down. There’s a random song playing on the radio that fills the silence dwelling between us. I’m grateful for it because after the tense conversation we had, we both needed to process our thoughts. I have to think of myself as Cassie now, I need to slowly immerse myself into her persona. Above all, I have to become her for this irrational plan of mine to work. “Aren’t you cold, the window has been down for so long,” Drew says, his attention still on the road. “Oh, I didn’t realize,” I reply. My body chooses that exact moment to shiver. I don’t miss the smile on Drew’s lips. “What were you thinking so much about?” he asks. I twist slightly to him. “You said you want nothing to do with the company…” I start. His short laugh is nervous, “Yes?” “But I have no idea how to actually run the company
Everyday that I see the sun rise is torture to my soul. Every morning that I wake up without Don by my side, tears my heart into a million pieces. I don’t know where life ends and where death starts. They’ve both become the same to me. It has made me prisoner in this dark perilous place called my mind. I sit by the window every night and wait for a dawn that never breaks, but that even is too much to ask. This is my own hell. This is my own home. There’s nothing on the news about the explosion. If I hadn’t been there myself I wouldn’t even believe that it happened. No bodies have been found. That is both my hope and my nightmare. Two long months of emptiness and guilt, that is my punishment. What if he’s really gone? What if he didn’t survive? No one could be alive and stay hidden for that long. What if he’s out there looking for me? I deflate. The chances are unlikely, especially after the way we parted. I should have held onto him a little longer, laced his f
Something was wrong, even a blind man could see it from miles away. I listened through the entire meeting but barely heard a word. They talked mostly about shares and opening another branch in some city I didn’t catch the name. My eyes shifted to the jot pad Car had left on the table, his handwriting had to be the ugliest thing in the world as I scanned over what he had written. He was my assistant, but it felt like he was more, like I should care for him. The meeting was barely over when I stood up from the meeting and left. I went straight to the restroom, sure that a clue to whatever was wrong with him would be there. I went straight to the waste bin that was at the far end of the restroom. Lying at the bottom was a rumpled toilet paper that was stained with blood, and lots of it. There was a sudden panic as I closed the lid, there was something going on with him but what if it was something that wasn’t entirely my business. It was clear he was sick, but sick w
His lips. They tormented me more than my father. The things I had felt in those few seconds always rattled my heart and made butterflies flutter in my stomach. But then I always remembered, his panic-stricken face after and the fact that he hated me, just like they all did. “I’m sorry” I said as I detangled myself from him and stood straighter, adjusting my tie in the process. He said nothing. He didn’t even acknowledge the fall or the awkward moment his arms had been wrapped around me. Maybe he did this often, letting his male personal assistants fall into his arms. It hit me then! A scandal, Don involved with his male assistant, a gay relationship. It would ruin a respectable family like his. The doors dinged when we got to the ground floor. I walked after him making sure to put a decent space between us. I’ll rather fall on my butt than into his hands again. A black sleek limousine was already waiting when we got out of the building, the other staff glaring daggers a