~Zia~
My parents have been traveling back and forth from New York to Seattle for about two months now. They have the penthouse next to ours to their name. They wanted to be close to Franco. I mean, they even hold him longer than I do when they’re around. I only get to hold him when he’s hungry; where’s the justice in that?
Mom and Dad were sitting in the living room, admiring Franco as he cooed, yawned, and fluttered his eyes because he was already sleepy.
I stare at them from the kitchen, eating my salad with a pout on my lip. There’s a small part of me that feels a little possessive about my son. I knew my parents only wanted to be with their grandchild. They’ve been waiting for him excitedly, like Xavier and me. They’ve been deprived of this chance when Nadia lost her baby; now Franco is about to get spoiled if we do nothing about these two.
“What’s with that pout?” Xavier, appearing out of nowhere, poked my upper lip as he occupied the stool beside me, snatching the fork from my hand.
He stabbed a few lettuce and strawberries, tucking out his tongue with a cute gagging sound, making me giggle.
“You call this food?” he mumbled, taking a sip of my orange juice.
“Those two ate the mac and cheese you made,” I nodded towards my parents while they smiled at one another.
Gray lines looking like highlights adorned their hair. Happy lines on their faces have deepened through time. They are aging at a slow pace, which must be the effect of the satisfaction evident in their features.
It made me smile.
I still admire the kind of love they have. I hope Xavier and I will look at each other that way twenty years from now—filled with adoration and love.
Xavier hummed, moving to trap my seat between his long legs, resting his elbow on the counter while the other reached for my hair, tucking it behind my ears. I faced him, smiling at his sweet, gentle gesture.
We stared at each other; everything around me fades when he’s looking at me like this as if I’m the center of his universe.
The most expressive eyes I’ve ever seen, one that mirrors Franco’s, stared back at me. It was kind of unfair when I carried our son in my womb for nine months, and all he got from me was the color of my hair. Even the shape of their lips has huge similarities.
“Let’s have dinner out?” Xavier’s forefinger traced the path of my jaw, resting under my chin while he ran the pad of his thumb over my lip.
I leaned on his touch, biting my lip. “Like a date?” excitement bubbled in my chest. My eyes are probably sparkling like that of a child in Disneyland. Truth be told, Xavier and I haven’t had sex since I gave birth to Franco.
It’s not that he doesn’t want me. Knowing him all too well made me understand he was giving my body time to recover from giving birth; he was afraid he’d hurt me with his brutal ways. Sex with Xavier had always been mind-blowing. This man should’ve come with a label warning. Sexy, dangerous, addictive.
Xavier hummed a yes, smiling softly, “salad is banned on the menu, though.”
A hearty giggle slipped past my lips, grabbing mom and dad’s attention. They glared at me. I was probably too loud to have woken up the sleeping Franco.
God, I wonder how they would act around him when he’s older.
I rolled my eyes at them, huffing.
~~
We slipped out of the penthouse; mom and dad were too eagerly willing to be on Franco duty. I’m grateful, though. After everything that’s happened with Ashley and Balandin, I’m not taking chances of having a nanny. Even Erik does Franco duties sometimes.
“Do I get to know where we’re going?” I asked as we stepped inside the lift.
There was a fifty-fifty chance he changed his tactics on our dates. I mean, it’s been a long time since we went into one.
“Not a chance,” he chuckled, grinning at me like a fool.
I rolled my eyes, biting my lips as he pressed my hands gently, lifting it to his lips, kissing the back of my knuckles.
“What’s with all the mystery anyway, X? It’s not like anyone would try to attack us, anyway.” It’s true, though. With us taking the lead for the Italian mafia, Mom and Dad with the American mafia, and Nadia and Tiago with the Mexican mafia, no one dares cross us.
They’d be a fool to break into the solid wall of our alliance.
It’s as peaceful as it could get, as long as we hold power, and it would be like that for a long time. Peace was something I thought we would never achieve, but with Xavier’s perseverance, he kept everyone at arm’s length without going neck and neck with one another.
Even Garin of the Russian mafia pledged his allegiance to Xavier when he helped him put back together his mafia that Balandin destroyed with his treacherous ways.
He shook his head, poking my nose. “I get to experience the pleasure of seeing your eyes lit up when I surprise you. You should know this by now, my love.”
The only hint he gave me was to wear something comfortable. He was sporting his casual clothes, jeans, gray shirt topped with his leather jacket and paired with his biker boots. While I was wearing a white dress, pumps, and swiped a simple makeup on my face.
It was summertime again. The warm and fuzzy air lingers as we step out of the elevator car, and then it hits me.
“Oh my god,” I covered my mouth.
“What?” Xavier glanced at me worriedly, eyes searching my face for any hint of what’s gotten into me.
“Xavier.” I stared at him with teary eyes, guilt washing over me. “I forgot, it’s our anniversary.”
He gave me a sheepish smile, confirming my suspicion. How could I forget about this day? I guess that’s the reason mom and dad cut short their vacation in Naples just to be here with us.
“I’m sorry.” Panic rose from my chest.
It’s our first anniversary, and I didn’t have anything for him. To top that, I forgot about this day! God. This is unforgivable.
Xavier pulled me in for a hug. “You’ve had a lot on your plate, Zia.” he said, “no need to apologize. What you brought into my life is something that I cannot match.”
“You’re only saying that.”
He pulled away, cupping my face to wipe my tears with his thumb, looking deep into my eyes. “No, love. You stayed with me, love me. That’s more than enough.” He smirked. “Plus, you gave a handsome kid.”
I swatted his chest, giggling at how he was flashing his ego in front of my face. He knew Franco got all his good physical features, and he knew all too well how good-looking he was.
God, I just wish our son doesn’t inherit his father’s humongous ego.
~Zia~Like always, Xavier had everything planned out. We took a drive to Club Sky and met with our friends. I haven’t gone out with any of them since I gave birth to Franco. Sure, they visit our place often, sometimes for no apparent reason.Diego would pop up the most; he even had his things in the guest room since he’s been sleeping there a couple of nights a week. One time, I interrogated him about why he’s always in our place. I don’t mind having them over, but Diego is a pain in the ass. He whines when we run out of Batangas coffee. It’s cute. He’s a child that cries when there’s no cereal in the morning. And his response was even infuriating.‘You hoard the best coffee in town,’ was his nonchalant response. I pity the girl who would fall for this kid.
~Zia~ About thirty minutes into the drive, Xavier parked in front of the cabin by the lake. My mind was somewhere else through the drive; another guilt feeling washed over me. This was our night together, and I pushed my worry about Lu and Penny aside for a bit. I just have to trust that they’ll work things out. Xavier slid out of the car; I took this chance to shake my worry away as he skirted over to my side, opening the door for me. Trees shadowed over us, creating a dancing pattern through their leaves as the sliver of the silver moon slipped between the gaps. The gentle purr of the summer wind made the small lights anchored from tree to tree swayed like sparkling stars within my reach. In my awe, I admired the cabin, small, cozy, made of glass and wood. Yellow l
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~Zia~My parents have been traveling back and forth from New York to Seattle for about two months now. They have the penthouse next to ours to their name. They wanted to be close to Franco. I mean, they even hold him longer than I do when they’re around. I only get to hold him when he’s hungry; where’s the justice in that?Mom and Dad were sitting in the living room, admiring Franco as he cooed, yawned, and fluttered his eyes because he was already sleepy.I stare at them from the kitchen, eating my salad with a pout on my lip. There’s a small part of me that feels a little possessive about my son. I knew my parents only wanted to be with their grandchild. They’ve been waiting for him excitedly, like Xavier and me. They’ve been deprived of this chance when Nadia lost her baby; now
~Zia~“Xavier!” I pressed my hand on my lower back, the other set under my huge belly, breathing in and out. The cramps were different. Dr. Shiovan told me I would know when it was time. And it’s damn time.Still in his pajamas, Xavier came rushing into our room with flour decorating the black apron around his neck. He was making a ravioli for me, my request last night, and he promised me he’d make his pasta for the dish, which became my go-to food in the third trimester of my pregnancy.“It’s time?” he asked, helping me up from the reading nook where I spent my entire morning.“Fuck,” I hissed, feeling another contraction. “He’s coming out.”Xavier&rsquo
~Zia~ It doesn’t matter if we are alive and breathing. The emptiness written all over our faces screams we lost more than what we gained. Xavier got out safely, but the manor didn’t survive the explosion. Part of our plan was to make the crime scene look like a gas leak under the estate, making it easier for our people in the government to investigate and conceal this chaos. There’ll be a lot of questions asked, and for the most part, everything we’ll say would be a lie. We headed back to the safe house to spend the night and tend to our wounded. Xavier was silent the entire drive; we all were, for that matter. He gave me a quick peck on the forehead when we got to our room and headed directly to the bathroom to clean up
~Zia~“Lu, Bo,” Xavier grunted, fighting his way through the hallway that led to the basement. “I really need you two to move your fucking asses now!”“This is a fucking sewage system!” Lu grunted. They had the job of setting up explosives under the manor. A big argument took over before the two agreed to do this. They wanted to be on Xavier’s side, to protect their boss and friend, but they had a bigger task at hand. “It would’ve been easier if we came in with you, you idiot!”Xavier grunted, taking cover on the busted wall of the hallway. A Luciano family portrait hangs above him, swaying with each wave of gunfire through the air.“Did you just call me an idiot?” Xavier chuckled.
~Zia~“Where is my grandson?” the man who slit Francine’s throat asked, his thick brows arched, head tilting to the side, seizing my husband up. Brown eyes, burning with a hunger for blood, starred into Xavier’s hues.Like what we expected, the moment Xavier stepped out of the car, armed men from the opposing side surrounded them. They’ll never play fair. We are mere pawns in his game of death, and he plays an award-winning role of a devil.Xavier glanced around at the men surrounding him as if they’re nothing but mere mortals, and he’s fucking above them.That’s my husband right there. He’d look death straight in the eyes and would never show a hint of fear. ‘Death should be afraid of me,’ that’s wh
~Zia~The sight that bombarded me when I descended the stairs puzzled me. I was expecting Xavier and Calvin to gut each other’s throat, not that I was hoping for it, but this was the least I predicted with everything that’s happened.Ammunition and firearms, from handguns, knives to assault rifles, are scattered everywhere I glance. Xavier, Mom, Dad, the rest of the team, my sister, and her people are arming themselves, wearing a mask of confidence.We’re going to war.A loud crashing of metal against the floor grabbed my attention from studying my family. I saw a glimpse of Calvin in the kitchen, arming himself with a bulletproof vest, surrounded by a few more of Nadia’s men.“Xavier,” I n
~Zia~Our lips moved against one another, gentle, searching and asking for anything to make us feel alive.The kiss wasn’t filled with lust. It was filled with the need for love, warmth, and hope in our world that has turned unrelenting and cold. We need each other to have and to hold, just like our vow, just like what this wedding band in our fingers meant.My hands gripped his shoulder tightly, holding on to him, unwilling to let go, to stay here with my husband.I seamed his lower lip, asking him to let me in. When his lips parted, I slid my tongue between them, begging him to lose himself in me. His hands came up to my hips, nails digging painfully, making me hiss against his mouth.“Zia…” Xavier