I watch as Ari runs through our backyard, playing with the other kids. She is so happy and so free that for a moment I wish I was a child again.When I woke up ten years ago, the doctor’s had been shocked. There had still been little activity going on in my brain and the doctors had told my family a
Being the new student has never been easy for anyone, especially me, given that I am socially awkward and shy at first. But being the new student for the second time I'd say is way worse, that is, according to my own opinion. I bet you are probably wondering how it is that, you can be the new studen
How could I have forgotten about him, of all people. My worst high school nightmare, how can I be that dumb to assume that he wouldn't be part of the school this year. Of all the scenarios that played my mind since it was decided I was coming back to BCA, never did the outcome of him being in school
I wake up a bit disoriented but soon the fogginess clears and I realize today is the first day of the school year. Given that we opened school on a Wednesday and today is Thursday means that today I get to attend my final year classes. Becca is already up, showered and ready to leave. I shower quic
The weekend ends uneventfully and for that I am thankful to God. On Friday I did my best to avoid any confrontation with Liam and his girlfriend. All I want is a peaceful year to catch up on my studies and finish school so that I will never have to see them again. Liam and Suzie would make the best
When I decided to join the swimming team I didn't take into account the amount of laps I had to do during the practice but despite that I felt free, rejuvenated in a way and I had honestly missed that so much. Swimming has always been kind of a stress reliever for me, a coping mechanism that I need,
My body is still sore but there is still no choice but to attend class. Even though today I am attending my 11th grade class, I am still happy because the first day turned out better than expected. I was even able to make friends and that's a bonus for me.No one disrespected me or made me feel like
Let me just begin by saying that I am not as brave or bad ass as I claim to be. I have been avoiding Liam since the incident where I ran away from him like my ass was on fire.But can you honestly blame me? I am trying to keep my sanity but as it turns out I was not mentally stable to begin with. I
I watch as Ari runs through our backyard, playing with the other kids. She is so happy and so free that for a moment I wish I was a child again.When I woke up ten years ago, the doctor’s had been shocked. There had still been little activity going on in my brain and the doctors had told my family a
I hear them again but these time it’s painful anguished sounds, begging me to come back.“What is that?” I asked Mason with a frown on my face.“Those are the cries of the people you will be leaving behind if you decide to stay here” he answers.The cries get louder and louder as if I was right ther
BriI’m lying on my back in a beautiful lush green field. The sun was shining warmly on my face. I was wearing a flowing satin white dress and fuck did it feel good on my skin.Closing my eyes, I breathe in the warm clean air and smile at the birds chirping at a distance. It was peaceful here and I
She immediately begins her bubbly chatter and I answer her even though I’m not fucking sure what the hell she was talking about.She soon notices that Bri isn’t waking up and a frown takes over her face.“Mama, sleep?” she asks and I nod my head. She then maneuvers herself from my hand and on to Bri
A week, that’s how long it has been since Bri fainted and slipped in a coma. A week of heartache and regrets, a week full of pain and dashed hopes.I thought I knew pain, but nothing hurts more than knowing the girl you love is dying when you didn’t even get the chance to tell her how you feel.I ha
“Come on bunny, wake up! Let me see those beautiful green eyes” I shake her more but nothing happens.Fuck! Why wasn’t she waking up?I turn towards the rest and find them completely frozen.“Call the fucking ambulance” I shout at no one in particular.Kim drops the food she was holding while Ash, w
Liam.Nothing Bri said made sense to me. I look at her in my arms and it’s now that I’m finally admitting that she wasn’t okay and she wasn’t faking it to get my attention like I had thought.I carry her back to my room and then change her out of her clothes before putting her into my bed and coveri
“Ask Liam about her. Now let me go”I try again to move but her friends block me. I was starting to get anxious and agitated.“I’m asking you” she growls, making me take a step back.I’ve never been afraid of Suzie so I don’t know why all of a sudden I’m terrified of her. When she sees me stepping b
BriNo one ever tells you that dying feels lonely, because you have no one to tell how cold you begin to feel earlier on, or how you feel there is a looming shadow that has been cast over you.The small things that you once found pleasure in now seem dull, you go about your days in a dreamlike state