It’s still dark when I come to, but that’s probably because of the blackout curtains. I have no idea what time it is or how long I’ve been out. I’d guess maybe a couple of hours. What am I doing on the bed? I could have sworn I was outside on the couch.
Someone must have carried me to the bed.
I don’t recall much after Luca escorted me to this room. I remember having a panic attack but what happened after that is a blur. I haven’t had a panic attack that severe in years. I make a mental note to ask Dante for permission to purchase some meds. In my hurry, I left everything back at home, my phone, wallet, everything.
“Wait,” I mutter to myself, my voice sounding hoarse from all the screaming. I remember being injected with something. I lift my arms from under the blanket to inspect it, only to see the blood has been wiped off. What remains are only the angry red scratch marks courtesy of my scratching.
Luca must have given me a sedative. My brain still feels foggy as if coming from a long dream. It would also explain the grogginess. I fight through it, ignoring the throbbing headache, and drag myself out of bed. I need a shower.
I manage to make it to the bathroom in one piece. Just like the owner, the bathroom is pristine. My body yearns to soak in a warm bath, but I opt for a quick shower, just to clean myself of the blood and dirt.
I watch the bloody water drain and furiously scrub to get everything off my body. When I’m done, the skin, red and raw, the scratches stinging once again.
When I exit the bathroom, I find a shirtless Dante on the bed, leisurely drinking a glass of whiskey. I grasp the towel a little too tightly to my chest. I didn’t expect somebody would be here. Stupid, Jean.
I don’t make a sound but I feel Dante’s eyes on me. Studying me from the tips of my toes to the way the water drips from my hair. I’m too scared to move or speak, but I needed to grab the change of clothes placed at the foot of the bed.
“Come closer.” It wasn’t a request, but an order that I find myself following willingly.
I pad across the room and stop before him, beads of water trailing behind me. My eyes are lowered but I feel his gaze on me making me self-conscious. He gets up from where he’s seated on the bed giving me a full view of his sculpted body. My eyes track every edge and dip of his muscles, my mouth dropping slightly at the sight of the indents on either side of his hips that disappear into his pants.
No one should be allowed to be this attractive.
My head is lifted up by a finger placed below my chin. Dante lifts my head, my eyes meeting his. My cheeks turn red in embarrassment. He totally saw me ogling him.
Dante doesn’t seem to mind, rather he seems rather amused judging by his smirk. I don’t get a chance to explain because a piece of paper is shoved in my direction.
I scanned through the document, it’s simply a contract between him and me.
“Read it carefully, then sign it,” he says as he downs the rest of his whiskey. “I won’t accept any whining later on because you didn’t read the fine print.”
There isn’t much to read as the contract is pretty straightforward. My eyes linger on the words that I “owe a favor to be returned when Party A demands it.” Party A, being Dante.
“It’s pretty straightforward,” I say and hold my hand out for a pen.
Straightforward but can easily be exploited. But I don’t say anything.
“No objections?” Dante asks as he hands me the pen. I look at him and I’m surprised to see that he’s skeptical of me. As if he couldn’t believe that I would easily agree to an unfair contract.
“You own me,” I reply simply, signing my name at the bottom of the page. “What right do I have to refuse?”
I hand him the pen and the document back and step away from him. “All done.”
Dante doesn’t speak as he places the document on top of the nightstand, beside his now empty glass.
“Is that why you’re being so obedient?” His voice takes me by surprise. Is he angry? The tension in the air is palpable. In the next second, my back hits the bed, my body bouncing from the force Dante exerted to shove me down.
My hands instinctively fly to secure the flimsy towel around my very naked body but Dante’s large ones cover mine and yank both above my head.
He pins me there, one strong hand around my wrists while the other traces the towel covering my breasts. With the rapid rise and fall of my chest, I feel the towel loosen but I don’t have time to worry about that. Dante is on top of me, eyes burning in anger. Or is it a desire to mirror my own?
I mentally slap myself for thinking such things. I should be afraid of him and what he’s capable of doing to me. Torture? I’m sure he’s done that many times. He could hurt me in more ways than Serafino Regis could. So why am I reacting like this?
Dante straightens and watches me, his other hand playing with the knot. With one swift movement, he yanks the material off my body, exposing my nakedness to him. A gasp leaves my lips and my eyes trail down his body. He’s hard. I’m not sure why but my body grows hot at the fact that he got hard at the sight of my body.
I lay there in silence, trying to control my rapidly beating heart. It feels like a full minute passes with Dante just staring at me and I preen at his appreciation. I anticipate Dante’s next move, he reaches forward to touch my face, and I’m surprised at how gentle he is.
I feel somewhat ashamed that I thought he’d be rough since he’s probably manhandled several men twice his size.
Dante traces a finger from my jaw to my mouth which parts subconsciously. Dante’s stormy gray eyes hold my amber ones while he inserts his index and middle finger inside my mouth. The pads of his fingers graze my tongue and his mouth drops open starting to feel hot as well.
“You say you don’t have a right to refuse? I’m not doing anything,” he pushes his fingers deeper and I take it. “You’re allowing this because you want it. Not because I asked you or forced you. Your hands are not bound yet you keep them there. You can push me away and fight me, but you’re not.”
Dante leans forward, strong arms braced on the mattress on each side of my head, trapping my body with his. His bare chest touching mine. I’m sure he could feel my pebbled nipples touching his chest. As sure as I am of how fast his heartbeat was.
I can’t speak. I’m too caught up in what’s happening right now, and I have no idea how to process the bomb that Dante just dropped on me.
Our lips are so close I can feel his breath on my cheek. He rocks his hips once as if to tell me how hard he is. I made him feel that way, and it wouldn’t take a genius to know how wet I was for him.
He inhales deeply and God am I grateful for taking a shower.
When Dante speaks next his voice is barely above a whisper, “I don’t own people, Jean.”
My breath catches at the sound of my name. It was the first time he had used it. The way he says it shoots sparks through my body. Why does he feel so familiar yet feel like a stranger at the same time?
“I do favors, and in return people owe me. Just like how you owe me something in return for dealing with Serafino. Which wasn’t easy I might add.”
And just when I thought Dante would go all caveman on me, he pulls away.
Am I disappointed?
I shake my head to dismiss the thought. There’s absolutely no way.
Dante gets up from the bed and retrieves a shirt from a dresser on the opposite side of the bed. It fits his figure remarkably.
What the fuck just happened?
I’m still panting as Dante makes his way to the door.
“So what do I owe you?” I call out after him, sitting up on the bed and trying as much as I can to regain my composure.
He doesn’t look back when he answers, “You’ll know when it’s time. For now, get dressed.”
I look down at my body and sure enough, I was still as naked as the day I was born. I gasp as I scramble to cover myself up.
The last thing I hear before the door closes is Dante’s soft chuckles and for some unknown reason, that makes me smile.
I get dressed in the clothes provided, a simple black shirt and black jeans that are a little too small for me, hugging my ass and thighs like a second skin. I don’t wonder where the clothes came from because it’s most likely from one of Dante’s or his men’s women. At least that’s my best guess for these mafia men with their multitude of women. I head out of Dante’s room. There’s still something I need to do. I don’t need to look far because Dante’s right there waiting for me outside the room. I flush immediately, embarrassed at what happened inside the room a few minutes ago. “Follow me,”
Digging graves is probably the very last thing I had expected to do in this life, yet here I am, digging the graves of my parents. There isn’t time to hire anyone to do it or even prepare a funeral service. Serafino’s men could return without warning to seize the property, and I wouldn’t want to be caught here. Luca explained to me earlier that it’s the most probable reason why Dante changed his plan and came with us, just in case the Regis goons return. Would they really come back? I figured Dante hasn’t completely finished dealing with Serafino yet if he’s worried about that. It hasn’t been a full twenty-four hours since my parents died but I’m pretty sure the news has spread already.
“You’re to stay here until Dante gives further orders. Feel free to roam the main house, but don’t leave. Find Killian if you need anything.” Those were the last words I heard from Luca before he left to God knows where. It’s been two days since then and I haven’t heard from him or Dante since. I’ve taken the liberty to get familiar with the huge mansion. The D’Angelo estate isn’t a mansion or a couple of buildings put together, but a whole expanse of vast land. It’s so big that it might take a few hours just to walk around the perimeter. It consists of the main house-- where I’ve been provided a room; the stables; the garage; and the open yard. At least those were what I could see from the second-floor terrace. I haven’t really left the house since I’m
“Jean?” My mother’s voice rings clear in my ears even as she strides toward me. “What are you doing here? You’re not supposed to be back!” Looking around, the house seems to be in quite a fuss. Hired men are running back and forth lugging around suitcases and boxes, my father running with them. “What’s going on, Mom? Are we moving?” My mom clasps my face in both of her hands, “God, my dear Jean. You shouldn’t be here.” Confused and starting to get extremely annoyed that she won’t answer my questions, I ask. “What’s going on, Mom? You told me to come back, remember? I got your message.” “No,” Her voice is barely above a whisper but I hear the pain in it. My mom sways and I reach out a hand just in time to cat
“Are you serious?” Fucking ridiculous. I’ve been summoned early in the next day for this crap? “Why would you think I’m not?” But he can’t be. “You want me to marry you?” I ask as I wave the marriage registration papers he had handed to me when I walked in. From the corner of my eye, I see Luca standing beside Dante fighting a grin. It makes me want to walk over there and smack him across the face. “Simply put, yes. I’m cashing in the favor you owe me. Fo
“Alright,” Dante seems pleased with how our signing went. But honestly, he would have gotten the same results one way or another because as things are, I’m completely his to do as he wants. This signing is a mere formality and a chance to explain his plan to me. At the very least, I feel grateful for that. Dante fishes for a black fountain pen from somewhere on his body. It looks fancy, with its gold linings and intricate design. It must cost a lot too. I assume it’s a gift or an heirloom. Using his fancy pen, he signs his name at the bottom of the page. “Who else knows?” I ask when he has handed the document to Luca, who puts it away together with
“Good girl.” Dante’s words haven’t left my mind since he has spoken them. What the hell was that? And why am I blushing over it? I shake my head violently to get rid of the thought as I walk down the long hall back to my room. I haven’t been here long but after being in Dante’s cold office for that long, I miss the little comfort my room has provided. As I round the corner, I spot Hana and another woman waiting at the top of the stairs to the second floor. I smile at Hana, seeing a familiar face can indeed make someone feel better. After the talk with Dante and Luca, I’m spent. “Hana,” I call out, and she brightens up when she sees me. “What are you doing here?”
“It seems the meeting has fried your brain if you managed to sleep the day away.” Someone’s deep voice wakes me from my slumber. Wait, something isn’t right. I sit up with a start, suddenly feeling nauseous with the sudden movement. It takes my eyes a few breathes to adjust, but sure enough, Dante is in my room, arms crossed, lazily leaning against the table directly opposite my bed. He’s starting right at me with those intense eyes, making me self-conscious. Was he watching me sleep? “Pervert,” I mutter, earning myself a raised eyebrow from him. “How long have you been standing there?” I clutch the blanket closer to my chest thankful that this time I’
12 YEARS LATER. “Come on! We’re going to miss it! Hurry, Papa!” “Okay, okay. Slow down, sweetheart.” The man hastens after his daughter, weaving through a small crowd of people that had just arrived, same as them. The young girl complains, “We promised Lily we’d be on time—there!” she points to the entrance of the auditorium. “Lily!” Lily waves back frantically at her sister. “You made it, Rose!” Lily replies running up the remainder of the distance between them. “You missed the opening ceremony but the displays are out. Come on!” The twins leave their father behind, opting to rush inside the auditorium that was converted into a small gallery to display the artworks created by the students of the summer art program. The auditorium is large for a school with a population of only a few hundred, but the family decided that a private school was best for their kids. “Ah, you’ve finally arrived,” Jean greets her husband as he strides toward her. She looks as beautiful as ever with her
Jean“Is there somewhere we can talk privately?” he asks when he notices the tear that escapes my eye. “I won’t have tears for our reunion, love.”I quickly wipe away the tears that managed to stain my cheeks and pull away from the man I used to call my husband.With my head still spinning, I manage to get out of work immediately with the promise that I would close the deal with the mysterious art donor.Dante—or rather, Gavin and I find ourselves behind the safety of my apartment doors soon enough.“Now,” I order just as the doors close behind us. “Explain yourself.”Gavin quirks an eyebrow at me, “Quite a warm welcome, love.” I sense the sarcasm in his voice which makes me roll my eyes at him.“When you explain yourself, I might reconsider.”“Why are you mad at me?” he asks almost in disbelief. “When everything I did, I did for you.”“For me?” I scoff loudly, returning the same energy and disbelief. “You left me alone for two years! Even when I asked you to come—” then shaking my he
JeanI think it’s been three days since I learned about Dante’s death. Three days that I’ve stayed home, calling in sick for work because there’s no way I can hold myself together in public when I burst into tears every hour or so.It’s been three days since my world shattered.The television has been playing on the same news channel the whole time with me waiting for any developments. I dove into the deeper parts of the internet, looking for any information but there is none to be found.“This is it, huh?” I whisper to myself, clinging onto the fleece blanket wrapped around me as I stare out the window. The heavy rain doesn’t help my mood at all, but it gives me comfort that the sky weeps for my loss too.I go to sleep that night feeling a blackhole-sized void in my heart.~~~The next morning, I woke up with several texts from the gallery asking me to come back to work. I’ve informed them that I couldn’t come but it must be an emergency if even my head supervisor is leaving me voic
JeanI don’t remember the bar being this stuffy, but I somehow find myself suffocating in the middle of a conversation with my colleagues. And suddenly the black dress I’m wearing is too short and too tight on my body.I shouldn’t have come tonight. It’s a full night at the club, and it doesn’t take long before I request to move to a private room. I’m met with various curious and lust-filled looks but I ignore them. Parisians know how to party, and oftentimes those parties involve more than just drinking and dancing, there’s always something more.I’m sure my colleagues assumed I was asking for more, but I simply needed to get away from the crowd.Lara invited way too many strangers, but I figured this party was more for them than it was for my work anniversary. But I go along with it. I’ll just have to find an excuse to leave a bit earlier than the rest of them.“Jean, why aren’t you dancing?” Lara pipes up hugging me from behind. I chuckle softly, she’s already buzzed. “Ditch these
Jean I fumble with my coat as I reach for my phone in my purse. The rain hasn’t let up once since December rolled in. I would have preferred to stay in the office today, but the statement for Bianca’s tuition came in my email last night.I tried to call her, but Bianca’s phone seems to be turned off and I went straight to voice mail.“Hey, Bub. I’m on my way to the bank now to pay for your tuition and other fees. Let me know if you need anything else— Oh! And as usual, do you want me to release your trust yet or not? That’s all bye! Call me back!”The answer has always been the same. Bianca doesn’t want to touch the money our parents left us until she was making her own. And I took it upon myself to pay for her education despite her protests.But I still figured I’d ask her every four months or so. Bianca was sustaining herself by working part-time and getting free lessons by volunteering for every camp and workshop. But she grew up sheltered and pampered. As her big sister, I still
DanteIn the end, Jean leaves like a thief in the night. She left no note except for the signed divorce papers on top of the living room center table. I watch from the balcony as Jean shoulders a small carry-on bag with only her essentials. Despite the thundering protests I feel stirring in my chest, I know that tonight is the night I lose her. From the corner of my eye, I spot a few men with guns trained at her, ready to fire at my command. Their previous orders were to not allow Jean out of their sight, which includes having to injure her if she gets taken away by enemies again. But this time is different.Luca stands beside me, watching the same scene unfold. “Dante, are you sure about letting her get away?”I understand his sentiments. The amount of time, money, and effort I’d put into making her mine, only to watch her walk away in the end.And I was sure. But as I watch her walk away, I find out that letting her go is the single hardest thing I’ve done in my life.“Yes, tell m
DanteI let Jean cry in my arms. The contract was a way to keep us both tethered to each other, and now that it’s gone, there’s nothing officially tying us together. In a way, we both lost someone tonight.“What happens now?” Jean asks with the softest voice. She sniffles a bit before sitting up, but she doesn’t leave my lap.With us finally being at eye level, I can see how red Jean’s nose is, her cheeks are tinted pink as well. She’s beautiful, and I make sure to tell her just that.“Will you stay?” I ask instead, even though I know full well that Jean’s already made up her mind about this long ago.Her eyes soften as she takes me in fully. One of Jean’s hands comes up to cup my cheek, and she smiles ever so softly as she whispers my name.“Dante… I love you,” Jean starts and it’s the saddest I’ve ever heard her utter those words. I know there’s a but coming up. “I never asked for this life, and I—I don’t want any part of it.”Jean finishes talking, shaking her head from side to sid
DanteThe day I’ve been dreading has finally come. The day that I let her go.I watch Jean silently as she stares out of the wall windows. With the rain softly pattering outside, it reflects my mood perfectly. Jean looks stunning even in sleep shorts and a pullover she stole from my closet. She looks so perfect in my clothes, in my penthouse… and in my life.Suddenly the folder in my hand feels heavier than it should be.I ground myself before approaching Jean, needing to be a hundred percent sure I can handle this conversation. Because once I start, there’s no going back.“Hey,” I whisper in her ear as I wrap my arms around her from behind. Jean leans into my touch, resting her head against my shoulder.“What is it?” she asks, a frown on her face as she turns in my arms to face me. She must have noticed my agitation. “Is everything okay?” Jean reaches forward and cups my cheek.“Yeah,” I reply simply, offering her a reassuring smile—at least I tried to. “Come here for a sec.”“Dante,
JeanUpon hearing those words, I notice that Dante had made himself scarce. Now that I think about it, he didn’t enter the living room with me and Bianca. He most likely left the penthouse to talk to Noah. How do I know that? Because there is no way in hell that Dante would have allowed Bianca to travel alone right when the investigation for the Regis family is about to start.But there’s something in the air that doesn’t quite feel like home.The woman in front of me may look like my little sister, Bianca, but she’s different. The last time I saw her she still had her baby cheeks and that wanderlust look in her eyes, but now that’s all gone.Her eyes no longer hold wonder in them but wisdom that only hardship and experience can mold. Her features look more angled, more mature.It makes me wonder if I somehow look the same to her or if I’ve changed in her eyes as she has changed in mine.I smile at my sister, albeit a little sad that I missed out on an entire year of her life. My baby