“No,” I watch helplessly as my parents’ bodies lay on the ground, blood pooling around their bodies from their wounds. “Mom? Dad?” I call out but there’s no answer. I crawl toward them, uncaring of the danger still looming. I hear gunshots being exchanged in the background. Screams fill my ears as I reach my parents both shot dead. It’s not until I feel my throat dry out and my vision blurry with tears that I realize the screams are mine, drowning the war raging outside this room.
How did it come to this? Cradling my mother’s head against my chest, I wrack my brain to figure out what’s going on.
“They’re dead, little Jean.”
I know that voice. Shivers run down my spine as Serafino Regis comes into view, two bodyguards flank him, loaded guns pointing at me. “What will it be, Jean?”
Still holding my mother in my arms I shuffle backward to get away from him. Serafino Regis, the head of the Regis family did this to us? The Regis family whom we’ve been tied to since I can remember. My sister and I used to run around with the Regis kids when we were little. What the hell happened between him and my father? Why would they betray us?
Serafino cocks his head to one side, a sly smile on his face. Clearly, he’s enjoying my pain and confusion. “Confused, little one? It’s not me who betrayed your family, it was your father who made a gamble and couldn’t deliver what he promised.”
“What are you talking about?” I could barely project my voice, hoarse from the exertion. “How could you do this?”
“How could I do this?” He bellows loudly, making me tremble in fear. If he could murder my parents with whom he shared close relations, he could do worse things to me. “Maybe your father should have thought things through before he gambled your lives away. And then tried to run away with my money. Now, can you see why I'm upset?”
I can’t believe what I’m hearing. Dad would never do such a thing. He loved our family, he loved me and Bianca. He’d never trade us for anything. I glance down toward my father’s lifeless body. He couldn’t have, could he?
“Don’t you see?” Serafino spreads his arms wide. “This is all mine now. Your father tried to run away and leave you both behind. He sold both of you to our family.”
“You’re lying,” I say, mustering enough courage to get the words out of my mouth. “You murdered my family in cold blood, and for that, you will pay.”
Serafino clicks his tongue and strides toward me. “And I thought you were the smarter of the two Atwood daughters. This little piece of paper proves that I now own you. You and your sister both. I own you and I’m to do with you whatever I wish. Your father signed this, I'll even show you more proof if you play nice,” He shoves the piece of paper in my face, but I still don’t believe what he’s saying.
“Where is my sister? What did you do to Bianca?”
“Oh, I would worry about myself if I were you,” he replies. “But to answer your question, she’s alright… for now.”
“You bastard!” I scream at him, torn between wanting to hit him but reluctant to let go of my mom. “If you hurt her, I swear to God I–”
“What?” he says in a challenge. “You’ll what, Jean?”
“I’ll kill you.”
Serafino erupts in bellowing laughter, the sound echoing in the walls, grating in my ears. It’s not a sound one might easily forget.
I fight the urge to gag at the way Serafino is looking at me-- like a wolf salivating at the sight of a poor helpless rabbit. "Now, I need to settle things with your father's lawyer, but I wouldn't get my hopes up if I were you. These people follow the money; now that your father is dead, they will all crawl to me."
He's right. If Serafino has managed to acquire my father's wealth, that includes my inheritance too. "My men will take you to the Regis estate. Don't even try anything funny, little Jean if you don't want to see your sister's pretty head roll.” He exits the room leaving me alone with my parents’ cooling bodies.
What the hell is going on? I scramble for anything that could help me process this, but I come up with nothing.
Why did Serfino do this? He has always been a close friend of my father’s. Hell, he was there for my 18th birthday celebration for fuck’s sake! And now he wants to keep me and my sister as what…pets?
The fuck he is. I won’t let him hurt me or my sister, but I need to get out of here first.
Eyeing the two men standing guard near the door, they’re both on high alert. It won’t be easy to escape but I would rather die than go with them without a fight.
“Excuse me,” I say just loud enough to get their attention. “May I please have a few minutes alone with them, please. I just want to say goodbye.”
They look at each other skeptically, but they back away from the door, enough to hide me from view for a while. And that’s all I need. At the other end of this room is another room that leads directly to the west wing. I can use that to escape.
I don’t make a show of it, but I make sure the guards hear me sobbing. With one last look at my mom and dad, I whisper a quiet “Goodbye.”
Carefully, I head to the door and feel the relief wash over me when the lock clicks into place. I hadn’t realized I had been holding my breath all that time.
With a silent prayer, I dash towards the west wing of our estate, avoiding any main halls. I could still hear voices and footsteps which means there were still strangers in the house. Serafino’s men are still here, and it’s only a matter of time before my guards realize I’d slipped away. If they see me, I could kiss any chance at freedom goodbye.
Dead bodies litter the floors of the main house. I don’t recognize any of them but I’m assuming they were hired by my father. Which means he knew there was danger coming. He knew how to hire men to protect the family. I file the information away for now. First, I need to escape.
When I clear the west wing, I spot my car immediately, good thing I still had my key in my pocket. I make a mad dash towards it and slammed the gas pedal without turning back. I need to put some distance between Serafino and me, that’s the only time I’ll be able to think.
“Please, please, please,” I whisper begging the car to start without alerting anyone. Keeping the lights off, I ease off the driveway with a prayer in my mind, begging for my sister’s safety and mine.
It’s been a quarter-hour since I cleared the estate grounds. Serafino should be notified of my absence by now. The anxiety swells in me as I check my rearview mirror again and again in case there are any cars following me. My anxiety swells with each tick of the digital clock, with each passing minute.
It doesn’t take long before I see a car’s headlights flashing straight into my car. “Fuck!” It has to be Serafino’s men. I gun it, not really knowing where to go. I don’t even know where I am now, but I keep driving in the hopes to lose them, stepping on the gas pedal.
Should I call 9-11? It seems like the logical thing to do, but what could the police do? The Regis family is one of the untouchables, much like our family before everything went to shit. Their family’s money probably lines the pockets of most in the force, seeking police help would be suicide.
A road exit sign flashes in my view and without another thought, I turn the wheel hard to the right, hoping for the best. I look over my shoulder but there it is again, the same black sedan following me. Shit, I don’t know what to do.
I’m on a dirt road now, lit only by scarce street lights and my car’s headlights. Nothing but bumps and uneven ground to drive on. “Where am I? Come on, Jean, think!”
There’s nothing but darkness all around me. I focus on the road. The car behind me seems to just be following for now. “These fuckers are really enjoying the chase.” They’re so sure they will catch me, it doesn’t matter how much farther I drive, they’ll be right at my tail ready to catch me and bring me in.
I won’t let it happen. In the distance, a few miles in front of me, the trees start to clear, and a faint light calls to me. That’s it. Maybe I could reach someone, anyone who could help me.
I gun the accelerator if I could only reach someone. The car behind me still follows close. The constant thumping of the car on the road makes me nervous, this car isn’t built for driving off-road and at the pace, I’m going, I have to be careful.
Almost there.
Just a couple more hundred yards. I can see where the light was coming from now. It’s a grand estate, hidden from plain sight, sitting in the middle of nowhere. From my left side mirror, a glint catches my eye. A gun.
I check in the rearview mirror and sure enough, a pistol is aimed at my car. They’re going to shoot me! What’s different from now and earlier? Did they get bored of chasing me? No, my gut tells me, that’s not it.
It’s this estate. Somewhere on that estate is someone they don’t want me running into. They’re afraid and I bank on that fear. That’s my shot at survival.
I’m already running at 60 miles an hour, driving as if I’m on a highway on a dirt road. Dust and scattered dirt fly everywhere impairing my vision. Still, I speed up. If I die trying to get to safety, at least I’ll die a free woman.
“Fuck!” I scream out doing my best to focus on the road despite the thunderous fires of gunshots. “Please!”
I’m almost there, please let me make it. But suddenly the car swerves and I lose control. From the side mirror, the back tire flaps uselessly.
Is this it? I think to myself, barely able to control my car. I can’t die like this.
I try my hardest to recover some control, but I’m going too fast. I need to slow down, but slowing down means capture. I don’t want to be captured.
Swerving my car purposely, I unclasp my seatbelt and get ready to jump. I’m going to that estate even if I have to run to get there.
Turning the wheel hard to the side, I use the momentum to jump and roll out of harm's way. Ignoring the throbbing pain in my arms and legs I force myself up, I’m but a football field away from the main gate, I can do this. I run.
“Little Jean! It’s futile! Give up now! Surrender to me or watch your sister get hurt!” That was Serafino’s voice calling after me but I won't stop running. Not even when they shot at me, the bullet finding its home in the ground too close to my foot. In the distance, I see the headlights of a car heading toward me. Hope blooms in me, I sprint towards it, ignoring the burning of my lungs and feet.
“Please!” I scream out, hoping that whoever it was in the car would pull over and help me. “Help! Please!” Whoever they are, they must have heard the gunshots and were worried. I pray that they’re here to check out the chaos and hopefully they called the police.
Looking back, two men are after me; guns still pointed at me. “Please! Please help me!” I’m desperate. The car slows down and three men step out, and I run faster. I may not know who they are but they have to be a better choice than what waits for me at the hands of Serafino Regis.
One of the men, the tallest one with dark hair and striking gray eyes steps forward and extends a hand towards me, “Come.”
That one word gives me the last straw of hope and I hold onto it like a lifeline. My legs throb and my lungs burn from exhaustion but his outstretched hand keeps me going, running toward it like a beacon of hope. With every step I take closer to him, I feel safer, but at the same time, I can sense his aura. His intensity and his displayed strength just by standing there. Against the barrage of gunfire from Serafino and his men, this man stands proud, completely unarmed, and that says a lot about him. Without slowing down, I sprint straight into this stranger, colliding with his hard chest. With my mind hazy with adrenaline, I hide behind his broad back, hands gripped tightly around the material of his shirt. “Thank you,” I gasp out, unsure if he heard me. I’m not safe yet, the danger is still very real and very close, but the moment I made it behind this man I felt protected. “The invitation doesn’t extend to you too, Mr. Regis. Leave, now.” His voice is delicious like a deep velve
“I’m selling myself to you.” My voice rings clear through the room. If I didn’t have Dante’s attention before, I have it now. He stares me down as he waits for me to elaborate. It tells me he’s not a man of many words. His piercing gray eyes hold mine and it takes everything in me not to lower my eyes. I hold my head a little higher, my back straighter. I explain to him as concisely as I can about my escape from the Regis family and how Serafino Regis now owns me and my sister. “Buy me and save me from death.” Dante merely scoffs at my declaration. “Why should I save you? I’m no hero, girl. You’ve stepped into a dragon’s den on your own and now, you’re committing yourself to me? Do you know what that means?” I’m taken aback by his voice, deep and low. He reminds me of a predator, cold and calculating, waiting for the perfect show of weakness before he lunges at his prey. Impeccably dressed, in a designer white button-down shirt and black pants, he seems like a man who wouldn’t d
He’s serious? I can’t believe it. “What?” Dante smirks, amused at the results of our negotiation. “I’m granting you a favor, but now you owe me, Miss Atwood.” “You’re serious?” Is this really happening? I won’t have to go back to the Regis family and become their slave? I have a chance to reclaim my name and save my sister? “Don’t regret your decision. And don’t make me regret mine.” He all but growls his words toward me. “Now, leave.” I don’t fight the relief that floods through me, my legs giving out as I feel the tension leave my body. I suppose I’ve been running on adrenaline this entire time, it’s only now that it’s taking a toll on my body. Since I came home from my long flight, the rest of my night was spent running away from people literally trying to kill me. It’s a miracle I even survived. I guess I need to thank my sister for forcing me to go to the gym with her all these months. I collapse onto the floor ungracefully, trying to gather my wits and my composure. I hea
It’s still dark when I come to, but that’s probably because of the blackout curtains. I have no idea what time it is or how long I’ve been out. I’d guess maybe a couple of hours. What am I doing on the bed? I could have sworn I was outside on the couch. Someone must have carried me to the bed. I don’t recall much after Luca escorted me to this room. I remember having a panic attack but what happened after that is a blur. I haven’t had a panic attack that severe in years. I make a mental note to ask Dante for permission to purchase some meds. In my hurry, I left everything back at home, my phone, wallet, everything. “Wait,” I mutter to myself, my voice sounding hoarse from all the screaming. I remember being injected with something. I lift my arms from under the blanket to inspect it, only to see the blood has been wiped off. What remains are only the angry red scratch marks courtesy of my scratching. Luca must have given me a sedative. My brain still feels foggy as if coming from a
I get dressed in the clothes provided, a simple black shirt and black jeans that are a little too small for me, hugging my ass and thighs like a second skin. I don’t wonder where the clothes came from because it’s most likely from one of Dante’s or his men’s women. At least that’s my best guess for these mafia men with their multitude of women. I head out of Dante’s room. There’s still something I need to do. I don’t need to look far because Dante’s right there waiting for me outside the room. I flush immediately, embarrassed at what happened inside the room a few minutes ago. “Follow me,”
Digging graves is probably the very last thing I had expected to do in this life, yet here I am, digging the graves of my parents. There isn’t time to hire anyone to do it or even prepare a funeral service. Serafino’s men could return without warning to seize the property, and I wouldn’t want to be caught here. Luca explained to me earlier that it’s the most probable reason why Dante changed his plan and came with us, just in case the Regis goons return. Would they really come back? I figured Dante hasn’t completely finished dealing with Serafino yet if he’s worried about that. It hasn’t been a full twenty-four hours since my parents died but I’m pretty sure the news has spread already.
“You’re to stay here until Dante gives further orders. Feel free to roam the main house, but don’t leave. Find Killian if you need anything.” Those were the last words I heard from Luca before he left to God knows where. It’s been two days since then and I haven’t heard from him or Dante since. I’ve taken the liberty to get familiar with the huge mansion. The D’Angelo estate isn’t a mansion or a couple of buildings put together, but a whole expanse of vast land. It’s so big that it might take a few hours just to walk around the perimeter. It consists of the main house-- where I’ve been provided a room; the stables; the garage; and the open yard. At least those were what I could see from the second-floor terrace. I haven’t really left the house since I’m
“Jean?” My mother’s voice rings clear in my ears even as she strides toward me. “What are you doing here? You’re not supposed to be back!” Looking around, the house seems to be in quite a fuss. Hired men are running back and forth lugging around suitcases and boxes, my father running with them. “What’s going on, Mom? Are we moving?” My mom clasps my face in both of her hands, “God, my dear Jean. You shouldn’t be here.” Confused and starting to get extremely annoyed that she won’t answer my questions, I ask. “What’s going on, Mom? You told me to come back, remember? I got your message.” “No,” Her voice is barely above a whisper but I hear the pain in it. My mom sways and I reach out a hand just in time to cat
12 YEARS LATER. “Come on! We’re going to miss it! Hurry, Papa!” “Okay, okay. Slow down, sweetheart.” The man hastens after his daughter, weaving through a small crowd of people that had just arrived, same as them. The young girl complains, “We promised Lily we’d be on time—there!” she points to the entrance of the auditorium. “Lily!” Lily waves back frantically at her sister. “You made it, Rose!” Lily replies running up the remainder of the distance between them. “You missed the opening ceremony but the displays are out. Come on!” The twins leave their father behind, opting to rush inside the auditorium that was converted into a small gallery to display the artworks created by the students of the summer art program. The auditorium is large for a school with a population of only a few hundred, but the family decided that a private school was best for their kids. “Ah, you’ve finally arrived,” Jean greets her husband as he strides toward her. She looks as beautiful as ever with her
Jean“Is there somewhere we can talk privately?” he asks when he notices the tear that escapes my eye. “I won’t have tears for our reunion, love.”I quickly wipe away the tears that managed to stain my cheeks and pull away from the man I used to call my husband.With my head still spinning, I manage to get out of work immediately with the promise that I would close the deal with the mysterious art donor.Dante—or rather, Gavin and I find ourselves behind the safety of my apartment doors soon enough.“Now,” I order just as the doors close behind us. “Explain yourself.”Gavin quirks an eyebrow at me, “Quite a warm welcome, love.” I sense the sarcasm in his voice which makes me roll my eyes at him.“When you explain yourself, I might reconsider.”“Why are you mad at me?” he asks almost in disbelief. “When everything I did, I did for you.”“For me?” I scoff loudly, returning the same energy and disbelief. “You left me alone for two years! Even when I asked you to come—” then shaking my he
JeanI think it’s been three days since I learned about Dante’s death. Three days that I’ve stayed home, calling in sick for work because there’s no way I can hold myself together in public when I burst into tears every hour or so.It’s been three days since my world shattered.The television has been playing on the same news channel the whole time with me waiting for any developments. I dove into the deeper parts of the internet, looking for any information but there is none to be found.“This is it, huh?” I whisper to myself, clinging onto the fleece blanket wrapped around me as I stare out the window. The heavy rain doesn’t help my mood at all, but it gives me comfort that the sky weeps for my loss too.I go to sleep that night feeling a blackhole-sized void in my heart.~~~The next morning, I woke up with several texts from the gallery asking me to come back to work. I’ve informed them that I couldn’t come but it must be an emergency if even my head supervisor is leaving me voic
JeanI don’t remember the bar being this stuffy, but I somehow find myself suffocating in the middle of a conversation with my colleagues. And suddenly the black dress I’m wearing is too short and too tight on my body.I shouldn’t have come tonight. It’s a full night at the club, and it doesn’t take long before I request to move to a private room. I’m met with various curious and lust-filled looks but I ignore them. Parisians know how to party, and oftentimes those parties involve more than just drinking and dancing, there’s always something more.I’m sure my colleagues assumed I was asking for more, but I simply needed to get away from the crowd.Lara invited way too many strangers, but I figured this party was more for them than it was for my work anniversary. But I go along with it. I’ll just have to find an excuse to leave a bit earlier than the rest of them.“Jean, why aren’t you dancing?” Lara pipes up hugging me from behind. I chuckle softly, she’s already buzzed. “Ditch these
Jean I fumble with my coat as I reach for my phone in my purse. The rain hasn’t let up once since December rolled in. I would have preferred to stay in the office today, but the statement for Bianca’s tuition came in my email last night.I tried to call her, but Bianca’s phone seems to be turned off and I went straight to voice mail.“Hey, Bub. I’m on my way to the bank now to pay for your tuition and other fees. Let me know if you need anything else— Oh! And as usual, do you want me to release your trust yet or not? That’s all bye! Call me back!”The answer has always been the same. Bianca doesn’t want to touch the money our parents left us until she was making her own. And I took it upon myself to pay for her education despite her protests.But I still figured I’d ask her every four months or so. Bianca was sustaining herself by working part-time and getting free lessons by volunteering for every camp and workshop. But she grew up sheltered and pampered. As her big sister, I still
DanteIn the end, Jean leaves like a thief in the night. She left no note except for the signed divorce papers on top of the living room center table. I watch from the balcony as Jean shoulders a small carry-on bag with only her essentials. Despite the thundering protests I feel stirring in my chest, I know that tonight is the night I lose her. From the corner of my eye, I spot a few men with guns trained at her, ready to fire at my command. Their previous orders were to not allow Jean out of their sight, which includes having to injure her if she gets taken away by enemies again. But this time is different.Luca stands beside me, watching the same scene unfold. “Dante, are you sure about letting her get away?”I understand his sentiments. The amount of time, money, and effort I’d put into making her mine, only to watch her walk away in the end.And I was sure. But as I watch her walk away, I find out that letting her go is the single hardest thing I’ve done in my life.“Yes, tell m
DanteI let Jean cry in my arms. The contract was a way to keep us both tethered to each other, and now that it’s gone, there’s nothing officially tying us together. In a way, we both lost someone tonight.“What happens now?” Jean asks with the softest voice. She sniffles a bit before sitting up, but she doesn’t leave my lap.With us finally being at eye level, I can see how red Jean’s nose is, her cheeks are tinted pink as well. She’s beautiful, and I make sure to tell her just that.“Will you stay?” I ask instead, even though I know full well that Jean’s already made up her mind about this long ago.Her eyes soften as she takes me in fully. One of Jean’s hands comes up to cup my cheek, and she smiles ever so softly as she whispers my name.“Dante… I love you,” Jean starts and it’s the saddest I’ve ever heard her utter those words. I know there’s a but coming up. “I never asked for this life, and I—I don’t want any part of it.”Jean finishes talking, shaking her head from side to sid
DanteThe day I’ve been dreading has finally come. The day that I let her go.I watch Jean silently as she stares out of the wall windows. With the rain softly pattering outside, it reflects my mood perfectly. Jean looks stunning even in sleep shorts and a pullover she stole from my closet. She looks so perfect in my clothes, in my penthouse… and in my life.Suddenly the folder in my hand feels heavier than it should be.I ground myself before approaching Jean, needing to be a hundred percent sure I can handle this conversation. Because once I start, there’s no going back.“Hey,” I whisper in her ear as I wrap my arms around her from behind. Jean leans into my touch, resting her head against my shoulder.“What is it?” she asks, a frown on her face as she turns in my arms to face me. She must have noticed my agitation. “Is everything okay?” Jean reaches forward and cups my cheek.“Yeah,” I reply simply, offering her a reassuring smile—at least I tried to. “Come here for a sec.”“Dante,
JeanUpon hearing those words, I notice that Dante had made himself scarce. Now that I think about it, he didn’t enter the living room with me and Bianca. He most likely left the penthouse to talk to Noah. How do I know that? Because there is no way in hell that Dante would have allowed Bianca to travel alone right when the investigation for the Regis family is about to start.But there’s something in the air that doesn’t quite feel like home.The woman in front of me may look like my little sister, Bianca, but she’s different. The last time I saw her she still had her baby cheeks and that wanderlust look in her eyes, but now that’s all gone.Her eyes no longer hold wonder in them but wisdom that only hardship and experience can mold. Her features look more angled, more mature.It makes me wonder if I somehow look the same to her or if I’ve changed in her eyes as she has changed in mine.I smile at my sister, albeit a little sad that I missed out on an entire year of her life. My baby