Everyone wants to see the new boss Blake currently standing on legs, slightly apart, arms close to the body, while gaze crosses over of his subjects. I look here and there at his profile. I'll have to watch it every day and I know it won’t be easy for me. Victor finished his presentation on profits and contracted jobs
firms in this quarter, so the father-in-law takes the floor and appears before employees.
"Dear colleagues, see that the day has come for me to leave, and yes young hopes and strengths come. In my place comes my son Blake, Victor will go to Procurement and Samantha to the Administration. I trust them completely and I have no doubt you will have good cooperation with them. Thank you all for your dedicated work in our company. "
Applause filled the hall, after which Blake stepped forward and began his speech, measured and serious.
"Thank you all once again for the welcome. From tomorrow we start by getting to know each other. I believe my father was a great superior to you, but I would just remind you that I am not my father and that you can safely expect a slightly different relationship. Thanks again."
There is a brief silence in the air before the applause intensifies after his words. He’s really hard to understand and read, but that’s why Victor steps on the scene and softens the thing through a joke.
"You'll get used to my brother's humor, just don't get too carried away approach and touch him. "
This elicits loud laughter from several colleagues, but not the same laughter I see Blake. His facial expression is still an undefined mask. Not I miss the fact that Victor's statement also carries a glimmer of truth. Blake really doesn’t like intimacy and excessive touches and I totally understand him. Never I didn’t like that excessive smacking, hugging and all that was my college classmates practiced at every meeting, and as soon as one she turned her back, the other would start talking against her.
That's why I only stayed on good terms with Victor and Rose. I love her because she is as honest as she is silly. Somehow we found each other because her other colleagues didn’t really like it as it was very popular with guys. What can I say, it's her life, I don't care who she spends nights with if it makes her happy?
Victor approaches me after the meeting and takes me by the hand to his office, a little more shows me around the company so we are getting ready to go to a business lunch with other leaders. Blake sits down next to me, and I notice him again avoids handshakes and contact with other people. I remember our meeting as well as each subsequent contact. I may be imagining it, but it seems to me that it is
every touch of his hand, either on my hand, cheek, or like last night on to my lips, was too intimate and certainly, too long retained. There she is next to me, maybe a little too close, while Victor sits with mine
on the other side. A little, just a little I turn my head towards him and catch a whiff of his scent. Of course, it has to smell good, just everything it must impress me on it.
"Excited?" I hear his muffled voice as the others sit down at the table and talk.
"I pray?"
Excited? Do I look excited? I don't even know what a woman is like when is excited. Does he think he excites me? Countless thoughts swarm in my head as he stares into my confused face to explain to me.
"Excited about work?"
"Yeah," I answered hastily, relieved. Now I imagine it is ambiguous.
"Hungry?"
"Yeah." I sound limited again. For God's sake, Samantha. Just I am ashamed of myself. Not that I have a need to impress him, but to myself strange like this. Horror.
"I like your hair." His hoarse, deep voice vibrates beside him my cheek, so I mutter a brief thanks as I try to breathe evenly as he just raises his right arm over the backrest chairs and runs it along my braid, all the way to the bottom of my back and fingers just hold it for a few seconds too long in that place where it sends me tingling all over the body. I don't say anything, I don't do anything, I just breathe a sigh of relief who knows how many times he finally removes his hand.
He seems to like to touch me. Yes, I'm sure of that now. Do it lightly and gently, boldly, but with special care. I definitely will Victor had to ask a few things about his brother. I don't know how to do it it informs me not to turn out to be interested in him, but hell, I have to understand. Lunch is served soon, so fellow leaders drag Blake in conversation, and I especially concentrate on the tone and color of his voice.
Shit, even his voice impressed me because it’s deep and penetrating, like everything on it simply attracts his attention, which it seems to me he doesn't want. That is why his sentences are concise but direct enough to leave you a little taken aback and in thought. I see many watching him with interest and wondering how he will be working with him. I completely understand them because I don't even know what to expect. Victor touches my arm at one point and catches my attention and addressed me with a smile.
"You go home with Blake, man, and I have a date. can I? ”
I nod because I have no other, and Blake reaches over me and takes the key to Victor's car.
"I will have to get a car, it's not okay to use my brother all the time. Although my brother is happy to share all his with me. "
Say this a little too close to my ear, obviously not to be heard and done by others that my skin itches even though it seems too hot in there and not even there a breath of cold, currently so desirable, air.
What can I do for him? Nothing. He didn’t insult me because maybe just mine the brain thus interprets his statements. But I am surprised as always and without reaction. After lunch, Victor and his father-in-law go to the firm and I walk by Blake to the car. The moment we need to cross the road, Blake catches my hand, but I pull it out and hurry to the parking lot.
"Does it bother you?" I'm just watching you. ”I hear his voice a little behind mine back.
"You don't have to watch me." I bow my head because the touch is disturbing in an unusual way.
"I need to, no one else does." Now he hurried and made me slow down and stare at his back. Keep the door open so you can slip past him and sit down. The car starts and we leave, but after a couple of
minutes, I see we're not going home.
"Where are you driving me?"
"Home."
"This is not the way home."
"Yes, but longer."
"Why are we going a long way?"
"I want to drive while you're with me."
I look straight ahead and shut up because if I say anything, I’ll just sink deeper into his confusion. It takes a straight forty minutes to drive that otherwise, it lasts fifteen minutes. They fill the interior of the car all the time the sounds of our breathing and its smell affecting my brain like some drug. I sit still, still, silent so as not to challenge him. As soon as he parks in the garage, I rush out and hurry upstairs, but in vain, he's on my heels.
"Samantha, where are you in a hurry?" I hear him walking behind me.
"I'm going to do something."
see that I try so hard to get away from him.
"Can I help you with what you need to do?"
"Not."
"We're alone, we can do whatever you want."
It forces me to turn around and look at him closely, just to make sure does he have a mocking smile on his face as a sign that he's just fucking with me.
But nothing. He looks at me pretty seriously as I keep my hand on the doorknob and I watch his face.
"Samantha, you have no idea what I'm reading in your eyes. My brother is not aware of what he has next to him, when in fact he is not. ”Bring my face closer, lay down put your hand on mine and open the door so I can enter.
"And Samantha, this is the last time I'll let you run."
In an instant, I am behind my door and catching my breath again for one of his touches, because of one of his sentences. Her back is leaning on a tree, as a million little squirrels walk through my body, I wonder who knows which time.
Will someone explain to me what the hell is happening to me?
Need.That’s how I feel about Samantha. They need to be close to me. Not he has to say anything, he doesn't have to do anything, he doesn't even have to look at me, he doesn't turn to me, just to be next to me. What kind of action it is, I can't say, but it is what I feel and somehow, it doesn’t bother me at all. In fact, it calms me down, it works divinely on me. There has been no woman in the last four years whose closeness I wished. And now one appears and it must be my wife's brother. I don’t control my tongue and actually want to throw the blue one next to it tablet. Fuck, if a woman knew I was drinking that shit, the guarantor would run away from this one house. I don't want her to leave, because I need her to look, I need that confusion, that fascination, almost submissiveness as he looks at me and as he listens to me.I want kisses and touches with her, everything that disgusts me from others which upsets me.I know I can't get that. Un
The night is long for me, insomnia torments me again as I call to mind Samantha's appearance, to calm me down at least a little. All sorts of nonsense to me come to mind, nothing strange, but one thing becomes clearer to me. Touch yes. Sex is not. I would have to stop taking pills for that. And I can't do that to do, I must not expose her to it.What the fuck are you thinking about having sex with your brother's wife, you lunatic? Like she would allow anything! Like you can do it! That voice again.So what, I can at least imagine. It's a sin, but I don't have a ticket anyway for paradise, not even for purgatory.At least I indulge in fantasies, in which she is there next to me and she lets me touch her. Just that, I don't need to feel anything anymore either it just calms me down so easily and lets me fall asleep. In the morning only the three of us go to Victor's car to work, he's old today at the doctor's office. Samantha receives the doorknob to sit behind, s
Thank God he's gone! I breathe easier as soon as Blake steps into the airport and Victor and I. headed home. A man simply kills me with his closeness. Brain off, senses are taken away, tongue-tied, breathing stopped. I feel next to him like a corpse. Okay, I'm lying. From the outside, I may be completely stiff but inside… for God's sake… Is it possible that my insides flicker like a leaf in the wind, that my heart jumps in my throat, that my blood is stronger and that everything in me wants something more from him? But what on earth, what? I argue with myself as we drive home. "Samantha, are you getting any more messages?" Victor interrupts my internal quarrel. "Not. They stopped just after the wedding. Good thing you posted the wedding in newspapers. I mean, I really hope this is the end of torture. " "Me too. We did well. ”He glanced at me briefly and gave me a present with a slight smile. "Yes, Victor. How about you?" "Okay,
Basically, the conclusion of the evening is that I’m not normal because I’m barely waiting for him to leave and now that he's gone, I'm bored. Do I miss that weird attention? Or the feeling he awakens in me? Yes, I'm not normal because I don't even know how is called that feeling. I wished a thousand times that my life would be monotonous, just yes the messages of hatred and threats that arrived as anonymous, but still, cease I knew whose they were. And now they have stopped. Fear and looking back on the street is at least stopped, but I remain cautious. Today is the tenth day since Blake left, and father-in-law and Victor have him in memory for breakfast."Blake called last night. He has to complete the notice period because he will otherwise have to pay some money and there is no severance pay. It looks like he was in a hurry at home because he even said he would give up severance pay, but I did it convinced that you should not come because for now, you old man
The first day I got back to Seattle, everything went wrong.The CEO called me because he got my dismissal decision."Blake, I respect you, but you know that according to the contract, you have to work notice period, which in your case is a month and a half. Not one month. With that that we are now halfway through the project on which our budget for next year depends. You have done a great job in these four years and it will be very difficult to find you replacement. Also, your severance pay and bonus depend on respect employment contract, you understand? I can’t have double criteria, even for you, who put the whole department in order. " I understand what he’s telling me, but he doesn’t understand me with everyone his word overwhelms restlessness, madness darkens the brain and I need that one another pill, that sweet, messy packet of black hair and brown eyes. How can I last almost two fucking months without seeing her, no I smell, I don't touch? I fi
We have lunch at a restaurant at a table for four, and I sit next to it her. She changed into a white dress. He looks to me like the most beautiful angel s with that crow's hair, and yet to me it is the greatest temptation that drives me into sin. Samantha apologizes for going to the bathroom to wash her hands, so I apologize and I go after her. When we moved away from my father and brother, I grabbed her by the elbow and make him stop. I step into her face and ask seriously."What were you doing in my room?""How do you know?" I'm not happy that she's afraid of me like this, so I answer her relaxed."You just confirmed it to me." He pursed his lips a little as he looked at me submissively, but nothing answers but looks down at my lips."Don't you dare come when I'm in the room?" Only when I'm gone? ”Her breathing she speeds up as her honey breath burns on my lips, away from hers just a few inches."Dare Samantha, dare. Whatever you're lookin
I indulge, I feel my resistance land, my walls fall because it is there next to me, next to my office, next to my room. There he is alive, dangerous, a dark, handsome, attractive man who sends me signals that mine the brain may recognize poorly, but that is why the body reacts to its instruction.When my eyes see his appearance, all actions, all movements at the same time are subject to his orders.He doesn’t mention my marriage anymore, but he’s definitely working on that from me to get confirmation of this farce. This is the only way I can explain this game he plays with me, and I accept her without the possibility of rejection. Simply is, NO as an answer does not exist when he approaches me when he starts with it with the magic that hypnotizes me. I'll spoil everything, I'm afraid, they'll figure me out because what a normal woman allows her husband's brother to touch her in such a way? I'm glad we're in this set, I can think of these mistakes when he is
I invite Moby to come into the house to give him food so I can get through near Blake, rubbing his torso with his elbow. I hear how over silently he follows me into the kitchen and as I reach over the counter with a bag of food for Moby, Blake paused behind me, laid down his hands on my waist, and turned me towards him. We look into each other's eyes and in one blink we both know what we're going to do now. And as that bag falls out of my hands, he grabs my head closer to himself and he kisses me, first pressing small kisses, and then boldly penetrating his tongue in my mouth. The fucking volcano erupts inside me and makes me absorb it like thirsty man water while my hands fall down my body and he one a kiss causes me to withdraw like never before. He walks away from me as a threat flashes in his eyes, but I still don’t strength to escape, to end this, but with one blink, one with a wave of my hand I let it be known to continue. And he obeys me, clinging to himself, and kisses
It's over.I feel like it's over.*******She cries behind closed doors, I hear her, she bursts with every sob of my heart. And me? I don’t go to her, I stay on the other side and cry more than her. She hides so I don't see her pain and weakness, and I hide so I don't I make this harder and I don't push her even deeper into the darkness she's heading towards. I know that feeling, it draws you to itself, it promises you that you won't feel anything anymore, you will not even remember, everything will be covered by darkness, but at least you will not suffer anymore. AND he extends his arms even if you take a step back, you somehow think of looking back, to find some good in yourself and around you that will keep you from leaving into that darkness, you are desperately looking for that light that will illuminate you. And that's why I know yes to her I need to be that light and that is why I will not show weakness now, I will not show my own pain to share with
I'm here, I'm alive, for now. I never imagined my life with Blake as a fairy tale, I never did nor did she believe in fairy tales, but that he was my prince is, he was, my dark prince who came to light because of me and by his appearance made me a woman who will never give in to any life again obstacle. I didn’t expect our lives to be honey and milk, but never, not even for a moment I had no idea that so much would take my life, so much to load, to bleed my heart so many times. For whose sins do I suffer? At the moment, I’m just not strong. No, while sitting in a chair into the children’s room, and for days I shed tears looking at the empty crib he’s in my Hanna should have gone home with me. She should have been drinking milk now, try the first bath, she should have woken us up in the morning or made us happy while she was we watch him sleep. We should have held her in our arms now, rocked her, and enjoyed that wonderful scent of a child. But I didn’
After work, I come home in silence with my brother, and Samantha greets us cheerfully at the entrance."My boys, lunch is on the table, in fact, it's already dinner and it's cold because 18:00 has already passed. So where are you? ”"Don't ask, baby, don't ask." Victor walked directly past her dining room."Blake, what is it?""We didn't pass the competition.""Oh, God!" He put his hand over his mouth and sighed in disappointment."Well, that means…" He looked at me desperately."Yes, that means just that.""Let's eat now, we'll come up with something."We have been sitting at dinner for half an hour and eating in a silence that only here and there a heavy sigh breaks out."I will sell the house on Aurora Lake and it will be an injection into our firm." Samantha's sudden announcement made my brother stare at her."You're not going to do that, it's a memory of your parents." No way to let her do
Today, Samantha is already in her twentieth week of pregnancy, so I’m following her on examination by a gynecologist, hoping to finally find out the sex. Baby teases us, the last time she turned around we couldn't see anything. I get nervous every time before we get into their practice. Admittedly, the first time I came and saw that Samantha would examine a young doctor, I felt like taking her outside and looking for her doctor. As if she knew what was going on in my head, she squeezed my hand and she glared at me to stay calm and not make a scene.That first time I was standing next to that screen and pretending to be crazy when he was a doctor showed the child, and I saw only some stains and nodded. But so when Samantha took me with her for a checkup at sixteen weeks, when I saw that little wonder moving inside, his face developing, arms, legs… hell sam I felt tears in the corners of my eyes. I do not know the last time I cried, but this ... this was stronger t
I don't dream, my favorite is there, next to me, in my bed. Free we are and we are together. Isn't this the best thing in the world? Have by your side a man who looks at you as if no one else exists, touches you as if he wanted to convince you that you really exist in reality, utters promises and oaths to you eternal love… and finally, a man who would sacrifice himself for you. Our happiness is only doubled by the fact that we will become a really small family for just over seven months. We are a real family from the first days, although in our case everything turned out so comical, but again romantic… we survived various blows, it all just made us stronger. It's not Blake now calmer than ever? Am I not stronger now than before? Is not it Victor happier now?"Love, thank you for trusting me," I say softly to him an ear as I hugged him, clinging to his back."Luckily, I don't trust anyone like you. There is no better place in the world from your embrace. &
Why don’t I feel aggression, restlessness, anger, madness, and I’m located far away from my beauty, not before my eyes, under my fingers?I understand why, because I have finally fulfilled my purpose, so will I. do something for her. I'll take this, and here in this cold cell, behind bars ... I couldn't even see that. I know loneliness, she has been my companion for years, I know all my own thoughts, even the blackest ones, lived with me every day, and that's why I don't like this heavy. Maybe in a month, maybe in a year, my beauty will wait. That’s what makes me calm. Next to her, our child will be waiting for me. I don't believe it yet! My beauty he will give me a child. Child. Is life a little fucking with me?A little to me, a little to take?Now that I know the two of them are waiting for me outside, I can survive it all. Even and the touch of that guard as he led me to the cell, even the separation from Samantha because at the end of the
Will my brother ever be lucky in life? I wonder who knows which one way, as I reflect on his life after what happened to him more than four years ago.I don’t know what it’s like to live with such a burden, but I know what it’s like for me either to hide what I am. I neglected Clark, I put my brother in the first place, not to strike him too. I did my best, I really did. And I thought about him a lot of times while he was alone Seattle, alone, just worked, didn't live at all. I accepted his love for Samantha, so how could I not, that’s the way it is palpable between the two of them that I am almost envious. I'm glad she is finally happy, and God knows she deserved happiness after all and it happened to her.However, destiny does not allow them to be happy. But that's why I'm here, I'll give it my all of myself to fix what to fix yes.Isn't the sign of that abnormal love what he did? Yes her save, he took on the crime. Someone would say no
Aren’t movies and stories showing every awakening in the hospital through some fog, as you turn around, wondering where you are, how you got to that weird thing a place, an ugly smell, white walls while trying to remember where you are last time, what did you do and what the hell happened to you lying naked under the sheet? Stories and movies can show what they want, but as soon as I opened my eyes, I knew where I was and I remembered every damn moment that happened in our house. Victor is sitting next to my bed, worried and frowning, but looking at me with tenderness. He gets up from his chair and takes me in his hand."Samantha, baby… how are you?""Where's Blake?" I ignore his question about my health, I just wonder where Blake is. I look around, then towards the door, but I don't see him, there's no sign he's here. My bag and cell phones are in the locker next to the bed."Where's Blake, Victor ?!" I repeat the question because I'm upset anxiety
I look at my watch, I've probably spent more than two hours outside the house, so I return home to her and just pass by on our way to our yard with Rose. I know Samantha isn't right either, but I don't have the will or a desire to apologize to that gentry. As I watch her wave from the fence, and then he waves to me, I feel real physical pain in my heart.Why am I so unyielding? Well, I can at least please her, accept it Rose's apology and apologize for the rudeness, even though she deserved it. If he will Samantha means so much, then I'll do it another time. She is so much she made it and accepted it for me, and I actually show so little love for her, in a way that would mean the most to her."Love" He calls out to me as he approaches my car and crawls on the floor shoulder."Samantha, call Rose back in a day, I'll apologize.""You will?"He raised his warm eyes to me asking me in disbelief."I want a baby, I want for you.""Aaaaaa yo