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Chapter Eleven
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2021-10-30 11:58:07I was sitting alone in the beachside while watching the sun setting down. I distracted myself by throwing some pebbles back to the sea.
A lot of things are bothering me. I have a lot of thoughts — both negative and positive, in my mind.
"The sunset is so beautiful."
Napatingala ako nang may magsalita sa likuran ko. It's Ethan. Siya na naman. Ang hilig niya talagang sirain ang moment at mood ko.
"Yeah, it is." I uttered while staring at the most beautiful scenery in front of me — the sunset.
"But you're more beautiful..." He whispered na nagpatindig ng mga balahibo ko at nagpalakas sa tibok ng puso ko.
It was a soft whisper but I heard it clearly.
Mariin akong napapikit at napakagat sa labi ko. Is he trying to flirt with me? Baka mamaya, assumera lang pala ako.
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