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43. First life-1

Author: AM
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[Zephyr’s POV]

(Reader’s discretion is advised. Proceed with caution.)

(Trigger warnings: Sexual assault, graphic violence, child trafficking, mention of drug abuse.)

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I was a one-night mistake.

An unwanted illegitimate child of one of the strongest alphas.

A son of a mother who didn’t want to give me up, so she fought the world just to keep me safe. And that was how she lost her life — trying to save me from the men that my father sent to kill me.

My mother, Ilana Darkken, was once a commander of the Jupitus pack’s magic defence.

She was beautiful, bold and one of the strongest witches of all time. A woman too feral to be bound, but too out of reach to be desired by all.

And my illegitimate father, Vidar Jupitus, the alpha of the Jupitus pack, was one such coward who desired the storm but was too weak to take responsibility for the impact.

He slept with my mother a day before his marriage with his legal wife and the current luna of the Jupitus pack, Nest
AM

Thanks for reading everyone. I just wanted to say that writing Zephyr's character is a challenge for me. A huge challenge because that man has lived twice in my head and this whole story is a challenge for me. A lot of research and hating myself goes after every chapter because I am able to see it through all lenses. Sometimes I feel like shxt that I am not good enough to tell their stories. But I am trying and will keep trying my best. All I can say is I love you, Zephyr and Diana. You two are the closest to my heart. And to my dear readers, if you made it so far I am really grateful. Seriously so thankful. I apologize if all this way I made any kind of mistake, please be free to point things out and I will try to improve. Love ya<3

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You are doing amazing, dear author! I admire your generosity in your writing and towards your readers.
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I’m not sure what you’re referring to because I LOVE this story you’re doing an exceptional job!!!
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